Logan POV. Things are going so well, Melody is back to being a happy baby, we're going toward the correct way, we all knew this now, she cuddled with James, and she finally gave him her trust, or at least she's starting to trust him, she allowed him to hold her and even read her stories. We're moving toward real big people food, I wasn't sure why we skipped the baby food that's filled with her medication, instead, we went toward the real food, it's more delicious, I agree with her, but now the medication has to be given in other ways. "You like your food?" I ask her, Ryan cooked the lunch, and I did the dinner, we all sat down to eat dinner with her, she's been eating on her own the whole day, but now, this would go as a family meal. We all had our seats and started to eat, Melody had a small smile when she saw us two sitting down to eat with her, I wasn't sure why she was enjoying this, but it was a good thing that she was enjoying, no matter what the reason is. The day was going
Melody POV. Things are weird, things are confusing, I don't know who am I anymore, I'm hurt, I'm broken, I'm sick, I'm darkness walking on two legs, but then they came, before them, before this, all I knew was me being a wolf, I was a wolf. Let me explain what being rogue feels like, anger, anger, pure rage, I was angry at the world, at first I knew who I was angry at, I tried to remember names, there's more than one name, I loved those names, I wanted to remember them, keep them in my head, to go back to being me. But then the names started to fade from my head, I couldn't remember the name of the people I'm supposed to remember, there are people I care about, there's one I love and want, but then they disappeared, Love, a very distant feeling. What came next was the rage, you think you knew anger before, you might be angry when someone cut's you off, when someone cheats on you, when your parents don't love you, you might hate people then, but that's nothing, it's a dote in the s
Melody POV. The thing that breaks you the most is the thing that should have built you up, it's the people who were supposed to love you, they hurt the worse, their injuries hit so low, that there's no coming up afterwards, you stay down, you can't pull your head out from the sand no matter what, you end up being broken, from the inside and the outside. I know my family didn't love me, I don't remember their names, but I remember their faces, a man and a woman, yelling at me, I remember them hitting me, I remember them being anything but the thing I needed, they were my worse enemies, far away from the loving parents I needed while growing up. I don't think I'm that old, I don't believe that I'm such a big girl, I haven't lived for long with them, how things ended, why I left them, I can't remember, I don't know. Then the three men, one with dark hair and dark eyes, reminds me of my old parents, the one that has hurt me so much, the ones I hate with all my body and soul, I wish the
Melody POV. "Good morning baby," the one with hazel eyes came in to wake me up in the morning, I liked the other guy more, he picked me up from the small trap they have me sleeping in, it was like a small cage, but they only put me there at night, when I wake up, they always pick me up. I wanted to talk, I tried to do so late at night, when they weren't near me, I managed to make some sounds and noises, I wasn't sure if the noises were enough to become words, but I was ready to talk, maybe yell for more chocolate milk. "Are you ready for the day?" he asks me again, they're doing new things, more kisses, more hugs, more touches, I knew none of them was inappropriate, they only touche her to change and dress her, and they don't look they know she's a baby, and they treat her that way. She nods her head yes, she was ready to take over the world, as far as she could still be a baby, the whole time while taking over the world. "Want to see your hair?" he asks me, he asks the same every
Melody POV. "Puppy come here," daddy calls me, but I ignored him, watching my cartoon, enjoying the show, it's a cartoon, I never had the chance to watch a cartoon, and they allow me to watch cartoons every day, for a certain amount of time, not the whole day, although I prefer to watch the tv the whole day. "Pup, screen time is over," he calls again in a firmer voice, turning my show off, what a meanie, I turned to him with a big pout on my face, not fair. "Don't give me that look, why don't you try and come over here?" he orders me again, I look at him funny, he knows I can't move, true I've managed to move my feet again, but that doesn't mean I know how to walk yet, he can't push me into walking, I want to stay a baby. I shook my head no, refusing to move. "Baby, come on, be a good girl and come over here," he begs with me but I shook my head no yet again, he tried to bribe me similar to Ryan, but I know that Ryan and Logan would give me my chocolate milk whenever I do the eyes
James POV. "She's crawling alpha," I say so proud and happy, she did it, but I felt so proud of myself, the tapes and the talking, the spending time with me, with the boys, it all got her to finally give in, she likes being a baby and we want her to be one. "Crawling, that's good," the alpha answers me, she was smiling again, I knew I'm doing well when I got my grumpy alpha to smile. "How's Colin doing alpha?" I asked her about her own little, he's up for his monthly check-up and immortality shot soon, it's usually us who take care of him, but I'm not sure if I can take a day off away from my family, and to take care of him. "He's doing well, thank you for asking, we might have to pull you away for a couple of hours, could you manage?" she asks me, I was thinking the same. "I guess they could manage a couple of hours without me," I answer her, she's only crawling, a couple of steps here and there, those aren't much to cause any troubles, and with the both of them there, they coul
