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2021-09-05 23:08:01I am 24 years-old. I have been writing books since I was 13 years-old. I have wrote 6 books total, but lost 5 to a house fire, and did not have backups. I lost my want to write after losing my first 5 books. It has been 8 years since then. This is my first book I have published. I am a mother of 1 daughter, trying for a second child. I want to make a living as a author, but also become a daycare teacher. I have a cp in earily childcare. My passion is my child. I love and live for my family. They matter more then anything.
I hope you liked my book. Please leave me comments if you think something is wrong or want something explained in the next book. Thank you for all your support.
I want to give thanks to the people who helpped me realise my dream. You know who you are.
Thank you all.
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The life I wished for Prologue
I awoke in a delightful room, alone in this mysterious looking shack. I wasn't sure how I had gotten there. As I looked around it appeared to be after dusk. I was in the middle of what seemed to be a forest. The trees were red and orange; I figured it must be autumn. There was a waterfall, a long winding stream, and the shack. While glancing the area I had seen It had one bedroom, bathroom, and armoire. What point in time it was I had no ideal of. Somehow I have a feeling of whatever left me here wasn't coming back. I was positive of this . There was food in a ice chest and a note. What it read though was another thing entirely. I wasn't sure what to make of It. It read: I know this will be confusing at first, but just know this is what you wished for. You are not a human, nor have you ever felt human. I met you out of nowhere. You asked me to give you a new start. A New Life. You did not kno
Last Updated : 2021-08-18The life I wished for Chapter 1
After reading the letter I was more confused. It did answer why the cooler said food... Its just what was in it. It did not look anything like food. I opened the cooler and saw the drinks. They were more like a a syrupy textured liquid. Inside the cooler were plastic bottles. They were the size of coffee cups; clear and filled with this bright red syrup. These bottles had lids on them so you could not smell what was inside. After reading this letter though, I had a feeling I knew what was in them. The thought scared me. I did not dare open them. I was sure this was a joke. Me a vampire? I knew I was missing my memory, and now knew my name... Asoka; but I kept thinking there's no way I am a vampire. They don't exist! I decided not to open the container, but to instead take a look around. I walked outside first. I hoped this would tell me
Last Updated : 2021-08-18The life I wished for Chapter 2
I laid in bed, trying to figure out what to do next. Hours had passed since I read the letter left in the bathroom. "I am Anthony." ... was I supposed to look for the guy who left me here now? Could I even find him If I tried? Even if I did try, I have no clue where to start. My mind raced with thoughts of what to do next. I decided the first thing to do was to find something to eat. I had no clue when the last time I ate was, nor how long I had been unconscious. All I knew was my throat was dry; my stomach growling. It felt as if I was ravenous, my body eating Itself to stay alive. I got out of bed, walking towards the window. My eyes burning, I closed and opened them rapidly, adjusting to the light. The sun looked like it had just risen. I put my hand out towards the light, shocked by what I saw. My skin turned a brownish amber that was Shiny a
Last Updated : 2021-08-18The life I wished for Chapter 3
I sat on the bed staring at the cooler. I was hungry. I felt I could not deny The truth any longer. I had too many things pointing out I was not human anymore. If the cooler had the answer, I had to know. I needed the truth. I got out of bed, walking to the cooler, every Limb of my body shaking. I kneeled down next to the cooler, taking the lid off. There they were; 24; 8-ounce sized coffee cups of what I was sure to be blood. This was the same amount of blood that was in a human body. This took me off Guard. If I was a vampire... was I going to drink human blood, or could I just live off animals. "Hahaha!" I laughed out loud at myself, still hoping this was all a bad joke. I picked up one container, held my breath, and opened it. Nothing bad happened at least. As I released the air I was holding, breathing in new air, it all hit me at once.
