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Chapter 38: Prince of Arcadia (Part 1)
The hair on my arms perched up when the cold wind blew. The long pants and thick coat I'm wearing doesn't really help me warming myself. I hugged myself tightly, the side of my mouth moving upwards as I swing back and forth on my seat. I'm really not a fan of cold season but somehow, I felt refreshed when I felt the coldness in the wind.
It was a peaceful day on Orion. So as for me. How long has it been since I've enjoyed my day off like this? Sitting peacefully in a bench, watching the people pass by as I admire the town of Orion, place of amazing and different kinds of people.
When I arrive here five years ago, I didn't have the chance to spend my days like this. I had to work almost 24 hours everyday just to have a roof above my head, food on my plate and money to pay my bills. Not until I met Peter in the cafe. I've known him since I was little. He used to go to the foster home, just like Justin. He gave me a spot in his cafe, pay me a good amount of
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