I am truly sorry for the late updates. I had a hysterectomy surgery. And unfortunate got an infection. I am doing better now and will update frequently. But please take this small advice. Listen to your body when it is telling you something is wrong. I wouldn't have gotten sick if I had.
Lexi After running with the pups there was only one thing I wanted to do. Spend alone time with my mates. Or just one. I’m not greedy. I’ll take an hour if that is all I could get. But unfortunately there was pack business that had to be handled first. There is always pack things to handle. Don’t get me wrong I love these packs but sometimes it can be a little much. And I’m supposed to unite all the packs. There are times when I think mother made the wrong choice when she chose me to do all of this. It is overwhelming sometimes. If it weren’t for Ryan and Luther I believe I would lose my mind. “ Stop doubting yourself. Stress is normal for what you are dealing with. But you are not alone. You have me, your and my mates and so many others that are willing to help. You don’t have to take on everything yourself. Delegate if you have to. Get an assistant in both packs. But I assure you mother did not chose wrong.” Arya said. “ Thank you, Arya. It helps to hear it sometimes.” I told her.
Luther I was working with Ryan in his office trying to figure out how to merge our packs without too much strain on our members. But no matter what we came up with we knew it was going to cause stress to our pack members. We had been going at it for two hours with no perfect answer. I was getting frustrated and so was Ryan. “ I hate to say this but there is no easy solution.” Ryan said. “ I’m right there with you. Do you want to revisit Lexi’s idea?” I asked. Ryan leans back in his chair and stretches his arms above his head. “ I’m thinking we should have done that from the start. We could have saved ourselves a headache.” Ryan yawns. “ Let’s look at the plans for the new pack house and see if it is doable.” I suggested. I grabbed the plans from the corner of the desk while Ryan moved the papers about our packs that we were looking at. I rolled out the plans for both of us to look at. I stood next to Ryan looking over the plans. I looked at where the packhouse will be. “ Yo
Ryan I hated feeling Lexi’s distress but I knew we could interfere until she called out for us. I hated to say it but Lexi needed to prove to herself and the pack she could be a strong capable Luna. I know she can do and so does Luther. Hell the Goddess knows she can do it. Lexi just needs to have faith in herself. And her not being raised as a wolf gives her a unique perspective. She may see things we don’t because of it. I look forward to see what she comes up with. I’m already seeing some of in the new plans she has for the packhouse. Stone is not thrilled about me not going after Lexi. That was until Arya chimed in and calmed him down. Then he ran after her like a love sick puppy. I couldn’t help but laugh. Luther and I needed a way to distract ourselves from Lexi. We focused on the plans for a few minutes until Luther asked me if I had any ideas to help Lexi relax. We defiantly got distracted talking about our ideas. I’m sure Luther had a few mental images flow through his
Lexi After testing out almost all the furniture in Ryan’s office we were starving and exhausted. As luck would have it, it was almost dinner time. Being wolves we bounced back quickly. I can’t say the same for some of the furniture. Some of the things in the office will need to be replaced. The coffee table, one end table, a book shelf and one chair to be exact. Luther said it was good to know what not to add to the offices at the packhouse. That made me and Ryan laugh. I am in a silly mood going down the stairs so I lock my hands in Ryan and Luther’s elbows just before going into the dining area. We got a few looks but mainly members shaking their heads and smiling at us. I was scanning the room looking for the one person I needed to talk to. I find him sitting in the area Luther, Ryan and I usually sit. Kent, my father-in-law. I will talk to him in a minute. There is something else that has caught my attention. “ Is it just me or are there more families here today and more kids?
