Chapter 4
The fight with Kurtis had been intense, both of us yelling over the storm inside. His anger felt electric, and I was caught up in it. When he stormed out, I knew I couldn’t let him go alone. I had to find him and try to make things right. I chased him through the pouring rain, the cold drops hitting my face. I could hardly see, but I followed the sound of his angry footsteps until I reached the beach. The wind howled around me, and the waves crashed hard against the shore. There, I saw Kurtis standing at the water’s edge, his dark figure outlined by the lightning. “Kurtis!” I yelled, my voice barely cutting through the storm. “Stop! You can’t do this!” He turned to face me, his face showing both rage and despair. I saw him clutching a small box in his hand before tossing it into the waves. My heart sank as I realized it was the engagement ring he had planned to use for a proposal. “No!” I screamed, darting towards the water. “Not the ring!” “What are you doing here? I told you to leave me alone!” he said. “I’m not leaving you,” I shouted back, struggling to keep my footing against the fierce wind. “Not now, not ever. You’re about to make a huge mistake!” He glared at me, his eyes flashing with a storm of their own. “A mistake? You think you know what’s best after everything that’s happened?” “Yes, I do!” I cried, moving closer despite the crashing waves. “You’re throwing everything away, your plans, your hopes. This ring means something, and you know it!” Kurtis’s jaw clenched, his anger battling with a deep, raw concern. “Why do you even care? After what you’ve done, why should I listen to you?” “Because I care about you,” I said, my voice breaking. “And I care about Angela. The wind roared around us, and for a moment, his intense glare softened. He took a step toward me, his anger mingling with something almost tender. “You think we can fix this?” Without saying a word, I fought against the current pulling me away. I managed to grab the ring just before it disappeared under the foam, my hands shaking. “What the hell are you doing?” he bellowed, grabbing my arm and yanking me back from the waves. “Are you trying to get yourself killed?” I was soaked and shivering, my teeth chattering from the cold. Even through the storm and the rain, I could see the deep conflict in Kurtis’s eyes. His anger was still there, but there was something else behind it, an emotion he tried hard to hide. It was a softness, a vulnerability that he didn’t want to show. His grip on my arm tightened, and I could feel it wasn’t just from anger. There was a layer of worry underneath, an undeniable concern that he couldn’t fully mask. His eyes searched mine, and at that moment, I saw how torn he was. His frustration was mingled with a deep, unspoken fear and care for what was happening, making his anger seem almost secondary to the genuine worry that flashed in his gaze. “I had to,” I said, my voice trembling. “I couldn’t let you throw it away. It’s not just a ring, it’s everything you wanted.” Kurtis’s jaw tightened. “You think you can fix this? After everything that’s happened?” I looked up at him, my heart aching with remorse. “I’m not trying to fix it. I just, please, don’t give up on Angela. She needs you. I need you to try.” He stared at me, his anger warring with something deeper. “Why should I? After what you did, I don’t know if I can ever trust you again.” The storm mirrored his feelings, the wind and rain echoing the chaos between us. “I know I messed up,” I said, my voice trembling. “But I’m asking for a chance to make it right. Not for me, but for Angela. And maybe, somewhere inside, for you.” Kurtis’s eyes flashed with anger, but I saw a flicker of something softer beneath it. “You think you can just fix everything by pleading? After what you’ve done?” “I’m not just pleading,” I said, stepping closer despite the raging storm. “I’m fighting for Angela. And maybe for us, too. I can’t undo the past, but I want to make things right.” He shook his head, frustration and pain visible. “You’ve hurt me deeply. It’s hard to forget that.” “I know,” I said, reaching out to him with raw emotion. “But Angela needs you. She needs her boyfriend and her lover And I need you to try, even if it’s just for her.” Kurtis