"June!" I squealed as she let me go.
It had been three months since she left for the funeral and I had missed her so much. My summer had been more boring than usual without her to drag me out of bed.
I had a theory that her mom prolonged her trip in order to keep us apart. I didn't have any evidence though so I couldn't say anything. Besides, it didn't work either way because June and I talked for at least three hours everyday.
"What the hell did they do to you? You look stunning!" She replied, gaping at me.
I shrugged. "Well thank you and it was these three that made me look this amazing. This is Jeane, Kayden and Rachel."
The three of them greeted June as they made a few more adjustments to the dress.
"Are y'all sisters?" June asked bluntly.
I inwardly cringed. June had no filter and half the time she came across as rude but she honestly wasn't. She was just born with a big mouth.
"Yeah, we're actually quadruplets. Our brother is somewhere outside." Kayden explained.
"That white-haired angel is your brother? Oh my gosh he is gorgeous!" June turned to me with wide eyes.
I nodded as the three sisters laughed at her reaction.
"Dude I know! He is so beautiful! His name is Jonathan by the way." I offered her the information I just knew she was dying for.
"You got his name? Ok did you get Instagram handle? Is he single? Is he looking? Will he be your stylist for the movie? Details, May, give me details." She was begging at this point.
I sighed. My best friend was a massive kpop fan and she was obsessed with everything Asian. I almost felt sorry for poor Jonathan.
"Dude, I just met him! I didn't ask!" I told her.
"Well he is single if you're that interested but I doubt he's looking." Rachel said.
"And if you really want to know so bad then go ask him yourself for his number." Kayden commented as she added an extra flower to my hair.
"Number? What do you take me for? I want to stalk him not date him. I have too many biases so I have no time for actual boys." June replied, making herself comfortable in the sofa.
"Well," Kayden started, "I'll tell you his Insta handle but don't tell him it was me. The idiot deserves it for stealing my chocolate anyway. Take out your phone. It's JJ_Kim. Capital letter Js, an underscore then Kim."
June typed it into her phone then squealed in delight.
"Thank you!" She exclaimed, enveloping Kayden in a hug.
"Cheonmaneyo." Rachel laughed back.
June visibly brightened, confirming that she understood what Rachel had just said.
I didn't get it and I honestly didn't want to know. Korean was definitely a complicated language.
Suddenly there was a knock on the door.
"Are you guys done?"
It was Jonathan.
I turned to the mirror while the girls called him in. I'm sure I heard June sigh as he swept in which caused everyone to burst into laughter.
"What's so funny?" Jonathan asked.
"Oh nothing. Just ignore them." Kayden replied.
"Oh kay. Let's get a move on then. Oh, May there's someone here to see you. He's right-"
I looked out of the door, feeling my heart skip a beat. There was no one there.
"He's gone!" Jonathan exclaimed.
I steadied my breath, calming my heart.
"Oh it's fine. Let's go." I said.
We left the trailer one by one and let Jonathan lead us to the set building.
"Your hands are shaking." June said as she linked her arm with mine.
I gulped. "Yeah, I'm nervous."
"Why though? It's just like when we take gazillions of pictures with my camera except well, there's more people and stuff." June said.
I shook my head. "No, not that. I'm nervous because after I take my individual shots, I'm going to do the shots with Ace. Prince Charming."
She nodded slowly. "And you think it will be Jason?"
"I don't know." I admitted, omitting the fact that I hoped it would be him.
Three months after meeting him and I still couldn't stop thinking about him. Maybe June was right and I should've given him my number when he asked for it.
She took my hand and kissed it. "Don't be nervous, babe. Even if he's not here, I found him on Instagram so we can dm him and see."
My eyes widened. Was she serious? I was about to ask but then Jeane spoke up - I think it was the first time I actually heard her speak.
"I didn't know you two were dating." She commented quietly.
"Married, actually." June replied.
I rolled my eyes. "I would never marry your crazy ass. No, we're just really close and June's a clingy person."
June wasn't even ashamed, she just smiled and squeezed my hand tighter. Jeane just smiled her tiny, beautiful smile and turned away.
All four siblings were beautiful but Jeane was by far the most stunning. And she rarely said a word all day, preferring to let her siblings take the spotlight.
I wanted to ask her more about her for the sole purpose of getting to know this mysterious being but I didn't. She was a private person and if she was going to be part of my glam squad anyway, I'd get to know her over time.
We followed Jonathan into a metal door that opened up to a cool, narrow hallway. June and I kept our arms crossed in the narrow hallway until we emerged into a large, spacy room with cameras and lights everywhere. It was nerve-wrecking to be honest but I wasn't really focused. I just kept searching for him.
Ms Green came up to us and barely looked at everyone else before she grabbed me. I said a quick goodbye to June and let Ms Green lead me to the left corner of the room where black silky fabric covered the wall. Someone had pinned the fabric in places so that it looked like a silk waterfall tumbling from the ceiling and falling in an inky mess on the floor.
It was so simple yet so beautiful.
