SABRINA
When my phone rang the next morning, I wanted to throw it against the wall and go back to sleep. I was tired of phones interrupting perfect moments—like last night. My eyes snapped open at the thought of it. Beside me, he shifted, groaning as he yanked the pillow from beneath his head and smashed it over his ears to block out the noise. “Is that mine?” he mumbled, his voice groggy. “No, it’s mine,” I replied. “Please turn it off,” he pleaded. I jolted upright, realizing I should’ve done that already. “Oh, crap. Sorry.” My fingers scrambled over the screen, frantic to find the silence button. It took me a moment longer than it should have, but when the phone finally went quiet, I sighed in relief. I turned my attention back to the beautiful man in his bed—the same bed I was lying in. My heart nearly leaped out of my chest when I saw him watching me, his eyes wide open, no trace of sleepiness despite the groan moments ago. He laughed softly, tucking the pillow back under his head. “Watching me while I sleep, princess?” I yanked the covers off me, defensive. “I wasn’t watching you. You were watching me—” “And I could do that all day if you’d let me,” he said, raising his brows playfully. It was only then I remembered. I was naked. Of course, I’d forgotten about last night, about the whirlwind that had left me in this state. Before I could gather myself, he pulled me back into bed. Before I could process what was happening—or even attempt to push him away and pretend I didn’t want him near me—he kissed me. Alex hated morning breath. The first thing he did every day was brush his teeth. But Blaze didn’t care and I would never tell him but that was the most intimate stuff he had done all night and morning. I melted into the kiss, my hands finding the nape of his neck, my fingers curling into his hair. I sank into the bed, into him, letting his warmth and his touch take over. When he finally pulled back, he was looking at me with a mischievous glint in his eyes, like he’d just conquered the world. “One night, remember?” he teased, his voice low. He rolled to the side of the bed, taking his warmth with him and leaving me cold. “That’s all the extra love you’re getting today. I’m not fully awake yet—I need more sleep.” I pursed my lips, closing my eyes for a moment to gather my thoughts. That kiss had left me spinning. It felt so good, it almost hurt. Like riding a carousel while tipsy—exhilarating in the moment, but as soon as it stops, your world is an upturned mess and you’re left scrambling to put yourself back together. And the fact that he could kiss like that even while half-asleep? It shouldn’t surprise me. Not after last night. If I let my mind wander to those memories, I’d never leave this bed. So, with a deep breath, I forced myself to sit up and opened my eyes. “Can I use your bathroom?” “Of course. Why would you even ask?” he murmured, his voice tinged with a smile. I glanced over and saw half his face pressed into the pillow, his features softening as he drifted back to sleep. For a moment, I just stood there, watching him like the total creep I was. Finally, I slipped out of bed as quietly as I could. My phone buzzed again—the third time that morning and maybe the tenth time since last night. With the ringer silenced, only the lit-up screen gave it away. “Your Sweet Mother” flashed across the screen. I half-smiled, half-groaned. It used to just say “Mum,” but one day, she wrestled my phone away from me at the kitchen counter to change it. I’d never bothered changing it back. Now her calls reminded me of that memory. Alex and I had broken up, and she was going to find out soon. There was no keeping secrets from her—not for long, anyway. Even if she didn’t ask, I’d end up blurting it out. That’s what happens when you let yourself get emotionally dependent on your mother. I didn’t want to disturb Blaze, so I used his bathroom. I closed the door, put the toilet seat down, and settled in for a moment of peace. In the back of my mind, I reminded myself that I needed to leave soon. As nice as this break felt, I couldn’t overstay my welcome. “You’ve been blowing up my phone all night.” Mum sighed over the line when she heard my voice. “And yet, you refuse to answer.” “Alex and I broke up last night. It’s been rough,” I replied, my voice cracking a little. I could almost hear my subconscious laughing behind closed doors—yeah, it had definitely been rough. Mum went quiet for a moment before the flood of concerned questions started. “What happened? Are you okay? Do you need me to come kick his ass?” “I don’t need you to do anything, Mum,” I said, reaching for a tissue as I prepared for the tears that were about to come. “I want you here, but I don’t need you to come down here.” “What happened, baby?” A man’s voice—distant, but clear—came through the phone. I furrowed my brow as I multitasked. I tried to focus on the call while quickly recalling the events. “I