Valerose This has been the longest weekend of my life. I knew I was going to see Lexi when she returned to school on Monday. That is the only place I can see her since we haven’t figured out what pack she is in. I did that on purpose. I need Lexi to feel safe and not having my guys watch her all the time is one way to do. I wanted to track her down and take from those flea bags. I know they had to be touching her. Touching what was mine. Kissing her. Where they kissing her neck like I wanted to? Or any other part of her body? Was she moaning their name when she was supposed to be screaming mine? I want to rip the arms off those worthless mates of hers. Remove their eyes for looking at what belongs to me. What was the Goddess thinking when she pair Lexi with those two? She had to be drunk or something. Lexi is going to be mine and no puppy is going to stop me. Lexi is all I can think about. She is in my every waking thought and my dreams. I can’t even touch another woman because of
Lexi Did I hear him right? He wants me to be his queen. No that can’t be right. “ I’m sorry. I think I miss heard you. Would you mind repeating that.” Even Embrose looks shocked at the way Valerose is acting. “ I said I want you, Lexi. I want you to be my queen. To rule by my side.” he said with confidence. He was even a little smug. I hear growls coming from behind and beside me. I have Jesse, Tyler beside me. Behind me and spread out I have Melissa and several warriors from all three packs. Luther and Ryan had not been happy about not being here so they insisted on me having extra protection this week because we were sure when or if Valerose would show up. “You are serious.” I said shocked. “ I am.” Valerose said. I linked my guards and warriors “ Cover me.” “ If you are telling the truth you won’t mind me doing a little test.” I said. “ Not at all.” Valerose said without a second of hesitation. I look at my guards to make sure they are looking out for me. When they nod I tur
Luther I hated that Lexi wanted to meet Valerose alone. So did Ryan. We wanted to be there with her. Lexi insisted this was something she needed to do on her own. She needed to show Valerose how strong she was and she wouldn’t hide behind her mates. Ryan and I reluctantly agreed as long as she brought her guards and extra warriors from each pack. Lexi her cute pout thing that made me want to kiss her but agreed. And I did kiss her. So did Ryan. I love that pout she does. We didn’t know when Valerose would show up or if he would at all. Lexi was confident he would show up. Something about his ego would let the message Lexi sent go. He would have to come because he felt like Lexi called him out. She did to. She knew what she was doing when she sent the message. I know we are all tired of the wait and see game. Still we didn’t know when Valerose would show up. Ryan stayed at his pack today and I was at my packhouse. We figured having two stressed Alpha’s in the same packhouse wa
Ryan I could feel Lexi’s anger radiating through the bond. When Luther told me what was going on and that he was trying to calm Lexi down before she lost control. I didn’t bother getting into my car. I just shifted not bothering to take my clothes off shredding them as I went getting there faster. I could hear several shifting behind me to follow. It was a few warriors and Lexi’s guardians. She has a close connection with them and were feeling her anger as well. And we were all worried. We raced through the forest to get to the packhouse faster. When they were half way there he could feel Lexi calming down. “ Luther is trying to calm her down. It is working a little but not enough. Christine is tyring to help as well so no one gets hurt.” Stone told me. He must be in touch with Arya and Diesel. Why didn’t I think to try to contact Luther. “ Because you didn’t want to distract him from Lexi.” Diesel said. That’s true. “ Arya is pissed as well fueling Lexi. Deisel and I are trying
Ryan I know when Valerose showed up at the ceremony you thought there would be some epic battle.Some were probably hoping for it. Part of me was. The other part of me didn’t want to see Lexi go through it. It was always going to be Lexi that took Valerose out. Oh, Luther and I were going to help but it was going to be Lexi that killed him. I didn’t want her to have to deal with that. It would destroy her. I couldn’t stand to watch her go though it. So if we have to put up with a vampire as Lexi’s third mate then so be it. Luther and I talked about this extensively last night while Lexi was alone with Valerose. We needed to do something to keep our mind off of what was happening in the other room. No, we weren’t jealous. I honestly thought we would be at least a little. Even our wolves didn’t have a problem. Luther figured it was we knew he was her mate it didn’t bother us just like it didn’t bother us when either of us touched Lexi. No, we had to keep ourselves busy because as much
Luther As the wolves went for their snack Mary came up to us. “ My kings, breakfast is being put out.” That was Mary’s way of telling that we needed to get Lexi moving or she would never get a warm meal. Each cook gives us a ten minute heads up so Lexi can make her rounds. Now it is time to get Valerose involved in Lexi’s routine. He needs to learn so why not start now. “ Baby, why don’t you grab your coffee and head to the dining room.” I suggest. Lexi finally gets up off the floor. She has been watching the wolves since they left to eat. Lexi has always been protective over them. I feel it will get worse now that there are pups on the way. I don’t have a problem with it. It’s her motherly instinct. Her Luna instinct. “ She will be a wonderful mother to our pups. Arya as well.” Diesel said. “ I know buddy.” I agree. Lexi smiles, gives me a kiss on the cheek before doing the same to Ryan and Valerose before grabbing her coffee and heading to the dining room. Ryan stands from his c