"Oh you look stunning! Ok this is where you will take the individual shots. Prince Charming and his sidekick will be here soon with Maia." Ms Green explained.
A middle-aged balding man with tired eyes and a warm smile came up to us and introduced himself as the main photographer. He told me to listen to his suggestions and that I was free to pose however I wanted. I was Sapphire Royale, after all. As he talked about angles and other mumbo jumbo that flew out my head, people dressed in black adjusted the lights just so they could blind me and moved the cameras around so that I felt surrounded by black mechanical eyes.
Great.
I nodded when they asked me if I was ready and then, we started.
As soon as Lucas (the photographer) got behind the camera and Ms Green disappeared, I wasn't sure what to do with myself.
"Come on! Let's see a badass millionaire who doesn't care what people think of her." Lucas suggested.
I had no idea how to do that considering my mom and I barely lived above the poverty line.
I closed my eyes, took a deep breath, then thought of the first time I read TWC. Sapphire was bold and unafraid. She was nothing like me but I knew her as well as I knew the back of my hand.
I opened my eyes and let her personality shine through. I thought I was ridiculous to be honest but Lucas was loving it. As I stared and smirked, he yelled encouragements and gave me pointers. Turns out modeling is a lot like acting as well.
Just fake it till you make it, May
I faced the lights, tilted my head, tried complicated poses and laughed way too hard at his dry jokes. By the time I was done, I felt confident and had nearly forgotten all about Jason.
It wasn't until Ms Green yelled for Prince Charming to jump in next to me that I remembered. The lights were too bright and so it hurt my eyes to look anywhere but directly at the cameras. As a result, I couldn't see him as he walked towards me. All I saw was his outline against the light.
As he stepped closer, I noticed that his hair was curled just like how the book described. Technically Ace was supposed to be blonde but that didn't matter. Movies always changed the characters' appearance anyway.
I felt my heartbeat quicken and my toes tingle. Could it be him? The boy that had been invading my thoughts and causing me to smile at random moments?
He inched closer and at this point I wanted to yell, asking if it was him.
My heart stopped when he finally came close enough so I could see his eyes.
"We meet again May... or should I say Sapphire?" He smirked.
I couldn't believe it. "You're Prince Charming?"
"You'rePrince Charming?" I asked the boy in front of me.He smirked, showing off his perfect white teeth. "You look surprised."I blinked twice. "I am."Before he could respond, Lucas yelled at us to face the cameras. I couldn't believe what was happening. I had told myself not to get my hopes up on Jason being Ace but as I looked at the blue-eyed boy in front of me, I realised that I had actually gotten my hopes up and now, I was disappointed."Jet! May! Snap out of it! Show me love and affection!" Lucas yelled.I awkwardly turned my back to him as he slipped his arm around my waist. I felt my back touch his c
"Move it!" Someone bumped into me, snapping me out of my daze.I turned and noticed immediately who it was. Maia.I rolled my eyes, deciding to let it go."Why does she hate you?" Jet asked me.I was a bit surprised to hear his voice. For a second, I had forgotten that he was with me."Because I'm Sapphire and she isn't. I feel sorry for the little thing. She can't help but waste her time on hating me when I couldn't care less about what she thinks of me." I shrugged.He laughed. Again, I was surprised. His smile was...nice. And he didn't look hideous when he laughed either. I sighed, remembering June's earlier words. Maybe
The Wrong CinderellaChapter 2"I'm still here you know," said the boy beside my so-called Prince Charming.I looked at him and smiled. He was cute but it was obvious who got the most female attention between the two. I stretched out my hand to him. "Hi, I'm Sapphire."His hair looked black in the dim light, a contrast to his companion's blonde curls. "I'm Archer and by the way, I don't think my friend over here will be telling you his name any time soon."I glanced back at theblue-eyedboy. "Oh really?"He ju
It was Saturday morning, the day after Jason asked me out and I was feeling on top of the world. The previous day had been amazing: Jason stayed over and hung out with June and I the entire afternoon. After June lectured Jason on how to handle me and my mood swings (I don't know what she was talking about), I devoured my donuts and named my teddy bear Key, after Sapphire's stylist and not after some Korean guy June is also obsessed with.I had barely gotten any sleep but somehow, I was full of energy."Why are you so happy?" June asked as she shoved a camera into my face.I ignored her (and her camera) and grabbed a bottle of milk from the fridge. I was adding the milk to my cereal when my phone buzzed. I picked it up, ignoring June's whines and smiled at the text.
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As Jonathan, Jeane, Rachel and Kayden glammed me up for the first scenes that we would be shooting, I went through my lines one more time with June."Why are we doing this again?" June asked for the hundredth time.I sighed. "To make sure I remember everything! I don't want to forget."She rolled her eyes. "But we already went through it a thousand times! Even I know your lines by now and I have the worst memory in the history of humankind."Jonathan chuckled as he braided a portion of my hair. Jeane, who normally didn't say much, smiled as well, as she handed Jonathan an elastic band.Rachel and Kayden, my makeup geniuses, were sitting on the couch, arguing which colour lipstick wou
Lights. Camera. Action.Sapphire. Not May.Lights. Camera. Action.Be Sapphire.Deep breath.Lights.You got this.Camera.Take a huge sip of water.Action.Focus, May!Cut.Wrong lines. (Again!)Action.
