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2024-10-29 19:42:56Logan POV.
Every day it's the same again and again we've been doing this for over a week now, every day she woke up, every day she screamed, every day James would try to push her into submission, it wasn't that easy for her, we were keeping her sedated enough to be awake giving her the slighted control over her limbs, but not enough to leave the bed. The look in her eyes was shifting, it was different. She looked angry, she looked on the verge of breaking, I wasn't so sure if pushing her any further was a good idea, but it wasn't my call, although I did make sure my opinion was heard around three am this time."Today we're going to try something new," James told us both this morning, we all noticed the change in her."As alpha Thaila put it, monkey sees, monkey does," he says with a smile, we both turned to him confused what? "What would the monkey do?" Ryan asks, he got it? Cause I didn't."It's when someone copies another person, you won't jump a cliff unless you see others jumping. You'd drink cause everyone is," Ryan explains to me, I did an oh motion, now I get. If they both think its a good idea, maybe she can learn by copying, she learned a few tricks so far, she learned to mess with her IV, to try and pull it off with her slow motions, but every time she gets caught in the middle of the act, she hides what she's doing and try to put the IV back in."I think it's time to push the little monkey, start using titles, show her it's okay to submit and that she won't get hurt for doing so," James explains."What titles are we going to use? Sir? Sirs? Bro?" I ask with a chuckle, I'm really interested in the next step, the step where we'll be having a little thing running around this place, not a broken zombie bed bounded. "I'm thinking more of daddy," James says, they want to push her into a cgl relation, it's nothing like their dom/sub relation."Well, we all agree on that, but I don't think that guy would be good as a daddy," Ryan says pointing at me, I don't think I'll be a good daddy either."How about, brother? It's like the job of the beta, being second in line after you, helping take care of her, and still be there for her as a dominant," James suggests looking at us for our approval, he could order us into being one, but instead, he's taking our opinions."That would make me third in command, the delta, I'm good with that, I can be the fun brother, while you two fun killers teach her how to be a good pup," I say, I was always the prankster and the easier going one."That's fine with me boys, but around the little girl, I want you both to use the same title she's supposed to use," James explains, we are smart enough to understand what he said."Sir, does that mean we call each other brother? And call you daddy?" I say feeling, well stupid, but then hot, it's kind of hot to call James daddy, a new kink we can explore."Come to daddy," James says with a big smile, there's no shame in enjoying your work."Let me be clear, 'cause I feel stupid all of the sudden!" Ryan says stopping us two."Just to be clear! By calling you daddy, it's foreplay for us, our kink, but for her, it's caregiver little relation, nothing sexual, just us the grown-up," Ryan explains out loud for us all."I knew we kept him for a reason, turn out he's smart!" I joke making Sir daddy laugh."Funny, now let's go try this theory," Ryan says ending the discussion for now."Great now move it," James order us, going toward the clinic room, she was asleep for now, and we pulled down on her medication but her body need the time to heal, sleeping helps her mentally and physically."Melody, it's time to wake up, open those eyes little girl," James says using his alpha voice, using only his strong aura when around her."Hey, Melody, you missed me little one?" I ask her while she growled at me, she's awake but too weak to get up or bite my head up, although I was sure if able she would. "Let's help you sit up," Ryan says helping her sit up, moving her small body up on the bed, she wanted to bite his hand, but couldn't, we're close to breaking her in, but we don't want to hurt her in the process."Melody," James says using his dominant voice again, she tried to avoid him turning her head to the side, knowing if she paid him any attention, he'll force her to submit to him. "Melody, why don't you answer daddy?" I asked her, blocking her view on my side, she had to turn her head the other way, to look at James, she went down to her eye level, making sure their eyes were meeting now."Melody," he says again, in his firm voice, I felt the need to fall down on my knee and submit while the stubborn thing wouldn't budge at all."Pitch in guys," James tells us, I shared a look with Ryan, between the two of us, before James, I would submit to Ryan, I wasn't sure how to make anyone else submit to me, but I tried, I tried to be strong, to push her too along them."Melody, submit and let this be over with it," James says in a kinder voice, trying to push her without breaking her too harshly."Melody, pup, we're here for you," he says again, her whole body was shaking now, tears were going down her face, but the fight kept going, this fight ends today."Daddy isn't so bad Melody, I promise, you'll be safe," I say trying to assure her she'd be safe."You got us too Melody, we'll hold you," Ryan says, his voice filled with emotion, with love and care."Please Melody," I beg with her, they were the two trying to push her, maybe if I add some nice words to the mix, it will work on her, the whole room was filled with tension, and the aura of the room was so mixed until Melody bowed her head! She submitted finally! A win! I was the first to move, I was close to her, I wanted to hug her, but was worried the sudden movement would scare her, instead I turned to hug Ryan! we did it!"Good job Melody," all three of us praise her.Related chapters
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Ryan POV. She finally gave in, she submitted to us, well she did to James, and a little bit to us, she stopped crying now, she's not moving much, she could move her hands and legs a little bit. She tried to kick me earlier today when I went to change her, we have her dressed in the hospital gown, with a pad set underneath her. "That's not nice Melody," I scold her, but she only growls back at me, we keep on calling her Melody, it's her real name but that doesn't mean she's answering to it, she doesn't remember maybe? We're not sure what's going on in her head, but we do know she's almost ready for the second step. "Growling isn't nice either, if you play nice I'll talk daddy into allowing us to get you out of the clinic," I say, the clinic was the first stop, a place that's clean and sterile to heal all of her wounds, as a wolf she heals much faster than humans. She doesn't answer me this time, not a growl, not a bite, instead, she looks at her IV, which means she does understand
