“Before I answer your questions, you need to know that there is a lot to me that you are not aware of yet.” He said, “I never wanted to lie to you, so I always kept various parts of me hidden. It wasn’t because I didn’t trust you enough with it, but because I was afraid that you would not find them acceptable. I did not enjoy it one bit, Emma. I valued your transparency more than anything, and I wanted to be able to open up to you too, but I had to wait for the right moment. I had to know that you were ready to hear me, the entirety of me, before I could tell you anything.” Emma’s eyes switched with uncertainty, but she remained mute, allowing him to continue. “My name is not Jamie, Emma.” He said, “I was born Christopher James Rogers. Most of my friends and family call me Chris. It was after I joined the brotherhood that I picked up the name Jamie Lewis. Jamie is a short form of my middle name, and Lewis was my mother’s surname before she got married. I began using that name profes
The full moon was out that day, shining in all its glory against the canvas of the night sky. Its luminance pierced through the glass window, being the only guide to them in the room. Jamie had his arm wrapped around her, holding her back close against his chest. Tucking his chin under her head, he was about to close his eyes when he felt her shift in his arms. His eyes searched for her in the darkness, curious to know if she too, like him, was struggling to fall asleep. Her eyes were wide open, looking at him intently, confirming his suspicion. She couldn’t fall asleep either. “Can’t sleep?” He asked, tucking a strand of hair behind her ear. She shook her head, “I can’t stop thinking about what you told me.” “It’s a lot to take in at once, I understand.” He said, “But it’s all in the past, Emma. I’m no longer that person who wants to avenge my sister’s death. I’ve grown past that.” “And I’m glad,” She said, “But what I can’t understand is how it even got this far.” “What do you
“How is she doing?” Jamie asked as he watched Aiden walk down the stairs. He had just gone to visit Emma in her room, to ensure that she was keeping well. As Jamie was still having breakfast then, he couldn’t accompany him. Subconsciously, that was precisely what he wanted. He noticed that Aiden had a calm look as he descended, and from how relaxed he seemed, Jamie could guess that he had nothing to worry about. “She’s alright,” he shrugged, walking toward the dinner table where Jamie was seated, “Just seems a little bored, that’s all.” That wasn’t surprising. “She can't come out just yet, right?”“Yeah, it’s better if she rests for a little more while.” He said, “Perhaps you can keep her company while she’s up there. She seemed to have too many questions running through her mind this morning.” His brows went up, “She asked you anything peculiar?” Aiden left a laugh, “No, she was charming. I didn’t mind clearing up her confusion. Although, that is not going to be enough for her t
“Sleeping without me?” He asked as he pulled his shirt over his head, revealing his bare skin underneath. Emma watched as he proceeded to unhook his pants next, pulling them down his legs, “I thought you were avoiding me.” “I was.” He said as he climbed into the bed and then onto her. Careful not to crush her under his weight, he pulled her legs apart and wrapped it on either side of his hips. Leaning down, he stole a kiss from her lips. “I’m sorry,” She said, “It was not my intention to-” “I know what your intention was,” He said, cutting her off with his lips, “And I’m not angry with you.” “Then why didn’t you come up to meet me?” “I was busy with something else,” He said, “And I needed some time to contemplate what you said.” Emma looked up at him in puzzlement, awaiting him to elaborate. He rolled beside her and pulled him along so that she could be sprawled across his body. Resting her head atop of his shoulder, he planted a gentle kiss on her forehead. “I realized that y
As the night progressed, Emma lost track of time. Jamie refused to give in to her demands, yet kept her in a constant high throughout. Sparing no mercy for her desperation, he had his way with her, and by the end of it, they both collapsed on the bed. The last memory she had was of Jamie pulling her back against his chest, burying his face in her neck as he whispered to her, “I love you.”She fell into a peaceful slumber after that, chasing her dreams in the darkness. When she was next transported back into reality, she jolted awake to the someone banging on the door. She woke up with a gasp, looking at Jamie who had just risen up. Pushing the duvet off his body, he quickly donned his shorts and headed to the door. Light flooded into their room as he opened the door and the person on the other side started speaking. Emma remained submerged under the duvet and closely watched them, trying to listen to their words. However, she could barely make out anything and only deduced that ther
“How are things faring?” Jamie said as he overlooked the lush greens of the mountain top. He had just stepped out to have a word with Rafa while Emma got busy with preparing dinner for the two. After reaching their new house, the two of them were occupied with cleaning it and making it comfortable for use for a few days. Since it was rather cold than at home, Jamie had to step out into the forest to find some wood for the fire. After it was all set up, Jamie received a message from Rafa that things have calmed down and that he could reach him whenever he pleased. Jamie instantly stepped out as he was eager to know what happened. “It was alright.” Rafa replied, “The men have arrived a few minutes after you have left and were surprised that we have managed to get you out of here. We tried to sell them some bullshit, but they obviously didn’t fall for it. They could understand that we planned your escape, but that was about it. They couldn’t do anything more than that. However, I did s
Goodbyes were never easy. There was seldom anything good about your loved one leaving you. Whether it was to reach better places or to go back to fix things in the past, a departure always came with a possibility that the distance they’re going to create between them might be permanent. A harmless journey once took her entire family away from her, and she had no reason to believe that it might never happen again.As Emma watched him pull the zipper of his bag close, she realized that it was time. When he first broke the news that he would be going back home to settle things with his father, she was elated. It was precisely what she wanted him to do and she was glad he made up his mind without her having to reopen the conversation. However, as the night progressed, the reality of it sank in, a new fear creeped inside her. She struggled to accept that he was going to come back to her within a few days as promised, and instead, her mind tried its best to convince her that nothing in her
The tension in the air was palpable, making Jamie remain alert to every small movement. The familiar scent of wood and musk was hardly making him feel at home, rather, he felt out of place. Although it had been a mere few days since he was last at this place, it felt like an eternity ago, merely in the wake of everything that had happened in the past few days. Jamie shoved his hands into his pants pockets as he looked over the view from the window, watching over the people that roamed around in their backyard. Nothing was out of the ordinary, but it felt so different to his people once again. When he first arrived at his father’s house, he was greeted by the same people he once assumed to be his loyal friends. Just in a matter of a week, they revealed their true colors and proved to him that they would always remain loyal to the pack and its leadership. He knew he couldn’t blame them, for they were merely doing their job, but he couldn’t help the distaste he’s developed against them