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This Time, I Will Not Love You Chapter 57
Holding the plastic of foods and snacks that they bought in the convenience store that is placed near the hospital, Drake and Kianna are sitting inside the store. Drake ask for a delivery and they are waiting for that to be given to them. “Drake, did you ever thought that I am an unlucky girl?” out of nowhere, Kianna asked Drake that simple yet heavy question. Drake smiled and look at her. “Where did that question came from?” he slightly chuckled to lessen the sad atmosphere that is about to occur. “Nothing, I just realize that, whenever there is bad things that happened or is about to happen… it is always around me. As if they are waiting for my appearance to occur. It’s as if, I am some bad and unlucky person who is always involve in all negative occasions.” She let out a fake laugh. Drake pat her head and smiled. “No matter how unlucky you are fir dangerous things might be being beside you, I promise, I will stay with you. As long as you wish me to.” Kianna smiled back but t
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“Have fun here, I need to go somewhere.” Hera bid farewell to his companions. After changing her clothes, she give a toast for their victory. Still, she can’t feel the urge to be enjoy their victory. She can’t eve feel the happiness of doing something great. For her, what is the use of those if it won’t make Exequiel be back in his consciousness. A hard pat from the back was received by Hera. She close her eyes in annoyance. There is no one else who can do that to her other than the first division commander. Laughter was heard as they saw such sight. “We’re back” “Ella can you make your damn boyfriend disappear?” the girl who is standing beside hera giggled. She is years younger than her. A teen, but it doesn’t show in her figure as she have a body of a real woman. “Unnie, I’m not a magician. If only I can do that I did that a long time ago. Pfft” the first division commander glare at his girlfriend. “Ella, do you not love me?” he asked while having a puppy eyes. “I love you Ca
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Kianna POV My hands are embracing his body from the back. The impact of the cold air touches my skin even if I am wearing the jacket that Drake let me use. I am not sure if the rain from a while ago have something to do about this but I don't feel bothered. Either way, I would like to thank the rain for it makes us feel more close.. "Are you feeling cold?!" He asked. Slightly shouting for me to heat it. The sound of the vehicle we are riding at echoed in the whole place. “Yes, but that’s fine.” I hug him tighter. My hair is dancing as the wind hit it. What a windy night… I thought. We went in the place near the seashore. It isn’t far in where we are before. The ride is much faster because there is no traffic in our way. As he stop his vehicle, I got off and touches the railings that is separating the car lane and the shore. “Wow, you can see the moon and stars in here.” I mumbled. Drake finished parking his motorcycle and stand beside me. He put his arms on the top of the
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“Why are you here?” It was late at night yet Kianna asked her father and mother to see them. The light coming from the chandelier lights up the whole place. It was dark outside, if one look at the glass door, the only thing they can see is the glimpse of the grass outside the house. Sitting in the sofa on their living room, Kianna is holding Drake’s hand which makes her Dad frown. Her mother saw it and smiled. It is a good thing that her mother is here. She is always outside the country yet her timing of visiting is perfect. “We would like to get married.” Kianna said without any hesitation. Mr. Hinsen look at Drake which makes the young man smile. “We are here to ask both of your permission.” Bowing his head to give his courtesy and respect, Kianna also did the same. ‘Um… wait, why are we even doing this?’ Kianna thought as she look at her fiancé who took a glimpse at her. “I love your daughter more than anything else. I want to marry her. Please, give us your consent.” Kiann
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“What is on your face? Why do it feels like you ate a sour food so early in the morning? “ my mom asked me as I sat in my chair. ‘why is she asking that? is it not obvious that dad said something to Drake which makes him act like his? ‘ Tch… I really hate it when someone is telling others to not get close to me. I’m mad. And what is with this distance they are making? I am sitting in the opposite of drake. That doesn’t make any sense! I am his fiancé. Why did they did this? “Who knows…” I mumbled to myself which makes her laugh. “It looks like your headache and nightmares are gone. You are acting like the ordinary you. That is good to know. You didn’t know how shocked we are after the maids said that your fiancé barge in your room so early in the morning.” I look at Drake. Blush can be seen in he corner of his ears. ‘so cute’ I thought to myself as a smile crept in my face. Right in front of us, different dishes are placed nicely. From salad to bread and cereal. There are many
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“I am sorry Kianna but… that thing, I do not think that I have the right to say it. It would be better if you hear if directly from your parents.” End of Kianna’s Flashback Why did I not remember it? Does my system hate those memories that much? Is it my mind’s way of lessening the burdens and pain I am feeling? “Kianna, do you not like the food? We can ask the chef to prepare something else.” I shook my head and smiled to my dad. “No dad, it is fine. Everything is good. I am alright.” I can feel the gaze that Drake is giving me. Is he doubting my response? Well, that is something I can’t deny. Maybe I sounds a little bit deniable which makes me sounds as if I am saying the opposite? Ahh, What is happening in my life? I can’t believe that I am thinking like this. Am I still the same me? I think the more I look throught it, it would bring me to sane. End of Kianna POV The sound of a door opening was heard as the chains of the keys are banging each other. The room is silent, as
