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Author: L. COSTA
last update Last Updated: 2023-09-19 01:40:43

First thing in the morning I go to the psychiatric hospital in Westford, which was a little far away. I had heard about this hospital, but never been inside. I knew others, as my wife was undergoing psychiatric care. Sasha always had mental disorders, but she controlled it and had psychiatric and psychologist care. She never had an outbreak with me, as she was compliant with medication, so I can't understand this aspect.

Because ifSasha's police officer husband didn't need to schedule the visit. My brother wanted to accompany me but I didn't accept, I need to do it alone. I enter the hospital and am accompanied by one of the nurses, who takes me to where he is.

“ Your wife is here. “ says the nurse next to the room, which has a closed door and only one glass window. I never imagined I would see her like this, I imagined seeing her in a common room.

“ She…

“ She is an aggressive patient! She hurts herself and hurts others... “ The nurse commented as if I didn't know my wife.

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