*Diana* She had just hugged her only son goodbye for this time, and the wonderful young woman Amber he had brought with him. It was always hard saying goodbye, but this time it has been both easier and harder. Finally he seemed content with a woman and being his mother… knowing him to the core, she felt that this could very well be the one, the one that made him settle down and be happy. They had been so very worried about him lately... he had always been a bit unsettled, a bit too adventurous, wanting to see and experience everything, but the last couple of months he had been in trouble. Normally he cared a lot about other people's perception of him, sometimes even too much, always wanting to be the perfect gentleman in public, but he had suddenly thrown it all away. And he had been drinking too much, making them all worry, she had even been talking to Luke about taking him to a rehab facility, but Luke had wanted to wait and see, afraid that that kind of publicity would be the
*Sebastian* Okay, so he was feeling pretty bad, but he didn't like to admit it… He didn't want her to see him as weak, she had seen more than enough of that. He really just needed to get home and relax...have a glass of whisky or maybe two. To settle him. He was relieved when he pulled up in front of the house, he wouldn't have been able to concentrate on driving much longer. He could feel his hands shaking now. When they got inside, Amber went to the bathroom and he went into the living-room pouring himself a whisky and flopping down on the couch, breathing in deeply. Finally he could relax. "Seriously Sebastian ? Do you think you should be drinking ?" Amber stopped and looked at him with concern as she walked into the room. His head snapped up, he just couldn't deal with her nagging him right at that, his head hurt too much. "I think I do what the hell I feel like Amber... it is none of your fucking concern if I want a drink". "The hell it is Sebastian, I grew up with an alcoh
*Amber* She pushed past Matt and knelt next to Sebastian on the floor, cradling him as he was crying, knowing that she couldn’t give up on him, she loved him too much. "I am so sorry Amber... I didn't mean any of that". He was shaking and sweat was running down his face. Amber gently stroked his face, her voice gentle. "Just promise me you will fight this Sebastian and let us help you okay ?" "Okay, I think I would like to sleep now". He looked so defeated and very tired, and she helped him get up on his feet. She looked at Matt and Luke. "I'll be back down as soon as he is sleeping, do something meaningful while I am gone". Matt looked at her and then at Sebastian, to make sure it was safe to let them be alone, then he nodded. "Get him to bed, then we talk… we can figure this out". Sebastian let her help him upstairs, where she got him out of his clothes and tugged him into bed, gently stroking his hair. "Amber ? Are you going to be here when I wake up ?" He looked up at her,
*Amber* She had been sleeping on the floor next to Sebastian and when she woke up Sebastian looked to be in deep sleep. Luke was sitting on the chair in the corner with a laptop on his legs. "Morning Amber, did you sleep well ?" Luke looked up, adjusting his glasses and sending her a friendly smile. She stretched, getting off the mattress... not really worrying that Luke saw her in her underwear, as he wasn’t into women. "Very good actually, I didn't even hear you coming or Matt leaving… did Sebastian have a good night ?" "Not really, he woke up in a bad shape earlier... but Matt calmed him and gave him the medication, that's why he is out cold now… today is probably going to be the worst". Luke said. She felt bad that she hadn't been there when he needed her, but she had needed the sleep badly and luckily Matt had been there. She was happy he was sleeping. Amber went into the bathroom, showered and then put on some clean clothes, getting ready for a day of waiting by Sebastian
*Sebastian* Matt and Luke had left… he was alone with Amber and she was standing by the bed looking at him. He never felt this bad before in his life, his whole body was screaming with pain... an excruciating pain that only alcohol would soothe... but they wouldn't let him get it, they were punishing him, torturing him. They did not love him. There was nothing else to do than to get them to leave him alone, he needed the alcohol more than anything, and they were in his way. But Amber, she did love him, she wanted to make him happy and she was his to command. "Darling, you want me to be happy right ?" "Yes Sebastian, more than anything". She looked at him with those pretty eyes, if he hadn't felt so sick he would have fucked her. He tried to send her a seductive smile, which probably looked more like a painful grimace. "Then why don't you go fetch me a bottle of Scotch... if I just get a drink or two I will be able to be really nice to you in return". "Forget it Sebastian, but I
*Amber* When she woke up she realised she was the only one in the room, Sebastian’s bed was empty and she hoped that meant he was feeling good enough to be up and about. He had been in bed for 3 whole days and a night, and had gradually gotten better.. .looking more healthy. After the big blow up he hadn’t been angry any longer, only pained and slightly pathetic at times. She got up and put on her clothes, before walking downstairs... She heard laughter from the kitchen and went out there to find all three men seated at the table, the sight made her happy. "Morning boys". She said and they all looked up... Matt and Luke nodded, their mouths full. Sebastian jumped to his feet and came to put his arms around her. He looked so much better, still a bit pale and of course way too thin, but he smiled and the twinkle was back in his eyes… he had clearly bathed and shaved. "Well hello darling". "Good to see you up and looking almost like your gorgeous self". She said and snuggled hersel
