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The queen of icy heart line, hook, sinker
Chapter 9 (Mandy’s POV)Looking Malcolm getting nervous was almost better than looking at him in his sexy outfit.The red shirt he had on looked amazing on him and the fact that it went amazing with my dress as if we made arrangements was just a plus. Even if I wanted to I could not over look the fact he looked like a model for a book cover. The first two buttons on his shirt were undone and the tie was a little loose around his neck. A few dark striped from his tattoo were peaking out at the top and the fact that the shirt stuck to him like a second skin all the muscles were easily visible as well.Without a doubt he was one fine male specimen.And when I greeted him, and he started blabbing like a nervous teenager I could not help it but feel powerful. To have such effect on someone as Malcolm felt amazing and I actually pinched myself a few times to make sure it was even real. And what was the most surprising fact this eve was that I was not nervous at all. Weird I know. Just a fe
Last Updated : 2023-04-29The queen of icy heart the real queen of frozen heart
Chapter 10 (Malcolm’s POV)I was just sitting in my home office thinking about yesterday’s night.Everything was perfect and almost magical.After my initial hiccup that almost cost me all my brain cells, I managed to get myself partly under control that is why I needed to get away from the table for a few moments and get us both a drink. Once again, I was grateful that I learned people watching techniques early in life, so I knew what Mandy was drinking at every one of these gatherings.But what I did not expect was for her to even believe I would really abandon such a pretty girl. Whoever made her believe these things should be tortured until he apologized and made sure she believed him. But unfortunately, those things were not in my hands, but something else was. I could make her see how incredible and perfect she was. To me. And I would hope that it was enough for her to see she really was a special person.So, I did the only thing any other reasonable man would, not that I am say
Last Updated : 2023-04-29The queen of icy heart date night
Chapter 11 (Mandy’s POV)Once again, I was nervous even though Sidney gave me a good peep talk before, she finally promised to go to her bedroom and let me get ready but under one condition. I should let her say hi to Malcolm. Now she might be a little monster, but she barely ever asked for something so when she did, I had a hard time telling her no. and even though I was afraid Malcolm would disappear from our life as fast as he came into it, I could not say no to her. So now I was a nervous wreck because I did not want for my daughter to get attached to any man.What would happen when Malcolm decided that I was not worth all this effort? When he realizes there are to many attachments and baggage connected to me? Sooner or later, everyone gets tired of a woman with a kid and with a history like mine. So, it was just a matter of time before it happened. And that is why neither me nor Sidney should get attached to Malcolm. I was not worried for my own heart break, throughout the years
Last Updated : 2023-04-29The queen of icy heart pack it to go
Chapter 12 (Malcolm’s POV)Mandy was looking at me in a weird way since I came to pick her up half an hour ago. We went to a nearby restaurant as I promised her, so I did not even bother to say to my driver to stay around. I would call him once we were done with our evening, that being when we finished our dinner, when I walked her home or when we spend some alone time at her house. Whichever way the evening turned I would be ok with it as long as I got to spend some time alone with her.But I still had to know what was going on and instead of getting any answers I had more and more questions with every passing second instead of getting those from before answered. Now I had to get answers to why she was getting so nervous around me all the time, even though it seemed as if she was getting over it since yesterday afternoon. Maybe it was just my line of work making her nervous. Which would be a completely reasonable reason to be honest. Who in their right mind did not get nervous while
Last Updated : 2023-04-30The queen of icy heart a bit of history
Chapter 13 (Mandy’s POV)What in the ever-loving God was going on?One moment we were sitting in the restaurant waiting patiently for our food to arrive and in the next moment he was shouting to waiter to get our food to go. To go, where? I was lost for words and all I could do was just look at him in bewilderment. I had no idea what I said wrong or did wrong. Did I offend him somehow? Was he sending me home? Did I insult him or something?But as the waiter came back with our food placed safely in boxes, he took my hand and pretty much dragged me out of the restaurant and a laugh escaped me. It felt like I was ten years old again playing on the playground and my friends were dragging me behind them to all the slides and swings. It felt weirdly freeing and amazing if I was being honest with myself.And as Malcolm turned around, I could see a huge smile on his lips as well. Looking at his smile I could at least establish now that he was not sending me home. But there was still the main
Last Updated : 2023-04-30The queen of icy heart sexy time in a park
Chapter 14 (Malcolm’s POV)This kiss was like no other I ever experienced.Now before I go into any details lets establish one thing and that is that I am a man with manly feeling and all that yada yada ok? I do not want to be described as a pussy or something similar to it.We established the important things so we can go back to details. The kiss, yes. It was like no other. Oh, wait I already said that. You see, this woman is making my memory failing me and I am not even near 30 yet. Right! Stick to the story Malcolm!As I was saying, this kiss was something special. Even though I am a man I can admit to having weird feelings in my stomach, I guess people call them butterflies. And if that was not proof enough of my attraction to Mandy that my butterfly a few inches lower gave me away for sure. At first, I kept the kiss light, after all I did not want to rush into anything or scare her, but on the other hand I could not keep it light for long. After a few moments I grabbed her hip a
Last Updated : 2023-04-30The queen of icy heart like it or not, you are mine!
