Lexie’s pregnant? Ram already lost count of how many times he had asked the same question to himself over and over. Such question that always comes with another. Sino ang ama ng dinadala ni Lexie? All of a sudden, he felt stupid, such feeling that he refused to consider his own, but having to ask this questions about Lexie’s current situation Ram couldn’t help himself to feel that way. He just hated the fact that he still had to ask, to guess… Hindi niya itatanging malakas ang kutob niya na sa kanya ang dinadala ni Lexie kung tunay man ngang buntis ito, anyway they f#cked a lot of times, there could be a possibility that he made her pregnant, feeling annoyed, Ram hit his steering wheel so hard that it hurt his own hand. Hindi niya makuhang kalmahin ang sarili lalo pa nang sumagi sa kanyan isipan na mayroon ding posibilidad na ang hudas niyang pamangkin ang tatay ng dinalala ni Lexie, afterall he believed what Rafael had told him, his stupid nephew is screwing Lexie behind his b
“What the hell did you do to her, Jordan?” Halos mabingi si Ram sa lakas ng sampal na sinalubong sa kanya ng pinsan ni Lexie, si Claire. Galit na galit ang tinging ipinupukol nito sa kanya, at hindi niya naman ito masisisi, he called her with Lexie’s phone and informed her that Lexie was in the hospital, he didn’t got the chance to explain, added the fact that he doesn’t feel the need to. Walang reaksyong tinapunan niya ng tingin ang babae bago sumagot. “She collapsed.” Walang ganang sabi niya, he tried so hard to act that he doesn’t care making her even angrier. “She’s pregnant, you as*hole!” Claire shouted at him as she pushed him hard, hindi naman natinag si Ram sa mga pinag gagawa nito. “I know, and since you know too much, will you tell who the father is?” Puno ng galit at inis ang mga matang tanong ni Ram, Claire’s reaction quickly shifted from worried to hatred. “You son of a b*tch!” She whispered as she turned her back at him. “Lexie said it wasn’t mine, and do kno
“Alexandria Caroline Stevens, are you sure about this?” Claire asked in horror after she informed her about her marrying Rammel Jordan, Lexie remained silent for a second then smiled sadly to her cousin. “H-hindi…” She whispered, saka marahas na napabuntong hininga. “Hindi ako sigurado, but I don’t have a choice… I love him Claire, so much and I would be the stupidest person if I will marry him just because I love him, he… I think he lost all the remaining respect he has for me, he simply just fallen out of love…” Malungkot na sabi niya. “If that is the case, then why did you agree to marry him?” Naguguluhang sabi ni Claire. Muli pang nag buga ng hangin si Lexie saka naupo sa isang silya sa hapag. “Ram, he- well he won’t accept if I say no, he said he would make my life a living hell, I tried not to be affected on that threat of his, but I can’t, knowing Rammel Oliver Jordan, he has more powers in his hands, more than we know, and the fact that he was so mad at me, I am sure
Sadyang hindi na umasa si Lexie na kahit paano ay may kaunting celebration man lang na naihanda si Ram para sa araw na iyon. Bakit pa nga ba naman ito mag aalalang mag handa gayong galing na mismo ritong ginusto lamang siya nitong pakasalan upang gawing miserable ang buhay niya. Kung bakit ba naman kasi hindi na siya nag madaling mag punta ng London, noong unang araw pa lamang sanang naisip niya iyon malamang sa hindi ay hindi na nagkanda letche- letche ang lahat, hindi siya mapipilitang mag pakasal kay Ram dahil sa takot na sirain nga nito ang buhay niya, kung siya lamang sanang mag isa, walang kaso iyon, ano man ang gawin nito ay kaya niyang huwag mag pa apekto, ngunit hindi na ganon iyon ngayon, may baby na siyang kailangang isali sa bawat desisyong gagawin niya sa buhay, sa ayaw niya man o hindi. Marahas na napa buntong hininga si Lexie, halos sumakit na rin ang ulo niya sa kanina pang pag iisip ng kung ano-ano, mga negatibong bagay lamang naman, muli pa siyang napa buga ng han