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We are now going into the hospital. Drake didn’t have the chance to go with me. He wanted to pay a visit about Exequiel's condition but there are urgent matters in his work that he has to attend to. “It is fine. Do not worry about me.” I give him a kiss on his cheek and tap it. He caresses my face in response.“I have to go”Without any further ado, I rush inside my car as Drake wears his helmet. I beep for the last time after I finally open the engines of my car. He does the same with his motorcycle.Rushing to make our way out of my family’s residence, I can see him driving his vehicle right beside mine. I smiled and took a deep breath.“Please, make all this thing alright.”***“What is happening? How is Exequiel?”I was welcomed with a slap on my face. It’s from Hera. Looking at the white wall right before my eyes, I can feel my face turning numb because of her slap.“ What was that for?” I calmly ask not minding the sting I am feeling from her slap. This is nothing compared to t
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“What the fuck Warren? Coming from you… huh?”Hera brushes her hair in frustration. She let out a sigh.“What? Do you think we forgot that the very reason why Exequiel was led in this situation was you?”“So you are blaming me for what happened? I clean my mess already!”“Clean your mess? THEN WHY THE HELL IS HE NOT WAKING UP! I supported you because you are my friend. Blaming Kianna wouldn’t change the fact that it all started to you.”Clenching her fist she bites her lips and looks at me. With her eyes as cold as the ice in the coldest place on earth, her gaze seems to burn every bit of me. I gulp, it is not that I wanted this to happen. If I don’t do anything, this will be the end of our friendship. Kianna do something! This is not what you want… this shouldn’t be happening… this is not right…‘This is all your fault’‘You are the reason why this is all happening!’‘If not for you loving someone, this wouldn’t have happened'‘Kianna you are a pest. You are a bad luck’‘DIE KIANNA!’
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The television turned off as Drake pushed the power button and put down the remote. “The food is ready! ” "Yes, love, I’m coming. Woah, that smells nice.” “See? I told you I could cook a dish, but... It is nothing compared to what your food tastes like.” The delicious aroma of my recipe filled the air. “I will still find your food the most delicious among anything else.” Drake hugs me from the back as I turn off the stove. Yes, I am now living with him. “You know what? We should celebrate." He mumbled and whispered it into my ears. "Yes, everything goes according to our plan.” “It was you who thought of it; that is why it is effective. “ “But it wouldn’t work without you, Drake," he said, brushing his nose into my cheeks. He is still courting me, and I am planning to answer him the exact same day as I answered him back then. I hope he proposes to me the same day he did before. Isn’t it amazing and wonderful that it did happen? The plan I created happened just as I wanted it t
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“So what you mean to say is, he is someone connected to me?” ‘Yes, I think… we shouldn’t talk about this on phone’ “Shaun, send me the location” ‘Sure. See you’ I put down the phone and look at Serena who was sleeping in my bed. After we ate food that we made ourselves, she lay there and play some games on her phone and yes… she now sleeping soundly. I don’t know what I should do about the maid who put a poison in my drinks.. if I haven’t stop Serena from drinking it… who knows what is bound to happen. I shake my head and took a deep sigh. Holding a usb drive in my hand, I clench it and smirk. Who would have thought that all this years I never use my mind for my sake. I went out of my room silently. Trying to not make any sound that can wake Serena up. I texted her to let her know where I am. With that, just like a feather falling in the water, I make no sound nor ripple as I go. This time, I will make things right. *** “What? That thing happened? Dare who?” “A old maid wh
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“Why are you pushing yourself like this? Thought you hate doing works? Even a sketch of a dress was a big hassle for you… but now look at your room Kianna. It is full of this mess…” Serena just put her palm in her face as she was tired of picking up tons of papers scattered in my room. What am I doing? I am investigating Marco. Drake seems to be wary of him and regarding what happened in the past… when I came back and tried to redo things… I now notice that something seems odd. There are relationships about this future and the past I recreate. People who is not suppose to meet each other met because I change the flow of things. Then… if people will still meet I they are meant to meet each other. People who are meant to die will die… just like Rocco. People who aren’t meant to die will be saved just like Exequiel. Why? Because his death was because of me. It has connection about my actions. With that said… even if I didn’t do anything now… even if I escape my first death… I will s
