The rest of the school day had flown by, and I had retrieved Delmar front the entrance leading him back to the pack house. He threw his backpack at me as we entered his room. I barely caught it and gently placed it onto the hook next to the closet.
"Your birthday will be here soon, right?" He suddenly spoke and I froze in place looking at him warily as he sat on his bed. "Yes master... in four days," I almost whispered, unsure why he was bringing it up.
His lips twitched in a smirk almost as he relaxed back onto the plush mattress and propped his head up," any ideas who your mate might be?" I felt my body stiffen as he reached out, trailing fingers onto my lower back and landed at my ass giving a quick squeeze. I had become numb to his advances. He was truly a pig. Things had only gotten worse since last year when he'd come of age and had no luck finding his mate. It was never easier knowing if he truly wanted to he could have his way with me and likely nobody would believe him. I would just be looked at as another spiteful servant trying to secure my place in the pack as a mistress.
"No master.. I have no time for such thoughts," I quickly replied, trying to distance myself as he stood up. The shadows in the room seemed to grow darker as he touched my face making me look into his lifeless green eyes, his sandy hair disheveled from his constant moving it. He smirked, " maybe I'll consider... making you a bit more of a special servant if you don't find him. Consider it a birthday gift and a pay raise." He chuckled as my face went red as a tomato, and he sat down beginning his work for the night.
I cannot lie, more money was always tempting when you had none... but nothing could tempt me in this direction. I was absolutely disgusted by Delmar. Ever since childhood he had taken it upon himself to constantly tease me. It was was very obvious I was absolutely in love with his brother, Gerwulf. A horrible part of me hoped I would have ended up having a chance with him... but it's been five years nearly and he's likely found his Luna by now.
I cursed myself mentally and stared at a blank space on the walls. The room grew silent, only the sounds of his pencil and turning pages filled the room. I allowed myself to be consumed by my thoughts as the sun set not realizing how long we'd sat in silence until he began complaining about dinner.
I quickly left the room, Mathilda already waiting with a tray of potato soup and bread. As I walked the halls back to his room I realized how dark it looked, wondering to myself if it had always been this way. Surely not? They had modernized most of the pack house. Perhaps the light bulbs needed changed? I made a mental note to say something on my way home.
By the time I made it back, I was surprised to see Delmar already in his pajamas. "Finally," he groaned," I was going to watch you carry the hot cauldrons tonight, but I feel too tired. I wouldn't be able to properly enjoy it. Maybe tomorrow?" I truly felt sorry for the unfortunate woman he was destined for.
It didn't take long after that for him to fall asleep, sprawled out on his bed like a sloppy mess. Any night he slept early was a blessing for me. My parents always arrived home late so I was expected to cook dinner and do household chores before I could focus on schoolwork. More often than not I would be awake well beyond midnight.
Quickly I cleaned his mess, practically running as I mentioned a quick word about the third story being darker. The maintenance man gave me a strange look but I didn't care. I wanted to make it home before it became too dark. My neighborhood had no streetlamps.
My footsteps padded the ground, the streets growing more and more silent as I came closer to my house. The thick brick wall that covered my neighborhood greeted me. Only the lights from houses were shining on the pavement. I thought it odd, seeing as the sun hadn't completely set.I reached into my backpack with a shaky hand, retrieving the knife I'd been given, holding it in one hand and a small flashlight in another. My heart started to race more in fear as I walked quickly to my house. The darkness so thick it was almost impenetrable even with my flashlight, fog beginning to roll out around it. I practically shrieked as I slammed my rickety front door, sliding down the aged wood and sighing in relief.
"Are you really that frightened?" A man's voice called, my head snapping up seeing him sitting on the beat up couch with his legs crossed. He wore an all black uniform, boots worn from what I guessed would be war and a thick black cloak. His hair was black as night, and skin white as snow. His yellow eyes stared down at me. Everything about him screamed intimidation, yet the playful expression on his face said otherwise.
I could only form one word, coming out in an almost whisper," vampire."