Last Updated : 2021-08-18The life I wished for Chapter 4
I got off the floor, seemingly steady. I did not know what to do next. Should I go to this town the letter spoke of, or should I stay here in the forest? I was no longer craving something sweet; I was no longer hungry. I did not know how long this would last, or what would happen when I got the lustful sensation again. I was curious though as to what the town would be like. Would there be humans? Would it be lively, or was it a small town? What if someone found out I was a vampire? Would I be killed? I didn't even know what the date was. I didn't even know what history the world had. Was this a good place? Did any wars happen? “Wait!” I thought aloud. What if there was another being besides humans and vampires? These questions did not help me decide any better what to do next. I sat there on the carpet, knees to my chest. It was scary having no memories of the world I lived in. “Stupid Anthony!” I yelled
Last Updated : 2021-08-18The life I wished for Chapter 5
I looked around the town for a vampire with a car. I did not know how to tell who was a vampire, and who was not. I remember the lady wearing a worn down dress. Assuming that all humans wear that, all I needed to do was find someone in nice clothes. I looked at all the apartments as I walked. They were 2-4 stories high. Some were run down, while others looked nice. As I got to the end of what seemed to be the main street, I saw it. He was standing next to his car. His skin shined like a tourmaline gem. A lime green, shiny, but not sparkly. The light seemed to hit his skin like stained glass. I found one! I was not sure if he was a noble or a dhampir, but I needed to get to the capital. I needed to find Anthony so he could explain to me why he did this. The things the lady told me popped in my head. Humans as food. Was this why my past was not worth it, because I was a human? Vampire food. I walked as slow as I could to the man. He c
Last Updated : 2021-08-18The life I wished for Chapter 6
It had only been a few hours since me and Helium had left blood village, and I was already bored. Helium was a really good driver. We passed a lot of trees, pretty ones that I could not help but to look at, yet Helium kept his eyes on the road. I wondered if it was because he had drove this road before, and was used to the sight of the gorgeous trees, or if he just did not care. We are vampires, so he can not be worried about crashing the car could he? If we wrecked wouldn't we just get back up? I mean ya this car would be totaled, but it is just a car right? I looked up at Helium, wondering what was going through his head. I could take this chance to ask questions I had no answer to yet."So Mr. Helium?" He still did not take his eyes off the road."Yes Miss Asoka?" He said with a playful tone. Maybe it was because I called him Mr.?"Helium, can I ask you some questions?""Well Asoka, I do not mind having
Last Updated : 2021-08-18The life I wished for Chapter 7
It had been two days since we had stopped in Hustle Town. We only had 2 more days before we reached the capital. Helium and I haven't really talked since we left the town. I do not know if he could tell I wasn't in the mood for talking or what, but he kept quiet. We had made a couple of stops since Hustle Town, but I did not get out of the car to see what the places looked like. Helium only stopped to get something to eat each day. I was starting to realize when Helium drank 24 ounces of blood, he would stay full a whole day. I did the math in my head. 24 equaled a day, so double that would be 48 ounces for 2 days. If I go off this, and double that then to stay full 4 days, I would need to drink 96 ounces. To stay a full week.... I'd have to kill a human, 192 ounces. That was all the blood in an adult blood. How much I had drank the night before I was considered a full blooded noble. There was 24, 8 ounce bottles. Thats 192 ounces.&nb
Last Updated : 2021-08-18
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The life I wished for About Author
I am 24 years-old. I have been writing books since I was 13 years-old. I have wrote 6 books total, but lost 5 to a house fire, and did not have backups. I lost my want to write after losing my first 5 books. It has been 8 years since then. This is my first book I have published. I am a mother of 1 daughter, trying for a second child. I want to make a living as a author, but also become a daycare teacher. I have a cp in earily childcare. My passion is my child. I love and live for my family. They matter more then anything.I hope you liked my book. Please leave me comments if you think something is wrong or want something explained in the next book. Thank you for all your support.I want to give thanks to the people who helpped me realise my dream. You know who you are.Thank you all.
