The flowers should have made Vivian smile but she could not bring herself to appreciate their beauty. She could not even face the vanity mirror to look at her own reflection. And most of all, she could not bring herself to even at least fake a smile in front of Kate, her bestfriend who is the only person caring enough to show up in Vivian's dressing room before her wedding.
Yep. She is getting married. Today. But why does it feel like it isn't a day to celebrate?
Vivian lets out a deep long sigh and Kate gives her a sympathetic smile across the room. She only got one person in her life who truly loves her, and she only got a day to change her entire life. Didn't she actually wish for this? Vivian almost snorts out of bitterness. She fidgets with the silk ribbon tied into a knot around her waist and smirks.
Didn't she say that she wanted freedom and agreed to go on with this because this was the only way she could think of to finally get rid of the name she never felt she belonged to? So why isn't she happy? Why isn't she excited?
"Why do you look sad?"
That. That is the question, and Vivian is still so confused about why she feels that way. She looks up and stares back at her best friend. She could only shrug her shoulders at her. She is still a little bit lost in the moment and she is trying to figure out if she is actually doing the right thing or not before it gets too late.
"You can still decline," Kate then reminds her with a worried look on her face, as if reading her mind. And only if she could, Vivian sadly thinks to herself but she shakes her head no at Kate and turns to finally look at her pale face on the mirror.
She had imagined thousands of scenes in her mind of how she would look like on her wedding day and this one right here, the real image she sees, seems to be the most ideal for her. She looks so beautiful and ethereal, no wonder the makeup artist got teary-eyed before leaving her be, and her flamboyant dress costs a huge fortune too. Lucky for her, the groom is the type to flaunt his riches infront of the public and will never settle for anything less.
She even wears a tiara, covered in diamonds and gold linings like how she had always dreamed of when she was young. She wants something that would make her feel like Princess Diana. And now she seems to be living the dream. It all seems to be coming true—her ideal wedding. Only that she is no longer sure about what comes after it. She should be happy but all she could do is frown and look like she is about to attend a funeral.
Then she remembers the reason why she is here and why she has to get married. Vivian looks back to the day she made a decision to change her life.
Right, she tells herself. I am doing this for myself.
She will marry the bastard just as what she promised and play the part of the bargain for the price of her freedom. Her eyes slowly goes sharp as she sits up straight on the chair and focuses on her reflection.
As if finally coming to her senses, she nods and briefly closes her eyes for a second, trying to clear her mind.
She has always wanted to be free. For the last twenty-four years she had endured, trying her best to prove herself, she has finally overcome it. From the day she was born up to the day she had finally accepted her fate, she has thrived. And so this should be the very last time she would be doing someone else a favor. After this entire crazy fiasco, she would go to a faraway place and find peace. Let this be her solemn farewell to the old Vivian that she would no longer come back to.
Vivian's lips slowly formed into a smile as she realizes these all and finally convinces herself that there really is no reason for her to feel hesitant. She will just go with the wedding and pretend it is a happy marriage so she could have her own life free of burden.
"I'm very sorry for all of this, Yuko-san!" A cup of black coffee handed out towards her with his head lowered in a ninety-degree bow, as soon as he entered her office. This was the proper and perfect apology gesture in Kyouhei's Yuko textbook. It did not matter where the coffee was bought, or how long he had been late, as long as he did this and stayed in that position until she tells him to stop, he knew he will be forgiven. That was the trick. "There's no sense of doing that anymore," Yuko rolled her eyes at the entire stupidity, "Just give me the damn coffee so we can get to work." Upon hearing that, Kyouhei stood straight up and beamed. He quickly gave Yuko the coffee that was now barely hot since it had been more than 5 minutes now from when he bought it. But Yuko did not mind it no more, she was now sipping from the cup as she continued to looked over some more files on top of her desk. She only paused to give Kyouhei a look from her seat.
