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Chapter 14 - Lessons
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2021-10-21 19:47:45“I’m so glad you agreed to tutor me.” Samantha says so loud the people in the library shush us as we walk past their tables. I smile and walk ahead of her; I don’t want to be kicked out of the library for making noise.
She follows me into a private study room I booked for our study session. I let her go in first and then follow closing the door. She sits down in one of the chairs and places her bag on the table. And then she just stares at me.
“I thought it would be good to have our first session here. We will have privacy and quiet but we can talk as well.” I say feeling uncomfortable under her scrutiny. She nods after a moment as if she just remembered I’m talking to her..
I take a sit next to her and start to prepare my stationary. I sat up my pens, writing pad, laptop and text book. I steal a quick glance at her and she’s sitting there staring at me. I look away and finish off what I’m doing.
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The play boy's secret lover Chapter 15 - Priorities
“I’m coming.” I say at the door when I hear a knock for 15th time. I was taking a shower and I couldn’t run out all wet and naked. My first thought was Knox but he doesn’t come to bother me when the sun is out. He’s a vampire, only comes out when the beasts are wake. It’s still light out so it has to be some else. I know Casey would have called first and my landlord would have left a note. Could it be Michael? I look through the peep hole and sigh. I’m right. It’s Michael. On a different day I would have been so happy to see him but I’m too tired today. And he hasn’t called or texted me in the last 24hrs so I couldn’t care less what he did with his life. He didn’t care if I was alive or dead the last two days all he cared about was getting drunk with the rugby team. I’m still salty over the fact that he left me to go party all night. My ego is bruised a little, I’m not surprised he did it but I am surprised. You what I mean? I open th
Huling Na-update : 2021-10-22The play boy's secret lover Chapter 16 - Truce
“I come in peace.” Knox says walking toward my table holding up a white paper.“Funny.” I say as he pulls out a chair and he sits down. I’m at my favorite breakfast place having coffee and a muffin. I come here to reset and get some peace before I head out into the world. So the fact that he’s here is a problem, he is my peace killer.“I know that I’m not your favorite person right now, so I have to approach you cautiously. I don’t want to lose an eye.” He says smiling at me like he said something funny. I look at him like’ boy please.“Did you want something?” I ask looking at his beautiful and annoying face. I hate it when he’s playful. He makes me want to be near him and be friends.“See, I haven’t been here more than five minutes and you’re already over me.” He says making a sad face at me. He’s in a good mood today. I can’t remember
Huling Na-update : 2021-10-23The play boy's secret lover Chapter 17 - Down time
“Are you in a hurry to go somewhere?” I ask Melody when I’m done paying the bill. She raises her brows at me her walls coming up instantly.“Why do you ask?” she say and I smile. She’s always on guard when I’m around these days. It’s incredible that there was a time when she trusted me enough to go along with whatever I did.“I want to show you something.” I say and she looks at me suspiciously.“I don’t know if hanging out is a good idea.” She says shutting me down already. I want to go back to a moment ago when she was laughing and playful with me.“It’s nothing weird I promise.” I say my face blank. I want her to know that I’m not planning anything weird or back handed.“What is it?” She says interested but cautious.“Do you remember that dog shelter we fund raised for in first year?”