caught him with another woman last night. He didn’t even have the decency to take her somewhere else. Like, can you imagine how disrespectful that was?” “Oh, baby,” Mum sighed sympathetically. There was a brief silence, followed by her laughing at whoever was with her. “Okay, I’m gonna tell her now.” “Mum, is there someone with you?” I asked, wiping away a tear as my pity party paused for a second. “Yes, Sab. Williams is here with me.” “Who is Williams?” I asked, suddenly more alert as my focus shifted. I dabbed the tissue against my cheek, catching my falling tears and smeared mascara. “Sabrina, there’s something important I need to tell you,” Mum said, her tone serious. “I’m getting married. We just got engaged, and we’re coming to Nightpark today for the holiday cruise. It’s a shame Alex won’t be joining us. We had two tickets for you both, thought we could make it a family thing.” I froze. That was a lot to process. My heart was breaking over Alex, and now Mum was talking about getting engaged and a family vacation? “How can it be a family thing if I don’t even know him?” I asked, my voice shaky. “You’ll meet him tonight,” Mum replied. “He’s excited to meet you. I’m sure you two will get along.” I stood up and walked to the mirror. I had to see the emotion on my face. I wasn’t sure how to feel. I wanted to be happy for Mum, but I had just been cheated on last night. I needed time to process that, not go on some semi-family vacation with a man I didn’t know. And I had no idea Mum was even dating seriously, let alone engaged. “So, you’re coming to Nightpark tonight with Williams? Any more surprises?” I asked, trying to keep my voice steady. “Yes, kind of,” Mum said. “We’ll be four now, since Alex is a no-show.” “Four?” I turned on the faucet absentmindedly, placing my phone on speaker and setting it down on the sink. “Yeah, me, you, Williams, and his son, Blaze. Blaze is already there, though.” “Blaze?” I echoed, my heart skipping a beat. “Yes, baby. Do you know him?” I shook my head, refusing to let that thought sink in. No way. It couldn’t be my stepbrother. The odds were too low. There had to be more than one Blaze in the world, right? “No,” I said quickly, clinging to the phone. “I just didn’t hear the name properly. So, I’ll talk to you later?” “Yes, I’ll call you once we arrive. Pack your bags.” I forced a smile through the confusion. “I love you, Mum.” “Love you too, my popcorn.” After we hung up, I marched out to the room. Blaze was still asleep. Could he be the one? The one who was about to be my stepbrother? There were thousands of people on the island. The chances of running into a Blaze Williams had to be tiny—like 0.004%. But, as my mind spun, I couldn’t help but feel like I had calculated that wrong. I had to know for sure. I went to our clothes and picked up his shirt, looking for a clue. I found his wallet in his pants and immediately opened it. My hands were shaking as I pulled out his ID card. When I saw the name, everything stopped. ‘Blaze Williams.’ It was him. He was my mom’s fiancé’s son. I felt like I’d been hit by a freight train. My stomach churned, my throat tightened. I quickly dressed, needing to get out and breathe. I didn’t wake him. If anything, I prayed he wouldn’t stir. I had to get out of his room. I slipped out through the front door and stopped once I was far enough to catch my breath. That didn’t just happen. What do I do now?BLAZE WILLIAMS I spent my entire day ignoring my dad’s call. Now that I was only a few steps from our table, a certain lady joined them. Sally. In that moment, I regretted most of my life choices especially the ones from last night. I stopped halfway. I thought of turning around and leaving. I was this close to doing it. Sally, got a hug from my dad and I slipped behind a couple to hide myself from his sight. “How is that possible? You should have options for vegetarians?” The man blocking my path was saying to the waitress. She looked stressed but the man’s wife, a woman with light purple bangs looked even more stressed. She was leaning on her husband and he rubbed the back of her hands each passing second. He also found the time to pat her back occasionally. She was quiet while her husband did all the talking for her. “There are options for vegetarians and we’ve showed them to you—” The waitress's voice was shaky. It was easy for the
SABRINA MORALES Sally! He called me Sally! I swear I could not believe it. Was I angry or did I just find it funny? And if I was angry, could I also be hurt? Were my emotions valid? I mean, Blaze was just a man from a one-night stand. And he did warn me. All the jokes he made about having him for the night weren't just some bad boy jokes. He was who he said he was. A whore with a brain that didn't have space big enough to hold my name for twelve hours. I griped the sink and stared down at the white surface. I had to stop myself from feeling this way. Every emotion rushed at me. Each one felt stronger than the last. I wasn't meant to be feel this way. I asked myself what I was expecting. I was the one who sneaked out of his room this morning when I connected the dots. Now I was mad over him forgetting my name. I turned on the water and placed my hand under it. My finger was missing my engagement ring. I had locked it away in
