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Mary

I walked into my room with big fat tears rolling down my cheeks as i wiped it with my hands. i sat on the bed with a light thud still crying. why was i even crying? yes i was supposed to know that he dont love me but it still hurt to know that he is my mate and he dont really care about me. i have no where else to go if not i would have escapes this place but who do i know? who will accept me? at least they did me a great favour by accepting me here since they dont abuse me and i even get to eat with the alpha, or are they all pretending because i am his mate?. i wiped my tears as i entered the bathroom before pouring water on my face and rubbing my eyes then i walked out of my room. well i needed to calm down so i suggest walking out will be better.

' lets run' wagi chirped in excitedly, not caring if i replied or not she took over as i felt my bones cracking and i was all on fours. Glancing at my clothes shredded on the ground we ran into the woods.

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I came to halt as i approached a black shining wolf which i must say was very huge and standing tall looking at me. i opted for a run but was blocked by the wolf and i stood still looking at it as it shifted only to be my mate. I stared at his face not Dearing to look any lower because i was not ready to see anything yet.

" Who are you?" he asked coldly without fear in his eyes still approaching me in steady steps.

" Come on shift" he groaned daring me to run with his eyes boring holes on my back.

' just look how handsome he is but i must say his dick is huge' wagi said looking down at him.

' oh wagi its not time for this now' i said blushing.

' think about what we will do if we shift mate will surely find out' i whispered worriedly. my secret will be revealed surely today. oh God what should i do?

' i just wanted to walk, you made us run now look at what you caused' i said blaming her. it was all her fault we were here now.

' are you really shifting all the blame on me now' she replied.

' of course'

I saw as he shifted back into a huge wolf before plunging in on us. he thinks we are rogues and now what are we going to do?

' A girl has to do what a girl does' wagi whispered. and before he could reach to us wagi bowed before dashing through the woods and we started running at a full speed not glancing back for once. well i could feel him coming after us and i know he might catch up with us soon. i fear what will happen if he get us.

We ran thorough the woods until we entered the pack house and went straight into the room without looking back.

I quickly took over ran to the wardrobe where i found a sweat pant and a white t shirt which i quickly wore before tying my head in a bun and clipping it.

' your nipples' wagi said ' they are all peeking out of your clothes demanding attention' she added. i opened my mouth in an ' O' before quickly going to the wardrobe to get a fabric to use when the door of my room opened with a loud thud and Victor walked in still naked, i quickly turned caging my breast.

" so it was you.. you should have just shifted i thought you were a rogue spying" he growled walking to me.

" And why didnt you shift when i asked you to?" he asked rather coldly.

" I.. uh.. i wanted to..... to.." i stuttered not knowing what to say to him.

" to use the toilet" wagi blurted out quickly.

There was silence in the room as he did not reply to what i said before i heard his hard breaths.

" I see" was all he said still approaching me.

i was all red already to what wagi said why will she tell him we came to defecate.

" then why are you not facing me are you still angry with what I said at the hall?" he asked calmly standing just close to me.

i simply shook my head saying nothing. " words" i heard him say before i quickly said a no to him.

" its just that... you are n..naked and.. y..you are-" i begin to say at least hoping this reason will make him go.

" Man dont tell me you turned just because am naked. you know you can look we are all the same" he answered casually. " w.. we uhmm respect..each other privacy in my park" i mumbled knowing he could hear me.

" okay i understand" he answered straight before matching out but he stood abruptly Turning to loom at me he walked over before saying.

" You can still look except if you dont want -"he begin to say still walking towards me that he stood just at my front without me even realising not until i saw his huge thing before i turned my face.

"you are blushing again" he said bringing his hands to my chin to touch me before i turned away giving him some distance.

" dont tell me you've never seen a big dick before or is your own small" he mocked still walking me.

" And why are you holding your chest like that come on let me see that abs" he continued mocking still approaching me. Before he could touch me i quickly turned before stepping back still not facing me.

" I...i..need.. s..space...can..you leave?" i asked rather calmly turning my face so i could see his reaction and as always his eyes was just cold staring at me with no emotions.

" p...please" i whispered again this time pleadingly.

He stood watching me without saying a word before he quietly walked out of my room closing the door with a loud bang.

i finally stretched and released myself i knew he was very angry that i know and i could see it but i had nothing to do. i walked to the bed lying on in face first shifting comfortable before going to sleep.

