~Tia~
I slowly walk over to my best friend, the pain evident in her demeanor. I’ve never seen her this hurt and upset, and I’ve seen her through a lot of things. Lynn dated some in high school and fell once or twice, but this is totally different. I can’t even say I understand how she feels because Lincoln only took a few hours to come around, and the pain in my ankle kept me from dwelling on his hesitation.
Lynn is pacing back and forth, and I hang back a bit and watch her. After hearing about her conversation with Lincoln, I was tempted to march to the clinic and pull that idiot out of his bed. Who in their right mind doesn’t want Lynn? I’ve definitely been tempted to bounce that Sonya bitch right off my packlands, but my mates have reminded me that isn’t how a Luna behaves. Sometimes, being Luna is a big hindrance, especially when my bestie is hurting.
I plop down in the grass and wait for Lynn to notice me. When she’s like this, it’s best not to crowd her. If you do, it makes her feel attacked. “I won’t do it.” I pick at the blades of grass around me, not looking in her direction.
“You won’t do what?” I listen to Lynn stop pacing, but I still don’t look at her.
“I won’t talk to her.” I look up abruptly.
“Talk to who?” Lynn sighs.
“BITCH! I won’t talk to that ugly ass ho that’s in the packhouse.” It takes me a minute to catch up. I throw my head back and laugh.
“Girl, bye! I would NEVER request that you talk to her. Hell, Lincoln and Landon had to talk me out of throwing her ass out of here.” Lynn walks over to me and plops herself down.
“You were really going to throw her out?” I look Lynn in the eyes.
“Of course I was! You are one of my best friends, and she’s making life hard for you. She can kick rocks as far as I’m concerned.” I sigh and lean back on my hands. “My mates told me I couldn’t do that because it wouldn’t be Luna-like.” I roll my eyes, and Lynn laughs.
“They got you on that one, bitch. I’m grateful you would have done that, though.” Lynn moves closer and places her head in my lap. I rub her forehead and play with her hair. “This hurts so much, Tia. Why doesn’t he want me? I just don’t understand what’s so wrong with me.”
“You know damn well nothing is wrong with you. You also know, deep down, that he does want you. There’s something that he’s fighting against, and that’s causing him to push you aside. I fully believe that he will come to you and beg you to take him. The question will be, if it’s too late…..will you no longer want him?”
“I don’t think it would ever be possible to not want him. I can FEEL that he’s mine, and I want what’s mine.” I lean down and kiss Lynn on the forehead.
“It will all work out; I know it. In the meantime, I will be unLuna-like and beat that chick’s ass if I have to. You just give me the word. My Alphas will forgive me.” Lynn looks at me and starts to belly laugh. I join in, and we end up rolling in the grass, laughing. We quickly settle down and hold on to each other. I don’t think I could do life without her by my side. I hope this all works out quickly because my bestie deserves nothing but the best.
~Devonte~
Sonya’s eyes haven’t left mine, and her anger fills the room. I sit on the bed and put my head down. I really don’t know how to answer the question; I mean, the answer is obvious. She knows Lynn is my fated mate simply because she and Vonte have marked each other. Everyone knows that between the two of us, I was the only one okay with taking a chosen mate.
“WELL?!” I turn toward Sonya, gulping as I do. “Is she your fated mate, D? I know Vonte wouldn’t take a chosen mate, and they are marked. Tell me the truth!” I sigh, trying to muster up the courage to have this conversation.
“I….yes….yes, she’s also fated to me.” Sonya stumbles a bit, and I know that hit her hard. “But, baby, I don’t want her. I told Vonte we couldn’t accept her, but you know how he is. I swear I haven’t been with her and don’t plan to be.”
“So you rejected her?” Shit! This is going to be worse than telling her that Lynn’s my fated mate. “Did. You. Reject. Her?!” I turn my head away, not wanting to see her reaction.
“N….no.” The gasp from Sonya rings through the room.
“How can you say you don’t want her; you want me but haven’t rejected her?”
“Things got crazy, and I ended up in the clinic when I was about to do that. I swear, I don’t want her.” The room gets quiet, and I turn to Sonya so I can try to explain better. Sonya is slowly taking off her clothes while looking at me. “What are you doing?”