SABRINA MORALES “Alex?” Mum’s confused question hung in the air. She narrowed her eyes at him. She eyed the flowers, surprised to see him. That made two of us. “Alex what are you doing here?” I sat up. “Who is this guy?” Blaze asked me. He lacked patience so he shifted on his chair and asked Alex. “Who are you?” His tone held suspicion. He had a guess of who Alex was. And he was right. Alex held my eyes. He softened his gaze hoping it would do something to me. “I’m Alex Bailey. Sabrina’s fiance.” Alex held his chin up and spoke with pride. “Hi, mum.” He said, turning to my mum. Jo looked around, well aware of the stale energy radiating off everyone. Blaze stood up in one movement just as mum looked away. Her shoulders fell. She was disappointed in the one she once called her son. “I don’t care who you say you are,” Blaze stated clearly. “But it doesn't seem like you’re welcome here.” “And who are you?” Alex laughed, mocking Blaze. Alex thought Blaz
BLAZE WILLIAMS Caroline drew her lips into a thin line. She was struggling to stay in her seat. She looked at dad who held her hands under the table. “Do you think I should go after her?” Caroline asked anyone who cared to listen. She looked to dad for an answer. I beat him to it. “It’s better if we respect her wishes,” I said to Sabrina’s mother. Alex had called her mum. It made me wonder how close they had gotten. Sabrina must have felt entirely safe with him only for him to hurt her the way he did. “Yeah. Blaze is right,” dad spoke with maturity. “These kids are adult and there’s nothing they hate more than being treated as kids. She asked for space, let her have it. Maybe send a text letting her know you’re here for her.” Dad agreed with me. That wasn’t something that happened a lot. Caroline finally listened to us. She clutched her phone and typed a message to her daughter. Dad poured wine into three empty cups. He skipped the fourth one which was
SABRINA MORALES I was curled up on my bed when the resort landline vibrated on the bedside table. The sound went off. I blocked my ears with my pillow. It wasn't enough to drown the noise away. I grumbled. “Ughhhh! Can I be left alone for a minute?” I cried out to the walls of my room. I was able to ignore the call once. Barely a minute later it was ringing again. I hissed and stretched for it. “Hello?” I shifted to the edge of the bed. I remained curled and my voice came out shushed thanks to the pillow beside me. “Good evening, miss. Blaze Williams is asking to come up to your room. Should I send him up?” The name alerted me. I instantly sat up. My head threatened to fall because of the speed. “Blaze Williams?” I asked in case I heard wrongly. “Yes, miss,” the voice at the other end said again. It was a female and her tone was professional and clipped. “Send him in,” I said at once. Filled with a newfound energy, I rose from the bed and threw my
BLAZE WILLIAMS The shower was turned on. From the room, the splashing of water was somewhat audible. But nothing was more loud than Mum’s voice. “He sure knows how to be a pain in the ass,” Mum said over the phone. She hissed loudly. I was holding my phone to my ears. I forced myself to stay interested in the conversation. But all I wanted to do was join Sabrina in the shower. “Maybe he’s not ready to tell you because he's worried you will make a scene,” I explained. Mum was good at seeing things from a wrong perspective. She always did this when it had to do with dad. “Which proves how full of himself he is,” mum replied wryly. “Why on earth would I do something like that? I'm not the evil ex who promises to make sure you're never happy again,” Mum spat out before she hissed. I dragged my body down. My back was resting against the pile of pillows behind me. I was still on the bed. I could laugh at mum’s words because she was more of the bitter ex than anythin
SABRINA MORALES Mum waved at me and I walked up to where she was. She pointed to where her bags were. I could also see Blaze and Jo standing there. The ship was going to board soon and people were huddling around at the cruise terminal, waiting to get checked. “Good morning, love,” mum said as she hugged me. Our pullovers pressed into one another, making us feel heavier. Still I wanted to keep hugging mum. I sighed when we had to pull away. Mum was smiling at me, a little worried. “Are you good?” She asked, rubbing my shoulder. “Especially after what Alex did,” mum finished in a careful voice. I smiled in appreciation. It must have killed her to not check on me last night. It was a good thing she didn't. Guess what she would have found? Blaze in my room, me on my dresser and our asses out in the open. “I’m good,” I said to mum. I bit back my smile and repeated it for me. “I’m good. Are you ready?” I asked mum. Mum hesitated before she said something. “Y