"I'm very sorry for all of this, Yuko-san!"A cup of black coffee handed out towards her with his head lowered in a ninety-degree bow, as soon as he entered her office. This was the proper and perfect apology gesture in Kyouhei's Yuko textbook. It did not matter where the coffee was bought, or how long he had been late, as long as he did this and stayed in that position until she tells him to stop, he knew he will be forgiven. That was the trick."There's no sense of doing that anymore," Yuko rolled her eyes at the entire stupidity, "Just give me the damn coffee so we can get to work."Upon hearing that, Kyouhei stood straight up and beamed. He quickly gave Yuko the coffee that was now barely hot since it had been more than 5 minutes now from when he bought it. But Yuko did not mind it no more, she was now sipping from the cup as she continued to looked over some more files on top of her desk. She only paused to give Kyouhei a look from her seat."Do
She still wants him. He didn't have to hear her say it. Her lucid reactions were already enough for him to push this forward. He was never letting her go anymore. "Daisy..?" But as soon as Elliot came to that conclusion, another voice popped in from a distance, prompting him to freeze. His arms stiffened around Daisy as Elliot realized the voice that had called out her name was of a man's. His off-guard reaction, however, eventually gave Daisy the chance to get back to her senses as she quickly pulled away from his hug and escaped him. That was not a voice Elliot could recognize, and it quickly made his entire demeanor go cold. He slowly dropped his arms to his sides and turned to where the voice had come from... And someone caught his sight. Daisy let out a quick sigh of relief at the interference of her boss calling out for her. As soon as it cut the moment short between her and Elliot, Daisy immediately stepped away from Elliot and rushed to the side of her boss. El
I was drunk. You were drunk. We were walking, swaying next to each other, barely holding our sanity."Let's take a cab," you said. I smiled at you, giggling like a little girl. Your face was too red. But I stopped when I caught sight of an empty bench next to a lonely lamppost on the sidewalk. I pulled your arm, without another word, dragging you with me as I sat us together on the seat."Let's take a rest first," I told you. My voice swirled with intoxication and coyness. You shook your head playfully at me, naturally displaying those irresistible dimples. I resisted the urge to reach up and pinch your cheek. So I took a deep breath instead, staring up at the night sky.There were no stars, but the wind was cold, so it felt totally right. Your warmth became a comfort."I can't believe we're finally there. We're really graduating college," you commented after a brief silence. I grinned wider, leaning my body against your taller frame. I never knew I could be that bold.It was the clos
Why won’t you tell me? Come on, Benji! You gotta tell me, I ain’t telling anybody. I just want to feed this burgeoning curiosity at once! I am so so frustrated to know about it!”“This is weird, Lily. Just you asking this from me, is already insane! Why can’t you just do it with someone else?! You’re even past the adolescent phase and you’re still whining about a peck on the mouth. It’s not like it can be a bother to you? Certainly, someone would be willing to do it for you. Maybe that Carl guy or whoever it is--”“His name’s Chris.”“Whatever. I’m not telling you anything. It’s too personal and I ain’t babbling out someone I’ve been intimate with.”“You don’t have to tell me all the gory details and who’s who! Just share with me what you felt after it.”“Damn it. I don’t even know how we ended up talking about this. A kiss is just a kiss, Lily. And even if I tell you all about it, you still won’t understand.”“But nobody wants to tell me anything! I asked Jenny, Fred, mom, Erica and
Neil chuckles, shaking his head, “Yeah. right. I don’t even want to imagine what it’ll be like. But what do you think? How can you say that it’s love? When do you think it’s time? When do you say, ‘Oh, god. This is it. This is the person I am looking for. This is the person I want to be with’?”I paused, still chuckling, mulling over his words while thinking for a good answer. And honestly, for someone a bit inexperienced like me, who had only come and gone over a couple chances of nearly-falling-in-love-but-didn’t-go-through-it, I don’t think I have the best judgment to this.“I don’t really know,” I say after a while, shaking my head while I play the rim of my glass with my thumb. “I’m not really sure. I can’t say I’m an expert. But you. What do you say about it? Considering that words are much your forte compared to me. You, with your very clever way of describing things about love. What do you think about it?”“Honestly?” his eyebrows raised and he smiles wider, “I think it’s when