Valerose Holy Goddess. Lexi has a sexual appetite that has no bounds. After we had sex the first time we went two more rounds. The second I explored every inch of her body with my hands and tongue before I made slow love to her. The third was a quick hard fuck. My mate seems to enjoy it anyway I take her. After the third round we laid in bed, our arms and legs tangled together, coming down from our orgasmic highs. We fell asleep with Lexi’s head on my chest. I figured we would both be out for the night. Boy was I wrong. I don’t know how much time had passed, however I do know what woke me up. It was Lexi’s lips around my dick. That led to another round of sex. I swear we didn’t sleep, just napped throughout the night. She has incredible stamina. I guess she would have to so she will be able to keep three mates satisfied. Or was it that she needed three mates to keep her satisfied? The thought makes me smile as Lexi rolls off my lap where she just finished riding me into another
Lexi I took Valerose to Ryan’s packhouse since it was technically the closest. I could feel how anxious Val has been to get me alone. I don’t think he realizes it yet that I can feel his emotions even though we haven’t mated yet and he hasn’t marked me. I know he wants me alone. Yet, he has shown incredible patience. For the stories I have heard patience is not something Val is known for. Rumors, hearsay, is all that is. I need to put all that aside and get to know Val, the man, my mate. The person he is beyond what others think they know. I get the feeling there is so much that he doesn’t show the world. Some he may not know himself. We will figure it out together if that is the case. As we are driving I see Val looking around like he is trying to get his bearings. I know he has never been here before. I take his hand and cradle it in my. Val turns to me with a curious look. “ I can’t thank you enough for how patient you were back there.” I told him. Val smiles. A true smile. On
Valerose I feel like I’m in one of my dreams. I have Lexi in my arms, pressed against my chest dancing. She is smiling up at me. The look in her eyes. It is what I believe is love. Since I have never seen that look directed at me I’m not sure. I have had women look at me with lust or fear. But never love. I have however seen this same gleam in Lexi’s eyes when she looks at Ryan and Luther so I’m pretty sure it is love or at least the beginning of it. I will know for sure when I hear the words from her mouth. For now I’m just going to enjoy the real Lexi pressed against my chest. No longer a dream I have the real thing in my arms. It is better than all my dreams combined. I wasn’t sure if I would ever get to do this. There was a good chance Lexi would reject me. She still can. “ She was never going to reject you without giving you a fair chance. That’s who she is.” Arya says in my head. Am I ever going to get used to that? “ You are going to have to. As for Lexi rejecting you in the
Luther Val took the time to introduce us to all the vampires present. He could have just introduced Lexi but I saw he made a point to include Ryan and me. I do believe the guy is trying. If he succeeds only time will tell. You don’t just stop being an asshole that was wantinng to rule over all shifters. He has got some work ahead of him. Ryan and I will be watching for him to screw up. I don’t think Lexi will let Valerose fail. After we got done with the vampires Lexi led us over to the wolves. Lexi kept Valerose close by holding his hand. The other hand was firmly in my grasp. Ryan had his hand on her back. All of her mates were touching her just the way she liked it. Lexi was attempting to talk to all the wolves present when Tyler, Jesse, Melissa and Billy came to us. The girls were giggling so I knew they were up to know good. My gut is telling me in the fun way. They bow to Lexi and us. “ My kings. We insist on stealing the queen for a few minutes.” Melissa giggled. Billy al
Ryan I was shocked when Valerose showed up. I figured he would fight the mate pull a little longer. Luther and I stayed close to Lexi but this was her show. We were going to let her deal with him how she saw fit. It would end one of two ways. She was going to accept him or reject him. If a fight broke out she was going to kill him. Luther and I were just there to support her in whatever choice she made. When he freed those wolves I knew he made his choice to accept Lexi. It was a good move on his part. Then the Goddesses showed up. I swear nothing should surprise me anymore. Not with Lexi around. From the way, she brought packs that had never been associated with each other together. Or the way she handles two mates. Now three. Don’t get me wrong, Lexi made Valerose work for claiming her. I had to hold in my laughter watching this powerful vampire look so confused and unsure. Only Lexi could bring a fearless vampire to his knees. Literally. When she wanted him to prove his love
Valerose“ It is rare my queen. It is not a gift I intend on taking for granted.” I tell her. Lexi smiles even brighter. “ Good answer, old man.” her wolf says again. I try to talk to the wolf not sure how this works. “ If you are going to continue to insult me could you tell me your name?” I asked hoping it worked. “ My name is Arya. I’m not insulting you. I’m speaking the truth. You are old” Arya giggled. “ It is good to know that you are accepting your gift. How do you plan claiming your mate? Words won’t be enough. I’m sure you can understand that considering your history with wolves.” Lexi smirks. It seems my girl wants me to prove myself to her. I can do that. Here goes nothing. I look at the vampires around me including Embrose and discreatly nod. Embrose didn’t like this when I told him my plan. After seeing he also wolf mate I hoping this may help sway her. As well as convince him we are doing the right thing..” You are correct, my queen. Words will never be enough.”I tell
It took me a few days and a few dreams to figure out what Lexi was talking about. Then I felt stupid for not realizing it sooner. I needed to tune myself into Lexi. I needed to feel her energy. It was a matter of me shutting my head off and trusting my instincts. Today felt like the day to do it too. So I gathered the wolves I freed and along with Embrose, we set out. Yes, I freed twenty wolves. I did it for Lexi. I wanted to show her how serious I am about her. I will be freeing the rest soon. I can’t rule by Lexi’s side if I’m still holding wolves captive. Yes, I have accepted that my life is going to change. I’m hoping for the better. I wanted to fight my attraction to Lexi. I didn’t want any part of her or her wolves. I wanted to rule over everyone. That was until the Vampire Goddess got involved. She showed me what life could be like with Lexi. I have told you about some of those visits. What no one knows is that Amira showed me my life if I chose to continue on the path I