Logan POV. "Can we sit outside? Pleaaaaaassseeeeeeeeeee...." I whine over my sir's head, I want to go out with the little girl, show her the outside. "I don't think you should go out when I'm not home," James answers me, he's going to go and check on the alpha's baby boy Colin, but Melody is doing such big progress, she's been looking out for the window, she wants to go out, she's crawling toward the windows and pointing at them. "Please, promise, I'll keep an eye on her, I'll keep her close, we'll just be there for an hour," I beg him, I wanted to go out there with her without him being home, if he's here he'll put limits to every move she makes. "Ryan, go out with them, keep an eye on them, and if Logan does anything, spank him," Sir says, but that wasn't fair, whenever he allows Ryan to dom me, I usually end up with a red bum. "He can't spank me in front of Melody, no matter how fun that is!" I demand, refusing to be diminished in front of my little, what would she think of me
James POV. I left the house early, leaving my two boys in charge, hopefully, the day would pass quickly, the drive from our home, the one that's in the middle of nowhere in alpha Thalia's territory off to alpha Thalia's home, we're not going to meet in the company, I'm avoiding that place, although it's filled with people I know, I wanted to stay in my happy space where it's just me and my small family. The drive was a long one, it took me a couple of hours to get there, but I did it, when I got there, I expected to be met by one of the alpha's maids, instead, it was Peter, her number one bodyguard, and one of my patients. "Hello, Peter, how are you doing?" I say with a smile, it's too late to stop the experiment now, all we can talk about is him his health and his little's health. "I'm okay, but Lillie needs a check-up," he says, now Lillie is the one who hates me the most, she's my worse patient. "That's fine, is she here?" I say, suddenly I regret not having Logan here with me
James POV. "What about all your notes?" Alpha Thalia asks me, we're having a final meeting, I wasn't paying her much attention, my eyes keep on going to Melody, Colin, and Lillie playing in the room behind us, I know they are all friends and just playing but I had to check. "James, they are fine, I can get Peter to babysit," alpha Thalia says, I wouldn't mind a babysitter, Peter knows Melody and she doesn't mind him. "Yes, please," I say, seeing her get the phone and send Peter a msg. "Now back to the notes?" she asks me again, the notes she's talking about are the notes I wrote about Melody, all the ones we've sent her, the ones that are supposed to be part of my study on how to heal rogues, that would put us in the book of history, but was it worth it? "Put them in your safe, I'm not ready to share anything, they are all too personal, I don't want to put Melody up in the spotlight," I say, I don't care about being famous, I don't need any of that, all I need is Melody. "Are yo
Melody POV. "Where are Logan and Ryan?" I ask later that day, I'm still feeling big, I didn't feel young again, I miss when I'm younger. "Logan is on a shopping spree, he's buying you every item you might need in the next ten years," he says, making me blush, they do care, they really do? "And Ryan?" I ask him, playing with my fingers, looking down at my lap, while he cooks us dinner."Ryan went along, they went home ahead of us," he explains, but what home? "Home?" I ask him confused, looking up at him. "Yes, sweetie, our home, I explained to you how you ended up here with us, now it's time to get back to our lives, with you along of course," he says assuring me that I'm going to stay part of their life. "What we'll I do there? Would you stay with me?" I ask him, I was an experiment, but they got a life of their own, one without me, one before me. "We got our jobs to get back to, you'll be coming along of course," he says. "What's your job?" I ask him, I never knew what their
Melody POV. I woke up alone in daddy's bed, I yawned and sat up, where is he? Where are my brothers? Not here, are they all giving each other big people kisses? Yuk, I don't like sex, I don't think I ever like it, not even when I was big. "James?" I call out loud, going to look for him, didn't he say he wants to have a chat with big me? I'm feeling big, where is he? "Yes? Miss Melody? Is there a problem?" he answers me, I felt a blush going down my face, he was mad, but I didn't want to call him daddy, not while feeling big, I'm a big girl. "I'm a big girl," I say, my speech feeling easier now that I'm in my big space. "If you're feeling big, then you can call me Sir, or keep on saying daddy," he says in a dominant voice, sending shivers through my body, damn that's sexy, not that I'm interested in sex, I'll never be. "Yes, sir," I say, liking this new feeling, then a question popped in my head. "You and Logan and Ryan are in a relation, like big people relation?" I ask him, I
