“Chloé? How did you do it?”
Amelia's face looks a mixture of surprise and terror denoted by her hands instinctively reaching for her neck.
“ How did I do it?”, My smile remains sarcastic.
“You know, dear Amelia, sometimes I get the impression, or almost always, that I'm not fighting on your side, but against you”
“What's that now, Francisca?”, She protests as she closes the door behind her with her heel, a pure fear that someone would overhear our conversation, “We are friends!
“ Friends…”, I slowly repeat the word, savoring each syllable as my fingers travel across the counter looking for a way to make this conversation more interesting.
A silver knife is the one chosen and panic sets in Amelia's gaze.
“ Are you afraid of her friend, dear Amelia”
“ No!, She swallows dryly, “ I know you would never do that, Francisca, we are allies!”
“ Oh yes, we're allies... Now do you remember that, Amelia?”, I take three slow steps in her direction.
“ You had a thousand chances to get me into this party and even so, you preferred to leave me outside, abandoned to my own devices!”
- I couldn't, Jean, he's very suspicious. And I know you would succeed, Francisca! You are the wife of one of the biggest bosses of the Italian mafia.
What a terrible time to be funny and falling into laughter is inevitable. She insists on the theatrics still with her hands clasped around her neck.
“ Actually, you thought I wouldn't make it, Amelia! Because that's the difference between you and me, you like to underestimate me while I wouldn't, even if you are a dandy who would never get her hands dirty like I do... - I run my finger along the blade of the knife to make sure how sharp it is”
“ You're being unfair, Fran! I helped you escape from Anthony, I keep his whereabouts a secret, and thanks to me, he never found you”
“ Is that so, Amelia?”
She doesn't answer and I take her silence as a "no".
Her fingers glued to her neck become more trembling. A somewhat unusual posture, especially coming from her. And looking more closely, something glows discreetly under her thin fingers.
“ What are you hiding there?”
“It's nothing…”
“ Take your hands off your neck, Amelia”
“ Francisca…”
“That's an order!”
Your fingers come loose from your skin and a delicate gold necklace filled with small diamonds is displayed. It's the jewel my father gave me for my 17th birthday and which disappeared on my wedding day. I intended to wear it, but instead, I was left with the necklace that Anthony gave me as an engagement present to wear and that one on Amelia's neck, I never found it again.
“ So that's it, dear Amelia, you want Anthony for yourself?”
“ I can explain…”, She pleads, but in vain.
“ I'm not naive. I know you don't love him or want him, deep down you just want to be like me, to have everything I had…”
“ No, Francisca! You're totally wrong”, She insists, you must think I believe in fairies.
“ I'll tell you a secret…”, I spin the metal between my fingers.
“ To be like me, you would have to have lost your mother when you were a child, discover that your father killed men without mercy, and deal with the fact that your sister ran away, leaving behind you a bloody inheritance, all this, being only thirteen years old…”
I take two more steps and there is no more space between us than the tip of the knife resting against your cheek.
“ Then conform, Amelia!”, I raise my voice, pulling the necklace from her neck and she lets out a small groan of pain. The marks soon appear and a huge scratch forms on her porcelain skin.
“ Stop torturing me, Francisca…”, she murmurs in a hoarse voice, possibly holding back tears, her pride wouldn't let her cry.
“ Have I mentioned how much I love your dress? It's a shame if it were to rip…”
" No, s'il vous plaît! I beg you, it was a special gift, I can't find another one like it anywhere!
As soon as she closed her mouth, I lightly ran the cold metal from her face to her cleavage where her beautiful dress began. The fabric surrendered easily to the sharp blade and in fractions of a second a long cut totally exposed Amelia's half-naked torso.
“Stop! she shouts”
Which made everything better. However, I don't have that much time to spend with that bitch.
“ Tonight, Amelia, I hope I have served to make you understand once and for all that you, nor anyone else, can stop me. - This time, I threw the knife in the direction of the cabinets, getting it stuck in the wood”
I take a deep breath and return to my glasses that are to be taken to the party waiters.
