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Chapter 32 - My love!?
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2021-12-04 23:40:19"Alright again. I-I want to hear it clearly, Shaun." Austin said seriously without blinking her eyes.
Shaun breathe out heavily. Everything is so strange. How can she managed to stay calm in the middle of all this? He thought as he looks at Austin.
Austin is quietly sitting in front of him. Without moving an inch, her eyes are locked in his every moves. Watching how his shoulders goes up and down as he search for the right words to say. Watches how his eyes moves from side to side as he feels the nervousness kicking in.
"How should I say it?" he muttered to himself, scratching the back of his neck.
"Come on, Shaun. I'm waiting," she said, crossing her arms.
Shaun chuckled. He find this very conversation something you could read in a fictional novel. Something to impossible yet is happening to him right now.
"Alright. Okay, okay. I'm a lycan. A lycanthrope." he said, raising his hands in complete surrender.
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