Ava
~~~ Evelyn hurriedly stuffs my little box to its limit, clothes spilling out in a way that tells me the cheap contraption isn’t going to be able to shut well. “Leonel Sinclair?” She demands for the fifth time, “You slapped, splashed and kissed the Leonel Sinclair?” Even through my worry, I glance up from the cardboard box I was throwing my kitchen appliances into, “Splashed?” She waves it off, “it’s a word I use for throwing drinks in people’s faces.” “And you need this word regularly why?” Evelyn huffs out, “Ava! That’s not the point. You assaulted a billionaire. No, scratch that. You assaulted the billionaire who makes other billionaire’s look like… like us!” “You mean pretty?” I joke innocently, even though I feel my hands shake from fear. I clench them into fists. “Broke!” She throws her hands up, “He makes them look poor cause he’s that damn rich.” I know she’s taking this seriously, and I want to as well, but I need to get out of this apartment first, before The Madame finds me and demands the rent I very clearly don’t have. I’d only allowed myself to think about Mr Sinclair on the sprint back here last night. As my red hair had whipped behind me and my heart hammered at a pace that wasn’t normal. It was the first time in a long time I didn’t think of some escape plan from a desperate situation. My brain could only zero in on his name. Sinclair . Sinclair. Sinclair. It was all that played in my head even when one of my heels broke and I had to make the rest of the journey here barefoot. The moment I entered the building, I collapsed in exhaustion. Only when I woke up this morning did it hit me that I had to move. To make my next smart decision. My rent is due, and The Madame has promised me she wouldn’t be so kind with my payments this time. I’ve dealt with strict landlords before, but last time someone didn’t pay their rent to The Madame, his screams haunted us through the night before he “went away.” When I asked The Madame where, she gave the cruelest smile I’d ever seen and said, “ Be late with your rent next time and you’ll see for yourself.” So yeah, she has some punishment waiting for me if I don’t pay off my rent. A punishment I plan to never suffer. That’s why Evie, my only friend since coming to New York, is in my cramped space with me, dodging little droplets from the ceiling and packing my entire life into a few little boxes, intent on helping me run away. I can’t stay with Evelyn because she already has 3 brothers to feed and is barely scraping by. Plus, even if she offered me a room I’d never live with anyone ever again. The Incident has given me the good sense to be independent, and no one is breaking down those walls anytime soon. “I don’t care who Sinclair is or how much money he has.” I tell Evelyn, throwing my box with the other packed things, “All I care about right now is evading The Madame.” Evelyn stops zipping up my box completely, fixing her dark blue eyes on me. “Ava.” She begins, and a chill runs down my spine as her tone leaves no room for jokes, “I don’t know a lot about your past, but I do know a lot about your present. You run and hide whenever you face some crazy situation. This is the third time I’ve helped you escape a landlord. But you can’t run away from Leonel Sinclair. Where will you go in this world that he wouldn’t find you?” I let her words sink in, feeling them penetrate my guarded heart, and as much as I want to tell Evie I’ll figure it out, I know her words hold too much truth. Will I escape in a world that Leonel Sinclair can own? I shake my head, clearing my thoughts of any panic threatening to seep in. “I can’t think about that now.” I state, carrying my last set of paintbrushes. All I own now sits haphazardly in two boxes, “I want to believe after last night a billionaire would want nothing to do with me.” Evelyn’s eyes darken, “You may have some faith in him, but I don’t. Don’t you remember his divorce?” At last a shot of panic goes through me, not just because she brought up the divorce, but because of who I was when it the Sinclair divorce was happening. I was bright. Beautiful. Betrayed. Now I’m shady, hopping apartments and hoping I’m never caught by the last person who housed me. “Of course I remember,” I warble out, angry at the shake in my voice, “His ex-wife Madison will never let anyone forget.” When I got my first apartment with a man who let me stay if I waitressed for free at his diner, and I was no longer too miserable from The Incident to watch tv, Madison’s account of the divorce was the first thing that showed on the old tv set. She looked worse than I did, crying on The Garrish Late Night Show about how Leonel had been a serial cheat and drunk throughout their marriage. The guy sounds dangerous, and the Sinclair I met at that art show only further proves that.. Still, there was the fact he protected me from Mr Riggs, even if selfishly, and how he bought my paintings, even if just to get me off stage. Something about those two acts doesn’t seem to align with the rest of his character. “Look,” I state, “I know I’m in some sort of trouble, I do, but I can’t worry right now. When I get out of here Evie my first priority will be fixing this mess. I