The experiment. 10- step-two
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The experiment. 12- movement
Ryan POV. I told them it was a bad idea, I told them not to allow her to move yet, she got something in her head, the cause of her sickness is a trauma, something happened to her. I asked around in the hospital where we used to work, I was told the alpha, our current alpha Thalia, she's a cold bitch, but she's a good alpha, she'd never hurt any of her pack mates. Don't get in her way or she might slap you here and there, but other than that, she's a good alpha, but the people who were in charge before her, the one before her, her parents, they were bitches, true to the word bitches. They abused the pack, they abused their powers, and almost everyone around here hates them, they are the reason alpha Thalia is the way she is, but what about the younger sister, while Thalia was busy taking care of the pack, fixing what has been done, Melody was raised by them, nobody knew anything about her, only the close pack and family members knew things about her, how she got sick was a mystery to
The experiment. 13- bonding
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The experiment. 15-Her
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The experiment. 16-Family.
Melody POV. The thing that breaks you the most is the thing that should have built you up, it's the people who were supposed to love you, they hurt the worse, their injuries hit so low, that there's no coming up afterwards, you stay down, you can't pull your head out from the sand no matter what, you end up being broken, from the inside and the outside. I know my family didn't love me, I don't remember their names, but I remember their faces, a man and a woman, yelling at me, I remember them hitting me, I remember them being anything but the thing I needed, they were my worse enemies, far away from the loving parents I needed while growing up. I don't think I'm that old, I don't believe that I'm such a big girl, I haven't lived for long with them, how things ended, why I left them, I can't remember, I don't know. Then the three men, one with dark hair and dark eyes, reminds me of my old parents, the one that has hurt me so much, the ones I hate with all my body and soul, I wish the
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The experiment. 50-The experiment.
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The experiment. 49-Anxious
Melody POV. "Where are Logan and Ryan?" I ask later that day, I'm still feeling big, I didn't feel young again, I miss when I'm younger. "Logan is on a shopping spree, he's buying you every item you might need in the next ten years," he says, making me blush, they do care, they really do? "And Ryan?" I ask him, playing with my fingers, looking down at my lap, while he cooks us dinner."Ryan went along, they went home ahead of us," he explains, but what home? "Home?" I ask him confused, looking up at him. "Yes, sweetie, our home, I explained to you how you ended up here with us, now it's time to get back to our lives, with you along of course," he says assuring me that I'm going to stay part of their life. "What we'll I do there? Would you stay with me?" I ask him, I was an experiment, but they got a life of their own, one without me, one before me. "We got our jobs to get back to, you'll be coming along of course," he says. "What's your job?" I ask him, I never knew what their
The experiment. 48-Truth
Melody POV. I woke up alone in daddy's bed, I yawned and sat up, where is he? Where are my brothers? Not here, are they all giving each other big people kisses? Yuk, I don't like sex, I don't think I ever like it, not even when I was big. "James?" I call out loud, going to look for him, didn't he say he wants to have a chat with big me? I'm feeling big, where is he? "Yes? Miss Melody? Is there a problem?" he answers me, I felt a blush going down my face, he was mad, but I didn't want to call him daddy, not while feeling big, I'm a big girl. "I'm a big girl," I say, my speech feeling easier now that I'm in my big space. "If you're feeling big, then you can call me Sir, or keep on saying daddy," he says in a dominant voice, sending shivers through my body, damn that's sexy, not that I'm interested in sex, I'll never be. "Yes, sir," I say, liking this new feeling, then a question popped in my head. "You and Logan and Ryan are in a relation, like big people relation?" I ask him, I
The experiment. 47-Home
Logan POV. "Boys," daddy called us, for a minute, I was worried, we didn't dare to have sex near Melody, not even kissing, she refused to sleep in our bed for a full week, she's been asleep in Jame's bed, this gave us the chance to have our big people time but made sir James kind of frustrated with the two of us. "I didn't do anything!" I say, if Ryan did, I'm not going to take another spanking cause of him, daddy wasn't going any easy on us. "I didn't either, it was Melody," Ryan says, I giggled in response, really? Is he's gonna blame the little one on this? "I know you two didn't do anything, I have something to tell you," James answers us, that's good, news is usually good. "What's the news?" I ask excited before Ryan could ruin the moment and get us both in troubles, again. "I decided it's time to go back home," he says, home? Real home? Not the safe place? "What about the research? Everything else?" I ask him, we've put a lot of work into the research, into the notes we t
The experiment. 46-Kiss
Melody POV. I was busy snoozing between my two brothers, they got me to sleep last night, I'm not sure how, but they got me sleeping, they kept petting my head and whispering to me until I started snoring, or at least that's what Loggy says, he says I snore, while daddy says I make the cutest sound while I sleep, they're lucky to have me sleeping next to them. "Stop it," I heard Logan says, but stop what? I'm asleep, stop snoring? I'm not going to stop, I whined but kept my eyes closed, just shifting in the bed, I was stuck between them two. "We can skip to the bathroom and make it a quickie," Ryan says, but I didn't understand that. "She'll hear us!" Logan whines, in a weird voice, squeaking voice. "Not if you keep it quiet," Ryan says in a raspy voice. "You're gonna wake her up," Logan says with a quick giggle, I felt him move next to me, but where is he going, I started to pout, not wanting him to leave the bed yet, I'm still sleeping. "If you stop wiggling she won't wake up
The experiment. 45-Why?