Huling Na-update : 2021-10-24The play boy's secret lover Chapter 18 - More than a day
“Thank you for today, I had fun.” I say to Knox when we walk into my apartment. He walked me all the way from his car to my door. I told him he doesn’t have to come up but he insisted on coming up anyway. I don’t know what he hopes to achieve by coming up but whatever he has planned is not happeningI knew hanging out with him today would blur the lines a little but I really did want to see Sonia and the new center. I’m glad I went but I’m not happy with what is happening now. I can feel the strings I had with Knox getting retied. Every time I spend more than an hour with him, my heart, mind and more terrifyingly my body want to be closer to him.I know better than to let him any closer to him. But he knows the same thing too. He knows that I have a weakness for him. And he’s not scared to use that power to his advantage.“Thank you for coming with me. It’s always a pleasure spending time with you.” he
Huling Na-update : 2021-11-01The play boy's secret lover Chapter 19 - Negotiate
I look at the open door Melody just stormed out of. I know she expects me to walk out after her but I’m not going to do that. I’m not going to count myself out when it took so much for her to even talk to me again. I need to calm down and work my way back into her life.I’m lucky she didn’t send me packing when I walked up to her up to her this morning at breakfast. That whole conversation could have gone really wrong. I did well with calming her down and distracting her with the rescue center.I didn’t give her the time to think about being near me for too long. That always sets her off, she doesn’t trust me enough to let her guard down anymore.She just caught me off guard with the Samantha declaration; I didn’t think that she would come up today. I thought I could convince her to spend at least a day with me before my girlfriend came up. But I didn’t know that Samantha was already in play.The crazy
Huling Na-update : 2021-11-03The play boy's secret lover Chapter 20 - Pick a side
“Hey.” Michael says walking up to the booth at the back of Jerry’s. I finished my shift thirty minutes ago. And when he texted me to meet up, I figured it made sense we meet here. I’m too tired to go anywhere else but home so I didn’t bother making plans to meet anywhere else. “Hi.” I say looking up at hi. He moves closer giving me a kiss, when our lips touch I get the same warm feeling I got the first time we kissed. He sits next to me looking me at me. I guess I still like him but there are so many distractions, I don’t know how I feel sometimes. “How are you?” He says smiling at me sweetly. His smile is still beautiful and charming. He really is a very handsome man. “I’m tired.” I say smiling back at him, I always find his smile hard to resist. “I can tell you’re tired.” He says touching my face so softly, it makes me close my eyes. “All I want to do now is sleep”. I say letting my head rest on the backrest of the chair. “Woul
Huling Na-update : 2021-11-04The play boy's secret lover Chapter 21 - Compare
“So you dated Knox.” Michael says when we walk through my apartment door. He closes the door and whistles loudly. I turn around and look at him.“Dated is a big word.” I say and he looks at me sideways. Saying we dated is stretching it, Knox and I hung out. We were never official. What we did never had a label, it was a situationship.“So you didn’t date?” He asks that curious look back on his face. I don’t know how I feel about him being so interested in my “ex”. It makes me uncomfortable, I would rather he was interested in me.“We hung out.” I say and he nods slowly, as if trying to make sense of what I said.“Okay.” He says finally and he looks at me for a long time. I walk to my sofa and sit down. I still feel tired but I know that Michael and I need to have this conversation now; so that we won’t have to have it later on.I know he has a lot of con
Huling Na-update : 2021-11-04The play boy's secret lover Chapter 22 - Escape
“You look nervous.” Knox says to me as I walk toward his car at my job’s parking lot. It’s the end of my afternoon shift on a Friday. I’m tired as usual and I’m regretting agreeing to this trip. I’m not looking forward to sitting in a car for hours.I was hoping Knox would change his mind and stand me up but he didn’t. There he is standing next to his car, looking like he’s the king of the world.I look at him thrown by how good he looks under the night lights. He looks like he has a halo on the top of his head. He’s so tall he’s blocking the pole of the light behind him. The darkness around him makes him look mysterious.And it doesn’t help that he looks so good in a pair of jeans.“Do you blame me?” He holds out his hand and I give him my bag. I watch him place it him place it in the boot.“I told you, you have nothing to