looked away, running a hand through his wet hair. “You don’t get it, do you? Even if I wanted to, how can I love someone who’s done this to me? It’s too late for that.” I felt a sharp pain at his words, but I stood firm. “Maybe it’s too late for us, but it’s not too late for Angela. She’s still my sister, and she needs you.” His shoulders slumped, and he sighed deeply. His anger softened slightly, showing the tiredness underneath. “All right,” he said, his voice heavy. “We’ll talk about this later. But once the storm passes, you’re leaving this island. I need some space to figure things out.” He paused, running a hand through his wet hair as if trying to gather his thoughts. “I need time to sort through all this,” he continued, his tone softer but still firm. “Everything’s been so messed up lately, and I can’t think clearly with you here. It’s not just about you, it’s about me needing to understand where I stand, where Angela stands. So please, just give me this time.” I nodded, feeling the weight of his words. The rain continued to drizzle, and as we walked back to the villa, the chill in the air felt even more biting. The silence between us was thick with unspoken thoughts and emotions. I knew he was right; he needed time to process everything. And so did I.Kurtis POVThe atmosphere outside my study was thick with anxiety. The maids and butlers moved about hesitantly, stealing nervous glances at the door but avoiding any attempt to come in. They knew better than to bother me while I was in this mood, especially after the argument with Lyra.When the knock finally came, I could tell something was seriously wrong. The maid who entered was visibly shaking, her eyes wide and her voice trembling as she spoke. The sight of her made my stomach churn. Whatever news she was bringing couldn’t be good.“Mr. Wellington,” she said, her voice barely a whisper. “I… I have news.”Her fear was clear. “What is it?” I snapped, trying to keep my frustration in check.“It’s Lyra. She’s been missing since this morning.”A rush of panic hit me. Lyra? Angela’s twin? I had been so caught up in my issues that I hadn't given Lyra a second thought. As soon as the words sank in, I jumped up from my chair, my heart pounding. My thoughts were spinning in a million dir
Lyra's POVI jolted awake, my heart racing. The dream I’d just had felt so real, Angela and Kurtis were standing under a canopy of flowers, their faces glowing with joy as they exchanged vows. The scene was beautiful, filled with light and happiness. But as I watched, a sharp pang of sadness pierced through me. I wanted Angela to be happy, truly I did, but the ache in my own heart was undeniable.I rubbed my eyes, trying to shake off the remnants of the dream. Angela’s voice, so full of joy and love, echoed in my mind. I whispered to myself, “Why does it have to hurt so much?”I tried to stand, but pain shot through my ankle. Wincing, I made my way outside, determined to check on the island. The staff were gathered, looking uneasy. One of the maids spotted me and quickly approached.“Miss Lyra! We’ve been worried sick,” she said, her voice trembling.“What happened?” I asked, my voice tight.“Mr. Wellington searched for you all night,” she explained. “He found you in a cave and carrie
Lyra's POVI was restless, pacing the kitchen like a caged animal. The storm had finally passed, leaving behind an unsettling calm that only made my anxiety worse. My ankle throbbed with each step, but I couldn’t sit still. My mind was racing, filled with thoughts of Kurtis, Angela, and the mess I’d made of everything.The door creaked open, and I spun around, my heart leaping into my throat. Angela stood in the doorway, looking composed and calm, like she hadn’t just walked into the middle of my personal disaster. Her eyes softened when she saw me, and she walked over with a reassuring smile.“Lyra,” she said softly, pulling me into a hug. “I’m so glad you’re okay.”I hugged her back, but my mind was racing with questions. “Angela, what are you doing here? I thought”“I came as soon as I heard about you and Kurtis,” she interrupted, stepping back to look me in the eyes. “I’m sorry for everything you’ve gone through. I didn’t expect things to get so complicated.”My throat tightened.
