5

I had a man as a fucking mate. the thought always make me angry. where do I start? how do we mate? what the fuck was happening. Kyle wasn't helping either. keeps whispering that he wanted to claim her even though i had told him a number of times that he was a boy.

' You never told me you were a gay' i snarled. bringing a spoon of food to my mouth. though i know he wont answer. he has been like that ever since i told him our mate was not a girl but a boy.

I watched as he ran out of the hall without sparing me a glance. i wonder if he is a gay too?. well i dont know what i feel for him but the little time i stare at him i felt peace and the vibe was different. it was more like when i was with Bella bit more different. talking about Bella.

Bella is my childhood friend too which we grew together. but she later told me about her feelings and well i was kind of into her but not much.

" Baby what do you keep thinking about" she asked. rubbing my chin.

" My man is thinking about how to mate his guy mate" Joe mocked laughing.

" Well theres nothing to think of. you have a man as a mate and you will need a Luna to introduce to the pack and that where i come in." Bella mused holding my chin." you know what our relationship is " she added smiling at me.

I was getting tired of this mate thing. Do they have to keep reminding me that i had a boy as a mate.

I shrugged her hands of me before standing up.

" i will be in my room" i said finally before walking away.

I noticed Luca pursuing my mate so i asked a guard to tell him i wanted to see him.

I walked down the lane where i could see Luca approaching in steady steps. my hands was crossed at my back as i walked in steady pace.

" I was told you wanted to see me" he said in a serious tone. he was not playing like he used to.

" Well what could i have done i saw the way you were pursuing my mate is anything the matter?" i asked looking at him.

He simply shook his head." not at all Alpha i didnt pursue her for a moment i thought I saw her crying so i just went to confirm" he rasped.

" Luca i have told you its not a she but a he and dont worry he is a strong boy. though sometimes i dont know what i feel around him" i said in sincerity.

" I just feel.. well what could i say" he said bowing his head.

" I dont know what to say to the people words have gone to their ear that i have a mate but how do i tell them my mate is a boy how can he be my Luna?" i asked raising a brow.

" That is exactly my thought.."

" maybe i should introduce Bella to them since they all knew her?" i asked.

" never.. thats not going to happen i strongly dont think that will be necessary. we just have to let them know what the moon goddess have blessed you with" he said sternly.

I didnt know what else to say to him. well he made a point introducing Bella to the park was not a wise decision. i will just have to let them know the truth.

With a simple nod of my head he walked pass me and i matched to my mates room.

i tried to open the door but it was Locked so i sent a guard for a spare key.

I opened the door and walked inside. for a moment i though no one was on the bed but after looking at it again i found him curled on the bed sleeping. Why was he so small? what kind of boy has a little body like that of a girl?. i didnt fail to notice the rise and fall of his chest, and the way he stirred in his sleep each time he wants to change a new position.

If he was a girl i would have said he was looking so fucking sexy in my dress but unfortunately he was a man like me so there was nothing enticing to look.

I closed the door with a slight thud and walked over to my room. i could see a angry Bella approaching and i was not ready for her mello drama.

" Vic... can you hear Joe he keeps teasing me that you will never make me a Luna" she complained pointing the hall which she just came from.

"i want to rest Bella" i replied simply before walking ahead to my room that was not far away from where i was standing.

I felt her nagging and stomping her legs on the floor before she walked away.

Well everybody should do what he or she wants to do. i had a lot going on my head. by tomorrow i was going to reject Alex and maybe i can be given a second chance mate from the moon goddess.

' i dare you' kyle threatened.

' look who came talking' i replied abruptly before removing my shirt and lying flat on my back.

' You cant do that without telling me'

' oh now you know' i snarled.

' And i dont approve. i cant let her go she is mine' he said possessively.

' kyle you just dont expect me to accept a gay right? i cant do that if you are expecting me to just accept to be a gay then you are wrong' saying that i cut him off by building the wall around us.

He doesn't just expect me to accept to be a gay just because he wants to be with Alex. sometimes i keep wondering why the moon goddess decided to give me a wolf like him.

' i heard that' i heard him say as he tried to break through the wall.

' i know fucker! and i said it so that you will hear' i replied.

I closed my eyes thinking of how far my life has been. giving a boy as a mate, how to tell my pack, how to reject him. I didnt even knew when i was consumed in the world of sleep.