This seemed to amuse him, as he let out deep laughter and stood up coming towards me and extending a hand. I practically curled into myself as I watched him reach out a hand with the signature elongated fingers. I had never seen one up close, but I had heard horror stories. Their claw like hands were lethal, used to rip prey apart as they feasted on flesh and blood.
He cocked an eyebrow and gave another smirk," relax, Eloise." I shuddered. How did he know my name? As if reading my mind he quickly responded," Gerwulf sent me. I'm here to help you prepare, I have no interest in eating you. Werewolves aren't my taste... too gamey." He laughed deeply and I reached out a shaking hand. Quickly he snatched it up and pulled me to the sofa making me sit down.
"How did you get here? How were you not caught?" I felt in complete shock. Why would he be working with vampires? We were natural enemies. The only packs that had alliances with vampires were desperate to survive.
"Magick probably," he reached into his belt, pulling out a bag and shook it. It was then I noticed his collection of silver blades, wrapped carefully so even he wouldn't be pricked. He followed my eyes and shook his head. "These aren't for you. They're for people like Delmar, who only want to hurt you. Gerwulf would see to my death if harm came to you. You're... special to him." I furrowed my brow in confusion.
Yellow eyes only pierced back at me, it felt like he was staring into my soul," right, well... you seem to be quite confused. My name is Julian. You could call me head of the special forces in the Ash Walker Pack. Gerwulf has instructed me to have you packed and ready to go by tomorrow night. He plans to attack Harvest Moon and doesn't want you to be here. We have a few days journey so if you have anything warm I advise taking it. Is there anyway you can pretend to be sick tomorrow? It would be best if you could avoid contact with anybody. I have to brief you on a lot of things and begin moving at the first signs of dusk."
My mouth hung open, nothing seeming to make sense as I tried to process what was being said to me. Not only had Gerwulf managed to become alpha of a pack he formed, but he was working with... vampires! Possibly other supes, but I was afraid to think all of what he had accepted. Now he was expecting me to pack up the little parts of my life and leave. As happy as I was to leave this forsaken pack, I was hesitant thinking of the possibility of being stuck with a stranger. No less a vampire for a few days!
The kitchen timer dinged and I jumped letting out a screech. Julian winced, his enhanced hearing likely not appreciating that. I turned around seeing he had completed my chores. He reached into the oven with his bare hands and pulled out a roast. The pan sizzled but he seemed completely immune to the heat. My mouth began salivating at the scent. It had been so long since I'd eaten roast. Not since Mathilda snuck me a piece during the yule ball a few years back.
"I take it you like this? One of my men picked it out earlier," Julian smiled, his razor sharp teeth showing, making me gulp. I slowly stood up and he served me a plate. My hands moved before I could even realize, not bothering with silverware as I quickly devoured my food and ignored the hot searing gravy that ran down my arms. Julian gave me a look of astonishment, serving me until I could no longer eat.
I groaned in happiness and pain, feeling my stomach stretch uncomfortably as I cleaned the shameful mess off myself. His head perked up and I swear I could see his pointed ears wiggle slightly," your parents are on their way home, we should move to your bedroom." I nodded my head, making sure to set the table for them to serve themselves and hurried my way up to my room. I opened the door, making sure to turn the lock.
"I haven't seen the boss smile like this ever," Julian spoke softly, going through a photo album I was sure I'd hidden.
They were the only memories of Gerwulf I was able to hide.
"Does he not smile anymore?" I questioned."Not like this," he looked up," you must've been close."I nodded," I would've guessed his Luna made him smile harder than that.""Luna? Gerwulf has no Luna," Julian quickly added.I was about to respond when I heard my parents coming home. They loudly spoke downstairs and I thought it best we both stay quiet.
We ended up exchanging very few words the rest of the night. Julian had decided to sleep in my closet, thankful for the darkness. I lay awake for hours, having a hard time still processing what had been thrown at me. It had been over 5 years at this point since I'd seen Gerwulf.
My mind finally began drifting off in the early hours of the morning, wondering how much my friend had changed.