“Excuse me, madam!”
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Slow music, men chatting among themselves and women whispering with yellow smiles, nothing surprising or uplifting. Always too plastered by the rules of coexistence, that one would easily mistake the men for robots uniformed in black suits and moving around just to get a drink. On the other hand, the women are the heroes of the evening, they save the scene by giving it some color and warmth by silently competing among themselves who is the best dressed at the party, a spot now free after I tore the best dress in the room. However, no outfit compares to the one Amelia wore, even if I made a rag out of the remains of the dress.
His workmanship was all perfect, the fabric moved at the slightest sway of the hips, and although the color chosen suggested the discretion necessary for such an environment, it was capable of being the most splendid, turning the woman wearing it into a walking emerald stone.
Whoever designed this dress knew the decor of Jean's huge drawing room. The cream walls, the light brown sofas, the huge white bookshelves containing books with brown, red and black covers; the incandescent lighting that puts every little gesture to the test, no matter how hard I try to keep a low profile in a corner so as not to be noticed.
Whoever designed Amelia's dress didn't make just one outfit, but combined all these elements together in perfect harmony. No doubt crafted by an extremely perfectionist mind. And if Jean is who I think he is, mathematics is exact, so 2+2 is four, Mr. Arnault plus Mr. Laurent from the past resulted in a strong friendship between Jean and Adam Arnault, the heir sworn to death by Papa.
During all these years, I didn't try to know much about him beyond the obvious: a famous man who inherited one of the most famous surnames and business brand in Paris. A playboy, I deduced, was not worth getting my hands dirty and risking a story that was kept in the vault of the minds of those who survived to tell. But if he was the mastermind of Amelia's dress, I now understand Mr. Arnault's fear of handing over his golden goose. The guy has talent and that probably made the family business take off. Too bad he had a vision so late, his soul was already sold and there is nothing that could be done.
Would he be Amelia's lover? The man she desperately tries to impress while fucking Anthony in hopes of power? Would Mr. Arnault and Laurent have told her anything before he died?
So many questions that need answers, but the one that matters right now is only one: are they or are they not the sons of the men who died in the name of my family's honor?
Because if they are, Amelia is one step away from the secret and possesses in her hands the most sought after head by Anthony's vain and murderous ego....
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I waited for the toast, when everyone gathered in the room, except for Amelia who must have been sulking in a corner mourning her dress or planning her revenge, as if anyone could still get anything out of me. But from her, yes, you can get a lot. Just like me, she doesn't love Anthony, in case they are lovers. Again, he is being made a podium, where one climbs to get something he can offer. Nothing more!
Anthony would be a rude escort for dates where one drinks champagne with glasses floating between one's fingers while chatting about arts and whatever other subjects are on the rise. Topics that never interested him, no matter how hard my father tried to instill in him the spirit of high class. But his persistence was overcome by the field years of Anthony's youth, which never left. If he hadn't been good at business or I hadn't found myself so vulnerable with my father's unexpected death, I would never have married him.
I sneak out as the glasses crackle and distraction is present among all the guests, so I venture into the first free hallway I can find. I don't know the layout of the house, which makes my choices difficult, and I don't know how much time I have left to search for the office, the sanctuary of a lawyer. Unless Jean is organized enough to make it clear to his guests that it is a restricted area for those eager for a hotter-than-hot party getaway.
“ I can't believe it!”, My eyes glance at a notice taped to the third door on the right.
Is Monsieur Jean being unpredictable or is it my lucky day?
Before approaching, I look everywhere, there is no one there, but a shiver runs down my spine, as I think how much my life could change by turning this knob...