Chapter 15 (Mandy’s POV)Being down on your knees always made me feel like I was worth less than the man standing in front of me, but right now as I was down on my knees in the middle of a park, I could not help it but feel powerful. I have no idea, maybe it was because of Malcolm’s facial expressions and groans that kept escaping his mouth, the way he was gripping the tree in front of him as if he was afraid that without the additional support he would fall on his face, and while one hand was steadying him, the other hand was safely placed at the back of my head with my hair wrapped around it. But what surprised me the most was that he did not push or pull on my hair and head. No, he just kept his hand there slowly guiding me but not once pushing me over my limits.Or maybe it was true what everyone kept telling me. With the right person anything can feel magical, and I know to many this steamy sexual session in the middle of a park was not really a magical scenario, but to me, the w
Last Updated : 2023-04-30The queen of icy heart I think I love her
Chapter 16 (Malcolm’s POV)It has been a week since my date with Mandy and I still could not stop thinking about it. It was everything any normal man wished for in a date and at the same time it was so much more.Mandy was funny, and smart, beautiful and sexy and so much more wrapped in the same package. Now how could any man resist this kind of temptation? And of course, my loyal friend did not dare miss a beat and teased me about it all the time, just like he did at this moment. Remind me again why were we friends?“So, boss man, did your angel gave you a call already or are you still waiting for her to decide if she is willing to look at your ugly face for one more night? But I must admit something. In all the years of our friendship you never managed to surprise me, until this date of yours. I never had you for a patient person, still, you wait for her call patiently. Not once did you mention just barging into her house and demanding answer. So please enlighten me what is going on
Last Updated : 2023-04-30
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The queen of icy heart EPILOGUE
Chapter 27 (Loraine’s POV) epilogue Some years later… “Andrew! The girls will be here any minute, could you get Samuel ready for me please?” Before you make any assumptions let us make something clear. Samuel is our son, and he is three years old. As weird and unthinkable as it might sound, all girls gave birth to a child in the same year. Sure, there were differences, Valentina and Nathaniel had three kids. The first one was a little girl named Daisy, who was not so little anymore since she was nine years old already. Second was a boy named Gareth, he was six years old and the last was Penelope who was three years old as well as our Samuel. Then there was Anabelle and Seth. They had two kids, twins to be exact. A boy and a girl, Samantha, and Sam, they were three years old as well. If we move forward, we have Anastasia and Benjamin, they had just one kid the same as me and Andrew, and the little three years old princesses’ name was Lory. The next in line would be Malcolm and Mandy
The queen of icy heart it is all settled
Chapter 26 (Andrew’s POV)We were on our way to the airport and of course, with Malcolm in the car we were driving over the speed limit and if a police officer pulled us over there would be hell to pay once he realized who the driver was, but mostly no one dared stop Malcolm, even the new guys knew his car and just waved when he passed. But in my opinion, we were still not driving fast enough. I wanted to be at the airport already, deal with the bastard and wrap my Loraine in my arms where I knew I could keep her safe.But as much as I wanted to yell and rant and be a smart ass, I knew I was thinking irrationally so I rather just sat back and kept my mouth shut. That and the fact that Malcolm threatened to throw me out of the car if I dared be loud.Thankfully we arrived at the airport just when my patience was running low. But as we stopped the car, I could not believe my eyes. There was a plane, ready to take off at any moment, but the stairs were still pulled out and firmly on the
The queen of icy heart finally free
Chapter 25 (Loraine’s POV)Either these people were stupid, or they just assumed I knew London so well that I did not need to have my eyes covered while we were driving to the airport. Or maybe it was just the fact that they were so sure I would not be going anywhere except board the plane to Washington.Too bad for them because I had every intention to run away as fast as my legs could carry me, especially now that I knew two of six guys were on my side. Two of those guys that were not on my side are going into the plane’s cabin to make sure everything is set up and two will be completely oblivious to my attempt thanks to my accomplices. I still had no idea what their moto was, but I was not about to ask them since I was just happy to have someone willing to help me get away without a need to kill someone.You see all my self defense classes and so on that I was taking while on the run were in case, I found some place I want to stay and not run anymore, but before London there was no
The queen of icy heart who took Loraine?
