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Suicide
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2021-07-05 13:07:05Hello everyone :)...
I want to kindly apologise for delayed update. I was supposed to update in every 2 days but something came up so I am uploading today... Sorry💛💙
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Sam's POV*
It is so cold here?
Where I am?
I feel I am drowning deep…. I can’t see anything. It is so dark here…
I want to get out from here but I can’t move my hand and lags feels like I am paralyzed…
Why? I am trying my best to move but I can’t. Why?
Help! Help!
I want to get out from here… soon I lost my hope…
Unexpectedly, I saw someone swimming towards me giving me her hand and she is a girl… girl?
I can’t see her face, I want to see her… who is she?
It is so dark here; I want to see her but unfortunately…
“Sam”, I heard someone is calling me, it sounds similar… I realized that,
Oh! Yeah, this voice is the most annoying voice in the world I have heard… I turn back…
Suddenly, my eyes opened. I started looking here and there. I realized I was in my room laying on my bed… Birds are singing, fresh icy wind is blowing through my bedroom window and touching my skin…
So, It was a dream… A dream? Girl?
I rub my hand on my face and look towards the clock it’s only 7 am…
“Sam baby! ”, again she yells from the living room. She is my so-called fiancée ‘Marry’ who is chosen by my parents for their so-called business in which I am NOT INTERESTED…
I heard footsteps coming towards my room from the staircase, “Sam baby, are you awake?”, Marry called me while coming towards my room…
Oh! No, why she is here and who let her in? Yeah! She is my so-called fiancée, so it was me who gives her the password…
Sam my boy, get ready for drama…
“Sam! My sweetheart, I am coming into your room”, she knocked on the door…
I immediately open the door then she hugs and kisses me on my cheeks, which irritated me…
“Good morning, love”, She greeted me with an ear to ear smile…
“Good morning marry”, I reply to her with a fake smile.
She entered my room and sit on my… I rolled my eyes and deeply sighed…
I turn around with a big smile on my lips and steps towards her and sit next to her, “Marry, It’s too early”, I sigh deeply wondering about the question I should ask or not. I looked at her and cup her face. “May I ask you w-why are y-you here?”…
I know I have done something that I shouldn’t have to do…
She grabs my hand, staring directly into my eyes with her tearing eyes.
“Can’t I visit you when I miss you”, a drop of tear rolled down through her eyes…
Damn! Why should I have to tolerate this kind of drama early in the morning? Why me?
I signed deeply, wrap her tear and hug her, “Baby, you can but it’s early so I worried you will harm your health ”, I whisper to him against her ear…
She pulls me and wiped her arms around my neck. “Aww! You are so sweet. Love you” she was about to kiss me on my cheeks again but…
I drop her hand down and give her a forceful smile, “ I guess u don’t have breakfast yet so you should have breakfast first, I will meet you after taking shower…Ok baby”…
She bits her lips and said, “Mmm… Ok baby, as your wish”, she kisses me on my cheeks and moves towards the kitchen…
I don’t hate her but sometimes I am annoyed with her because of her dramatic behaviour… If I do anything against her demand or say something she doesn’t like; she cried immediately….
I AM TRAPPED BECAUSE OF THE SO-CALLED FAMILY BUSINESS….
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After taking shape, I was about to go to have breakfast but my phone rings; I checked the caller ID; it was from my best friend and brother of my so-called fiancée marry…
He knows I don’t like her but sees her as my younger sister so he helps me to stay away from her, also sometimes mocked me by calling me ‘Brother-in-low’ which makes me feel annoying…
“Hey, brother-in-law, I guess my sister is in your house so– ”, before he completed his words I interrupt him…
“First, Don’t call me brother-in-law… second, Why your sister is in my house now?… Third, please help me”, I begged him with an innocent and Sweet voice in the last sentence…
I know he can understand me and he will help me as he helped me in past Days…
“Bro… Bro… Bro, Let me complete my words If you don’t want to tolerate my sister's drama, then jump through the window and get rid of her”, he sides in one breathe…
Jump through the window? What does he mean? Suicide? To get rid of her, I have only one choice that is SUICIDE?