“You said you don’t want her, right?” I nod. “You say you want to be with me?” I nod again, my voice conveniently disappearing. Sonya walks over to me, running her hands along her body. Her hands reach her breasts, and she tugs at her nipples, causing a moan to leave her. This would turn me on in the past, and my erection would be painful. Right now, I feel like I want to wrap her in a blanket.
I close my eyes to try to make that feeling go away. I open them again, and Sonya is standing in front of me. She places her hands on my shoulders and leans down some. “If you want me and not her, then prove it.” Yeah, maybe reconnecting with Sonya sexually will shake me out of this confusion regarding Lynn.
Don’t you dare!
For someone who said they were going away, you sure are around a lot.
If you do this, Lynn will feel it. You will not hurt her like that. You better tell this bitch the truth before you cause our mate that kind of pain. Fuck! As much as I want to screw over Abe for his shitty behavior, he’s right. If I sleep with Sonya right now, Lynn will feel the pain. Abe is also right that I need to be honest with Sonya. I need to tell her everything; then, we can make a plan of rejection for Lynn and marking for Sonya.
I sigh and grab Sonya’s hands, pulling her so she sits next to me. Sonya whimpers, and I know she’s thinking the worst. I turn to Sonya and stroke her hands gently. “I don’t want her…..I DO want you. I just….I need to tell you something first.”
~Adela~It’s been days since the run-in with my mom. I still can’t believe she put her hands on me. She didn’t even do that when I was a kid, so I don’t really know what to do with that. Daddy would never have let her touch me even if she wanted to. I miss having him around right now.I’ve been keeping to myself since then. I have a kitchen where I’m staying, and I’m constantly getting food at my doorstep. I’ve been going to the old house and out in the woods. I’ve been trying to find enough peace to connect with my sister. I thought maybe the memories from the old house would spark something. So far, I haven’t been able to reach her through our bond.I’m not going to lie; I’m scared. I haven’t been able to feel Aida, and I haven’t heard from her. I don’t know where she is. I wonder if I’d even feel it if she were hurt or dead. I wish I could talk to her... could see her. I need her right now; I need to know she’s okay.I’m walking through the woods to my usual spot. It’s quiet, and n
~Aida~I stir, feeling softness under me. I also feel something itchy surrounding me. I don’t know where I am or where I was. My eyes fly open, and I sit up, looking around. The room is dark, and it’s hard to make anything out. I haven’t seen or heard from Hazel in so long, and I’ve been missing my wolf abilities. I try to recall what had happened before. I remember running from the hospital and almost getting captured a few times. I found myself in a cave, and I remember sleeping there. A voice spoke to me, but it wasn’t Hazel. It led me out of the cave, and I remember a blue light, then darkness.I hear a squeak in the room and feel a slimy hand on my arm. I gasp and snatch my arm away. I can see a shadow, but that’s it. I’m getting scared because I don’t know what’s waiting for me in the dark. I could have been captured for all I know. I close my eyes and feel a hot breath get closer. It reeks of brimstone and sulfur, making me want to throw up. I feel a burning in my nostrils, and
~Abe~She left. As soon as he told her, she left. I knew that’s what she would do, and I was right. He isn’t speaking to me now, but it doesn’t matter because I was already not speaking to him. He refuses to recognize the truth; only our fated mate will genuinely accept us for who we are. I wish he would stop running from the truth, but I’m not surprised.The last time, the only person he ever told decimated him. It’s what caused him to go into ‘proper overdrive.’ Everything from then on was on point: always following orders, always acting like a proper royal, hell, even adopting some of the ridiculous royal mindsets. It was a way for him to have some sort of control, a way for him to ignore who he really was.At first, I constantly fought against it, but the fight became tedious after a while. I couldn’t continue to have the same argument with him again and again. I finally left it alone; I let him be whatever he wanted, and here we are. Maybe I should have fought harder. I might be