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The knock on my door sounded more loud and persistent as the person at the other side kept knocking. i rose from the bed rather sluggishly as if knowing who would be outside but was surprised when i opened the door to see Joe staring with a wide eyes and that was when it came to my senses that i didnt wrap the fabric around myself again. i raised my head to look at Joe but was glad because his eyes do not seem to have gone down from my face and i quickly wrap my hands on my bosom hugging my self tight.

" wow i must say i like your hair" he said before touching my hair and combing it with his hands.

" and so soft" he added still combing my locks.

" can i ruffle your hair?" he asked looking sternly at me expecting a yes to which i simply nodded and he began to play with my hair.

" Enough" a deep voice said and we both whipped our head in his direction.

" sorry bro" Joe said before Turing to me." sorry too i just wanted to call you for dinner" he said calmly before walking away.

" You are still hugging yourself tight? you dont want us to see your chest" Victor said coldly before walking towards the hall. " Come out for dinner" he said lastly before walking away.

I quickly dashed into the room removed my shirt before wrapping the fabric around myself and then wearing my shirt before stepping out of the room and walking to the hall in steady steps as though i dont want want to reach the hall.

I walked in the hall with my head bowed and when i raised my head everyone eyes was on me but Victor was the first to divert his attention back to his food. i stared at Luca and he gave me a warm smile showing almost all his teeth out while Joe was just eating like i never came. i scanned the hall for Bella but i didnt see her and i became uncomfortable knowing i was the only girl with three men. well no one knows me as a girl so i was just gonna go sit and eat. no harm done.

I sat in the chair beside Victor which he insisted i sat the last time and my mouth watered at the sight in front of me. i didnt get to eat enough at my pack because they abused me and i was only given their remnants which i ate as though my life depended on it but here i was eating a big plate of food. oh i wish Sarah was here we would have been enjoying together.

" i am asking you a question" Victor cold voice brought me out of my thought and i quickly raised my head to see him meeting with a pair of forest green eyes that look very angry as he kept gazing at me.

" i.. uh..w..what did y..you say?" i whispered still insure whether i should have asked cause he looked so angry.

" never mind" he said shortly before he resumed eating. i quietly dropped my fork before looking at Luca who was looking at me before he bent his head to his food and my eyes traced next to Joe who attention wasn't even in the hall.

" i..i...s..sorry.. i was" i stuttered trying to find a way to apologise to him.

" its fine" he answered still eating quietly.

" y..you were saying?" i asked in a whisper as not to annoy him than he already is.

He gaze at me before retiring to food without answering me. i zipped my mouth shut because anything i was gonna say will surely make him angry as i kept eating my food ever so slowly.

" Alex what was the name of your pack?" Joe asked and for the first time since i stepped into the hall he raised his head to look at me.

" Red moon pack" i answered simply smiling at him. " why?" i asked again looking at him.

" Well i can say i will love to be in your pack like who allows guys to keep their hair as long as this" he complimented grinning as his ears were red.

" i..i dont know that is how we behave" i answered not knowing what to say to him. i always get uncomfortable if they start talking about my pack or anything of that sought.

" i had a friend there Johnson his hair was not as long as this so that is why i am surprised" he added.

the fork that was on my hands fell immediately at the mention of Johnson as i remembered everything he did to me. How he touched me, slapped me even threaten to rape me. My eyes became glassy as i quickly bent down to pick the fork.

" Whats wrong?" Victor asked staring down at me and down to my cheeks where big fat tears were rolling.

" i uhmm..i just remembered johson h...he ..was a friend of mine" i lied sniffling as i wiped my tears with the back of my hands.

" You are so emotional" Joe chirped in as he stared down at me with a pity face.

" oh.. dont mind me am always like this" i said in between sobs trying to control my tears which wont stop falling. i coughed hard as i choked on my saliva and i felt a hand rubbing my back which i could tell was Victor because of the tingles i felt.

" its okay" was all he said still rubbing my back soothingly before handing me a glass of water which i gulped down my throat before dropping the glass as i continued wiping my tears. i just couldn't forget the things that bastard did for me and how he made my life miserable.

" Are you okay?" I heard Victor asked and i raised my head up to look at his face for moment i saw concern in his eyes but when i blinked i just saw the normal coldness there. maybe it was my imagination. i looked around the hall when i didnt spot a single soul neither did i see Luca or Joe. i didnt even know when they left.

" they left" was all he said when he saw how i scammed the hall worriedly.

" now go get some rest " he ordered coldly. i nodded quietly before rising and leaving the hall in steady steps.

I got to my room and closed the door with a soft thud before reaching for the bed as i lay on it face first still sobbing and recalling everything i passed through in Johnson's hands until sleep consumed me.