Bella's POV
As I opened my eyes, all I saw was darkness. Nothing but darkness. I was not even able to see myself. "HELP. SOMEBODY HELP ME PLEASE!!!" I screamed in the hopes of someone hearing and coming to help me. But I saw and heard no one. I started to get scared."Please help me." I started to sob. I try to grab onto something, but nothing was there. I drop to my knees. There was no one to help me. Is this what hell feels like? Why am I even hell? If this is not hell, then where am I?I start to sob again. This is bad. I have to get out of here. Just then, in the corner of my eyes I saw something. As I took a closer look, it was a small dot of light. I began to have hope. I followed the light. As I got closer, the dot became bigger. Soon the ray of light engulfed me. I closed my eyes due to the brightness. I felt as if I was being pulled into something.When I opened my eyes, the scene was beautiful. It was a forest. It was filled withBella's POVWhat I saw made me have tears in my eyes. I cannot believe what I am seeing. He loves me? How? Why? I am just a mere human. Tears continue to drop. They were not tears of fears or sadness, they were tears that showed how happy I am."I told you that man loves you unconditionally. Trust him my dear. That man is broken. And only you can fix him, not anyone else but you. Don't give up on him cupcake." My mum said as she caressed my cheeks. I don't know what to say. I have never felt this overwhelmed in my life. He is not a monster. He was anything but a monster. He looked so vulnerable. Because of me. In fear he might lose me. "Mum I trust him now. I will fix him mummy. I promise you." I promised my mum. She had a full blown smile. It has been so long since I saw her this happy, that without realising I had a smile on my face too."I know you can. You are capable of anything. You will be a great Luna for the pack." my mum said."I
Xavier's POV"Don't leave." As she said this, she closed her eyes. My heart dropped. She asked me to stay. I started grinning like a mad man. " DOCTOR COMES HERE. BELLA IS AWAKE." I shouted at the doctor. I did not want to leave Bella, especially when she had requested not to leave.The doctor came running in. "She just woke up and talked and fell asleep again." I told him. He nodded his head at me. "If you don't mind, can you step aside so that I could check her." the doctor had asked me.I growled at him. "NO! Bella had told me to not to leave. I will not leave." I spat at the doctor. No way am I leaving Bella when asked me not to.The doctor just nodded his head and went to the other side. He started examining her. "She is all good now. She will be waking in about 15-20 minutes. When she wakes up, she will have a dry throat. just give her the medicine that will be brought in a few minutes. Once she has taken her medication, I will be coming in
Bella's POVAfter taking medicine, he sat down at the chair that was beside the bed. It was starting to get awkward due to the thick silence. I started to fiddle with my fingers. I did not know what to say nor what was going on in his mind.As I lifted up my eyes to look at his face, I frowned. His face features had turned into sadness. I did not understand the change in mood. He was grinning like a small kid just minutes ago.I did not dare to break the silence. Lucky for me he was the first one to break the silence. But I wished he did not. Because I was dreading the question."Why?" he asked in a small voice. I did not need him to finish the question. I knew the time would come when he would ask that question. But was I ready for that question? No. But I had to be. I owe him.Before I could open my mouth to answer, "Do you hate me that much that you felt like you would rather die than to give me a chance?" he asked as I can l
Bella's POV " I want to give us a chance."Once I had said this, all the sounds in the room had died. He had stopped laughing. He turned the other side, hence I did not know his expression. I wonder if I had said the wrong thing. Slowly and cautiously he turned his face around. He had an expression that I was not able to read. His eyes were open wide. I realised that he was shocked. But I did not know if it was good or bad."Tell that again." He asked me. "You heard me," I said as I started to fiddle with my fingers. Why is he asking me to repeat again?" I know. I want to hear it again." he said, still in a daze. I was wondering why he was asking me to say again but nonetheless I said it again."I want to give us a chance." I repeated again. His shocked face turned into a grin. I was able to see all his white shining teeth."I wasn't dreaming. You really said it. You want to give us a chance, give me a c
Bella's POVAfter some time, Xavier came back once he had talked to the doctor. He gave me a smile as he walked in. "So the doctor said that you are all good to go, but you have to take your medicines," he said while giving me a stern look at the last sentence.I just sheepishly smiled at him. " Here change into this and we will be good to go." he said as he gave me a big shirt and shorts. I gave him a who's-is-it questioning look. He chuckled. "Its my smallest shirt I could find. And that is my boxers." he said as he smirked at the last part.I blushed as he said that it was his boxers. "oh ok. Thank you." I said as I could find another blush coming up its way again. I thought of going to the bathroom to change when I realised there was none. Sensing this, "Right, there is no place for you to change. How about I turn the other side and you change?" He suggested.I was shy at first. "Don't worry I won't see. Even th
Bella's POV"Wi-will I ev-ever be able to g-go b-back?" I asked and I stuttered.As I asked that question, his eyes changed into pitch black. I gasped as I saw the colour change in his eyes. It was like the previous times. They were black yet had sparks of blue in them.But now they were completely pitch black. "NO! You are never leaving me. Never. You're mine. Forever." he told me in a cold voice that I failed to recognise. I started to get scared. "But," I started but got interrupted. "No buts. You are not leaving. That's final." he said and stood up and left the room.On the other hand I was trying to comprehend what was happening. He did not let me finish. I just wanted to finish my university. I wanted to see my friends. The only family that I am left with.But I was not allowed. It upset me. My mother's words came into my mind. "That man is broken. And only you can fix him, not anyone else but you.
