/Christian’s POV/ Her cold eyes, I can’t seem to get it off my mind after she walked off with Selena when our brief meeting at the clinic was over. We haven’t spoken since she marked me because I was furious at that moment and I wasn’t exactly thinking straight. Caroline seems pretty surprised by her action, almost like it was something she did unconsciously and when she tried to check if I was okay, I had pushed her off out of reflex, I can still recall how she slammed her back against the headboard since I shoved her pretty hard. She probably won’t forgive me for doing that to her, will she reject me? I kept thinking about it, and the fear had my throat running dry. I hate that I can’t stop thinking about her, about what I did to her, I didn’t mean to shove her that hard, I just meant to push her away from me a little but I ended up almost injuring her, the pained expression on her face last night made me hate myself, so found it difficult to show restraint while I was training wit
/Eric’s POV/ “You just need to push her enough, all she needs is a strong will to protect something” I recall the unpleasant voice of Selena’s brother. A strong will huh? I wondered as I saw her exiting the clinic with a smile as bright as the sun. “Her wolf can choose, you just have to make her choose you” I recalled, though Chris had told me her wolf was grey but Sean said otherwise. What exactly is her type of wolf? I found myself thinking as I watched her from afar. Chris will be miserable if Selena’s wolf was to choose me and for some reason, I found myself craving to see that disturbed look on his face, and his proud demeanour shattered, if that vibrant smile Selena always had on was shown to me instead, her lustful moans filling my head instead and her lips calling my name instead, I wonder what Chris would feel. It’s unfair, why do only you get to enjoy the best, while I always have to remain in your shadow? Now it’s all clear to me as day, the reason why my mom always ask i
/Selena’s POV/ It hurts, everything hurts, one minute I was in Chris' body but the next I was back in my body. Christian probably didn’t know. He was an automatic switch for both Chris and me. I’m sure Chris already figured that out, though I wish I was back in my body so he wouldn’t have to go through all that pain but I didn’t think I could handle it. The moment Christian touched my body I was automatically thrown back into it to suffer the pain of losing a limb and I felt it, I might lose my baby, but more than losing a part of myself I think I fear losing my child more. When do I start to love him/her? I have no idea. I wasn’t ready to have a child, it all came so sudden that I feared I might not be worthy of it. But then I start to imagine us together, a family of my own, with Chris and everything. I wanted to have a family with Chris, I wanted us to be together, I was finally getting comfortable being his second half, his wife, his Luna, his mate. I wanted to be everything to
/Chris’ POV/ My emotions are a mess ever since Selena’s accident, I felt strangely guilty about what happened but that wasn’t everything I felt…I felt rage, a strange rage that was slowly consuming me, that accident didn’t just happen. There’s no way Sean who I’m certain was responsible for the accident could have become aware of Selena’s whereabouts if someone hadn’t told him, it angers me to know that one of my pack members, a warrior to be exact was a spy for Sean, they were all noble comrades we spent years fighting side by side, how could they betray me like that? And I promise myself, I’ll find out whoever it was, I’m gonna kill him, whoever it was that put Selena and my child in that sort of danger and I think it’s about time I start taking Sean pretty seriously, I thought he was gonna stop after a while but it seems he has no intention of doing that. He really shouldn’t blame me for retaliating, I thought and smirked because the moment I figured Selena was hurt, I want nothin
/Selena's POV/ I thought his accusing me would be the end of it but no. He hasn't come to see me since then, he slept at the pack house last night. He fucking slept at the pack house, and left me alone? I don't wanna overact, he's probably just busy I thought. I had to hunt on my own because when Martha brought dinner for me I couldn't eat it, I craved meat, just meat and if he had his ass here maybe I'd tell him, or maybe it's me just being moody but I'm so mad at him, I thought feeling disappointed, I needed him now more then ever and he spent the night out? Is he with Kayla? I have no idea. Then he came sauntering in at dawn the second day while I had my head laid between my legs staring out my window with different emotions spiralling inside me. "Where have you been?" I demanded using our mate link as he walked leisurely into my room. "Oh, I was at the pack house- "I know that- "I had much work to tend to. I've been quite busy attending to some business matters so I've been
/Christian’s POV/I wasn’t shocked when I heard Chris was attacked, I mean after that silly stunt he pulled on Sean, retaliation was inevitable but he won’t be the one getting hurt contrary to my thoughts neither of them were hurt and four rogues were killed, an alpha included. The loud cheerful laughter of Caroline from downstairs as they all talked about the incident had me heaving a loud sign. I’m glad they’re okay but they don’t have to be so loud about it, I mean I was sleeping before the whole laughter came, what’s even weird about this whole thing is that Selena was in her wolf form.Yeah, we can converse with each other in our wolf form but they are all talking to her like it’s nothing strange. I still can’t get used to seeing her in her wolf form roaming the house though. As werewolves, we spent more time in our human forms than we’ll ever spend in our wolf forms…that is normal because even if we have a beast living inside us, our human side is more dominant but that doesn’t
/Chris’ POV/ It’s torture having to inhale her pheromone during my rut despite being unable to hold her but she seem happy and that is all that actually mattered. Hearing her cheerfully talk with Caroline while I consulted Martha about the meat issue since she craves meat which is not unusual after all she’s pregnant. I could sense Martha was uncomfortable with Selena being around, I don’t know why but it doesn’t matter to me as long as she does her job. I used to trust her until I get to live in Selena’s body and realised that she wasn’t how she conveyed herself to me. She was rude and disrespectful, maybe it’s just Selena she gets to act like that with but it’s just wrong. I had her get as much meat as she could for Selena, and the moment I finished instructing her, I returned to the living room but Selena wasn’t there, I was still wondering where she was when I saw Kayla. She was taking careful steps down the stairs with a smile on her face while looking at me, though she looked
/Selena’s POV/How could he even accuse me like that? I kept thinking, yeah I do hate Kayla, maybe hate is an understatement for how I really felt about her, but there’s no way in hell I’ll try to kill her. I mean, if I wanted her dead so badly, I’d have done it, I mean she’s been living under my roof for a couple of months now, why would I try to poison her now, and this isn’t the first time he’s done this.I was still strolling down the lonely hallway, which was strangely quiet when Caroline popped her head out of her room with a vibrant smile on her face, she must have smelled me coming, seeing as she popped her head so suddenly and gestured me over to her room. I hastened in my steps and immediately joined her in her room. She looks…excited, I thought studying her expression but then I sniffed the air and realised she reeked of Christian.“You smell like him” I commented and she wore a shy smile. “Hold on a second, you did it didn’t you?” I asked and she nodded vigorously while cr