BLAZE WILLIAMS Lunch was served barely an hour after we were shown our room. A large buffet on a room service cart was wheeled into my room after I answered the door. The room service lady was neat in her white sailor pants and shirt. She smiled brightly, holding the trolley. “Can I take this in?” She asked me, standing outside my door. I looked around. The hallways were still a little busy but she was here alone. “Complementary?” I asked. “No but its being paid for already by a…” She lifted her ipad. “Joseph Williams,” We both chrused the name together. She found it funny and chuckled a little. After which she asked, “can I come in now?” “Of course.” I stepped to the side. I told her to take it to the living room. “You can leave it there, thank you…” I trailed off, looking for a name tag on her uniform. “Tulip,” she answered for me. Her face was red with embarrassment. “Tulip?” Tulip nodded. She laughed at how confused and shocked I was. As
SABRINA MORALESNext, you have dinner with Alex, and you can call it a day,” Violet said as she walked around the stool. I was looking at the computer when she spoke. My hands froze over the keyboard. I was too stunned even to say anything.I had a date with Alex?! “Take this too,” Violet was saying as she gestured to stool. We’d just finished the artist shoot with Suzie’s artist, Bella. I thought I was done for the day but Violet told me that I wasn't. “A date with Alex,” I echoed slowly, as if saying it out loud would help me process it I had to remember to be normal about it. I've not been able to bring myself to tell Violet or anybody. I wasn't ready. Maybe it was time for me to tell her before she fixed my wedding without my knowledge. Violet turned away from the ruckus. We were packing up and cleaning the studio after the day’s work. There were lots of glitter on the floor, some CDs, posters… There was a little bit of everything. “Yeah. I sent you an email and a remi
BLAZE WILLIAMSMum had been on my neck about when I was returning home. I eventually told her.Imagine my surprise when I saw Marcy waiting for me. It wasn't hard to spot her in their crowd of people. The one person in the crowd who had a strand of her hair dyed white was Marcy.The person who locked eyes with me smiled with her teeth, and waved at me was Marcy.The person I least expected was Marcy and she was right here, pretending this was normal.Marcy could star in her imagination, but I wouldn't fuel it for her.I walked up to her out of courtesy.We used to be something more than friends. I owed it to her to be cordial.“I don’t think you’re here for me,” I started, holding my hands together at my front. “So who are you here for?” I looked around for a moment. I was looking for someone who would be recognizable too. Maybe one of Marcy’s friends. It could even be her boyfriend.Though I had not heard about her being with anyone yet.“You,” Marcy said. “Come here,” She pulled
BLAZE WILLIAMS I stayed back at Night Park because I wanted to stop thinking about Sabrina. She was invading my entire life. Sabrina was going to be my sister. We were also spending nights together and getting to know each other. I had to put a pause on that cause it was getting scary. Two days later I was booking a flight back to Miami. “Tickets, please?” The airport lady asked me. She was smiling cordially, her hair as neat as her outfit. I shook my head. I was attempting to clear the thoughts in them. I gave her the ticket. The lady looked at my credentials. She paused looking at her computer screen to give me a brief stare. In a bright but quiet voice, she said. “Your flight leaves in thirty minutes. You can wait in the lobby.” I got handed back my ticket. I had my duffel bag hanging from my shoulders. It was almost eight in the morning. I spent the previous night working and staying up with a bottle of champagne. My hotel room had never felt
SABRINA MORALES “Our bride-to-be is back!” One of my staff chorused and the rest of them started clapping and cheering. I stood at the door of my studio, heart pounding both in fear and painful nostalgia. I couldn't bring myself to take a step in. I had regretted a lot of things in life, but pnothing hurt me like lying to Violet. I was so close to banging my head on a call in a show of painful regret. Violet walked up to me. Her lips were stretched fully, eyes shining with pure joy. “Welcome back, Sabrina,” Violet said and hugged me. I had two options. To tell them the truth and destroy their view of Alex. That would bring this entire celebration to the most abrupt end. Or, I could play cool. I could take the congratulations and keep it moving. I had kept the truth from them all through the Christmas holiday. What could a little more time of avoiding the truth do? It wasn't like I was lying. I was only not telling the truth. Yet. “Thank you, Violet,”
