CHAPTER SEVENTY TWO

The guys left after a while, claiming they needed to let me rest. Why was everyone suddenly pampering me and stuff? Emily and Bryan I knew could stay over with me for hours till midnight and still wouldn't want to leave.

I even almost pleaded with them to stay but they refused, they didn't know and didn't realise that I didn't have much longer time with them. The closer my birthday got, the closer I got to leaving this world forever.

I spent the rest of my afternoon and evening alone, sleeping and resting, being pampered by my new "nurse" . Yes that was what was going to be calling her, or could just use her name really or call her doctor Meena. She did work for me.

I thought about so many things, for once I let all the thoughts and things that had shoved to the back of my head rise to the surface. I let myself fully think about it. I thought about Commander Jonathan.

How he had lied and twisted his way into my life. How he had warmed my heart and made himself the first person to mak