promise.” Her blue eyes soften, and she anxiously runs a hand through her strawberry blonde ponytail. “Okay.” She concedes, “Let’s just get you out of here.” I nod, relief flooding me, and together we rush out with my two boxes and load them into her run-down car. It’s only as I’m about to step inside that I fold my hands over my chest and realize with horror that my pendant is missing. “Shit,” I say, closing the car door behind me as Evelyn calls out to me. If it was anything else I’d have let it go, but that necklace is the last thing of my mother that I own. I run into the bedroom and desperately feel under the springy mattress until my fingers loop around cold metal. Bingo. Relief floods me as I pull out the Jade-colored butterfly necklace, but right now looking at it makes my heart flutter with guilt. I wonder what mum would think if she saw me today. Would she be able to understand what I’d become? I don’t have too much time to think about it because the door of the now-empty apartment creaks open. My heart jolts, and on reflex I reach into my pocket and grab my knife. “Ava, Ava,” I hear the familiar tsk of The Madame as a chill through me, “Why don’t you come to the living room? Oh, and leave your knife. It wouldn’t do much good against me.”Ava ~~~ Like I would ever drop my knife. I come out of the room, my hand wrapped around the blade, ignoring her warning entirely. The Madame sits cross-legged on the couch, her large frame taking up most of the space. She’s staring at the blank tv even after I make my appearance, but even though she doesn’t look at me, that evil smile she’d used to warn me about the late payment of my rent sits on her face, ready to take a bite out of me. She switches on the television and for some odd reason flips to the news channel. “So,” she starts, “I heard a rumor about you.” My blood runs cold. How did she know I was already planning to leave? The only person who i told was Evelyn, and she would never snitch. Finally The Madame turns her soulless eyes towards me, “Actually I heard two, but let’s start with the one that directly affects my wallet.” In one swift motion she pulls a gun out of her pocket, and it takes everything in me not to scream. Guns take me back to The I
Ava - 4 years ago~~~ I smile into our frantic kiss as he deepens it, his tongue tracing the bottom of my lip like he’s begging for permission. I grant him his wish, allowing our tongues to intertwine as he lets out a deep groan. He’s not the best kisser, but I love him, and that’s enough to make my skin flush under his touch. I'm desperate to feel all of him, for him to take my virginity and push into my pulsing core. In the background, the TV blares annoyingly. It’s some news story about a billionaire named Leonel something, who owns a massive tech company, and is in the middle of a divorce. I feel sorry for him, I really do, but it’s hard to care when I’m grinding on the love of my life and I feel his cock writhe under me. I can't believe this is happening. He breaks the kiss, and even as I try and look him in the eye, he evades me, pulling off my shirt in one swift motion to expose the red lacy bra I bought just for him. It was expensive, probably the nicest thing I own, bu
Ava - 4 Years Later ~~~ “Up next, please put your hands together for Ava Allard!” I startle at the sound of my name and the polite applause that follows it. I didn’t expect I'd have to go on stage anytime soon, but I guess that’s part of the curse of having a last name that starts with the letter A. I walk up to the stage, and my head immediately begins to swim with how many people are present. Jesus Christ. There must be at least a hundred people sitting in this room, all of them pining over the different paintings from all the incredible painters around New York. And now it's my turn to face them. Fuck. I adjust my curly red hair with a steady hand as the smiling presenter hands me a microphone to address the crowd. Even in my 6-inch stilettos, I don’t reach the presenter’s neck. When I hesitate at the curtain, his smile twitches in agitation, and he pushes me out to face the crowd head-on. I was wrong before, there must be thousands of people here, not hundreds. M
Ava ~~~I’ll pay you $100,000. Each.The words ring in my head as I make my way through the crowd, feeling weightless. I still can’t believe they were said for my work. I’ve never sold a single painting over a few hundred dollars, and even then, most of that money goes to my rent, the rest I spend on TV dinners that barely help me through the month. This was meant to be my big break, but I never thought it’d be this incredible.After the presenter collects his finder’s fee of 10% for each artwork, I’ll still be left with a whopping $270,000. I nearly drop my phone, staring at the calculator app like it’s going to save my life, and technically it is.That kind of money will change the trajectory of my life. Not only is it enough to get me out of that terrible apartment with a leaking roof and a horrible landlord who forces us to refer to her as The Madame, but I can finally afford to escape America entirely, and start my life somewhere the man from ”the incident” will never find me.
