chapter 6

Time passed quickly. It has been a few months since I started living in Robert's mansion. The treatment from my in-laws is fine. I can feel that they accept me. Mommy Maine is very kind, and I often spend time with her in the mansion's garden when I don't have school. I help her take care of her plant collections since she loves gardening.

 

Daddy Leo, on the other hand, locks himself in his study room most of the time. As for my husband, Robert, it has been a month since he last came home. Ever since that confrontation in our room, I haven't seen him. Mommy Maine said he's been incredibly busy with work or sometimes sleeps or stays at his condo. I'm actually relieved that I don't have to see Robert because I'm afraid of him.

 

Jess and Arnold are always with me at school. Although we have different courses, it doesn't hinder our bond as friends.

 

I haven't returned to our house since my confrontation with Mommy. I also haven't communicated with them. The last I heard, Ate Alice has left for New York. I'm still upset with them. I feel like I have no value in their eyes. Perhaps I need to focus on my studies to build a life for myself.

 

I need to concentrate on my education so I can support myself. One morning, we were in Mommy Maine's garden. "Jane, in the next few days, Daddy Leo and I are going to Hawaii. If possible, we want to take you with us for a vacation. But I know you have school, so maybe you can join us during your break," Mommy Maine said.

 

"Really, Mommy? Wow, Hawaii is beautiful. But I have school, and it would be awkward for me to join your bonding with Daddy Leo," I hesitantly replied.

 

Mommy Maine smiled and responded, "My dear, how many times do I have to tell you not to be shy with us? You're already like our child, so forget about feeling shy." I smiled at Mommy, thanking her for accepting me and making me feel valuable.

 

A few days later, Mommy Maine and Daddy Leo left for Hawaii. I'm not sure how many days they'll be gone since they might travel to other countries for some unwinding. I was left in the mansion with the maids, and I was comfortable being alone since Robert still hasn't come home.

 

It's fine by me that he hasn't come home because I know he doesn't accept me as his wife. He hates me.

I felt a mix of shock and confusion as Robert entered my room. As always, he looked incredibly handsome. He must have come home earlier because he's already in casual clothes. I didn't notice him coming into the mansion since I rarely leave my room when I'm here.

 

"Hello there. Miss me?" Robert greeted me with a smile.

 

"R-Robert, um, what I mean is, I didn't expect to see you here. Mommy and Daddy Leo are in Hawaii," I stuttered in my response.

 

"I know, dear," he stared at me and smiled. "It seems like my beautiful wife has blossomed, huh?" he said, moving closer to me, touching my face gently.

 

I was taken aback by his words. It felt like thousands of electric currents ran through my body as he brushed his lips against mine. I was caught off guard and didn't know how to react.

 

I felt his tongue exploring my mouth, and his hand crept inside my blouse, fondling my breast. I tried to resist, but Robert was stronger than me. He didn't pay attention to my struggles and continued with what he was doing. Then, I felt his hand go lower, trying to remove my pajamas.

 

I realized that only my panties were left. He stared deeply into my eyes, filled with desire, and said, "I'm going to claim you over and over tonight. It's been a while since I've been home, so this is my opportunity," he whispered.

 

My whole body tingled with anticipation and fear. I tried to resist, but Robert was much stronger than me. He didn't pay attention to my struggles and continued what he was doing. Eventually, he succeeded in removing my pajamas.

 

I was left with only my panties. He looked at my exposed womanhood and smiled.

 

"Wow, beautiful. I never expected you to be so gorgeous," he said, before proceeding to indulge in me. He sucked and licked me, driving me to the edge of ecstasy.

 

The pleasure was overwhelming. I felt like I was being transported to another dimension. Robert's hand explored the contours of my body, and I couldn't decide where to focus my attention because every touch sent bolts of pleasure through me.

 

"Ah Robert, that's enough. I'm already feeling aroused. I'm getting flustered," I said anxiously.