The life I wished for Chapter 28
We laid in Anthony bed next to each other holding hands. I looked out his window. It was night time already...maybe early morning. “Asoka?” Anthony rolled onto his side to face me. I rolled over to face him, putting my hand in his soft, wavy hair. “Yes, my love?’ He grinned. “I have a question…” I looked at him. There was nothing he could say to ruin this day. I got everything I wished for. Whatever question he had… I could handle it. “Go ahead.” “Will you go somewhere with me in the morning?” I laughed, and a hint of discouragement danced across his face. “I’m n
The life I wished for Chapter 27
I laid there with my eyes closed as all the memories flooded back. It was like seeing my life flash before my eyes. I did not need air anymore, but I felt the need to take a breath. It was a lot to take in. I had a life with Anthony. I was happy. I had friends. I was loved. What more could I have asked for? But I did ask for more… for a life with him. My want had made a dent in our relationship. I was barely around Anthony these past two years. All because I asked too much of him. Then when he grants my wish, after I promised nothing would change how I feel… I deny him. I turned away… all because he loved me enough to tell the truth.My cheeks burned, and my face was wet. Tears had streamed from the side of my eyes into my hair. I had a lot, and I took it for granted. I thought about what he had said to me. Did he really feel the life we had together was not worth c
The life I wished for Chapter 26
I woke up in my bed, feeling, hearing, and seeing better than before. It was like everything was heightened. I could hear the elevator going up and down. I could see the little fly in my room, sitting on my dresser, I could feel the silk of my cover ten times better than before. I could feel every thread. Anthony was sitting on the edge of my bed with his head in his hands. I remember what he said… he killed my mother. I wonder if I could be with him after hearing that. Did I even still want to be with him? Was it worth it? To be with my mothers murder? He turned to me as I sat up.“Asoka!” He came to my side in an instant. I did not look up at him. I was still hurt by what he had told me.“I need you to drink my blood now okay?” He went to bite his wrist, but I grabbed his hand to stop him.“No…” it was a low whisper. My voice is barely Even there.&
The life I wished for Chapter 25
I spent my next 11 years going to school. My only friends were Amara and Blake. I graduated at age 17, and decided I didn’t want to go to an all vampire college, which Anthony respected. I had a hard time in high school with grades 7-12th. Amara protected me in grades 1-6, but we had different classes in high school. Carter High was on the 26thfloor. I didn’t bother making new friends. I was kind of a lone wolf. I didn’t get made fun of, but I did get asked a lot if a vampire could taste my blood because I smelled so good. Of course I denied everyone, and I guess because they weren’t little kids, they left me alone.I spent the next 5 years after school helping Anthony with his work, running errands for him, giving him his meals, or cleaning the house. I felt like a servant at times, but at the end of each week he would reward m
The life I wished for Chapter 24
The lunch went well, we barely talked. Esmerlda talked about how she was the queen's best friend, Amara let me order any desert I wanted on her, and Prince Anthony sat in silence. You could tell he did not want to be there. I ordered spaghetti with texas toast. Anthony got a supreme pizza tasting bottle of blood that had been mixed with garlic blood. I guessed it would make it taste like garlic pizza. I learned that you could mix blood to get new flavors, though I got the prince to tell me that the blood types had to be the same for this to work. Esmerlda got a bottle of blood that tastes like a fruit salad, then made a statement about how she was trying to watch her figure. Amara surprised me by her choice of blood. She may be 6, but had a refined palate. She ordered a mixture of blood that tasted like white truffle pizza. I had never had white truffle myself, but she
The life I wished for Chapter 23
I didn’t set my alarm last night, so I woke up to a knock on my door.“Who is it?” I said while yawning in between words.“It’s Amara! Are you ready for brunch?” There was excitement in her voice. Excitement I was not ready for.“Give me a minute.” I got out of bed, and went to my closet. ‘What to wear?’ I looked through the 9 outfits I had. I ended up choosing a tank- top with a character on it, and a jean skirt. I grabbed my black stockings, and my sandals. I tried to get dressed as quickly as I could. You could hear Amara on the other side talking to someone.“Don’t worry, she’s really sweet. In taste and k
The life I wished for Chapter 22
I had just finished my homework when I heard the elevator door open. I looked up, and saw Anthony walking through the doors. Behind him was Ms. Maria. She was carrying files. There looked to be about 5 of them. She went straight to Prince Anthony's office, waving hi to me as she passed. Anthony went straight to the fridge and grabbed a bottle of blood. He put it in the microwave for a few minutes, then grabbed it. He came into the living room, and sat down at the end of the couch. ‘He must have had a hard day today…’ I felt bad for him. It must be hard to rule the world. I laughed a little to myself.“Are you okay Sir?” I asked, looking up at him. He looked down at my pile of homework, showing no emotion on his face. ‘What could he possibly be thinking?’“Imagine havi
The life I wished for Chapter 21
It was September, so I was a month behind in school. The teacher had me come to the front of the class after the bell rang to introduce myself to the class. As I walked to the front, a girl grabbed my hand and whispered. "You tasted like milk chocolate." It was a white girl, with bright pink hair, and fuscia pink eyes. She was the only person I'd seen with different colored hair besides me and the queen. She had chosen to wear the dress uniform like me, but had pink stockings instead of purple. She looked like an angel, with a shin to her skin. It was like she was radiating light from her skin. There was no window in the classroom though. I wasn't sure how her skin could look like that. "Let's be friends!" She asked me as she let go of my hand. The girl bit me in the elevator and now wanted to