Ava~~~I back away on my hands and knees till I hit the wall, trying to steady my breathing as flashbacks of "the incident" threaten to take over.Mr Riggs backs away too, his breath becoming heavier as beads of sweat roll down his floppy cheeks.“This isn’t … I didn.’t…” He stutters pathetically, looking at me as if I’m going to help him. He turns back to the man, “Mr Sinclair, please.”Sinclair. I swear I know that name from somewhere, almost like he’s famous, but I can’t put my finger on who he is, and the tension in the room makes it harder to focus on him.Sinclair crosses the room in two strides, and before I can react, he twists Mr Riggs's hand to his back, his eyes off me entirely, now narrowed at the man I believe he wholeheartedly intends to kill.“You think it's funny to prey on weak girls?” My head snaps up at him as I hear him call me weak, and just like that, "the incident" leaves my head, replaced with a familiar but safe anger.“Even worse, you want to attack a woman
Ava~~~ Silence Pin-drop silence. If I thought people were focusing on me before, the whole world was doing it now. To Mr Sinclair’s credit, he doesn’t move, almost as if he’s completely unfazed that I’ve touched him. But I’ve dealt with men who mask their emotions in the past, and there’s no denying the glimmer of rage in his eye. If I should be scared, I don’t feel it. Seeing him barely react only makes my itch to harm him grow. To my left, a lady who was carrying glasses of champagne around the room has now frozen. I take a glass off the tray and throw the drink in Mr Sinclair’s face, causing the audience to gasp. This shocks him a bit more, and he takes a graceful step back with his jaw clenched. Good. “Listen,” I say, “I don’t know who the hell you think you are, but you don’t impress me. If you think you can throw a few thousand dollars at me and then treat me however you want, you’re greatly mistaken. Why don’t you find some other poor helpless girl to fuck wit
Ava ~~~ Like I would ever drop my knife. I come out of the room, my hand wrapped around the blade, ignoring her warning entirely. The Madame sits cross-legged on the couch, her large frame taking up most of the space. She’s staring at the blank tv even after I make my appearance, but even though she doesn’t look at me, that evil smile she’d used to warn me about the late payment of my rent sits on her face, ready to take a bite out of me. She switches on the television and for some odd reason flips to the news channel. “So,” she starts, “I heard a rumor about you.” My blood runs cold. How did she know I was already planning to leave? The only person who i told was Evelyn, and she would never snitch. Finally The Madame turns her soulless eyes towards me, “Actually I heard two, but let’s start with the one that directly affects my wallet.” In one swift motion she pulls a gun out of her pocket, and it takes everything in me not to scream. Guns take me back to The I
Ava ~~~ Evelyn hurriedly stuffs my little box to its limit, clothes spilling out in a way that tells me the cheap contraption isn’t going to be able to shut well. “Leonel Sinclair?” She demands for the fifth time, “You slapped, splashed and kissed the Leonel Sinclair?” Even through my worry, I glance up from the cardboard box I was throwing my kitchen appliances into, “Splashed?” She waves it off, “it’s a word I use for throwing drinks in people’s faces.” “And you need this word regularly why?” Evelyn huffs out, “Ava! That’s not the point. You assaulted a billionaire. No, scratch that. You assaulted the billionaire who makes other billionaire’s look like… like us!” “You mean pretty?” I joke innocently, even though I feel my hands shake from fear. I clench them into fists. “Broke!” She throws her hands up, “He makes them look poor cause he’s that damn rich.” I know she’s taking this seriously, and I want to as well, but I need to get out of this apartment first, bef
Ava~~~ Silence Pin-drop silence. If I thought people were focusing on me before, the whole world was doing it now. To Mr Sinclair’s credit, he doesn’t move, almost as if he’s completely unfazed that I’ve touched him. But I’ve dealt with men who mask their emotions in the past, and there’s no denying the glimmer of rage in his eye. If I should be scared, I don’t feel it. Seeing him barely react only makes my itch to harm him grow. To my left, a lady who was carrying glasses of champagne around the room has now frozen. I take a glass off the tray and throw the drink in Mr Sinclair’s face, causing the audience to gasp. This shocks him a bit more, and he takes a graceful step back with his jaw clenched. Good. “Listen,” I say, “I don’t know who the hell you think you are, but you don’t impress me. If you think you can throw a few thousand dollars at me and then treat me however you want, you’re greatly mistaken. Why don’t you find some other poor helpless girl to fuck wit
