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Chapter 16 - I can't do this
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2024-10-29 19:42:56The guilt is weighing him down and He is unsure what to do for the best. He can’t just walk up to his friend who has just lost his Father and take the Girl away he is supposed to be marrying.
When He returned, the little Village was quiet and he managed to get to the Alpha house without going past too many people, the ones he did see where not important enough for him to actually stop on his way.
Walking into his Room, Silvia had already sorted him the clothes for the Funeral later that day. All he now had to do was to go in a shower and look presentable. Every time he touched Vida’s marks, it was reminding him of the burden he carried on his shoulders and how uncomfortable he felt in his own four walls as it reminded him of Vida and the time they had spend together.
Hearing the Bells ring, it took all his strength to walk out there facing everyone, the questioning looks he will receive for being ab
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Nero is trying his best not to shake in anger and disappointment but he knows his friend needs him by his side. For years and years Ezra was dependant on him, his strength and guidance. As soon as the Burial is done and over with Nero takes himself back to his room. He feels restricted in his clothes which he only put on to make Silvia happy. He feels the most comfortable when he is free in his Wolf all by himself.As the Sun starts to go down and the day draws to an end, Nero walks back out of the House and Ezra catches up with him.“It’s your turn to stand guard tonight, are you okay with it?” He questions him just as he heads past him. Nero just nods leaving Ezra behind as he walks down the main road towards the Big Gate.He doesn’t mind doing the Night guard, then he can sleep the day away avoiding people, even better for him now so he doesn’t have to make things up why he is so withdrawn from the situation.
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For the days to come he has offered Ezra to be taking the night guard. This way he can avoid Vida as much as possible.Just as he drags himself to his room for a well-earned rest, Gordon is leaning against his Door frame.“Hey Boy, how are you coping?” He asks him as Nero tries to get past.Nero can’t just nod and walk away from Gordon; he knows him for far too long so will know something is up if he ignores him on the long run.“I will be okay.” He answers abrupt and short unwilling to let anything slip past his lips. “Just tired.” He adds in a bid to make Gordon understand that he isn’t going to stand around for a long conversation.“When are we going to meet your Mate? It is a bit unusual for a proud wolf like you to hide your mate, I am just curious as it has been a while since I have seen you happy and you are clearly bearing her mark.” Gordon refuses to stand down waiti
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He puts his hand on his chin pondering, thinking what to answer him. Obviously, he knows why the sudden change of character but he can hardly tell Ezra about the secret he is keeping so close to his heart.“Maybe give her a few days, I am sure she will come around soon. Don’t forget not only did she lose your Father as Alpha but she recently had to leave her own pack to come and join us here, it’s all been a shock to the system.” Nero answers trying to reassure his friend that everything will be well once everyone settles back after the loss of the Alpha.“It feels like she is fading away under my hands! Do you think there is anything I could do to make her feel any better?” Ezra interrogations Nero hoping to find a lead on how to help her.“I am not sure, maybe give her a bit more time and then take her for a walk or a picnic out away from all the eyes and ears, in the village.” Nero recons.“Ye
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Slipping into his shirt he can hear some footsteps coming closer to his door. He listens out for any other sounds when everything goes quiet. His heart starts to race and he gets this tickling feeling in his stomach. His legs feel like jelly as he puts his hand carefully on the door. He can feel the energy radiating through the door but then it starts to fade away as he hears the footsteps leave again.Insecure and unsure what to do he takes a deep breath. It kind of leaves him gasping for air, wanting more as it sparked a warm feeling inside of him. It was more than that, he didn’t want the feeling to stop. It’s like on a rainy and cold day, when you are yearning for the sun to come out and warm you up. When the sun breaks through the grey clouds and you can see the rays hit right through you, warming you from the core.He murmurs under his breath “ I still need you.” as he freezes for a moment and his expressions darkens.
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She starts to tremble as he is holding her close. A few times she is about to say something but then decides to say nothing at all. When she finally murmurs…“I would forgive you anything. I can’t imagine to be with him. I’d rather …” he never let her finish those words before pressing his warm lips on hers. He couldn’t help himself. He had the best intensions to let her go an be there for Ezra and for the Pack but his bond with her is stronger than anything he has ever experienced.“I need to tell you something.” She grabs onto his hand looking at him with a hopeful smile.“Nero, I … we are… “ she can’t find the words when out of a sudden Nero’s expression changes.“We are under attack, every fighter to your positions now.” Gordon’s call through the mind link is urgent and definitely not part of training as there are screams for children and wo
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Nero’s shoulders are hanging down with the weight he carries. Gordon looks over to Vida and Nero speaking in a low and calm voice “Guess you are on guard tonight, let’s get everyone ready, my Lady… you should join Silvia and Ezra in the main house.” With that he turns to leave slowly. Nero holds his hand out towards Vida, she places her left hand in his. The sheer love between the two, the little sparks in their eyes as they look at each other. You can feel the admiration she has for him as she looks deep into his eyes. “Gordon is right Vida, you should leave. I will make sure you are safe.” Nero pulls her closer as he holds on tight to her hand. “I will see you in the morning.” He says in a whisper close to her ear as he places a warm kiss on her cheek. “I don’t want to leave you. Let me stay here with you, I can help, I am sure.” She tries to plead with him. “I don’t think it’s the best idea to have you here. I would never spend any attention