It’s been almost two weeks since the unexpected marriage between her and Rammel Jordan, and in the past days nothing has really changed between them, Ram refused to treat her nicely, he fail to give her respect sometimes, Lexie on the other had had been trying so hard to pursue him, she’s been trying to make everything okay between them, pero kahit anong gawin niya wala pa rin talaga eh, lalo lamang lumalayo si Ram sa tuwing susubukan niyang lumapit, hangang sa unti-unti na rin siyang nasanay, nag sawa, unti-unti na siyang nasanay na palagi na lamang itong galit sa kanya kasabay ng unti-unti ring pagkawala ng pag asa siyang mag kaka ayos pa sila. Mabilis niyang naka sanayan ang lahat, dahil na rin marahil sa mukhang wala rin namang pinagbago ang buhay niya, nag pakasal lang siya at ang taong pinakasalan niya ay walang pakealam sa kanya, noong mga unang araw ay nahirapan siya hangang sa nagising na lamang siya isang umaga na parang wala na rin siyang pakealam Oo nga’t inaamin niyang
Mag a-alas otso ng gabi nang matapos sa trabaho sa resto si Lexie ngunit halos alas nueve na ay naka tanga pa rin siya sa tabi ng kalsada at nag aabang ng sasakyan. Nabuhayan siya ng loob nang makitang may isang taxi-ng paparating, dali-dali siyang pumara, kulang na lamang ay mag papadyak siya sa inis nang lampasan lamang siya niyon. Kung bakit ba naman ang hirap mag abang ng sasakyan sa lugar na iyon? Marahas siyang napa buntong hininga saka sandaling tinapunan ng tingin ang suot na relo, hindi niya na rin napigilang mapairap nang makitang late na. Car… I have my own car… Bulong niya sa sarili saka muling umirap sa kawalan, oo nga pala at mayroon siyang sariling sasakyan na pwedeng gamitin, kung naisip niya iyon kanina, sana hindi siya namumuroblema ngayon. Kung tutuosin ay pwede naman siyang tumawag sa bahay at mag pasundo, ngunit maisip niya pa lamang ang nakabusangot na mukha ni Ram dahil sa inis sa kanya ay huwag na lang. Ram’s treatment to her will no longer change, at le
Ilang minuto na ang naka lipas ay nanatili pa ring tahimik si Ram, ganon din naman si Lexie, nag pupuyos ang kanyang damdamin, hindi malaman kung paano pa ang gagawin upang makapag usap sila ni Ram.Mayamaya pa ay naka ramdam na rin siya ng pagod sa pag tayo at sa pag hihintay kay Ram na maunang mag salita.Nanginginig ang mga kalamnan na pilit siyang nag lakad patungo sa kama kung saan malamang sa hindi ay doon nakipagsalo si Ram ng init sa babae nito kanina.Marahas siyang napabuntong hininga saka marahang hinaplos ang makapal na sapin ng kamang iyon, mayamaya pa ay mapait na napangiti.“T-tonight after work, I was waiting for a taxi, I felt no one will come so I decided to walk…Later a man, a good looking man, younger than you stopped in front of me and offered to drive me home…”Lexie started sadly, nag angat siya ng tingin at muling napangiti nang makita ang mabilis na pag kuyom ng kamao ni Ram kasabay ng pag tatagis ng bagang.He’s mad…She thought…But why?Because of the info