*Sebastian* "Are you ready darling ?" He called up the stairs, it was the day of the ball and the limo had just arrived to pick them up. He was jittery and nervous, which was not normal for him, but this was the first public appearance after his breakdown and if it went well, it would be a big help in getting his career back on track, so would the big deal, he would forever owe Matt for that one. On top of that he knew all eyes would be on him, waiting for him to screw up, but that wouldn't happen, not this time. And then there was the matter of Amber... he was going to show her off today, telling the world they were dating and then, well he kind of had a surprise… So yeah right now he could really use a drink, but luckily Luke had cleared his house of all alcohol… he also believed himself capable of resisting by now, he was not gonna drink again. "Coming". Amber called and she came into view, looking so beautiful it took his breath away, in a champagne coloured silk and lace
Book 2: The cheating game*Alicia*"Byron Carter Chase... I am not going to kiss you, so move your tiny ass and let me do my job". I look up, getting annoyed at the tall man blocking me in. He is grinning in the most cheeky way and his blue eyes have a mischievous glint to them. "Come on Alli.. I know you want to... let's just get it over with". Honestly I feel a bit cornered... as I am literally standing in a corner of the makeup trailer, my back against the wall... his slim muscular frame blocking me, one long arm and big hand on each side, resting next to my head. "This might be a new concept to you Byron, but not all women want to kiss you". I duck under his arm, pointing at the chair with a stern look. "Now sit". Harry Hudson, one of the other stars of the movie, is laughing heartlessly from the other chair, where he is getting his makeup done. "Sorry Byron … I think you should just give up mate". "Oh no Harry, I ain't giving up … she will give in and kiss me". Byron sits do
Small warning to the faint of heart.. this chapter is quite graphic sexually.. and will contain anal sex + double penetration ... if this is not for you ... just skip it. *Annabelle* Fuck ... busted. I guess I should have known it would happen at some point. I haven't really done much to hide it. Maybe I wanted to get caught ... but why would I want that. I don't really want to lose Sam. I like him. Terry's mouth curls up in a devil-like grin. "Well she would certainly deserve that ... so I am up for it, as long as it's all about her ... right ? no ... you know ...". "No worries Terry, I only want to see her get all she can take with a cherry on top. I have no ... interest in you". Sam answers. "Great ... we agree then". Terry lets his eyes run over me. "Let's get to it then, someone is waiting here all ready and ... wet". I shake my head, struggling against the handcuffs. "Oh no ... no ... I haven't agreed to this. Sorry Sam, sorry for what I did, you did not deserve it ... but
*Terry* "Listen Terry ... could I just talk to you". Sam has just knocked on my trailer door during a small break. He looks kinda serious. "Sure come on in". I step aside and he walks in. He looks around. "Belle isn't here is she ?". "No, she is having her lunch break". I am wondering if I will have time to fuck her when she get back, before I have to be on set. Sam sigh. "Good ... because this is about her. I know you are ... that you two are ... sex, I know you two are having sex". "Okay ... yeah we are ... she wanted me to keep it secret, so ...". I say. "That's because she is dating me ... that's why she wanted you to keep it a secret, she thought I wouldn't know". He taps his foot. I know my eyes go wide. "Say what ? You and her ? How long". "Since about six weeks before we came here ... so she was with me first". He looks conflicted. "Apparently I am not enough". "Damn, I am sorry Sam ... if I had known I wouldn't have … she never mentioned". I feel kinda bad about
2 weeks later *Sam* "That took you long enough". I look up as Annabelle walks into the hotel apartment. She had stayed as Terry needed her help. She smiles at me. "Sorry babe, you know Terry, he can be so ... demanding at times. I better catch a shower". "Hug me first". I say walking over to her. Why am I doing this, torturing myself ? I kind of know … I mean I am not dumb, but I ignore it, pretend not to know that she is fucking Terry. "Okay then". She is a bit reluctant, but she hugs me, kissing me softly. She smells of Terry and of ... sex. How can she think I won't notice ? But for some reason this does really weird things to me, and I feel my body respond, imagining what Terry did to her, wondering if she is sore. And before I realize I have her pressed against the wall, kissing her hard and demanding. She breaks the kiss. "Sam ... I need a shower". "Shower can wait ... I can't". I refuse to let her go, on the other hand she is not really trying to get away. "I can't wait