Logan POV. "Boys," daddy called us, for a minute, I was worried, we didn't dare to have sex near Melody, not even kissing, she refused to sleep in our bed for a full week, she's been asleep in Jame's bed, this gave us the chance to have our big people time but made sir James kind of frustrated with the two of us. "I didn't do anything!" I say, if Ryan did, I'm not going to take another spanking cause of him, daddy wasn't going any easy on us. "I didn't either, it was Melody," Ryan says, I giggled in response, really? Is he's gonna blame the little one on this? "I know you two didn't do anything, I have something to tell you," James answers us, that's good, news is usually good. "What's the news?" I ask excited before Ryan could ruin the moment and get us both in troubles, again. "I decided it's time to go back home," he says, home? Real home? Not the safe place? "What about the research? Everything else?" I ask him, we've put a lot of work into the research, into the notes we t
Melody POV. I was busy snoozing between my two brothers, they got me to sleep last night, I'm not sure how, but they got me sleeping, they kept petting my head and whispering to me until I started snoring, or at least that's what Loggy says, he says I snore, while daddy says I make the cutest sound while I sleep, they're lucky to have me sleeping next to them. "Stop it," I heard Logan says, but stop what? I'm asleep, stop snoring? I'm not going to stop, I whined but kept my eyes closed, just shifting in the bed, I was stuck between them two. "We can skip to the bathroom and make it a quickie," Ryan says, but I didn't understand that. "She'll hear us!" Logan whines, in a weird voice, squeaking voice. "Not if you keep it quiet," Ryan says in a raspy voice. "You're gonna wake her up," Logan says with a quick giggle, I felt him move next to me, but where is he going, I started to pout, not wanting him to leave the bed yet, I'm still sleeping. "If you stop wiggling she won't wake up
Ryan POV. "Sweetie, you can't go around drawing on walls," I explain to Melody taking her clothes off, Colin and the alpha have left us after the alpha gave the baby our last name, she's ours, officially, a new ID is being made for Melody Lupus, mate to James Lupus, and Ryan&Logan Lupus, little age of two, belongs to Thalia Runulf pack. "Why not?" she asks me, she had a talk with daddy James, she had a talk with Logan, and I guess it's now my turn to explain why she can't draw on the walls, not that she seems to be understanding any of our explanation. "Walls aren't made for drawing, you draw on your paper," I say taking her final garment off, ready to take her toward the bathroom for her night bath. "Why not? Wall white," she explains to me, her papers are white too, but that doesn't mean she could go around drawing on walls. "Yes, but they aren't meant for drawing," I say placing her in the tub, starting to scrub her small body as she wiggles around in the tub, she doesn't enjo
James POV. "Alpha, is it time to re-introduce her into the pack?" I ask my alpha to have a private chat with her, the boys have told me about her wolf tendencies, the way she's attacking them trying to show off her dominance, her wolf side is back. "We had a memorial for her, the whole pack thinks she's a rogue now," the alpha answers me, I agree on that, but we can't keep her away. "But they'll know about the experiment soon, they know a bit about it now," I say, we tried our best to keep it a secret, but we couldn't push it longer, not for her good. "But if Melody Ranulf makes a comeback, she wasn't happy in her old life, it pushed her into going rogue, my father wants her back or else he's going to disown her," Thalia says, is being disowned by a jerk of a father that bad really? I wouldn't mind being disowned. "What do you suggest to do?" I ask her instead, we could give her a new name, she doesn't belong to the Ranulf family anymore, she's part of my family. "I'm not sure,
Melody POV. "Wakey, wakey," I heard Logan annoying me, when did I even fall asleep, I wasn't asleep, I should've stayed awake and wait for Colin to get over to play with me. I began to cry right away, I hate sleeping, I shouldn't be asleep but now I'm crying. "Milly," Colin says, now that I heard his voice, I stopped crying, we get to play now, Logan helped me off the sofa, pulling my dress up! But Ryan said not to let anyone see my bum-bum, I groaned and tried to pull it back down, but he didn't pull it back. "Logan," I say in a scolding voice, not nice! "I'm just checking sweetie," he says, he means my stupid diaper, I don't like it, but they had me dressed in them again, once I was back home, and I hate it. "Nu nice," I scold him, he kissed the top of my head helping me off the sofa to go and play, but I was still mad at him, he's not allowed to sit with me. "Go away," I say pushing him away, but he was still standing in front of me. "Away, away!" I say, again and again, giv
Logan POV. "Loggy," Melody says, pulling on her socks, trying to get them off, I had to slap her hand off, but the little thing was persistent, she tried again, getting a slap to her bum this time, and she gave me glare at being punished. "No fair," she whines, but I ignored her, as I usually do when she acts up, she's been back for a couple of weeks now, we got to see little Melody, but big her hasn't made an appearance yet. "Keep them on, and I won't give you any more love taps," I say, I'm not allowed to use the word hit you, or beat you, or yell at you, Ryan's advice, a survivor of domestic abuse could never take those words, or so the book he's reading says. "Me want Ray-Ray," she whines, she's dressed in an adorable way today, the dress was more on the baby-ish side, it's long enough to cover her diapered bum, even with big Melody existing now, she's still diaper-dependent. Along with them, she had some high knee socks, and her shoes, her red hair was styled into two french