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2021-07-05 13:07:05Hello everyone :)...
I want to kindly apologise for delayed update. I was supposed to update in every 2 days but something came up so I am uploading today... Sorryšš
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Sam's POV*
It is so cold here?
Where I am?
I feel I am drowning deepā¦. I canāt see anything. It is so dark hereā¦
I want to get out from here but I canāt move my hand and lags feels like I am paralyzedā¦
Why? I am trying my best to move but I canāt. Why?
Help! Help!
I want to get out from hereā¦ soon I lost my hopeā¦
Unexpectedly, I saw someone swimming towards me giving me her hand and she is a girlā¦ girl?
I canāt see her face, I want to see herā¦ who is she?
It is so dark here; I want to see her but unfortunatelyā¦
āSamā, I heard someone is calling me, it sounds similarā¦ I realized that,
Oh! Yeah, this voice is the most annoying voice in the world I have heardā¦ I turn backā¦
Suddenly, my eyes opened. I started looking here and there. I realized I was in my room laying on my bedā¦ Birds are singing, fresh icy wind is blowing through my bedroom window and touching my skinā¦
So, It was a dreamā¦ A dream? Girl?
I rub my hand on my face and look towards the clock itās only 7 amā¦
āSam baby! ā, again she yells from the living room. She is my so-called fiancĆ©e āMarryā who is chosen by my parents for their so-called business in which I am NOT INTERESTEDā¦
I heard footsteps coming towards my room from the staircase, āSam baby, are you awake?ā, Marry called me while coming towards my roomā¦
Oh! No, why she is here and who let her in? Yeah! She is my so-called fiancĆ©e, so it was me who gives her the passwordā¦
Sam my boy, get ready for dramaā¦
āSam! My sweetheart, I am coming into your roomā, she knocked on the doorā¦
I immediately open the door then she hugs and kisses me on my cheeks, which irritated meā¦
āGood morning, loveā, She greeted me with an ear to ear smileā¦
āGood morning marryā, I reply to her with a fake smile.
She entered my room and sit on myā¦ I rolled my eyes and deeply sighedā¦
I turn around with a big smile on my lips and steps towards her and sit next to her, āMarry, Itās too earlyā, I sigh deeply wondering about the question I should ask or not. I looked at her and cup her face. āMay I ask you w-why are y-you here?āā¦
I know I have done something that I shouldnāt have to doā¦
She grabs my hand, staring directly into my eyes with her tearing eyes.
āCanāt I visit you when I miss youā, a drop of tear rolled down through her eyesā¦
Damn! Why should I have to tolerate this kind of drama early in the morning? Why me?
I signed deeply, wrap her tear and hug her, āBaby, you can but itās early so I worried you will harm your health ā, I whisper to him against her earā¦
She pulls me and wiped her arms around my neck. āAww! You are so sweet. Love youā she was about to kiss me on my cheeks again butā¦
I drop her hand down and give her a forceful smile, ā I guess u donāt have breakfast yet so you should have breakfast first, I will meet you after taking showerā¦Ok babyāā¦
She bits her lips and said, āMmmā¦ Ok baby, as your wishā, she kisses me on my cheeks and moves towards the kitchenā¦
I donāt hate her but sometimes I am annoyed with her because of her dramatic behaviourā¦ If I do anything against her demand or say something she doesnāt like; she cried immediatelyā¦.
I AM TRAPPED BECAUSE OF THE SO-CALLED FAMILY BUSINESSā¦.
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After taking shape, I was about to go to have breakfast but my phone rings; I checked the caller ID; it was from my best friend and brother of my so-called fiancĆ©e marryā¦
He knows I donāt like her but sees her as my younger sister so he helps me to stay away from her, also sometimes mocked me by calling me āBrother-in-lowā which makes me feel annoyingā¦
āHey, brother-in-law, I guess my sister is in your house soā ā, before he completed his words I interrupt himā¦
āFirst, Donāt call me brother-in-lawā¦ second, Why your sister is in my house now?ā¦ Third, please help meā, I begged him with an innocent and Sweet voice in the last sentenceā¦
I know he can understand me and he will help me as he helped me in past Daysā¦
āBroā¦ Broā¦ Bro, Let me complete my words If you donāt want to tolerate my sister's drama, then jump through the window and get rid of herā, he sides in one breatheā¦
Jump through the window? What does he mean? Suicide? To get rid of her, I have only one choice that is SUICIDE?
By shaking my head, I yelled,āAre you crazy? How can you suggest someone commit suicide? Iāā before I complete my words max interruptedā¦
āSuicide? Who suggests you commit suicide? Bro, I am not suggesting you commit suicide also did you forget that your room is on the first floor and with a high distance from the ground to the first floor is not that far moreover with your strength I guess you can jumpā
Sounds good!
āBy the way, where are you?ā, I asked him while setting my hair by looking in the mirror...
āHave a glance outside the window. I am here with my love to receive you?ā, As he finishes his words, I move toward the window and saw him waving his hands towards me with a joy-full smileā¦
As I know that his love means his black Ferrari, which was gifted by me on his birthdayā¦
āBro, If you have finished appreciate your handsome look in the mirror then letās have a long rideā, he tunt meā¦
I rolled my eyes and agree with him,āOk! Letās goā, I jumped through the window and I guess marry is still in dinning room to wait for me ā¦
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Max was driving his love ācarā and I was in the passenger seat, staring at my phone. I was searching for the identity of that girl who smashed water in my face yesterday. Wondering about who was she?how dare she? Was she my fan or anti?
Max speak, āBro, I am Hungry soā¦ letās have something in our favourite cafe?ā, he twinkled his eye while rubbing his arm in his stomachā¦
āWell, I donāt have any other choice so I am agree because I donāt want you to blame me after your starve deathā, I said him while looking at my phoneā¦
āBy the way bro, I wondered who was that girl? How she has courage to smashed water in your handsome face? Why donāt you take any action, moreover you seem to so cool scrolling your phone?ā, He turn towards me and rise his eyebrows. He was still drivingā¦.
āDonāt worry about that, I have my own way to handle it, instead of staring at me, focus on your drivingāā¦
He chuckled , āOh! Ok ā, he continued drivingā¦
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