"Eloise," a ghastly voice whispered into my mind.My eyes shot open, staring at Julian who was now knelt next to my bed. "Hey there sunshine. Hurry up and take this pill before your mom wakes up." I opened my mouth to protest but he just tossed it into my mouth and covered it with his hand. I swallowed it beginning to cough and watched as Julian turned into a big cloud of smoke.Tiny little squeaks erupted as a milky white bat stared at me, it's piercing golden eyes letting me know he'd transformed to hide. He quickly crawled to my hand, impatiently nudging me as he tried to gain entrance to the blankets to hide. My eyes softened as I instead picked him up, my cutesy voice coming out," look at you! You're so... so adorable! With those big goofy ears and pretty fuzzy fuzz." I let out a few awws, pinching and poking at his cute little face.Julian began to squeak at me in protest, surely cursing my existence if I had been
My eyes were fixated on my hand as I worked to gather the few things my parents kept secret in their bedroom. I was a very feeble person, hurting me wasn't hard to do. However, I was quite confused by the way that Julian had reacted," what... uh why did you bite me like that?"He sat on a small chair in their room,"the scent of your blood called to me. It tasted like the sweetest of candies... Eloise are both of your parents werewolves? Is there anybody in your bloodline that has mixed origins?"Julian's face grew serious and I shook my head quickly," no, my family has been indentured servants for generations. I don't know much about my first ancestors here, only that they owe a debt my family will never be able to repay. Whatever they did was so bad that the Alpha and Luna aren't even allowed to speak of it."He studied me hard before gracefully getting to his feet and pulling me closer to him again," you know a vampire
The medic left to give us privacy to catch up. I happily ate. We shared the cake as I felt too full to finish it. It had been so long since I'd seen my friend that I was overcome with happiness.I had spoken more to him in the last few hours than I had in years. Gerwulf told me of the creation of the Ash Walker pack and how he'd struggled in the beginning. His pack had been mainly composed of rogues he felt he'd trusted in the beginning. Now they had a beautiful town, and he'd begun expanding the territory. I didn't have to be told to know that meant he'd absorbed the packs he'd defeated. I knew he would change either from being an alpha or living a rogue life but a part of me hoped he'd always be a gentle soul.My skin started to itch and I became uncomfortable. It felt like I couldn't sit still at all. Gerwulf glanced down at his watch, letting me know it was closing in on midnight. He gently scooped me up, and hastily walked through the c
'What?!' I screamed at my wolf. Surely there was no way.'Mate! He is also mate!' Praline began loudly howling.Yeah, it made things make much more sense... but she had to be wrong.Everybody around me spoke to him trying to get him to calm down, all attempts in vain. Even the voice of Gerwulf did nothing. He ran to the front where we were standing barrelling himself against it over and over again.Julian's shaking figure breathed deeply. His warm breath looking like smoke in the cool night air. His yellow eyes glowed like a demon as he stared at me. I whimpered, feeling my heart rate speed up at his intense stare.'Touch him. It will comfort him' my wolf urged.I slowly reached out a shaking hand. Gerwulf was far too distracted to notice as he was barking orders to the guards to sedate him.As soon as my palm touched his cheek his body r
Julian was the first to move, turning his head as if he wanted to kiss me again but I quickly moved my face to the other side.This was the worst place possible for something like that."What.... in the... fuck?" Simon was the first to speak up. Confusion was etched into everybody's faces as they watched Julian return affection being turned into a giant kitten again. His loud purring erupted and I smiled as I went along with it scratching behind his ears and making baby sounds at him.Vance began uncontrollably laughing, and not long after Dietrich followed. Simon dared to get closer as he pulled out his phone all to happy to record Julian's purely blissfully smiling face and cat like purring."Julian weren't you just calling yourself a killing machine last week?" Beth managed to speak between laughs, holding onto her pregnant belly as she wiped tears away.I just smiled more, re
We'd talked for hours, the night droning on as the TV in the background barely even mattered anymore. Halfway through whatever movie was playing we had stopped paying attention.Instead I had my hot blooded Alpha on top of me hungrily kissing away at my neck. I was a mess of moans and panting. Never in my life had I felt this absolutely stuck with a feeling of desire. His lips were warm against my skin as he sucked and nipped teasing me where I knew his mark would go. He'd made it very clear his intentions of mating as soon as we could.I sucked in a ragged breath feeling his hands travel down my body as he tried his best to remove what little clothing I had decided was good enough for bed. He ripped my panties and pajama bottoms off in one swipe, only caring to push the top up and completely expose my chest before his hand made warm circles on my skin dipping lower and lower towards my womanhood."Please be gentle with