Lyra's Confession I found myself back in the kitchen, unable to go to him. The familiar surroundings did nothing to calm the storm inside me. The walls felt like they were closing in, making every doubt and fear louder in my mind. My feet felt glued to the floor, and even though I wanted to leave, I couldn’t move. I was stuck, not just physically, but mentally, caught in my thoughts. The kettle on the stove whistled, the sound shrill and jarring. I hadn’t even realized I’d put it on. My hands shook as I reached for it, the hot metal searing my skin. I yelped, dropping the kettle, and the water spilled across the counter, soaking everything in its path. “Dammit!” I cursed, cradling my burnt hand against my chest. The pain was sharp, but it was nothing compared to the ache in my heart. I could still feel Kurtis’s presence, the warmth of his body, the way his eyes had softened when he looked at me before everything went to hell. The memory of his touch sent a shiver down my spin
I sat at the kitchen table after she left me, staring blankly at the cup of tea I’d made before I was lost in my thoughts but had no intention of drinking it again. The silence pressed in on me from all sides, the ticking of the clock on the wall growing louder with each passing second. Each tick felt like a reminder of how little time I had before Angela and Kurtis would inevitably reconnect. It was only a matter of time before I was pushed back into the shadows.My thoughts were a tangled mess again. I knew Kurtis cared about me, we’d shared moments, brief but undeniable, but those moments were overshadowed by Angela. The thought of him choosing her over me made my stomach twist into painful knots. I wanted to believe that I meant something to him, that I was more than just a stand-in for her, but how could I be sure?Just as I was about to drown in another wave of doubt, the door creaked open. My heart nearly stopped when I saw Kurtis walk into the kitchen. Is this me imagining thi
Torn Apart I couldn’t focus on anything as Angela and Kurtis had their private conversation. Every creak of the floor, every murmur from the next room, sent my heart racing. I tried to keep busy, cleaning the villa as if scrubbing away the dirt could somehow cleanse the anxiety gnawing at my insides. But no matter how hard I scrubbed, I couldn’t shake the feeling that something was wrong. Minutes felt like hours until finally, Angela emerged from the room, looking as composed as ever. Her eyes landed on me, and a faint smile tugged at the corners of her lips, one that didn’t reach her eyes. “Kurtis and I have decided to get back together,” she said, her tone casual as if she were talking about the weather. Her words hit me like a punch to the gut. My hands trembled, and the rag I’d been holding fell to the floor. I opened my mouth to speak, but no words came out. It felt like the air had been sucked out of the room, leaving me gasping for breath. “Angela…” I managed to whisper, my
Lyra's POVAs I walked away, the tears I’d been holding back finally spilled over, but this time, they weren’t just tears of sadness, they were tears of resolve. I knew, deep down, that I deserved more than what Kurtis was offering. And if he couldn’t see that, then maybe it was time I started seeing it for myself.The sun set, casting a warm glow over the villa. I stood on the veranda, leaning on the railing, my thoughts tangled. I had tried to distance myself from Kurtis, to push my feelings away, but seeing him earlier had shaken my resolve.Kurtis had been standing by the window, his face a mask of conflict and emotion. He hadn’t mentioned Angela, but the tension in the air was thick. And now, as I watched the last rays of sunlight disappear, I felt him before I saw him. Kurtis stepped onto the veranda, and even though I’d told myself to stay away, his presence pulled me in like a magnet.We stood there in silence, the air heavy with all the things we weren’t saying. I could feel
Kurtis’ POVI stood there, watching Lyra walk away, her hurt and frustration hitting me like a physical blow. I wanted to call after her, to explain, but she was already out of sight. The emptiness left behind was suffocating, a gnawing sense of dread settling in my chest.I muttered to myself, “Goddammit, Kurtis. What have you done?”The villa seemed to close in on me as I struggled to reconcile my thoughts. “I need to figure this out,” I said aloud, pacing the length of the hallway. “Angela and Lyra, everything’s so messed up. How did I let it get this far?”My mind raced with the weight of my decisions. “I thought I could handle this, that I could manage both sides. But it’s tearing me apart.” I stopped abruptly, pressing my hands to my face. “Angela’s here, and she’s a part of my past. But Lyra, she’s here, and she’s real. I can’t keep dragging them both through this chaos.”I took a deep breath, trying to calm the storm inside me. “Okay, focus. Angela’s the next step. I need to c