She is the most powerful queen in Vire. The only queen who has the rest of the nearby kingdoms bow down to her because of her immeasurable prowess and immortality... But beneath her intimidating presence lies a secret that could break her into pieces... A secret of how she had chosen to rule despite the fact that she didn't want to be the queen. --------- QUEEN SEVINA is a witch and an immortal. She has been ruling over the entirety of Vire, the most powerful and biggest kingdom in the expanse of EARTHORIA. The whole kingdom of Vire has been acknowledging Queen Sevina for so long now as the most royalty among royalties. She is their leader of leaders; the queen of all kings. Many feared her for her unbridled power as a witch and the fact that she could diminish any size of enemies with just a snap of her hand. In simplest words, she has always been invincible. But until today, her power and her greatness have been challenged by a certain news that was dropped on her this morning. A
THE NIGHT THAT STARTED IT ALLTwo weeks ago...QUEEN SEVINA was exhausted. After the last battle against Exterio, she was extremely worn out because of how much power she had to use just to defeat the large armies of that kingdom. It had not been an easy feat at all. But just like the previous battles she had been in, Vire still won.And that left no doubt to the rest of the kingdoms that Vire will always be undefeated. Taking her leisure to spend some time alone on the empty halls of the palace, Queen Sevina walked slowly and tried to think about the next steps she would be doing for the future of Vire. She had been making plans about the crowning of Prince Kevian. The young prince is already turning twenty-two this year and there were so many talks about him taking over the throne to help Queen Sevina with the responsibilities.But on the other hand, knowing
Neil chuckles, shaking his head, “Yeah. right. I don’t even want to imagine what it’ll be like. But what do you think? How can you say that it’s love? When do you think it’s time? When do you say, ‘Oh, god. This is it. This is the person I am looking for. This is the person I want to be with’?”I paused, still chuckling, mulling over his words while thinking for a good answer. And honestly, for someone a bit inexperienced like me, who had only come and gone over a couple chances of nearly-falling-in-love-but-didn’t-go-through-it, I don’t think I have the best judgment to this.“I don’t really know,” I say after a while, shaking my head while I play the rim of my glass with my thumb. “I’m not really sure. I can’t say I’m an expert. But you. What do you say about it? Considering that words are much your forte compared to me. You, with your very clever way of describing things about love. What do you think about it?”“Honestly?” his eyebrows raised and he smiles wider, “I think it’s when
Why won’t you tell me? Come on, Benji! You gotta tell me, I ain’t telling anybody. I just want to feed this burgeoning curiosity at once! I am so so frustrated to know about it!”“This is weird, Lily. Just you asking this from me, is already insane! Why can’t you just do it with someone else?! You’re even past the adolescent phase and you’re still whining about a peck on the mouth. It’s not like it can be a bother to you? Certainly, someone would be willing to do it for you. Maybe that Carl guy or whoever it is--”“His name’s Chris.”“Whatever. I’m not telling you anything. It’s too personal and I ain’t babbling out someone I’ve been intimate with.”“You don’t have to tell me all the gory details and who’s who! Just share with me what you felt after it.”“Damn it. I don’t even know how we ended up talking about this. A kiss is just a kiss, Lily. And even if I tell you all about it, you still won’t understand.”“But nobody wants to tell me anything! I asked Jenny, Fred, mom, Erica and
I was drunk. You were drunk. We were walking, swaying next to each other, barely holding our sanity."Let's take a cab," you said. I smiled at you, giggling like a little girl. Your face was too red. But I stopped when I caught sight of an empty bench next to a lonely lamppost on the sidewalk. I pulled your arm, without another word, dragging you with me as I sat us together on the seat."Let's take a rest first," I told you. My voice swirled with intoxication and coyness. You shook your head playfully at me, naturally displaying those irresistible dimples. I resisted the urge to reach up and pinch your cheek. So I took a deep breath instead, staring up at the night sky.There were no stars, but the wind was cold, so it felt totally right. Your warmth became a comfort."I can't believe we're finally there. We're really graduating college," you commented after a brief silence. I grinned wider, leaning my body against your taller frame. I never knew I could be that bold.It was the clos
She still wants him. He didn't have to hear her say it. Her lucid reactions were already enough for him to push this forward. He was never letting her go anymore. "Daisy..?" But as soon as Elliot came to that conclusion, another voice popped in from a distance, prompting him to freeze. His arms stiffened around Daisy as Elliot realized the voice that had called out her name was of a man's. His off-guard reaction, however, eventually gave Daisy the chance to get back to her senses as she quickly pulled away from his hug and escaped him. That was not a voice Elliot could recognize, and it quickly made his entire demeanor go cold. He slowly dropped his arms to his sides and turned to where the voice had come from... And someone caught his sight. Daisy let out a quick sigh of relief at the interference of her boss calling out for her. As soon as it cut the moment short between her and Elliot, Daisy immediately stepped away from Elliot and rushed to the side of her boss. El