I had hurt him, he felt it all.My parents always told me it was an agonizing feeling for any mated and marked wolf to feel their other being unfaithful.Gerwulf's face was filled with anger, trying to disguise the hurt that he was feeling. The flood gates opened and I put my head into my hands, not wanting to cry while I looked at him," I couldn't... I couldn't push him away. It's like my mind wanted to but my body was physically incapable." Anger slipped through my voice.Gerwulf's eyes turned black slowly and he turned his back to me beginning to pace. His arms and hands kept moving, sometimes rubbing his hands through his hair and other times pulling it. He was fighting with his wolf, whatever was being said was angering them both. It seemed even years later his wolf was powerful enough to slip through and take over.I watched for a few minutes as he paced the room, becoming more sporadic. It was
I had awoken early. For the first time ever I felt completely well rested and decided to take a walk around the outside of the house to get a little exercise in before the sun came up completely.I quickly looked through my clothing finding a warm looking cream colored sweater and black leggings. The fall air was always a little too cold for me. It was normal for werewolves to be naturally very warm but I wasn't as fortunate and neither were my parents for some reason.I put on a beanie and quickly slipped into some athletic looking shoes. The streetlamps were still on and barely anybody was moving around the house at this point. Gerwulf had left hours before to begin his morning training. When I gained some strength and weight he expected me to start training with the rest of the pack. For now he was content treating me like a delicate flower.I huffed, thinking to myself as I descended down the cleared pathway around t
"Quinn moved on already Gideon," his words stung. I looked up from the photos and straight into his eyes that were the same shade of amber as mine. He wore a pained look. I knew how he felt about the situation with Quinn and I. I knew he still blamed himself for me losing my mate. "I know," I couldn't hold back the growl that ripp
I want to give a big thank you to everybody who followed along with this story. It took a lot for me to upload it in the first place and it makes me incredibly happy to see that people were interested in it. :) This will be continued in my second book "Love Thy Hellhound"! I have already started uploading chapters on it but I will give a sneak peak into the book for those who might be interested. LTHH is going to be a lot darker and include some of the characters from this story. It starts off nine years from the time the last "Aftermath" chapter takes place. It is currently only available through the mobile site because it hasn't been signed yet. I've already uploaded nine chapters of it. Again a big thank you for anybody who gave this book a chance! I appreciate each and every one of you. -INSECT
GIDEON There are very few times I can ever remember my mother crying in front of us. After the birth of my other siblings and when dad said overly sweet things to her. Other than that were the times my father was involved. Whether it be he came home from one of the council's missions in ill health or they had one of their many arguments... she cried. "There has to be something you can do," my mother's broken voice filled our kitchen. As I stared into her red eyes my heart ached. I had been the one to make her cry this time. Was I just as bad as my father? Quinn's warm hand was placed onto my shoulder and I relaxed a bit. My father grabbed his glass of dark liquid again and downed it. He looked awful, having just come back from a mission days ago. Deep red hair a shaggy mess around his shoulders and dark bags beneath his eyes. He stood in front of me at the kitchen island, staring down at m
QUINNI just knew that leaving would be a bad idea. Everyday away for the last three months it's felt like I'm losing my mind. His smell, touch... all of it. I craved it so much. Slipping up and giving into my darkest desires during that party ruined everything. It completely broke all the rules my pack and his parents had given me.I wasn't allowed to make a move on Gideon until he had his first shift. It was forbidden amongst most werewolves and lycans to let a mate know you're theirs until they come of age.The moment he left my mother had confronted me. His thick scent of sandalwood was now intertwined with mine. Soaking up every bit of my being and making me dizzy.Being sent away for 'training' was her form of punishment. She was worried I was going to mess up everything they'd planned. Gerwulf had become unpredictable once the council started contracting him for work.