JOSEPH WILLIAMS My fiance called me for the third time that afternoon, while I was having lunch with my ex-wife. And I thought of busying the call yet again. “Maybe you should take that. Whoever it is can't seem to get the memo,” Leticia said. Her eyes slid across the phone, then she looked up, smirking. I ignored Leti. This was how she was. She intruded on people’s personal lives. Leti might think she knew who it was but she didn't. She would never guess right. I got up, taking my phone into my hands. “Let me use the restroom,” I said and excused myself. Leticia Miller, my ex-wife and mother to my son, had been blowing up my line all through the trip. She had called, texted, and even emailed. In her words, she deserved to know what step I was taking in my life because we shared a son. “Baby, how are you doing?” I talked softly as soon as I was in the restroom. I stopped at the sink and stood in front of the mirror. Staring but not quite looking. “A
SABRINA MORALES I loved my apartment a lot. Mum wasn't a big fan of it. I had packed out of our house immediately I finished college. Mum had been against it. If it was up to her, she would have me in her house for the rest of my adult life. But I needed to experience life away from my mum. I was still mostly broke and couldn’t afford a lot. I also didn't want to take mum’s help so I got a one bedroom apartnenf unit. It was located at the suburban area, a good twenty minutes drive form our former home. Mum hated my apartment but she was going to be crashing with me for a few days. Jo had dropped us off at our family house, that is mum’s apartment. When I was at Night Park, mum had her things moved away. She had taken some of her things to Jo’s place and the other, to my place. I stood behind mum and she opened her front door. The feel of home rushed me, a sense of embrace from the environment. This used to be home to me for a very long time. “Are y
BLAZE WILLIAMS Dad raised his glass and tapped the side with his cutlery. We all turned to him and he cleared his throat. Dad got up, smiling at all of us. The cruise ship was heading back to the Island. Our arrival time was stipulated to be around noon. It was still Christmas. It was probably the best Christmas I had experienced in my lifetime. Carrie had gifted me a guitar and a stack of books with a note that read: ‘Your dad is a hard worker and you two are a lot alike. These are a few options for hobbies to relax with. Merry Christmas, Blaze!’ She got a gift for me when she didn't know me. There was nothing more thoughtful than that. “This has been the best weekend of my life,” dad started, beaming with joy. We all listened to him, mirroring the smile on his face. My cheeks hurt from smiling and I still could not bring myself to stop. I wish I was exaggerating. Really. “Same for me,” Carrie called after dad. She was the happiest person here. They
SABRINA MORALES I was tired of attending all the celebrations. I was tired of being with family so I slipped away from the Christmas party. I walked over to the quieter part of the deck where I could get a little privacy and just sat. By now, we were meant to be on our way back to the Island. Christmas fell on a Sunday. The cruise tour was ending on a Monday. This weekend had gone better than I expected it to. But that didn't stop me from wanting out. It was mentally exhausting to not be able to be sad. Mum was getting married to this amazing person and they were happy. That was enough reason for me to swallow my sadness. Also, Blaze had done his best to keep me happy. And I mean both sexually and platonically. He took care of me and offered a shoulder to cry on when I could afford to break. I was grateful to him. Yet, I wanted out. I wanted space from my family. I sat on the edge of the ship, just past the safety railing, my legs dangling over the side. T
BLAZE WILLIAMS “We need to get you into the room, Sabrina. Come on,” I resorted to saying. Sabrina kissed me by the stairs. She told me two days ago that she wanted us to be just siblings. She was the one that said she couldn't handle being my lover and yet, she kissed me. I couldn't even tell if I was angry or impressed. The way I felt was new. “I can walk on my own,” Sabrina said. She stopped me from helping her to do anything. Sabrina smoothened her gown, a deep red-laced material that clung to her like second skin. She kissed me wearing that. And I had to be the stronger person. “I don’t mind,” I told her, trying again to hold her. Sabrina didn't let me. “I’m fine, Blaze. I can walk on my own.” Sabrina hissed and spun around. She was mad at me because I didn't reciprocate her actions. If only she knew how much of a torture it was for me to do that. I stood behind her and watched as she exhaled, slowly putting herself together. When she felt be