Chapter 24 (Andrew’s POV)“WHAT DO YOU MEAN SHE IS FUCKING GONE?! YOU STUPID BUNCH OF IMBECILS! HOW COULD YOU LET HER SLIP OUT OF THE CLUB WITHOUT ANY OF YOU NOTICING!?” As you can see, saying I was pissed would be a huge understatement, because I was livid! Somehow, while we were celebrating our win in the office with Malcolm and the girls, and a few minutes later with their boyfriends as well, Loraine managed to slip out of the club and disappeared into thin air.If you would tell me a week ago, she disappeared I would probably believe she ran away like she did every time in the past eight years when something or someone got too close to her and her heart, but today I was sure she did not run away. She promised me that she would not run away, and she would stay with me for as long as I wanted her and on the other hand, the fact that Rodriguez was just leaving my club when Loraine mysteriously disappeared just did not stop nagging me. So, I had my suspicion that he had something to d
The queen of icy heart not alone
Chapter 23 (Loraine’s POV)Today was the first time in my whole life that I remember standing up to myself for as long as I can remember. Not once when I was married was, I willing to do so. I just swallowed everything that was thrown my way. I never yelled at the man or talked back, I never told him my opinion, never objected to his decisions about my life, nothing.And the feeling was kind of refreshing and new. It felt amazing.Now, you see I stopped smoking years ago, it was bad for my health and all that and honestly it was just an expensive habit. But at this moment I felt like I was on top of the world and decided to treat myself to one cigarette you could say for old times’ sake, so I can finally close the door on every bad decision I made in the past.I was at the back entrance when I heard steps approaching but I thought it was sure one of the girls or maybe Andrew, so I stayed put and did not even turn around to see who it was, a big mistake.Next thing I know someone was h
The queen of icy heart take the money and get lost
Chapter 22 (Andrew’s POV)The thought of pinching myself and seeing if I was even awake crossed my mind, but nothing felt as good even in dreams as Loraine felt in my arms. She said it. Those fears I had for the past few weeks since I realized I fell for this woman melted away like ice cream on a hot sunny day.Now the only thing left was for us to deal with Rodriguez once and for all. But that was not mine decision, I stopped kissing her and moved a bit away but still kept our foreheads pressed close together, “Are you ready to deal with the demons of the past?”She gave me a nod which was a bit hesitant, but honestly if I was in her shoes and had to deal with someone like Rodriguez, I would be hesitant as well. I took one of her hands in mine and gave her a squeeze to show her that she was not alone.As we rounded the corner, I could not help it but look around and once again it surprised me how self-assured the man really was. He took only five men with him and all of them were in
The queen of icy heart explanation
Chapter 21 (Loraine’s POV)How could he do that? If I had to guess, from what I saw in the office I would say Andrew knew about my past and he knew it well. So first of all, he was hiding the fact that he knows about everything from me, or maybe I can find an excuse for him and say he just found out, but I doubt that since he has been a bit weird for the past few weeks and especially today. But I am willing to tell myself anything to feel a bit better, and right now I needed to believe Andrew did not betray me like everyone else in my life did.At the moment I was sitting by the river that was right next to the club, and yes, I know I did not go far from everything, but it was far enough that Rodriguez would not think I came here, he probably thought that I ran away already like I always do when he finds me, but this time was different. I had friends, I had a job that I liked, and I hope they cared for me as well. I had a good life, and I was actually looking forward to the future. I
The queen of icy heart I will not lose her
Chapter 20 (Andrew’s POV)The moment Loraine barged into my office I knew something was going to go awfully wrong and as usual I was proven right when the asshole opened his mouth.Thankfully me and Malcolm seem to be on the same page because when Loraine ran out of my office as if she was on fire, we both jumped to our feet, but since I was in my usual seat and Malcolm was right next to Rodriguez, he was the one that landed a solid punch to his face and probably broke his nose in the process judging by the crunching sound that could be heard, “You idiot! You just broke my nose! What in the ever-loving hell is wrong with you? Do you have any idea who you are dealing with? I can have you erased from the surface of the earth in a moment!” technically, if we were not who we are, he would be right, but since we were one of the strongest mafia organizations in the world, well, sadly for him, he was wrong. Sure, we were operating on legal grounds, but that was actually a plus on our side, b
The queen of icy heart when the past catches up with you
Chapter 19 (Loraine’s POV) Something did not feel right. I could not put my finger on it, but my gut was telling me to go back to the club. Why? I had no idea but the opportunity to do so presented itself when Mandy asked me to put the car keys into my purse, because I was the only one that remembered to take a big enough purse to put in my wallet, phone and all the girly necessities but still had some space to put in the keys as well. Now I just had to come up with a plan to get away from them with a believable excuse, ran to the parking lot and drive back to the club so this awful feeling would go away. Even if I drove for nothing, I would still feel better if I followed my instincts and honestly, I doubted my gut was warning me for nothing. I know to some people it might sound stupid to follow your gut or your instincts, but those two things saved me more than once in the past years while I was being on the run. So, there was no way I would ignore it. As we walked around the sho
