Bella's POV
After taking medicine, he sat down at the chair that was beside the bed. It was starting to get awkward due to the thick silence. I started to fiddle with my fingers. I did not know what to say nor what was going on in his mind.As I lifted up my eyes to look at his face, I frowned. His face features had turned into sadness. I did not understand the change in mood. He was grinning like a small kid just minutes ago.I did not dare to break the silence. Lucky for me he was the first one to break the silence. But I wished he did not. Because I was dreading the question."Why?" he asked in a small voice. I did not need him to finish the question. I knew the time would come when he would ask that question. But was I ready for that question? No. But I had to be. I owe him.Before I could open my mouth to answer, "Do you hate me that much that you felt like you would rather die than to give me a chance?" he asked as I can lBella's POV " I want to give us a chance."Once I had said this, all the sounds in the room had died. He had stopped laughing. He turned the other side, hence I did not know his expression. I wonder if I had said the wrong thing. Slowly and cautiously he turned his face around. He had an expression that I was not able to read. His eyes were open wide. I realised that he was shocked. But I did not know if it was good or bad."Tell that again." He asked me. "You heard me," I said as I started to fiddle with my fingers. Why is he asking me to repeat again?" I know. I want to hear it again." he said, still in a daze. I was wondering why he was asking me to say again but nonetheless I said it again."I want to give us a chance." I repeated again. His shocked face turned into a grin. I was able to see all his white shining teeth."I wasn't dreaming. You really said it. You want to give us a chance, give me a c
Bella's POVAfter some time, Xavier came back once he had talked to the doctor. He gave me a smile as he walked in. "So the doctor said that you are all good to go, but you have to take your medicines," he said while giving me a stern look at the last sentence.I just sheepishly smiled at him. " Here change into this and we will be good to go." he said as he gave me a big shirt and shorts. I gave him a who's-is-it questioning look. He chuckled. "Its my smallest shirt I could find. And that is my boxers." he said as he smirked at the last part.I blushed as he said that it was his boxers. "oh ok. Thank you." I said as I could find another blush coming up its way again. I thought of going to the bathroom to change when I realised there was none. Sensing this, "Right, there is no place for you to change. How about I turn the other side and you change?" He suggested.I was shy at first. "Don't worry I won't see. Even th
Bella's POV"Wi-will I ev-ever be able to g-go b-back?" I asked and I stuttered.As I asked that question, his eyes changed into pitch black. I gasped as I saw the colour change in his eyes. It was like the previous times. They were black yet had sparks of blue in them.But now they were completely pitch black. "NO! You are never leaving me. Never. You're mine. Forever." he told me in a cold voice that I failed to recognise. I started to get scared. "But," I started but got interrupted. "No buts. You are not leaving. That's final." he said and stood up and left the room.On the other hand I was trying to comprehend what was happening. He did not let me finish. I just wanted to finish my university. I wanted to see my friends. The only family that I am left with.But I was not allowed. It upset me. My mother's words came into my mind. "That man is broken. And only you can fix him, not anyone else but you.
Bella's POVAfter nodding my head at him, my stomach grumbled. It has been VERY long since I ate. I think he might have heard as he chuckled."Well someone's hungry I guess." he said as he had a smirk on his face. I just blushed and nodded my head at him. "Well let's go and eat shall we?" he asked and nodded my head eagerly at him. He just laughed at me. He placed his hand at my back and guided me towards the door.The hallway was quite dark. Not wanting to get lost, I moved closer to Xavier. Seeing this, he grabbed my hands and intertwined our fingers. When he did this he looked at our hands expecting me to push them away.But I did not. I have to give us a chance as I promised him and I have to take the baby steps. I just hope he has enough patience. Seeing that I was not going to push away, he looked at my face and grinned at me like a boy who just got his candy, and squeezed my hands as if he was telling that he was happy.I jus
Bella's POVAs he continued to feed me, I started to think. My life has changed 180 degrees. I have to stay here forever. Even though I am happy with it, I am still feeling sad.All my life I have worked hard to get that one degree, and work. I have made so many sacrifices. I never get to enjoy my life like other teenagers. I worked extremely hard. I had rejected every time my friends asked me to loosen up a bit. I studied day and night while working at the café. Paying for my University and getting a living on my own.Just when I had the taste of freedom, I got pulled back again. Even though I am happy to be with a man like Xavier, this is something I have worked all my life.My dreams, aspiration and aim, Everything is being shattered. And my friends, Alec and Avery, they must be worried sick about me. I miss them so much.I did not realise someone was calling until I felt like someone was shaking me. I snapped my h
Bella's POVWhat I saw shocked me. His eyes did not have any hatred. He was staring at me with love, care, concern, pity, determination and pride.I did not understand. "I am sorry that you had to go through all this. I wish I was there to protect you, gosh I am such a terrible mate." he said as he started to blame himself."NO! You are not. It's not your fault. Please do not blame yourself please." I tried to tell him. "How is it not? I was not there when you were hurting." he said back."But you are here now. That is what matters." I said trying to stop him from blaming himself. He just let out a sigh. To make him feel better, I hugged him and rubbed his back and said it's not his fault.He hugged me back tightly and hid his face and sniffed me to calm himself down. I slowly rubbed his hair to comfort him. I was feeling happy all of a sudden. Not sad anymore knowing he was there for me.Suddenly he started to kiss my neck that was
Xavier's POV"But you are here now. That is what matters." She said as she looked into my eyes to reassure me. I just sighed. I did not know what to say.She suddenly hugged me and rubbed my back and said it was not my fault. It was comforting and soothing. I start to calm down.I hugged her back tightly. Like she was my oxygen. I placed my face at the crook of her face and took her scent in. She was rubbing my hair smoothly making my wolf purr.I was not able to control myself. I placed a small kiss below her earlobe. She shuddered when I kissed her neck. I smiled at the effect I have on her.I started to kiss down her neck and everywhere else in her neck where I could find place. Slowly I kissed at the crook of her neck, where I would mark her one day.When I kissed her there, "Xavier," she called out to me. I froze. I looked at her face. This was the first time she had said my name.The way my name rolle
Bella's POVI felt something soft underneath me. I cuddled into it more. It was so warm and comforting. I heard a heartbeat coming from the pillow. That is weird.I felt something soft stroking my cheeks and warm air at my forehead. As I slowly opened my eyes, I saw Xavier gazing at me lovingly. I realised that my head was resting at his chest and my legs were tangled with his while we were cuddling each other.Sensing our position, I start to blush. When he saw this he let out a chuckle. He gave me a peck on my forehead and looked at me again.I was looking back at his eyes. His eyes were so beautiful. They were as blue as the sky. I want to keep looking at them and never look away.He slowly starts to lean in. When I realised what he was about to do, I turned my head away. "What happened? Did I do something wrong?" he asked me in worry and sadness.I quickly shook my head. I covered my mouth and said, "