~Devonte~I told you she’d come back. I told you she’d stuck by us. I wouldn’t be so quick to claim victory if I were you. I overheard her last night, and she isn’t here for the reasons you think she is. Why can’t you just admit that you were wrong?I would if I were actually wrong. Unfortunately, I called it accurately, and I can only hope you listen to me before it’s too late. I throw a block up, not wanting to hear the foolishness anymore.I’ve been up for a while, just watching her sleep. I know that I need to reject Lynn so I can mark Sonya. We have a lot to discuss, but I’m confident we will work things out. She came back! She could have stayed away, but she came back. That tells me everything that I need to know.I run my fingers down her arm, and she flinches from my touch. Her face contorts, and my initial reaction is sadness and anger. I stop and reevaluate my reaction. She’s asleep, and it’s been an emotional rollercoaster for us the last few days. I’m sure things will be
~Devonte~I feel desire stirring inside me, but I do my best to swallow it down. Now isn’t the time for the mate bond to interfere. I need to be focused so I can end this quickly and start my life with Sonya.She’s going to wipe the floor with you.Shut up, wolf! You need to get ready. We have a challenge we have to win.You’re on your own, stupid human. I told you what I want and won’t settle for anything less. I throw a block up as quickly as I can. If he won’t join me, he can go away. I have no time for his bullcrap right now.I get into my own fighting stance, facing my mate. She’s looking at me up and down, and the smirk on her face is a bit unnerving. I look for any weakness that she has, but nothing stands out to me. We are eyeing each other but not in a rush to move.Lynn beckons me with her fingers, and I feel called out. I’m a Gamma wolf; I have royal blood. I won’t be intimidated by someone lower than me. I step forward and swing my left fist. She easily sidesteps my swing,
~Devonte~Fuck! What did you do, Abe?! ABE?!You called for me?Cut the shit! What did you do?!I have no idea what you mean. Looks like we just lost to mate.NOT THAT!! I’m breathing heavily, wishing I could pull Abe out of my consciousness and beat his ass.You couldn’t last against me. I growl, not in the mood for his games.Why the fuck did I get turned on during that….with her?Well, I’m no biology teacher, but I think I paid enough attention when you were in school. He clears his throat. When a man and a woman……..nope, my bad. Wrong talk. He laughs…..the piece of shit laughs.I’ve never gotten aroused when sparing before, and I’ve gone against other women. Oh, that part. I told you I didn’t want to join you, and it’s usually me who dampens our desires so you can spar with a clear head. It usually isn’t hard to do because your mindset isn’t sexual when sparing. You were going against mate this time, so that’s an entirely different situation. You bastard!Now, now…….that just is
~Abe~Her fingers in my fur are heaven on Earth, I swear. I’m tempted to see if she will scratch my belly. I hate to even think about that as if I’m some domesticated pet, but I bet it would feel just as good as this.I’m not surprised by her questions. I figured that she could tell how Devonte was responding to her. I find it funny, but I’m also a bit nervous. I know I told my human that only our mate would accept every part of us, but I don’t truly know that to be a fact. If our true nature turns off Lynn, I don’t know that I’d be able to survive that.I couldn’t even gather myself to face this question head-on before a twig snaps, gaining mine and Lynn’s attention. “Yes. That’s exactly what happened to the deviant.” Ah, hell no! How did this bitch know where to find me and when I’m with my mate, no less? I really don’t want to deal with her right now.I go with my gut and lift my block on Devonte. He was trying to break free to disappear when Lynn came around. I wasn’t going to let
~Tia~Lynn flew down the streets like a bat out of hell. I had to grip the car door so that I wouldn’t slide around the car. I’m so glad that I’m not pregnant right now because I’d be tossing my cookies at this point.Lynn pulls into the mall parking lot, throwing the car into park. She scrambles to unbuckle her seatbelt while I try to catch my breath. “Come on, let’s go!”“STOP!” Lynn stops moving and looks at me. I take a deep breath and swallow. “You’re my girl, and I’d do anything for you, but what the hell is going on?” Lynn sighs and sits back.“Devonte challenged me this morning.”“Yeah, I heard. I also heard you won that challenge.” Lynn looks away from me.“About that…..well….I technically won, but…..”“But?!” Lynn sighs.“So when we were sparing, Devonte got…..well….he got worked up.”“Worked up?”“He….he got excited.”“You’re his mate.”“No, I mean, yes I am, but that’s not what I mean.” Lynn turns to me and grabs my hand. “Bestie, I think that Devonte likes to be dominated