By shaking my head, I yelled,“Are you crazy? How can you suggest someone commit suicide? I–” before I complete my words max interrupted…
“Suicide? Who suggests you commit suicide? Bro, I am not suggesting you commit suicide also did you forget that your room is on the first floor and with a high distance from the ground to the first floor is not that far moreover with your strength I guess you can jump”
Sounds good!
“By the way, where are you?”, I asked him while setting my hair by looking in the mirror...
“Have a glance outside the window. I am here with my love to receive you?”, As he finishes his words, I move toward the window and saw him waving his hands towards me with a joy-full smile…
As I know that his love means his black Ferrari, which was gifted by me on his birthday…
“Bro, If you have finished appreciate your handsome look in the mirror then let’s have a long ride”, he tunt me…
I rolled my eyes and agree with him,“Ok! Let’s go”, I jumped through the window and I guess marry is still in dinning room to wait for me …
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Max was driving his love ‘car’ and I was in the passenger seat, staring at my phone. I was searching for the identity of that girl who smashed water in my face yesterday. Wondering about who was she?how dare she? Was she my fan or anti?
Max speak, “Bro, I am Hungry so… let’s have something in our favourite cafe?”, he twinkled his eye while rubbing his arm in his stomach…
“Well, I don’t have any other choice so I am agree because I don’t want you to blame me after your starve death”, I said him while looking at my phone…
“By the way bro, I wondered who was that girl? How she has courage to smashed water in your handsome face? Why don’t you take any action, moreover you seem to so cool scrolling your phone?”, He turn towards me and rise his eyebrows. He was still driving….
“Don’t worry about that, I have my own way to handle it, instead of staring at me, focus on your driving”…
He chuckled , “Oh! Ok ”, he continued driving…
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Hello everyone :)...I want to kindly apologise for delayed update. I was supposed to update in every 2 days but something came up so I am uploading today... Sorry💛💙★———————————————★ Sam's POV*It is so cold here? Where I am?I feel I am drowning deep…. I can’t see anything. It is so dark here…I want to get out from here but I can’t move my hand and lags feels like I am paralyzed…Why? I am trying my best to move but I can’t. Why?Help! Help!I want to get out from here… soon I lost my hope…Unexpectedly, I saw someone swimming towards me giving me her hand and she is a girl… girl?I can’t see her face, I want to see her… who is she?It is so dark here; I want to see her but unfortunately&h
The shadow time Gank my heart
I searched diru everywhere but can’t find her anywhere. Suddenly, I remember whenever she was frustrated she used to go to the gym or boxing club to calm her down… ꧁__________________________________________________________꧂ Everything changed, but her habit didn’t change. She was in the boxing club, punching sandbag horribly. “Diru”, I softly called her. Anger in her eyes, with a sweaty red face. I was scared too… I remember the first time we meet at the boxing club. She was a skilled and powerful boxer, but I wonder why she didn’t take action or didn’t teach him a lesson? “Why didn’t you teach him a lesson?”, I asked her. I was roaming around and pretending like boxing in the air. “Why did you just run? That is not you,”… “Because I love him and don’t want him to hate me moreover I can harm his handsome face,” she shouts… I can see her love, anger and guilt in her eyes. She continues her punch… “Love,” I rolled my eyes and asked, “does he ev
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On the first day at University, I feel like sunshine flooded in my soul but little darkness inside my heart slowly warping me… Yeah! I am happy, but not as well. In actuality, I want to study fashion designer but as for my mom wish I choose to study chemistry… As long as she is happy, it’s ok for me. If she chooses something for me, I think it’s a better choice for me… ★★★ I was walking freely in the school corridor. Everything was new and exciting here. Suddenly, someone called me ‘Hey’ from my back. It sounds familiar voice so I turn back. Someone was waving her hands at me… She runs towards me, “Ru Ru?” she pointed fingers with a joyful smile face and asked me, “aren’t you?” “Yes… and you?” I raise my eyebrows with a slow smile. I feel so confused… “You… forget me?” she shrieked, she sounds thin and painful but suddenly, she slaps on my shoulder and sang, “Du… Du… Du… Durudu… our name has RU, I am your friend diru”, she jump
