65 - Azira.

Time is ticking away so fast it feels like it's goading me.

There's only two weeks until graduation, which means two weeks until I say goodbye to Blaine forever.

Any pain that he's inflicted on me is nothing compared to the heart-wrenching pain at the mere thought of never seeing him again.

It feels like he's my other half, as if he completes me. Even if he's always insisted this is only sex, I find it hard to believe he doesn't feel it too.

Or maybe I'm just a naïve virgin who did get too attached to the man who took my innocence away. The emptiness that his absence will leave is too much to think about.

I glance up from my work to find him staring right at me, an inferno burning in his eyes.

My cheeks heat and I glance back down at my essay when the bell rings.

Butterflies flutter to life in my stomach every single time I know I'm going to be alone with him.

My sadistic and twisted Blaine.

The things he's done to me most people would be disgusted by and yet I want to explore more wi