Huling Na-update : 2021-11-05
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The play boy's secret lover Chapter 67 - When the sun sets
“I know your favorite thing to do right now is to sleep.” Knox says into the silence. I stand in the doorway and watching him holding our son. He has his back to me so he can’t see me eavesdropping on his conversation with his son. My eyes water at the beautiful sight, he’s taken so well to being a father. I knew he would be great at it but it blows my mind how much heloves being a father. I don’t have to ask him to do anything. He knows exactly what his child needs. I wasn’t surprised when I woke up from our nap and Asa wasn’t next to me. I bet Knox came up to our room as soon as he got home. He misses his son like crazy when he’s not home. If it was up to him, he would stay home and devote his whole life to our child. But he can’t do that, he has tgousands of people that rely on him. They need him to show up at work so they can have jobs too. The dedication he has to his family takes my breath away. He makes sure that his child is loved in every way. He has Asa sitting comfortabl
The play boy's secret lover Chapter 66 - My eternal promise
“Are you okay?” Knox says walking into the bathroom. I’m bent over the toilet, vomiting my guts out. I’ve been having morning sickness for a while now and I’m not happy. “I read somewehere that ginger helps with morning sickenss. Let me get you some.” He says walking away. I listen to him walk away. He’s been annoying the hell out of me with his rememdies and pregnancy facts since he found out we’re having a baby. But I have to admit for once I appreciate his obsession. I would give anything to make this stop. I came home about half an hour ago and I’ve been hurdled over this toilet since. I thought morning sickness was for the morning and that’s it but not. Imagine my surprise when this happened during a meeting in the middle of the day. I flush the toilet and sit on the wall next to the toilet. I don’t want to move from here. I’m pretty sure I’m going to need to vomit in a minute or two. Knox and I should have thought about this a little harder before we decided to engage in bab
The play boy's secret lover Chapter 65 - The other side
My ex wife is sitting opposite me at one of her favorite restaurants in the city. She looks perfect. She doesn’t have a hair out of place; she’s staring at me with a look of hope in her eyes. She’s looking at me like she won the lottery. When I look at her face I see my past. I don’t see anything beyond this conversation. The only woman I want is Melody. I’ve never been surer about something like I am about my love for Mel. I feel bad that Samantha is looking at me like that. I can tell she thinks I’m here because there’s still something between us. “Thank you for meeting me.” Samantha says smiling at me. “I didn’t think we would ever see each other after everything that happened.” She adds looking away but she’s still smiling. After my talk with my father I had a lot to think about. I realized I owed her at least one last conversation. I might have moved on but she clearly needs to talk to me. I want to go into this next chapter of my life with no attachments. And no matter how I
The play boy's secret lover Chapter 64 - Healing
“Is it weird that I want to pick out the baby’s name already?” Knox says kissing my belly. This man is obsessed with his baby. That’s all he wants to talk about, he’s constantly asking me random questions about pregnancy, birth and anything else that comes to mind. “Are you pretending you didn’t hear what I said?”I ask looking down at Knox. He doesn’t want me to go back home. But I need to; I haven’t seen my siblings in two days. I feel bad for leaving them alone for so long. I know they’re grown and they can take care of themselves but I can’t pretend they don’t live with me. I have to be a good sister and make sure they’re okay. I know they love it when I give them their space but I need to check in on them. “I’ll drive you home when we’re done here.” He says kissing me over and over again. Of ‘course Knox wants me with him all the time, I want the same thing but as long as we have two different households that’s going to be a little difficult. I need to make sure all the people i
The play boy's secret lover Chapter 63 - The conversation