"I'm very sorry for all of this, Yuko-san!"A cup of black coffee handed out towards her with his head lowered in a ninety-degree bow, as soon as he entered her office. This was the proper and perfect apology gesture in Kyouhei's Yuko textbook. It did not matter where the coffee was bought, or how long he had been late, as long as he did this and stayed in that position until she tells him to stop, he knew he will be forgiven. That was the trick."There's no sense of doing that anymore," Yuko rolled her eyes at the entire stupidity, "Just give me the damn coffee so we can get to work."Upon hearing that, Kyouhei stood straight up and beamed. He quickly gave Yuko the coffee that was now barely hot since it had been more than 5 minutes now from when he bought it. But Yuko did not mind it no more, she was now sipping from the cup as she continued to looked over some more files on top of her desk. She only paused to give Kyouhei a look from her seat."Do
"I'm very sorry for all of this, Yuko-san!" A cup of black coffee handed out towards her with his head lowered in a ninety-degree bow, as soon as he entered her office. This was the proper and perfect apology gesture in Kyouhei's Yuko textbook. It did not matter where the coffee was bought, or how long he had been late, as long as he did this and stayed in that position until she tells him to stop, he knew he will be forgiven. That was the trick. "There's no sense of doing that anymore," Yuko rolled her eyes at the entire stupidity, "Just give me the damn coffee so we can get to work." Upon hearing that, Kyouhei stood straight up and beamed. He quickly gave Yuko the coffee that was now barely hot since it had been more than 5 minutes now from when he bought it. But Yuko did not mind it no more, she was now sipping from the cup as she continued to looked over some more files on top of her desk. She only paused to give Kyouhei a look from her seat.
The flowers should have made Vivian smile but she could not bring herself to appreciate their beauty. She could not even face the vanity mirror to look at her own reflection. And most of all, she could not bring herself to even at least fake a smile in front of Kate, her bestfriend who is the only person caring enough to show up in Vivian's dressing room before her wedding.Yep. She is getting married. Today. But why does it feel like it isn't a day to celebrate?Vivian lets out a deep long sigh and Kate gives her a sympathetic smile across the room. She only got one person in her life who truly loves her, and she only got a day to change her entire life. Didn't she actually wish for this? Vivian almost snorts out of bitterness. She fidgets with the silk ribbon tied into a knot around her waist and smirks.Didn't she say that she wanted freedom and agreed to go on with this because this was the only way she could think of to finally get rid of the name she never felt she belonged to?
"WHAT DID YOU JUST SAY?"The news had spread immediately like hot searing wildfire all over Vire and even to the neighboring kingdoms in the next few days since that outstanding announcement during the royal meeting with Prince Kevian dropping an unexpected revelation in front of everyone. And when that reached the ears of the very prominent king of Eron, King Fenir, he looked totally displeased by it and he got overtly bothered by the fact that this was starting to get in his way.He felt himself being swallowed by his intense dissatisfaction and distaste as he had reacted too strongly."The crowned prince of Vire, Prince Kevian, your Highness," his royal messenger specifically confirmed with undeterred calmness as he spoke in a neutral tone and continued, "He had vocally announced his personal intentions to marry the current Queen of Vire, Queen Sevina, to keep her in the position and boldly suggested thi
QUEEN SEVINA COULD NOT REALLY hide the look of disbelief on her face. She felt like she had been blindsided and she was perfectly aware that eyes were already drawn towards her to watch her reaction after hearing what Prince Kevian just announced right in front of everyone.She cannot really choose whether to laugh or confront the crowned prince of his bold statement that seemed too ridiculous but no one dared to brush that off as Queen Sevina took her time to think of what she could say from her end.What was he thinking?She looked across the hall and straight to where Prince Kevian was still wearing a smile on his face, grinning as if he did something he was completely proud of.What was he planning to get out from this absurdity?Queen Sevina felt like he was mocking him, for some reason. But knowing the crowned prince, he was not one to just put out a suggest