 

"Just let it out. Let me taste you first, Jane. You're really delicious," he said, while his lips touched my nether region.

 

"Ahhhhhhhhh, here it comes, Robert. Ughhhhhh, ummmmmhhh," I moaned loudly, almost trembling as something came out of me.

 

"Tsup.. Tsup. Tsup," I heard Robert sucking the juices that came out. I felt a sense of shame because of what he did.

 

"Your so yummy, Jane," he said as he positioned himself on top of me.

 

I felt embarrassed looking at him. He had a serious expression, staring at me intently. After a while, he kissed me again, and I eagerly responded.

 

I learned the ways of his kisses. I thought, whatever, I'll admit I also enjoy what Robert does. There's nothing wrong with surrendering when we're married. It's probably normal for us to do this.

 

Then, he moved away from me. I realized he was taking off his clothes. He looked at my naked body, and I swallowed hard upon seeing his physique. His abs were visible, a clear sign that he took care of himself at the gym. When he removed his underwear, I was shocked by the size and length of his manhood. It stood erect, seemingly pulsating.

 

"It's quite big. Wait, can I handle that?" I whispered to myself, feeling a hint of fear.

 

He flashed a smirk at me while staring, saying, "It will take you to heaven, Jane. Trust me." Then, he mounted me again. He kissed me on the lips passionately while his hand fondled my breasts, squeezing them gently.

 

His other hand caressed my body and then reached my nether region. He tried to insert a finger into my opening, but eventually removed it.

 

I was overwhelmed by his actions. I felt a tingling sensation at my entrance. It was hard and long.

 

After a while, he lifted my legs and guided me. I followed his lead. After all, I also wanted this. Why should I resist? I love Robert, and we're married. It's probably normal for us to do this.

 

"Ready for me, Jane?" Robert said as he positioned himself and started moving. I couldn't help but scream at what he was doing. It felt like he was splitting my whole body apart. It was excruciatingly painful. I almost froze from the intensity. Gabriel suddenly stopped and stared at me. He looked puzzled, questioning me with his eyes.

 

"How?" he asked. "You're a virgin? Didn't something happen between us? How are you still a virgin?" he asked, looking down at me. I couldn't respond and tightly closed my eyes. I felt him wipe away the tears from the corners of my eyes.

 

I hadn't realized that tears had welled up due to the pain. I felt Robert's gentle touch on my cheek. He leaned forward, pressing his lips against my forehead. "I'm sorry, but I have to continue what I started. I know you're struggling, but the pain will soon disappear. Trust me, sweetheart," he whispered softly. I heard his gentle words, feeling a soothing warmth in his voice. He called me "sweetheart," which felt like a caress to my heart. It was the first time he called me that.

 

I kissed Robert again, reciprocating his desire. I hugged him tightly. He continued thrusting with relentless vigor, and I couldn't help but moan in pleasure. I felt like I was being transported to a realm of ecstasy.

 

"Aggghhhh, Robert...," I moaned, not knowing where to hold on to. I clung to his shoulders, trembling with each thrust. I couldn't believe there could be something more pleasurable than what we had done before.

 

I let out screams of pleasure, my voice unrecognizable even to myself. Soon, Robert stopped abruptly. He stared at me in surprise. I smiled to show him I was okay. After a while, I felt him moving inside me once again. I was in awe of what he was doing as I felt the pain disappear, replaced by a mysterious sensation of pleasure.

 

"Yes, sweetheart, just like that. You feel so good. You're so tight," Robert whispered as he kissed my lips.

 

I moaned and gasped, feeling overwhelmed by the indescribable pleasure that coursed through my body. I was on the brink of losing myself in the moment. Pleasure consumed every inch of me.

 

Robert's motions became more intense, almost driving me to the edge. I could hardly contain my moans of pleasure. I could hear his low swearing in the background.

 

"Shit, sweetheart, yeahhhhh, you feel so good... ohhhh," he groaned, lost in the pleasure as well.