I turn the knob and push the door made of cherry wood, hard and heavy enough to need a little more effort to open. A kind of warning or a second chance for me to rethink my choice. However, once again, it is fate dictating the rules of the game. First, I hear the sound of someone walking in this direction and then a familiar voice. Amélia! So, indecision is overcome by the need for me to go inside and hide. I place myself listening with my ears glued to the door while my eyes peek through the lock. “ Marie, come to the main corridor, I need a favor and I can't go to the salon2, She uses her free hand to hold her cell phone and talk, as the other tries to hold the top of her dress so that she doesn't get half naked again. Her face is with an unfriendly expression and her pacing from side to side is commanded by her impatience and nervousness. She also lurks on all sides and uses her cell phone to call again, only this time, it would be a secret call. Her voice is low and I have
I was supposed to go back to the kitchen, call it a night, and not give in to the temptation to pull this thread further and further. But, danger fascinates me and it remains to be seen to what extent this Adam Arnault would be my triumph against Amelia. With a bit of luck, he would go from being the target to my new toy that I would use to torture Amelia, or perhaps, in the end, both. It will all depend on how much she used my weakness as a mother to climb a miserable rung in life. So, nothing fairer than for me to use hers to get back on my feet in Paris with new schemes. And best of all, I would make my own rules. My intuition tells me that this was Amelia's plan with this man. However, it cannot be denied that there is some feeling on her part, still trapped in a possible youthful love that has never been reciprocated and has even become a laughingstock among the house maids. Poor my dear friend Amelia, better vanity than Love. An evil that should be uprooted with all the st
Leaving the Laurent mansion was as difficult as entering. I was searched and confronted with a gaze reserved especially for the poor. Because, to the security guards, all the mere mortals who set foot here tonight must have been born with a born tendency to steal and that one could never be indifferent to any object worth anything, when those who really move the world of crime wear a suit and tie or luxurious dresses, and not those who remove a mere candlestick that won't be missed.“ You are free to go, mademoiselle! “, He hands me my backpack and I remain indifferent without uttering a single word.It is not a good idea to exchange impressions with security guards. They have an excellent photographic memory just like the nos
I arrived in time to be welcomed by Winter. It is mild like a father who welcomes a son who arrives after a long journey. Instead of cooling, it warms my heart and awakens memories in me that make a lonely tear roll down my cheek. They are always as scarce as my genuine smiles or sincere gestures of affection. The last time they wet my face was the day my daughter was born. There are no memories beyond her crying that remains just like a song that still manages to lull my demons to the point of weakness. And in my world there is nothing worse than having one so exposed to the eyes of enemies, because becoming a puppet will be inevitable. That's what reminds me of these walls of this hotel. One of the secret family businesses managed by "ghosts" for emergency situations. Here were received friends, men whose lives were on a tightrope, and Lorena, so that her escape would not be discovered until the dark of night and then be thrown into the wheel of fate from which she was never to
Always before a new life, a death is necessary, not necessarily physical, but deeply existential, either to say goodbye to what is no longer part of our days or to what we once were and can never be again. “ Would you recognize her if you met her?”, Luigi is the first to throw away the silence that has prevailed since we left the Calderone mansion and drove to the cemetery. The normal thing is to bring flowers, but I carry with me a suitcase with my favorite belongings, used when I was Francisca. However, it's not me he's talking about, it's the photograph of Lorena Tatiane Calderone, still at the age of 17, very well preserved next to my father's photograph and both fixed on a cross.
Paris, present“Is that his house?”We had to blink a few times to believe it. Either Adam Arnault is a man who invites danger into his life or an idiot who denies to himself that nothing can happen to him. Only one of these options would explain the fact that his huge residence does not have cameras or multiple security guards as was the case in Jean's house.The modern architecture alternating in glass, wood and perfectly finished walls that confuse any pair of eyes that it is wallpaper and not paint and cement, accuse it of being his own house and not one he inherited from his family.
