*Soleil*
It's the fourth time Davina calls me. Honestly I contemplate ignoring this call too. But then I feel bad for ignoring her and pick up. "Hi, Sorry for standing you up". I mumble hoarsely.
"Oh shit, you are okay. I thought you had died or something". Davina grunts. "But you are okay right ?"
I bite my teeth hard together not to break down crying again. Hearing her voice I really miss Davina. My voice is more of a croak. "Yeah I'm fine".
"That tone in your voice.. Sounds like guy trouble". Davina says.
"Hmm". Is the only thing I can manage to get out.
"I'm on my way sweetie". Is the only thing Davina says as she ends the call, and shortly after she stands in my room.
She takes one look at me and I spill out
So do you think Luca will come back ?
*Soleil*Well I guess Davina is going to be right. The longer time that passes, the easier it gets to get through the days. When I think about Luca I used to get this pain in my chest, it made it hard to breathe, but now it has been replaced by a dull aching. Now when I have given up on ever hearing from him again, I prefer the numbness that has taken over my body again.There is a sound from my phone on the nightstand, it is probably Divina and her daily temperature taking off my mental health, I bring my legs down from the windowsill and walk to the table. 'Hi Sweetie, I just wanted to remind you about my invitation. We would be so happy if you would come by, just write back to me when you can and tell me, so I know how many we will be. Hugs Mark'.Damn I forgot everything about Mark. I had even forgotten my own birthday, it's on Friday, Friday is the day after to
*Soleil* "So tomorrow is the big day". Davina laughs and claps her hands. "The next time we go to the grotto you get the drinks". "Oh shit, yeah I almost can't breathe from the excitement". I answer sarcastically. "Come on you are grown up tomorrow, it's a big thing". "Mjeh, I kind of look more forward to see what is going to happen with Mark and his coven". "Oh yeah that's right, get your shoes off and come with me to my room, I got a birthday present for you". Davina is already standing by her overfilled closet, taking out a dress bag, when I get into her room "Congratulations with the eighteen years sweetie". She says handing me the dress bag. "I thought you should have it today, because.. Wel
*The vampire*I had actually decided not to go out this evening. Since that evening when I followed the beautiful girl home, I have been past her window every night with no results. That means that I have gotten a lot behind keeping up with the business that I run for the clan.When the sun sets I feel restless. Maybe she will show up this time, and I will lose my change, just sitting here with all the stupid bills. If I just run by quickly, I can be back in less than two hours and then I can sit here for the rest of the night getting bored about doing bills and stuff.I have been a really good boy and only been drinking donated blood all week. I want to be clean, completely free from the taste of old cows and hunger for fresh blood. I want it to be as intense as possibl
*Soleil*You have called for us child !With a choked gasp I open my eyes, as someone is knocking at my door and my mum walks in, carrying a tray."Happy birthday to you, Happy ..". She sings and puts the tray on the bed.Newly baked buns with butter, hot cocoa and a birthday flag in the middle, exactly like last year and the years before that, for as long as I can remember. I have to give in and admit that I probably like my mum's stubbornness when it comes to traditions, especially this one."Happy birthday my sweet girl. Now you're officially a grown up". My mum sits down on the edge of the bed and sends me a loving smile.The strange woman's words from my dream are still in my mind and I'm not sure it really was a dream or if it was reality.
*Soleil* "Hi and welcome, I am Tanya". The woman's smile is friendly and she holds out her hand to me. "Mark told me it's your birthday today, congratulations". "Thank you". I say, smiling shyly as I shake her hand. Tanya exudes friendliness and warmth, and I immediately like her. My eyes slide down her dress, It really is almost identical to the one that Davina has made for me, but where mine has a flower bort, hers has silver Celtic knots along its edge. "Come on we are going quite far into the forest, it is this way". Tanya waves me along onto a path. "Mark told me that he has explained which special astronomical phenomena we are having these days. A super full moon happening at the same time as the summer solstice. Wow, it's crazy. I can't even imagine which fantastic powers are going to dance with us tonight, when both the
*The vampire*When I return home from my girls house, I throw myself on the couch in my private rooms and look out on the small lake. How can a cow have this effect on me ? It is close to even exceeding my feelings for… no nothing compares to her ! The woman that turned me, who granted me eternal life she is without any equals. But my girl, there is something about her, something I have never experienced with any cow before. The images of her naked body and the effect it had on me is right under my skin and I can't ignore the obsession that has grown inside me. She is perfection. Her scent, her innocence, and now her body and her real look, beneath the goth facade, it is all perfect.For a moment I contemplate calling one of the volunteers to satisfy my lust, but I do not want to ruin the deep desire for her; not when I have fought my desire for so long. All the bagged blood I have forced down is not
*Soleil* What ? I blink feeling confused, but it is still the ceiling in my room I see. But it can't be. I cradle my head, trying to remember how I got home from the forest. Was it just one of my weird dreams ? "Damn, I am just about ready for the asylum". I mumble to myself, pulling the duvet off. My feet hit something soft on the floor. When I look down my stomach makes a backflip and I pull my feet back up with a yelp. In front of the bed is the white dress, as dirty as it can get. I try not to look down while I rummage for my phone and call Davina. "It's me". My voice breaks. "When are you coming over ?" "In a couple of hours. What's the rush, doll ?" Davina mumbles, sounding very sleepy. "Nothing really.. or well it can wait till you get here. See
*Soleil* "I am not getting any premonitions Elder. But it doesn't seem like anyone is following us". The woman behind the wheel says with what sounds like a Scottish accent. She puts the car in gear and drives out of town. I stare at the three women that crashed my birthday party and almost dragged me into the car, not sure if I should be scared. I have no idea where we are going and even less why I have gone with them. "I can't feel any presence either". The older woman in the passenger's seat says. "Whatever the darkness is, it isn't following us, not yet anyway". I flinch slightly when my eyes lock with the women sitting next to me. She sends me a friendly smile. "I know you are a bit scared right now sweetie, it's okay". Even as my mouth opens and I try to protest, not a single sound is