“Ralph…” I let out a sharp breath as Ralph pulled me up. Ralph’s eyes were dark, watching me with hunger and intrigue.“Let me feel you, topolìno. I’ve waited long for you, now that I have you, I am not going to let you go. You can fight if you want, but we both know it won’t do any good.” I swallowed hard processing his words. All the right left my body, focusing solely on his hands on my body. Whether it was guilt or my own desires, I felt strange sensations coursing through my being. It was both pleasant and terrifying. His lids lowered, his gaze growing intent as I gazed up at him. There was thick tension between us. Raw and pure guilt ate me. “I heard about Anya and Killian’s mother.” Ralph stiffened and flinched every so slightly that I might just have imagined it. “I’m sorry. I’m really, truly sorry. I know nothing can take away that kind of pain, and I’m so sorry about that. I—” I stopped and swallowed thickly. “I know what it’s like to lose the people closest to you. I kno
Defeated by my predicament, I let out a heavy sigh and straightened up. I slowly untied the straps. I slowly unzipped the dress and pushed it down my hips as I let it pool around my feet. Stepping out of the dress, I stared at him watching me with lust and amusement. “….keep going…” he grinned as he leaned back letting his broad shoulders flex. I hooked my fingers in the lace bralette and hesitated. Was I really doing this? Blushing with shame I peeled it off my breasts. The breeze touched my nipples making them instantly harden under his scroching gaze. Hooking my fingers in the underwear, I pushed it down. Ralph’s heated gaze travelled down my naked body settling over my breasts for a longer minute while he chewed his bottom lip as I shamefully turned around and clutched the table. The contrast between the well-dressed Ralph and my bare naked body was striking and gave me a strange sense of humiliation. My ears burned with red-hot shame, as I tightly clutched onto the sides of th
ALEXEI’S POVShe was different. When Rara joined us for Dinner, her demeanor changed so suddenly it was as if someone flipped a switch, turning on a different personality. In my twenty-nine years of life, I hadn’t imagine seeing her in the kitchen, let alone cooking.“What are you doing here?” I asked leaning against the wall, she must hadn’t noticed me descending the stairs cause as my voice fell upon her ears, she jumped startled like a jumpy mouse. The spatula slipped through her dainty fingers. My little angel looked flustered. My eyes slowly raked down her body taking in her seductive curves. She was wearing one of the dresses Killian got for her—light green and lacey. Something I imagine ripping off of her after dinner. An amused smirk teased the corner of my lips at the sight of hickeys all over her swan-like neck. Her hair flowing down her waist, resting just above the curve of her hips making my palms itch to wrap them around my fist as I pound into her from behind.She was i
Her touch was more hesitant now, almost wary, but it didn’t mattered. The blood rushing through my veins felt like lava. Always, for her, I was insatiable. Craving to kiss her, always longing to touch her, yearning to consume her. Her naked body was so close I could smell her, feel her... all but taste her sweetness on my tongue. I wanted my handprints all over her body like fucking souvenir. I’ve waited so long that the physical distance between us didn’t mattered, I wanted to touch her soul to soul. Breathe her heart to heart. Her nipples were tight and hard, the olive globes of her breasts swaying gently as she wrestled with the buckle of my belt with her shaking fingers, and a groan escaped my throat as she freed my throbbing cock and sink onto her knees before me. Just like rain drops and leaves falling in snow. “Rara...” I could barely speak as she cradled my balls in her small palms and wrapped her other hand around my shaft. And animalistic need to toss her on the bed and t
As I woke up, I felt a rather unique blend of emotions that seemed to simultaneously bring both peace and unease, an intriguing concoction of solace and malaise. It was an entirely unexpected feeling that caught me off guard, leaving me pondering over its origins for a solid minute before the reason behind it finally clicked in my mind.Alexei.The bedside was cold as the coldness seeped through me while I tossed on my side glancing out the window. The weather was nice today, no more chilling breeze but there was a sweet intoxication in the breeze—tangerine and bittersweet.It felt surreal, like a dream I was waking up from. I couldn’t believe I came on to him like that, and then what followed... Groaning, I rolled over onto my side and swung my legs off the bed. I was surprised when I found myself in one of Alexei’s shirts with no soreness between my legs. It was like I subconsciously wanted Alexei to make love to me last night.No. I shoved away the horrifying thought. I did not wa
“How are you feeling now?” I asked helping her up. The curtains were already open, and the morning breeze seemed to lighten my mood a bit. I was so anxious at the breakfast that I was afraid that Ralph or Alexei might suspect me. It wasn’t like I was doing a sin, but it felt like one. I didn’t know where this feeling came but the bottle of pills I hid under the cabinet still flashed before my eyes. “Better I guess.” Rachel eyed me curiously, her gaze softening when she saw the tray of freshly made pancakes and a glass of orange juice. After a deep sigh, she asked. “Why are you here, Rara?”I smiled at her. “What do you mean why? I was worried and bored so decided—““Killian isn’t here, isn’t he…” my smile dropped. Rachel’s gaze could penetrate through my soul and see what lies I was brewing behind my words. It rather made me feel exposed and I did not like that. Sighing to myself, I realised my emotions were always too transparent and see-through. Instead, I avoided her gaze to look
My veins suddenly turned cold as fear ignited within me, scorching my very being beneath the intensity of his condemning gaze. It felt like an eternity before I could gather my senses, only to realize that his words had seeped deep into my soul, rendering me unable to meet his eyes any longer. “I don’t remember buying them for you, Rara. Tell me, любовь, till when you were going to pretend this?” His hand moved from my hair to wrap around my neck as he squeezed the muscles. “No, i-it’s not that! It just….I am not ready—“ My breathing picked up as I looked at him apprehensively. “I am sorry! I am so sorry!”“No, you’re not sorry, Rara.” Alexei sneered as his lips curled into a snarl. “Not yet.” I tried not to shake under his fiery gaze as his other hand cupped my cheek harshly squeezing the flesh between his fingers. “You’re so fucking stubborn, Rara.” I tried to push him off me only for him to cage me in his arms again. “I thought we were progressing but your lying ass had to ruin e
“What did you do with Jude?” As soon as the door opened behind me, I quickly rushed to Ralph grabbing him by his shirt only to see a gun in his hand. My heart rate skyrocketed as I swallowed hard. “Ralph, you didn’t hurt her, did you—““Still stubborn.” His eyes carefully traced the contours of my body, appreciating the way my clothes accentuated my curves. His lips twitched in a scowl. I disobeyed him again. And this wouldn’t end well for me. I licked my dry lips realising I might not be able to walk for another week. My gaze followed as Alexei entered the room shutting the door behind him looking displeased at the sight of me still clothed. The scar on Ralph’s face glowed dangerously inducing more fear inside me as he stalked towards me like a predator looking down at his prey harshly yanking me by the arm and manhandled me easily. I always knew he wasn’t the one to mess with, or someone who could be easily fooled so why did I think I was sneaky enough?“No wonder she’s been actin