Luigi didn't have much baggage beyond the essentials. Always very practical and objective. He didn't bring his weapons or ammunition. That he could take care of once he arrived in the United States. So all that was left was a backpack with a modest amount limited by the legal restrictions governing the amount to be carried on trips.“ It's not goodbye!”, I speak excitedly, spicing up my promise to take my future business there.“I hope that in your case you can buy a couple of guys in uniforms”, he refers to the policemen, “Traveling as a good man does not suit an almost Calderone.”“ Not almost, you are a Calderone. M
“ Bonjour, un café, s'il vous plaît!”I am the first to arrive at the café in front of the newsstand where newspapers and magazines are sold. Unfortunately, it is still closed, which suggests that my anxiety has managed to beat even the sun this morning. I sip my coffee while my fingernails are tapping on the small wooden table, marking the seconds that this employee is late.It is already the second cup of coffee and nothing from him. I take a deep breath, mentalizing that I cannot behave like a stressed-out boss who converts every minute into money. Because anyway, the people I care about reading the fantastic good news are still sleeping wrapped in their imported sheets. And thank heavens I don't have to order a third cup of coffee, the clerk arrives and with him
I burst out laughing at the scene. She barely knows how to hold a gun. “ Don't be stupid, Larissa. I'm sure your only mission here is to cause me the displeasure of your company during my return to my home. A home that doesn't belong to Anthony, and certainly not to you. You are a mere pawn in this game that Anthony revels in thinking he can strike me. Now put that fucking gun away that you don't even know how to use and let's get out of here.”, I retrace my steps to meet my luggage. “ Don't move, Chloe! Or I'll shoot.”, she threatens, “You won't come home. You won't see your daughter. I know that if you come back you will convince Anthony to forgive you and everything will be fine for you as always.” I stop, not because I owe her obedience. But, because I need to watch how far she is willing to go: “Hum and what do you intend to do? Murder me?” “Yes, I will murder you. Tell me how it feels to be about to die by the hand of stupid Lari?”, she wants to match a crazy woman in some m
It wasn't long before my aunt's suspicions were confirmed to be idiotic, so dismissed by my happiness when not even nausea could stop me from feeling so willing, at least emotionally.The CEO revealed himself to have a hidden joking side or just could not see himself missing the opportunity for the first time to be in charge of a situation that in no way would I know how to handle myself. The dispute would only end with both of us accepting rewards, me with his blazer and him holding me in his arms. The silence joined the night that came and we stopped to look at the sky and would have taken our time if it weren't for an icy breeze irritating my skin.“ I'm staying with him!”, I wrap myself even tighter in his blazer.“ Of course you can take it!”, he grants not only the garment but also a kiss.“ I'll be right back!”, he walks away, no need to ask why. I see land in sight, and soon we are on what resembles a beanstalk. I soon find that my vision has betrayed me, and it is only 15
The CEO bet even though he knew the game was a farce, he preferred fun to lucidity, the turmoil of the losers, and the vanity of him being the first even though, deep down, it wasn't true. Wouldn't it be the same with our relationship? Are we both lying, I to him and he to himself even though the signs are clear? And that before long, he will reveal that from the beginning it was a game, he knows who I am and he loves my demons just as I love his ocean eyes. No matter how crooked the path to this point has been, but he is willing to take all the risks. Not like a prince saving his beloved, but like a true mobster, a learning that is not born in a week, let alone a day. A day that confuses me with seconds as I watch Adam dress in his usual black, rejecting the simplicity of the disguise we agreed to have here. He easily sets himself up as a target, and running away is definitely not an option. That's what we did by coming here, but distance is only an obstacle for those who need an e
California, dawn“Am I still welcome in your house and in your life?”, It's Luigi, who has sneaked in. It's not a surprise to me. In fact, I've been waiting for you since I left the casino and came home. Me, sitting on the porch and him beside me, the dawn spreads in the sky right in front of us and the sea hardly imitates a sound so as not to break the peace that surrounds us all. Luigi, also surrendered, decides to sit down, waiting for me to give him his final sentence. However, my internal judgment is lengthy. My senses do not wish to miss a detail of the spectacle. It is sublime and unbelievably, there is nothing that nature asks in return to give it to us.“ If you fear that I am going to throw you out of my life, should I consider that you have done something wrong?”, my eyes are satisfied and my attention is offered to the man next to me.“ No, you know I haven't. I just don't know to what extent what we have matters more than how you feel about Adam.”“ I recognize how much