The dinner party is over. Knox’s grandfather opened his expensive gifts. Olive and her father left, done for the night. It’s just Knox, me and his mother left. We’re back in the living room enjoying a late night drink. I’m having tea while everyone else is having alcohol. I have to admit, this being pregnant this has its drawbacks. On a stressful night like this a glass of wine would have come in handy. If I sip on the tea slow enough I swear I can taste the wine. If I’m going to be required to attend these awkward family events, it’s going to be a very long 9 months. I can’t imagine getting through them sober. “Are you ready to go home?” Knox says touching my belly softly. I look up at him smiling. I can feel his mother’s eyes on me. She’s been eying me the whole night. She hasn’t said a word to me but she had her eyes on me the whole time. It was creepy in the beginning but I don’t care anymore. If she has something to say to me she should shout. I won’t let her intimidate me wi
The play boy's secret lover Chapter 62 - Unveiled
“Mel, you look so pretty. Look at you.” Olive says when I walk into her grandfather’s house. It’s pouring outside and I had to run into the house while Knox parks the car. We’re at his grandfather’s town house. Knox says this is the house he uses when he wants to host extravagant parties. And of ‘course his birthday is one of them. “Thank you, you look beautiful as always.” I say giving her a hug. She giggles as I squeeze her closer, I’m so glad to see her here. I need all the support I can get if I’m to face her parents. “Thank you. I feel beautiful as always.” She says smiling at me. “Melody, how nice to see you.” Knox’s grandfather says walking to the entryway. “You know I barely recognized you. I can’t believe how much you kids have grown.” He says looking at me surprised. “And you look like you haven’t aged a day, happy birth day by the way.” I say smiling at him. We hug as he laughs at my comment on his age; or lack thereof. “You don’t have to lie to an old man. I know I’v
The play boy's secret lover Chapter 61 - React
“Casey seems to be in love with you.” I say looking at Knox peeling a papaya. I shift forward in my stool so I can be closer to his plate. I’m sitting on the opposite side of the island, so it’s hard for me to get my hands on it. He’s been at this for the last five minutes; he’s taking his precious time to peel the whole thing. The moment he started peeling it my taste buds went crazy. The bright orange color is making me want to bite into it with the peels. “I think I’m in love with her too.” He says cutting the peeled pieces into even smaller pieces. I reach out taking a piece off of the plate he’s cutting them on. I don’t what know what happened but as soon I found out about the pregnancy I had a rush of an appetite. I want to eat everything I see. It’s like my body knows I need to eat for two. “Don’t tell her that or she’ll ask to move in with you.” I say throwing the piece into my mouth. I moan in appreciation at the taste. It’s so sweet. I reach out to take another piece and
The play boy's secret lover Chapter 60 - Undeniable
10 minutes before “I’m confused. Why are you taking a pregnancy test?” Casey asks sitting the bath tub in my bathroom. I look at her with a look of concern on my face. I’m stressed out to the 100th degree. I can’t believe I’m here, with a pregnancy test. I’m sitting on my toilet, feeling all types of embarrassment. I survived all of my teenage years without taking a pregnancy test. I know it’s not a big deal but it’s embarrassing that I’m doing this as an adult. I’m so mad at myself for being careless with Knox. I didn’t even think about using protection with him. I didn’t even think about the possibility of getting pregnant. I just went in blind, I wasn’t thinking at all. This has to go down as the dumbest mistake I ever made. This wasn’t part of the plan, I wanted to take time and fall in love again, have fun, relearn each other. How are we supposed to do that with a baby? “Well I know why you’re taking the pregnancy test. I just mean what happened, when and most importantly wi
The play boy's secret lover Chapter 59 - Unresloved
“Hi Mel.” Samantha says staring at me when I open the door. The smile on my face slowly fades; I go from excitement to shock. How did she get up to my apartment? Why wasn’t I told she was coming up? The front desk should have let me know when she arrived. I look at her on alert. I look into her eyes trying to figure out if she has any animosity. The second I saw her at y door, the word murder pops into my head. Why else would she be here? Surely she came to kill me for taking her love from her. I have so many questions right now. The one that’s nagging me the most is; how does she know where I live? I look behind her expecting to see Knox. He’s supposed to be here instead of her. Maybe they are playing a sick game on me. Knox wouldn’t tell her where I live; he believes Samantha would never bother us. So much for his promises. “How are you here?” I ask looking at her suspiciously. I don’t know what’s going on here, I feel ambushed. I hate when people show up unannounced at my door. T
