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If Only I were Stronger...

Author: desope
last update Last Updated: 2021-03-03 15:15:25

“WHAT?! HARASA?!” Kartika is shocked by knowing that Alfi finally decided to use Harasa, the holy weapon number 12.

“What is it, Kartika? What is Harasa?” The agitated Varz asked.

“There are 5 holy weapons that hard to use. The holy weapon number 3: Duy-Duy, this one requires one’s painful sorrow.  Alfi can use this one because of his painful past. The holy weapon number 6: Tipit, this one requires one’s pure love. Alfi can use this one because of his compassion towards Megumi. The holy weapon number 9: Pelidi, this one requires one’s intelligence. Alfi can use this one because he is sharp enough. The holy weapon number 10: Pukan, this one requires one’s soul of rebellion. Alfi can use this one because he is an asshole. And...”

“The holy weapon number 12: Harasa,” Herman said.

“These ones require one’s hope and despair. Great hope and sorrowful despair.

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