“Don't you ever lose the habit of asking questions you know the answer to?”, I close the door behind me so tightly that it is enough to hide the rapid beating of my heart. My nostrils need air on behalf of my lungs desperate to bail out, my mind one step away from hitching its anxiety.“Our argument hasn't even started, and already reason has gone your way”, he smiles cynically, keeping the gun pointed at Adam's head, opting for circular motions on his leather to test my lucidity, “ You were raised to have it all, to own it all. The Great Frances! I thought that by taking everything away from you, you would come back to me. But no! You found it!”, he pulls the gun away from the CEO and sits down next to Adam's body lying on a couch, “Is he the one stopping you from loving me, Francisca? The son-in-law of your father's dreams who should be dead?”Anthony again positions the gun in his direction, and I know that his life depends on my answer. It's logical that I need to remain indiff
“ I have never seen such a sexy and sophisticated manager.... “, Adam is dazzled, I can see him through his reflection in the mirror, which reminds me of Anthony's presence in scenes like this, although their looks and gestures are incomparable.“ My job is a bit peculiar. I won't be there to serve, just pretend I'm a stupid, silly, rich girl they can pass off as. Then they will be attracted to spend money. A sort of camouflaged manager”, I shrug, swiping my lipstick.“ That's dishonest”, he assesses. “And entering a casino expecting honesty is naïve, Monsieur Arnault…”, I do the final touches, making sure there is not a grain of sand left on my scalp. It was an endless struggle to get rid of them. A sacrifice that left no regrets when it was two hours well spent of the purest pleasure. And I would love to continue it through these white walls and huge glass windows that bring the sea closer even though it is a hundred meters away. The house in no way resembles Arnault's residence
California, presentEvery day millions of people travel. For many, just another ordinary day of time saved by one of the greatest inventions of all time; for others, the airplane is not just a machine. It is our genie in the lamp, where we lean back, close our eyes and imagine the dreams we yearn to come true. And if distance is the only obstacle, the dream is one step away from our hands as soon as the plane touches the runway to our point of arrival. But when distance is not the obstacle, how can that lamp help us if the problem lives in us and we simply cannot run away from who we are?“There will be a car waiting for us.”, Adam says, bringing me back to the present.We are waiting to choose our bags among so many others.“ Hopefully without a driver, I'll love to spend some time alone with you…”, my voice is sly, accompanied by a mischievous smile.“ You are so complicated, Chloé! “, he looks at me like I'm a riddle, “ One minute you wish I had security guards and chauffeurs, the
One day laterToday the Desiré noire did not open. The tables are empty and the silence is frightening for those who are used to seeing a full house. It is clear that I will lose a lot of money by having the doors closed. But our reunion could not be in a place other than one of CEO Adam Arnault's favorite spots. The atmosphere would stir up memories for him, and to erase the bad ones, you need an extra dose of what makes you feel at home. So tonight, no more pubs or wandering the streets like two inconsequential teenagers.It will be drinking from the best in the bar and loving like the first time.Yet, with every passing minute, it gives me anxiety not to see him walk through that door. I can't believe that Adam would be so proud as to not accept an invitation from me. After all it has been a long time since our fight. And before anyone accuses me that 24 hours is not much time, in my defense, I will say that an eternity can happen in seconds. So there is no point in waiting for hi
“ You were really serious about hurting him. That can't have been pretty…”, appreciates Luigi as he finds me picking up the shards of glass from the floor and throwing them into a bag.He arrived ten minutes after Adam left. That was the time for me to put on some clothes, wipe my tears and drink a cup of pure coffee that would make anyone awake from the feeling of still being sleepy.“ I always do what has to be done, Luigi. You gave Anthony your word, I wouldn't make you break it a second time. I have a lot to thank you for, my friend.”, I say it sincerely and I just can't stand up to hug you because our time is short.“ You will always have my loyalty and so will your descendants.”“ What descendants? I have decided to live as if my daughter doesn't exist, and a second child is not in the plans.”, I continue to pick up the shrapnel while trying to keep my attention on her reasoning.“ Francisca, that day Anthony said that having you back is a priority not just out of spite, he nee