"I think I lost him." I admitted, tears streaming down my cheeks.June sighed and enveloped me in a hug. "Don't cry. You haven't lost him May, you guys have been dating for less than a week and he really likes you. That's why he's hurt but he'll forgive you."I sobbed louder. "And how do you know? I was so stupid! I lied to his face and I disregarded him like a piece of trash. I would understand if he broke up with me because I'm such a terrible person."June sighed and just patted my back, letting me ruin her pyjamas with my snot and tears. It was the morning after my first real fight with Jason and after a restless night, I had rushed over to my best friend to cry all over her unicorn onesie.I don't know how long I cried but when t
Jeremy Lee, born Lee Yihuang, was a 54-year-old billionaire who owned Lee Productions, the biggest movie and reality TV production house where the most famous Asian stars were born and bred. Jeremy Lee had five children: all girls. Ming was unfortunate enough to be the smartest, prettiest and youngest of the group, which meant that her dad kept a special eye on her.Which was probably awful considering Mr Lee was notorious for his dictator-like way of running things. Sources claimed that his own employees nicknamed him as Kim Jongun's stepbrother. Thankfully, it was just a nickname and not the truth because I don't think I would've agreed to meet him otherwise.In just two hours, June and I had dug up everything we possibly could on Ming's father. If I wanted to convince Mr Lee to invest in the movie then I needed all the help and knowl
It felt like ages since I had last kissed him even though technically, it had only been two days. The thrill and slight nervousness that I felt during our first kiss was still there. I somehow knew as we kissed that it wouldn't be the last time. I loved him way too much to let him go. And judging by the way he forcefully kissed me back, he felt the same way.I barely registered the fact that the car had stopped or that the driver climbed out. All I could think of was him. Jason. I somehow found myself straddling his lap, my lips still connected to his. I barely cared about the fact that I was wearing a dress or that we were extremely exposed. The kiss was intimate but nowhere close to the burning heat that would entice us to remove our clothes. It was an intimate form of desperation, of pure need and adoration.He pulled away first. I s
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Love destroys.At first, I didn't believe Jonathan's words. It wasn't until a few weeks later that I realized he had been right. Love had the potential to destroy and I suffered the effects first-hand.My relationship with Jason was pretty much public when everything started to fall apart. It was a Friday evening and we were finally about to shoot the Ball scene. Jonathan, Jeane, Kayden and Rachel had dressed me up in my royal blue showstopper and the iconic glass slippers. My feet felt amazing in the surprisingly comfortable shoes.I was sitting in the limo, waiting for my cue. The director yelled "action!" and the scene began. I tilted the phone in my hands slightly and scrolled through the fake Instagram account that Ms Green and her minions had created for Sapphire.
The mind is a very powerful tool. It can be used to shape the most beautiful stories, the most sinful of fantasies and the scariest of nightmares. The mind is capable of destroying even the sturdiest of towers but it is also capable of building up the most resilient people.Grief, just like the mind, is a beauty disguised as a demon. When welcomed and nurtured, it leaves peacefully, offering its host the gift of closure and solace.But when ignored and left to its own devices, grief can turn even the sweetest memory into a bitter nightmare.Years later, whenThe Wrong Cinderellawas behind me, my psychologist would teach me all these things.But right then, I was seventeen and oblivious to the fact that I hadn't all
"I love you."I grinned.My heart strained against my chest, nearly combusting with joy. He finally admitted it. So why did he look so sad?He looked down at me, his blue eyes swimming in tears."I love you too." I said, trying to stop his tears from falling.He shook his head, his straight black hair sticking onto his wet cheeks.My heart broke to see him like that: so miserable, so vulnerable, so unlike the man I loved.
We walked into the building with our hands intertwined. Ms Green met us at the door, her sickly sweet smile in it's usual place."You're here!" She exclaimed, as if it wasn't obvious.I noticed the way she stared at our joined hands. I squeezed Jason's hand tighter and forced a smile of my own."Yes. June said you wanted to see us." I replied.Her eyes snapped towards my face. "Oh yes, please come in, Andrea is waiting for you."I felt my stomach churn. Why did Andrea want to see us? The multiple possibilities filled me with dread.Jason seemed to sense my nervousness as he flashed me an encouraging smile.
"May! May! Maaaaaaaaaaay!"I rolled my eyes and entered the hospital room. Jason was sitting on the bed when I walked in. He smiled as soon as he saw the bag in my hand."You're finally here!" He sounded like an excited little boy.I couldn't help but smile. "You didn't have to call my name while I walked down the corridor though.""I couldn't wait. What did you bring me?" He asked.I walked towards him and dumped the shopping bag in his lap. He opened it as I sat on the chair beside the bed.He gasped loudly as he took out the countless bags of sweets and chips. "May. I. Love. You." He breathed, staring at the contents of the bag.