1 week later* Annabelle*"You know what you need Annie ?" Terry say with one of those cheeky grins that I have gotten used to. We are in his trailer, he is done for today, but Sam wont be done for another two or three hours. I roll my eyes, knowing he will probably say something inappropriate or silly. "No but I guess you are the man to tell me. So what do I need ?" "Cock". He say, making me almost choke on the sip of water I just had. I don't know, there is just something about dirty words said in that accent. He grins. "Well sorry but you look like you need a good fucking". Worst thing is, he is completely right. These last couple of days Sam has worked long days and been totally exhausted, so I hadn't had any for two days, and I am horny as hell. "Oh so I do now". "Yup without a doubt". He gets up, that infernal tongue running over his bottom lip. "I get it, I totally do ... I mean out here the pickings are rather ... thin". "Oh so what you are really saying is that you are g
*Annabelle* I knock on the door to Terry's trailer and hear him tell me to come on in. I open the door and walk inside. "Hi Terry, I wondered if you needed a hand...". "Oh hi Annie". He says smiling. He is only wearing his ever present black jeans. His chiseled chest bare. "I thought it might be someone from the wardrobe. But if it's no bother, I prefer having my assistant helping me with the costume". "Sure, no problem". I say trying to keep my eyes away from his bare chest. "I am here to tend to whatever needs you have". A smirk slid over Terry's face, his eyes sparkling in a mischievous way. "So where are you from Annie ? Is it a slight Canadian accent I can hear ?" "You have a good ear for accents". I tell him, being rather impressed, most people can't hear. "I was born in Canada, but moved to LA when I was 22, so that's 15 years now". There is a knock on the door and I hurry over to open. The wardrobe assistant carries in his costume and he sends her a sweet smile. "If you
Book 5: Three is the magic number *Annabelle* "Oh God". His voice is strained as he finds his second release for the evening, slumping down beside me on the bed. I turn on my side, running my fingers over his broad chest. The generous cover of dark hair damp from the recent exercise. I flex my fingers, scraping my nails over his skin, watching the muscles contract and I hear a soft chuckle from him. "Seriously Belle ? Are you telling me you haven't had enough ?" I bite my lip, not really knowing what to say. I really like Sam, and the sex is good, actually it is great. It is just like I can't get enough and I know I have been exhausting the poor man for these past five weeks we have been dating. "It's just that you are so damn sexy. I just can't get enough of you". "A man could start to doubt his own skills". He lifts himself up on one elbow, watching me with one of those small smirks. "If it wasn't for you being such a vocal woman and well a truly bad actress". I slap him on th
A little more than four years later *Raven* "Jayce what on earth have you bought pregnancy tests for ?" She was unpacking the commodities after he had been out shopping and was now looking confused at the package. He stuck his head out into the kitchen, a 6-month baby in his arm pulling his hair. "I think you should take it darling ... I have a feeling. “Gabriel, stop pulling on daddys hair". "But no, I can't be ... I mean after all you are sterilised". After four children, two of them twins in 4 years she had chosen to say stop and Jayce had agreed to get sterilised. He carefully removes the little boy's hand from his hair and looks almost apologetic at her. "I know, but I have an inkling that my sperm may have missed the message ... sorry but you are showing all the signs of being pregnant”. And she knows he's right, her period has not come back after she had the twins six months ago, but yes all the signs are there and she sends him a despairing glance before she takes the p
*Jayce* She had said yes, she had really said yes and shortly she would be his wife, his forever, he hadn't thought he wanted to marry ever, but his most fervent desire now was to call her his wife. He hurried up to the main building along with Milo to make sure that everything was in order. Milo and Sarah had really done a great job and made sure everything was ready. "Jayce, sweetest I'm so happy for you." His sister Emma came out to meet him on the beach and pulled him into a loving hug. He repaid the hug, they had always been very close. "So you do not think I'm making a mistake by marrying so quickly ?" "No, not when it's Raven, if you had asked for my advice all those times you dated some none important bimbo, I would have told you to open your eyes and take Raven instead". She said and flashed him a grin. He could feel the tears welling up in his eyes. "Well apparently everyone else was aware of it long before myself". "It was pretty obvious, sweetie, also her for that
*Jayce* They had arrived at the private luxury island off Mexico's coast the same day at noon and now he waited for Raven, outside their hut on the terrace over the water. It was made ready for a romantic dinner for two, and he was wearing dress pants, shirt and vest, but he had dropped the jacket, it was simply too hot. He had to admit he was quite nervous, he had no idea what she would say to this, he was really hoping that he was not completely wrong here. "You look extraordinarily beautiful my love". He said, smiling as she stepped out of the cabin, and he meant it, she was in a simple summer dress and her long black hair fell like silk down her back. She had no make-up on and this was how he found her most beautiful. She smiled at him and gave him a quick gentle kiss. "Thank you darling, you also look quite dashing". He pulled her chair out for her and she sat down. "This place is amazing Jayce, but I shudder to think of how much money you have had to pay". "Don't worry a