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The village is now waking up and the day-to-day noises are starting but this day was unusual, the noises seemed busier than other days. Nero cold tell as he had been here many times before but never has been a morning been as busy and hectic as this. Vida straightens her hair out before they head back towards the Alpha house as Silvia has a heated discussion with one of the Villagers.“Is everything okay?” Nero asks as he approaches them with Vida walking up behind him.“We can’t find Vida; she hasn’t been in her room last night and nothing is going like we had discussed it yesterday with Ezra. It’s a mess Nero!” she almost shouts at him but then her voice drops a little as Vida steps out behind Nero looking at Silvia.“I am sorry Silvia; Vida had asked last night to stand the night guard and I couldn’t find a reason why not to allow her.” Nero apologises as Silvia puts her hands on her hips looking mad
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The cold water running down his muscular body offering a relieve, calming his nerves as he starts to feel stressed. He just stands there staring at the wall as his mind is racing. He needs to stop Ezra’s plans to marry Vida. They have always been close, right? So, it should really not be such a big thing. Nero tries to keep his composure, fairly certain he reminds himself that Ezra is now at a state where he thinks Vida is his mate, when in reality she is Nero’s.He wraps a towel around his waist after drying himself walking back into his room when once again Silvia has left him some clothes on the bed to put on. Just this time he doesn’t feel comfortable enough to actually putting them on. He walks over to the dresser picking his own shirt and shorts. “There will be no wedding, no need to put these clothes on at all.” He mutters walking out of the room.Everything is quiet, no one is left in the house. Only when he walks clo
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The cold water running down his muscular body offering a relieve, calming his nerves as he starts to feel stressed. He just stands there staring at the wall as his mind is racing. He needs to stop Ezra’s plans to marry Vida. They have always been close, right? So, it should really not be such a big thing. Nero tries to keep his composure, fairly certain he reminds himself that Ezra is now at a state where he thinks Vida is his mate, when in reality she is Nero’s.He wraps a towel around his waist after drying himself walking back into his room when once again Silvia has left him some clothes on the bed to put on. Just this time he doesn’t feel comfortable enough to actually putting them on. He walks over to the dresser picking his own shirt and shorts. “There will be no wedding, no need to put these clothes on at all.” He mutters walking out of the room.Everything is quiet, no one is left in the house. Only when he walks clo
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She starts to tremble as he is holding her close. A few times she is about to say something but then decides to say nothing at all. When she finally murmurs…“I would forgive you anything. I can’t imagine to be with him. I’d rather …” he never let her finish those words before pressing his warm lips on hers. He couldn’t help himself. He had the best intensions to let her go an be there for Ezra and for the Pack but his bond with her is stronger than anything he has ever experienced.“I need to tell you something.” She grabs onto his hand looking at him with a hopeful smile.“Nero, I … we are… “ she can’t find the words when out of a sudden Nero’s expression changes.“We are under attack, every fighter to your positions now.” Gordon’s call through the mind link is urgent and definitely not part of training as there are screams for children and wo
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Slipping into his shirt he can hear some footsteps coming closer to his door. He listens out for any other sounds when everything goes quiet. His heart starts to race and he gets this tickling feeling in his stomach. His legs feel like jelly as he puts his hand carefully on the door. He can feel the energy radiating through the door but then it starts to fade away as he hears the footsteps leave again.Insecure and unsure what to do he takes a deep breath. It kind of leaves him gasping for air, wanting more as it sparked a warm feeling inside of him. It was more than that, he didn’t want the feeling to stop. It’s like on a rainy and cold day, when you are yearning for the sun to come out and warm you up. When the sun breaks through the grey clouds and you can see the rays hit right through you, warming you from the core.He murmurs under his breath “ I still need you.” as he freezes for a moment and his expressions darkens.
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He puts his hand on his chin pondering, thinking what to answer him. Obviously, he knows why the sudden change of character but he can hardly tell Ezra about the secret he is keeping so close to his heart.“Maybe give her a few days, I am sure she will come around soon. Don’t forget not only did she lose your Father as Alpha but she recently had to leave her own pack to come and join us here, it’s all been a shock to the system.” Nero answers trying to reassure his friend that everything will be well once everyone settles back after the loss of the Alpha.“It feels like she is fading away under my hands! Do you think there is anything I could do to make her feel any better?” Ezra interrogations Nero hoping to find a lead on how to help her.“I am not sure, maybe give her a bit more time and then take her for a walk or a picnic out away from all the eyes and ears, in the village.” Nero recons.“Ye
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For the days to come he has offered Ezra to be taking the night guard. This way he can avoid Vida as much as possible.Just as he drags himself to his room for a well-earned rest, Gordon is leaning against his Door frame.“Hey Boy, how are you coping?” He asks him as Nero tries to get past.Nero can’t just nod and walk away from Gordon; he knows him for far too long so will know something is up if he ignores him on the long run.“I will be okay.” He answers abrupt and short unwilling to let anything slip past his lips. “Just tired.” He adds in a bid to make Gordon understand that he isn’t going to stand around for a long conversation.“When are we going to meet your Mate? It is a bit unusual for a proud wolf like you to hide your mate, I am just curious as it has been a while since I have seen you happy and you are clearly bearing her mark.” Gordon refuses to stand down waiti
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Nero is trying his best not to shake in anger and disappointment but he knows his friend needs him by his side. For years and years Ezra was dependant on him, his strength and guidance. As soon as the Burial is done and over with Nero takes himself back to his room. He feels restricted in his clothes which he only put on to make Silvia happy. He feels the most comfortable when he is free in his Wolf all by himself.As the Sun starts to go down and the day draws to an end, Nero walks back out of the House and Ezra catches up with him.“It’s your turn to stand guard tonight, are you okay with it?” He questions him just as he heads past him. Nero just nods leaving Ezra behind as he walks down the main road towards the Big Gate.He doesn’t mind doing the Night guard, then he can sleep the day away avoiding people, even better for him now so he doesn’t have to make things up why he is so withdrawn from the situation.