Ryan POV. "Sweetie, you can't go around drawing on walls," I explain to Melody taking her clothes off, Colin and the alpha have left us after the alpha gave the baby our last name, she's ours, officially, a new ID is being made for Melody Lupus, mate to James Lupus, and Ryan&Logan Lupus, little age of two, belongs to Thalia Runulf pack. "Why not?" she asks me, she had a talk with daddy James, she had a talk with Logan, and I guess it's now my turn to explain why she can't draw on the walls, not that she seems to be understanding any of our explanation. "Walls aren't made for drawing, you draw on your paper," I say taking her final garment off, ready to take her toward the bathroom for her night bath. "Why not? Wall white," she explains to me, her papers are white too, but that doesn't mean she could go around drawing on walls. "Yes, but they aren't meant for drawing," I say placing her in the tub, starting to scrub her small body as she wiggles around in the tub, she doesn't enjo
The experiment. 44-Pack.
James POV. "Alpha, is it time to re-introduce her into the pack?" I ask my alpha to have a private chat with her, the boys have told me about her wolf tendencies, the way she's attacking them trying to show off her dominance, her wolf side is back. "We had a memorial for her, the whole pack thinks she's a rogue now," the alpha answers me, I agree on that, but we can't keep her away. "But they'll know about the experiment soon, they know a bit about it now," I say, we tried our best to keep it a secret, but we couldn't push it longer, not for her good. "But if Melody Ranulf makes a comeback, she wasn't happy in her old life, it pushed her into going rogue, my father wants her back or else he's going to disown her," Thalia says, is being disowned by a jerk of a father that bad really? I wouldn't mind being disowned. "What do you suggest to do?" I ask her instead, we could give her a new name, she doesn't belong to the Ranulf family anymore, she's part of my family. "I'm not sure,
The experiment. 43-Troubles.
Melody POV. "Wakey, wakey," I heard Logan annoying me, when did I even fall asleep, I wasn't asleep, I should've stayed awake and wait for Colin to get over to play with me. I began to cry right away, I hate sleeping, I shouldn't be asleep but now I'm crying. "Milly," Colin says, now that I heard his voice, I stopped crying, we get to play now, Logan helped me off the sofa, pulling my dress up! But Ryan said not to let anyone see my bum-bum, I groaned and tried to pull it back down, but he didn't pull it back. "Logan," I say in a scolding voice, not nice! "I'm just checking sweetie," he says, he means my stupid diaper, I don't like it, but they had me dressed in them again, once I was back home, and I hate it. "Nu nice," I scold him, he kissed the top of my head helping me off the sofa to go and play, but I was still mad at him, he's not allowed to sit with me. "Go away," I say pushing him away, but he was still standing in front of me. "Away, away!" I say, again and again, giv
The experiment. 42-Visit.
Logan POV. "Loggy," Melody says, pulling on her socks, trying to get them off, I had to slap her hand off, but the little thing was persistent, she tried again, getting a slap to her bum this time, and she gave me glare at being punished. "No fair," she whines, but I ignored her, as I usually do when she acts up, she's been back for a couple of weeks now, we got to see little Melody, but big her hasn't made an appearance yet. "Keep them on, and I won't give you any more love taps," I say, I'm not allowed to use the word hit you, or beat you, or yell at you, Ryan's advice, a survivor of domestic abuse could never take those words, or so the book he's reading says. "Me want Ray-Ray," she whines, she's dressed in an adorable way today, the dress was more on the baby-ish side, it's long enough to cover her diapered bum, even with big Melody existing now, she's still diaper-dependent. Along with them, she had some high knee socks, and her shoes, her red hair was styled into two french
