“I-i t-think I should go” I blurted after a few moments of staring at a quiet Draco. He nearly got hurt because of me. Maybe I just wasn't caught up for this motherhood shit. I stared back at the tiny knife in my hand, the same one I used to kill my own father.
I felt horrible. I didn't pay more attention. I could've easily hurt my baby!
“Cameron I'm l-leaving, t-thanks for tonight and-”
“-Go to your room tonight, we'll talk tomorrow” Cameron interupted making me freeze in my steps. Why would he want to harbour me in his home despite what I just did?
“What?” I questioned thinking I heard him wrong.
“Do you want to get caught by that bastard again? Just go to your room and we'll talk tomorrow, right now I'm not in the mood!”
“But-”
“-Fuck it Beauty, just go to bed. Don't make me say s
“What do you mean I'm selfish?” I asked immediately. I never thought of myself as selfish all through my years of adulthood. I always tried to be there for those who needed my help but.. I guess I wasn't really there for Draco. Yes, I thought of him in my plans but maybe it just wasn't enough.“Well.. you tend to put yourself first before others” Said Cameron making me shrug. What did he expect for me to put other people's feelings above mine, Is that it? Where's the self love in his thoughts?“What do you expect me to do? Consider other people before myself? That's not fair”He sighed, “All I'm saying is to pay a little more attention- Nevermind, go downstairs to eat, the food will soon get cold. Draco is downstairs, I already fed him. He's asleep again, so you have twenty minutes to relax. After twenty minutes, he'll wake up and want to go outside. Don't let him, it's too cold out and it's not good
After an hour of playing with Draco, I decided he was hungry and needed to be breastfed. So I pulled out my top and was about to remove my bra when a voice nearly threw me to the floor.“You can't breastfeed him”“Arghh!” I shrieked and jumped but when I turned around to see the evil ghost that scared me.. it was Cameron. I sighed and tried to relax my pounding heart. How come I didn't see hear him walk down the stairs? I sighed one more time before asking, “Why the hell can't I breastfeed Draco? He's my son”“Our son isn't human. If you breastfeed him, he'll grow too strong. He's already really big right now, in two years, if breastfed, will have the mentality of a twelve year old. That's growing too fast, it won't be fair on him”I sighed and put my top back on. I forgot my son wasn't human.“So what is Draco then? I'm a witch from Crescent moon you're a what? From the seven
“My little Dragon.. do you know where your father keep all of his secrets? Why did he look so down today?” I asked Draco who stared confusedly at me while I sneaked into Cameron's room. I carefully searched through the drawers but there was nothing that stood out or anything.. I sighed and thought about the words Cameron said yesterday and today.Yesterday, he was mad at me because I held a knife close to Draco. He had the right to be mad, it was my mistake and Today.. he said I was selfish and should pay more attention..I sighed.Pay attention.. Did he mean I should stay closer to him?Does that mean he was lonely and needed someone to pay more attention to him? I sighed again, more deeply.Wasn't that the reason he wanted to hug me earlier? Could it be because.. he was going through a hard time and needed me to pay him more attenti
It was just 10pm but nothing unusual happened till I finished my shift. I received my pay and strolled to Cameron's. On the way, I called Alexa and Kelly explaining exactly what happened. They weren't exactly pleased with me but-When I reached Cameron's, I knocked carefully on the door just in case Draco was asleep. I didn't want to scare my little dragon.After a few moments, the door opened revealing Cameron's excited face. It seems.“Uh-hi, come in”I nodded and walked inside quickly. It was really cold outside after all.“Grab an extra coat next time, you leave for work” Cameron said while closing the door and locking it. I nodded and he grabbed my hand, leading me to the kitchen.“I made rice and pork for dinner” Said Cameron while putting a full plate in the microwave to warm. After about five minutes, it was warm enough to be eaten. So I dug in and ate to my
“Cameron.. don't stay up too late. I'm going to bed, I can't be tired when Draco wakes up”However, Cameron snatched my hand before I could leave.“Cameron-”“-Is Draco all you want? What about me?!”I froze but regained myself quickly, why did he sound as though he was jealous.. of our own son?! Wait.. was he drunk? Could a god get drunk? Wait what was I thinking? Of course Cameron could get drunk, wasn't that how I got pregnant? Even though I don't remember any of the action.I snatched my hand from Cameron's and sighed deeply, “Cameron- stop being whiny, I advised you to use some medicine but you wouldn't listen now you're drunk and spewing garbage. Sleep on the couch tonight, I don't want Draco to smell your gross breath!” Without waiting for a response I ran straight to my room.***It was as early as 4am, when I hea
In a split moment, I was in a different place- The sight wasn't pretty, in fact, it was the exact opposite of pretty. Huge trees, shrubs, weeds, thorns, leaves, grasses and flowers scattered all over the place.“Cameron” I said in a bored, disappointed tone. I was expecting him to take us to a very beautiful place with a nice view but Instead he took us to a lonely gross place that was probably haunted with ghosts like him- well, he was a god.. but not much different from a ghost. Okay, he was very different from a ghost.“I think we should go back home, it's not safe for Draco to stay home, alone” I said seriously, one reason being because I didn't like this place. Asides from being ugly, it gave me the creeps. The other reason being.. Draco. What if he needed something? What if some evil people barge into our place. What if-“He's not alone, I can
After a few hours of doing a lot of work, I was exhausted and couldn't keep going especially with the cold that rocked my body despite that I had Cameron's coat wrapped tightly around my body.“Cameron,” I sighed deeply, “I cannot keep doing this I'm really exhausted, take me back” I said seriously.Surprisingly, Cameron agreed, “Sure it's nearly Draco's feeding time anyway”My eyes widened. He was going to make me do everything for Draco there was no difference in staying here and going home. I was going to work either way. That bastard!Snap-I was back home with the warm familiar atmosphere welcoming me. I sighed. That dark demon sneakily sent me here without any warning. I sighed and took the warm coat off. At this, here wasn't cold.How was Cameron able to cope? H
“Boss I am really sorry for dropping in late I was-”“-That's a first so I'll let you off today, anymore slacking and you're fired” My boss said dryly. My eyes widened, wasn't that what he said the last time? H-how could he still want to keep me despite my slacking off.“Bella” Boss said, snapping me out of my hopeful thoughts. “Yes?” I answered quickly.“Do you want to get fired?”I shook my head quickly and went back to work. Mixing drinks and serving them along with entertaining and flirting with higher ups guests as I served them.Once in a while, a few of them would want to speak to me, though most of them said things in relation to me dating them or even having a one night stand with them. I turned them down, but with humour and friendliness so they didn't feel offended and decide not to visit our bar anym