Bella's POVAfter nodding my head at him, my stomach grumbled. It has been VERY long since I ate. I think he might have heard as he chuckled."Well someone's hungry I guess." he said as he had a smirk on his face. I just blushed and nodded my head at him. "Well let's go and eat shall we?" he asked and nodded my head eagerly at him. He just laughed at me. He placed his hand at my back and guided me towards the door.The hallway was quite dark. Not wanting to get lost, I moved closer to Xavier. Seeing this, he grabbed my hands and intertwined our fingers. When he did this he looked at our hands expecting me to push them away.But I did not. I have to give us a chance as I promised him and I have to take the baby steps. I just hope he has enough patience. Seeing that I was not going to push away, he looked at my face and grinned at me like a boy who just got his candy, and squeezed my hands as if he was telling that he was happy.I jus
Bella's POVAs he continued to feed me, I started to think. My life has changed 180 degrees. I have to stay here forever. Even though I am happy with it, I am still feeling sad.All my life I have worked hard to get that one degree, and work. I have made so many sacrifices. I never get to enjoy my life like other teenagers. I worked extremely hard. I had rejected every time my friends asked me to loosen up a bit. I studied day and night while working at the café. Paying for my University and getting a living on my own.Just when I had the taste of freedom, I got pulled back again. Even though I am happy to be with a man like Xavier, this is something I have worked all my life.My dreams, aspiration and aim, Everything is being shattered. And my friends, Alec and Avery, they must be worried sick about me. I miss them so much.I did not realise someone was calling until I felt like someone was shaking me. I snapped my h
Bella's POV It has been Almost a month since I was kidnapped. I have healed and there were only marks left which are fading too. Xavier has been very protective since then. Not that I am complaining.Currently we are in the backyard as the entire pack is watching a movie together. I thought it would be a great idea for all of us to spend some time together. Hence I planned this bonding time.Currently I am wrapped around Xavier's arm while watching Avengers civil war. To my side was Avery wrapped around in Noah's arms while in left was Alec and James. The pack was in front of us with either their mate beside or their pups. I sighed in content as I saw this. It was heartwarming to know everyone is happy.I snuggled into Xavier's arms more as he hugged me tightly and he nuzzled his nose in my neck. I will never get used to this I guess."What are you thinking about.?" he whispered to me. I looked up at him and smiled. "Nothing." I said as I
Xavier's POVI was pacing outside the infirmary for 45 minutes. The doctors are still in there treating my mate. I hope she is fine. Damien has yet to calm down yet.He is still on edge. He wouldn't rest till we know that Bella is fine. Me neither. I need to know my Bella is fine. She has to be fine.The doctor came out and immediately I rushed to her. "How is my mate? Is she ok? Will she be ok?" I bombarded her with questions."Alpha calm down. The Luna is fine." she said. That is when I released the breath that I was keeping. "she is fine. She was through so much pain that was impossible to endure since she is human.That is why she passed out. She is taking a rest now. She does have fractured ribs which will heal soon. She also has injuries in her stomach like cuts and she was stabbed once. Hence she had lost blood.But now she is fine as we have done blood transfusion. She won't be able to walk for a week or two. She has to be well taken
Bella's POVI jolted awake as cold freezing water poured on me. I shuddered at the coldness. I wince at the coldness coming in contact with my injuries.It has been almost a day since he start to torture me. He had whipped me, cut me in my stomach and also punched me. My entire body is in pain. He went hours with the torture, until I couldn't bare it no more, I passed out until this monster in front of me woke me.I am unable to endure it any more. My entire body has cuts and whips slashes. Tears would not stop flowing. As he stares at me, he looks at me like I am his masterpiece. I am crying in pain that he inflicted on me. He just laughed at me. He takes a sharp knife and cuts across my stomach at the same place he had a few hours ago. I scream at agony. He just smiles at me as if it was normal. He takes the knife and lightly grazes it over the skin in my cheeks as my tears fall free. I am enduring all this pain in hopes that Xa