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I want to ask what is happening but then I realized that it is not the right time to feed my curiosity. I look around as I sit in the chair that Drake pulled for me. He sat beside me and wear his usual smile. “This place is nice… isn’t it?” “Yeah, it sure is.” I look at the corner and saw different shells that serves as a wall decoration. I can see that this restaurant is a buffet but it feels like it is a seafood bar. There is stool and a bar seat on where you can get cocktails. Maybe it really is a seafood bar but the twist it is a eat all you can buffet. How nice… “We will go get some food now, “ “I heard their specialty is the cheesy baked oysters. I want to try some of it.” “I think I will choose the buttered shrimp" “The lobster monster is also a good pick. That is too big for me to handle on my own, baby share it with me okay?” “Sure sure, if that makes you happy" “Cough… ehem… um.. babe, would you want to share a love-ster too?” “You know what Warren? You know
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We head in the direction of the stadium. While the others is asking about the things that are needed for us to start fishing, I and the others who is left wander around the big and wide fishing area. It was so massive that makes me feel that the depth of this area is un imaginable. Thankfully, there is a fence pole that serve as safety measures. It also contain different boards who says where that certain fishes are abundant. Milk fish? I never saw one of that kind I wonder if that fish is big as the book about it says. I look at the water who have different rocks and somehow visible water. “But, I can’t see it clearly…” I can barely see those fishes, maybe I can get near it to have a good view? Hmm… looking around, I saw that everyone is busy. Some are looking at the fishing rod they would use, some are looking at the instructions and some are already fishing. There is no board saying you can’t enter the fence, its height is also small that it is barely reaching my legs. Just a
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“Kianna, I know we just met again after a long while but… would you like to go out with me?” “Silly, do you think we are still children to go out and get to know each other?” “But I don’t want to make things fast…” I smiled, is that why he ask me first to be his girlfriend? I remember that our first date was also the first time we met since I travel in the past. He treated me dinner back then. I wipe my tears as I turn my back at him. Smiling as I face Drake, he give me his genuine smile. “Yes, let’s date” The group date that was suppose to be me and Scott hanging out since we don’t have any relationship or sort turns out to me one of the memories that I will build with Drake. I can’t help but feel happy. He is like a medicine in my sickness. When he is around I always feel comfortable. He really is my comfort zone. “Drake… why didn’t you greet me when I graduated. You was there, right?” He was startled for a short while. So he is indeed there. That happened in the past I
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“Sister beautifuw wady? You are here too?” I saw the son of Drake hugging the turtle designed neck pillow. I bend my knee a little just so I can face him comfortably. I hate it when I look down to someone, even if it is a child. “Hello Mavrick~ why are you here?” “Dada bring me here~" He said while hugging the turtle neck pillow. It looks like he really like it. I pat his head and smiled. I’ll buy this for him. But… wait, he said that… Dada? He mean… Drake? So they went here… is that so? I feel sad. Not that much but, I still miss Drake. I don’t want to be a burden in their life. Drake is happy now with his own family. He have a sweet little kid and a wife… that isn’t me. I smiled bitterly. “Wosh" Mavrick mumbles as he let the turtle touch my nose. Did I just zone out? “What’s with that?” “Mr. Turtwe wiw wosh bad bad" I giggled. How cute!!!!! “Thank you Mavrick~ “Mavrick? Ow, there you are. You shouldn’t run and leave like that.” “Dada!” As soon as I heard his voic
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As what Patrish said, we had a group date. Thankfully, Scott agreed since he is not busy. My parents let me since the culprit of that incident was caught. I thought it was Francis who shot the painting causing the vase to shatter. My conclusion is wrong. I had a hint about that since I saw a bullet hole in the wall glass of that building. Before I fell out of my consciousness, I thought it is just my memories who created that. Turns out it is right. Now, I find it odd since, the day I died… I saw him holding a gun. That is why I thought that it is him who is the reason of my death. I hurt his fiancé and that is the thing he respond. Killing me with my own hands. If that is the conclusion that the police said… then…. Does that mean it isn’t Francis who killed me? Did I think wrong about him? If it really isn’t him… then who? “Kianna, let’s go?” “Ah… sure.” Scott drive me to our destination. While on our way… “Why are you still single?” “Because I choose to be?” he answered c
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“Kianna?” he utter in surprise. I can’t say any more words as I feel different emotions flowing in my heart. I want to hug him… and tell him how much I miss him. I want to kiss him and tell him how much I love him. I want to put my hands cupping his cheeks and ask him if he missed me. I want to feel his embrace that is telling me I am safe in his arms. Yet… I can’t say anything. My head turns blank and my voice won’t work. I went here not exactly hoping to see him yet… here I am… standing in front of the man who I am looking for. Here right in front of me… is the man who treated me as his princess who he wanted to be his queen. “Kianna…? Um… I don’t know what to say. It is nice meeting you!” I replied with a smile. Kianna… wake up! Say something! You… have to… answer… “Yeah… it is… nice meeting yo-u” Did I stutter? Ahhh why do I feel as if I am a teenager who was meeting his crush for the first time!! For me… we may have shared lots of memories together but in his mind… in this