GIDEON My foot pressed down harder as I started to speed carelessly through the traffic. Who was he to tell me what to do?! My anger was flaring as Otto was fighting against me to stay calmed down. If I got too pissed I'd shift and being this publicly exposed would be bad. Humans frequented this town as much as the supernaturals. "Yes we are!" I swerved recklessly, pulling into the first parking spot at the mall. I went to jump out of the car, but Quinn pulled me back in hard. His nostrils were flaring with his canines elongated. He wasn't trying to hide just how absolutely pissed off he was in this moment. "We. Are. Not. Going," he pronounced each words hard. His grip on my wrist tightening. "Stop treating me like a child!" I was yelling at this point. "You ARE a child! Maybe you aren't five, but if you want me to treat you li
GIDEON'You should really cut your hair,' Otto, my shifter spirit hissed at me.I rolled my eyes, staring into the mirror. I'd just gotten out of the shower after morning training with the pack. Did I really look that bad? My large hands twisted through my long brown locks. Maybe? Demeter said she liked guys with longer hair.'Yes you do. Don't listen to that girl,' he grew more impatient.Otto had been a constant source of annoyance my entire life. He'd been awake in my mind since childhood. Something that I never told my parents about. Mom doesn't know about the deal that my father made with the council. It's better if neither of them know about this.When both of my sides awaken then I have to start my service. Five years, no exceptions. It was a thought that had haunted me for a long time. Father told me about it on my thirteenth bi
7 years later..."Please please try not to break anything this time!" Gerwulf was in full on dad mode as we all piled out of the car. Gideon was the first to jump out of the vehicle with the big bag of cookies he'd made for dinner. His younger brothers followed behind him quickly.Our family had grown rapidly since everything went down. Since things had become calm. Things had changed drastically for the pack. Some for the better... some for the worst possible. Wolves were being born with abilities beyond what should be possible. Ash Walker was now on a gag order from Gerwulf. People weren't to talk about our family and I was strictly banned from attending anything with him. Both Julian and Gerwulf were too afraid of another rebellion happening.Aldric Stoll's pack was now under close watch while we waited for his grandson to come of age. Mason, the pack Beta was left alive and tasked w
"Alright alright. Give him back," Julian was pouting like a child as he watched his parents take turns holding Max. Forrest laughed at his son while Colette hissed lightly and hugged her grandson tighter. "You'll get him back when we're ready to give him back," she snapped. I couldn't hold in the laughter watching Julian deflate and sulk back over to our bed. My head pounded as my muscles tensed up with laughter. "It's not fair. All of you guys have had hours to be with him and I've only had minutes," he lay his head into my lap and puffed out his bottom lip. "Guess we'll just have to make another so you always have a baby to hold," I used my free hand to pet at his hair. The other was currently occupied with Gideon who slept soundly curled against my chest. He'd cried so hard when Gerwulf put him down that it felt like my ear drums were ready to burst. Thankfully some milk had fixed that problem. Jack from the cou
Aldric. Fucking. Stoll.Bane of my goddess given existence.Julian's warnings of Robin had sent me into a panic, but never did I think that it would be this bad. I had been on my way back from breaking up the fight between Ross and Simon when I heard her getting sick. One look at her features and the puddle of blood on the floor let me know she had been poisoned. What I hadn't expected was what I saw when my mother lifted her shirt. Whatever had entered her system was working fast.I hated myself for leaving her alone to finish decorating the houses. If I hadn't left...Julian's cries were echoing in the hollowed out chamber that was my mother's apothecary area. He hadn't stopped sobbing and exhausting himself trying to move since he'd been tossed down here with the rest of us. Dietrich, Vance, my mother, my father, and Robin were all out cold. Twenty minutes after tossing us down here they threw dow