Ava~~~I back away on my hands and knees till I hit the wall, trying to steady my breathing as flashbacks of "the incident" threaten to take over.Mr Riggs backs away too, his breath becoming heavier as beads of sweat roll down his floppy cheeks.“This isn’t … I didn.’t…” He stutters pathetically, looking at me as if I’m going to help him. He turns back to the man, “Mr Sinclair, please.”Sinclair. I swear I know that name from somewhere, almost like he’s famous, but I can’t put my finger on who he is, and the tension in the room makes it harder to focus on him.Sinclair crosses the room in two strides, and before I can react, he twists Mr Riggs's hand to his back, his eyes off me entirely, now narrowed at the man I believe he wholeheartedly intends to kill.“You think it's funny to prey on weak girls?” My head snaps up at him as I hear him call me weak, and just like that, "the incident" leaves my head, replaced with a familiar but safe anger.“Even worse, you want to attack a woman
Ava ~~~I’ll pay you $100,000. Each.The words ring in my head as I make my way through the crowd, feeling weightless. I still can’t believe they were said for my work. I’ve never sold a single painting over a few hundred dollars, and even then, most of that money goes to my rent, the rest I spend on TV dinners that barely help me through the month. This was meant to be my big break, but I never thought it’d be this incredible.After the presenter collects his finder’s fee of 10% for each artwork, I’ll still be left with a whopping $270,000. I nearly drop my phone, staring at the calculator app like it’s going to save my life, and technically it is.That kind of money will change the trajectory of my life. Not only is it enough to get me out of that terrible apartment with a leaking roof and a horrible landlord who forces us to refer to her as The Madame, but I can finally afford to escape America entirely, and start my life somewhere the man from ”the incident” will never find me.
Ava - 4 Years Later ~~~ “Up next, please put your hands together for Ava Allard!” I startle at the sound of my name and the polite applause that follows it. I didn’t expect I'd have to go on stage anytime soon, but I guess that’s part of the curse of having a last name that starts with the letter A. I walk up to the stage, and my head immediately begins to swim with how many people are present. Jesus Christ. There must be at least a hundred people sitting in this room, all of them pining over the different paintings from all the incredible painters around New York. And now it's my turn to face them. Fuck. I adjust my curly red hair with a steady hand as the smiling presenter hands me a microphone to address the crowd. Even in my 6-inch stilettos, I don’t reach the presenter’s neck. When I hesitate at the curtain, his smile twitches in agitation, and he pushes me out to face the crowd head-on. I was wrong before, there must be thousands of people here, not hundreds. M
Ava - 4 years ago~~~ I smile into our frantic kiss as he deepens it, his tongue tracing the bottom of my lip like he’s begging for permission. I grant him his wish, allowing our tongues to intertwine as he lets out a deep groan. He’s not the best kisser, but I love him, and that’s enough to make my skin flush under his touch. I'm desperate to feel all of him, for him to take my virginity and push into my pulsing core. In the background, the TV blares annoyingly. It’s some news story about a billionaire named Leonel something, who owns a massive tech company, and is in the middle of a divorce. I feel sorry for him, I really do, but it’s hard to care when I’m grinding on the love of my life and I feel his cock writhe under me. I can't believe this is happening. He breaks the kiss, and even as I try and look him in the eye, he evades me, pulling off my shirt in one swift motion to expose the red lacy bra I bought just for him. It was expensive, probably the nicest thing I own, bu