Bella's POV It has been 2 days since I was kidnapped. No one was yet to walk in from the door. I was just sitting here tied up. My whole body is numbed considering how long I have sat here.I was tired and weak. I have lost some blood due to the cut. They also starved me. I was not given water or food which makes me even weaker.I am trying to stay strong. I have hoped that Xavier would find me and save me. I just wish he would save me in time.Suddenly a loud bam sound was heard. That was when I realised it was the door. I heard heavy footsteps. They were slow. It was like the person was trying to build tension in the room.Soon I saw a man in front of me. The sight made me gasp. He was tall, probably 6'1 feet with dark black hair. He had a big slash mark on his face that went from his eyebrow to his chin.He wore ripped jeans and a black t-shirt. He looked bulky and his aura sent shivers down my spine. He looks rea
Xavier's POVI had just reached home. As I entered the house, everyone either scurried away or bow their head at me in fear. Everyone knows the monster has awakened.Growls left my lips as I sped my way up to mine and Bella's room. As I enter the room her scent feels up my nostrils calming me up a bit.But as I took in the sight in front of me, I started to growl. It was as if there was a struggle. Things were messed up. I start to see red. I couldn't think straight. Suddenly I caught a smell. Blood. I followed it. It led to a painting. It was a painting of my wolf in a night background with a full moon. But what I saw made me feel rage. There was a line of red blood. It was Bella's blood.That was what it took me to lose control of. I let out a thunderous roar which made the entire building shake.I couldn't control anything anymore. I shifted into my wolf as I left the house and went to the forest. I ra
Bella's POVIt has been 2 days since Xavier had been to his London. He will be arriving tomorrow or the day after. I cannot wait to see him again.To tell the truth, I have missed him a lot. His caring words, his smile and his incredibly beautiful eyes. I missed them all.Currently I was in mine and Xavier's room, painting with the canvas, painting and paint brush that I found in the old storage beside the garden.I was painting Xavier's midnight black wolf with a night background and a full on the top. It was so beautiful. I painted this with my imagination and it came out awesome.Once I was done, I was doing the last few amendments when I suddenly heard a squeaky sound followed by a cold breeze. I turn around to see the window opened. That was weird. I remember closing the window. Without thinking much of it, I went to close it again.After taking a glance, I closed the window and turned back. Soon there was a black gloved hand co
Bella's POV"That's me, love." Xavier said. to say I was shocked will be an understatement. I cannot believe my ears.I saw a tear drop from his eyes. "Xav, what happen?" I asked as I panicked. I cupped his face as I wipe the tear away."I remember everything Bella. everything that happened in the six months. How I met your parents, the accident and you." he said as he looked at me intensively."Really?" I asked as I was shocked. He got his memories back. "What do you remember?" I asked. I was curious."You." he said. "Me?" I questioned. "Yes. You. The 9 years old girl. Whenever my parents brought me to your house, I always looked forward to see you. I never approached you. You were so caring and kind. I wanted to approach you, talk to you and become your friends. But I did not wanted to pull you into my messed up life.So I stayed away from you and watch you from far, playing games. You used to pout every time your mum did not give
Bella's POVI flickered my eyes open as I rubbed my eyes. I came face to face with Xavier's chest. I felt warm and comfortable that I did not feel like waking up.I snuggled closer to him as his grip on me became tighter. "Good morning beautiful." I heard someone say. I opened my eyes to see Xavier's eyes closed. I got confused. He snuggled closer to me. "You smell so nice, Love." I heard again yet his eyes were closed.I start to panic. He quickly opened his eyes. "Love don't panic it was me." He said as he tried to calm me. I found myself calming down."But your eyes were closed and your lips weren't moving." I said it was becoming confusing. He just chuckled. "I was talking to you through the mind-link, love."I got confused, again. "It means we are able to communicate through our mind. For now you and I will share a link with meAfter you shift you will be able to share a link with the pack." he explained. I made an understanding
Bella's POVWithout realising the words came flying out of my mouth."Mark me, Xavier."Xavier froze upon hearing the words. Soon I was turned over and I was straddling Xavier. "Mark me." I said as I smiled softly and cupped his cheeks. "Are you sure? It's ok if you are not ready." he said as he tried to make sure I was ready. I just smiled at him."I am sure. I love you. I will always love you. And I want you. Nobody else but you." I said as I kissed his cheeks.Soon I saw a full blown smile that reached his eyes. It was like a kid just got his cotton candy. "Thank you so much Mio Amore. You are so right. You are mine. MINE." He growled at the last."Yours" I said, smiling at him. "Before I mark you, someone wants to meet you." he said as I tilt my head in confusion. "Who?" I asked."My wolf wants to meet you so badly." when he said my eyes became wide. "Hey. It's ok. He is very nice. He would never hurt you. He loves you as