Lexie woke up with Ram’s hand wrapped around her waist, tila isang timang na agad siyang napa ngiti nang maramdaman niyang humigpit iyon matapos niyang kumilos ng bahagya.Habang naka higa pa rin ay pilit hinanap ng mga mata niya ang orasan at napa buntong hininga nang makitang may halos dalawang oras pa siya para mag handa para sa trabaho.Pilit pinaluwagan ni Lexie ang yakap sa kanya ni Ram, nang mag tagumpay ay saka siya umusod paharap rito, muli pa siyang napa ngiti nang makitang mahimbing na mahimbing ang tulog nito, tila may sariling isip ang kamay na kusang umangat upang haplusin ang mukha ni Ram, using her index finger she traced his slightly frowning forehead, to his perfectly sculpted nose and to his lips.Those lips…Lexie figured how much she missed kissing those, how long as it been since those red lips of his claimed hers with the same passion like the way he used to when everything was still fine between them.Mapait na napangiti si Lexie kasabay ng panandaliang pagkali
Wala pa man halos tatlong minuto mula nang maka balik siya sa silid nila ni Ram galing dining ay hindi magawang mapakali ni Lexie.For some reason, she just can't get herself to behave, lalo na at alam niyang ano mang oras ay papasok rin doon si Ram, it was very kind of him to actually listen to her joke habang nasa dining sila kanina.Akalain niya nga ba namang hindi nga talaga ito pupunta sa opsina at mag tarbaho, sa halip ay mas pinili nitong siya ang samahan sa kwarto nila sa buong mag hapon?Lexie was lying on their bed, freshly showered, again, she was wearing nothing but Ram’s old white button-down shirt. Isa ‘to sa mga paborito niyang isuot kahit pa nga hindi naman ito sukat sa kanya, ngayong ubod na ng laki ang kanyang tiyan dahil kabuwanan niya na, pakiramdam ni Lexie ay mas komportable niyang isuot ang mga damit ng kanyang asawa.And right now, it was more than that, Lexie needed him. Hindi niya itatangging ang biro niya kay Ram kanina ay hindi half meant.She needed him.
Walong buwan na rin ang mabilis na lumipas mula nang mangayri ang lahat, ngunit kahit ganoon ay parang kahapon lamang nangyari iyon.Masakit pa rin para kay Lexie ang pagkamatay ng pinsang si Amanda, kahit pa ng sabihing hindi naging maayos ang naging relasyon nila nito noon, kahit paano naman ay naging close rin naman sila nito.Kung sana nga lang ay nagkaroon silan ng kahit kaunting panahon ni Amanda para ayusin ang lahat bago man lang ito mawala.Lexie sighed at the though, it was too early in the morning at iyon na nanaman agad ang gumugulo sa isip niya, ni hindi pa nga siya halos nakaka bangon mula sa malaki nilang kama.Lexie sat up slowly, sandali pa siyang napa ngiwi sa bigat ng kanyang tiyan, tuloy ay hindi siya maka kilos ng maayos. Ilang lingo na lang rin kasi ay malapit na siyang manganak.Nang makabangon ay agad siyang napa ngiti nang makitang wala na sa tabi niya si Ram.Wala sa sariling hinanap ng kanyang mga mata ang dereksyon ng digital clock na naka patong sa maliit
Ram gripped her hips so tight she knew mamumula iyon mamaya. But she didn’t care. She wanted it. Needed it.He slammed into her again and again, skin slapping skin, habang bumibilis ang paghinga niya.“You’re mine, Lexie. You f#cking hear me? No one gets to see you like this, no one gets this pussy but me.”“Yes! I’m yours, only yours... oh my God, don’t stop, don’t f#cking stop!”He reached around and pinched her clit hard as he continued pounding her. And that sent her over the edge again, her legs nearly giving out, but Ram held her in place as he pounded harder, deeper.It was primal.Savage.Obscene.At nang labasan siya, hindi malaman ni Lexie kung umiiyak ba siya o sanyang halos yanigin ang buong banyo sa sigaw niya, Lexie orgasmed so violently she felt like she's just been exorcised.She needed her own demons out of her.And the same time, she needed them to stay.Ram came seconds after, groaning low and dark as he spilled deep inside her.But he didn’t pull out.He leaned
Mataas na ang sikat ng araw nang magising mula sa mahimbing na tulog si Lexie, agad pa siyang napa ngiwi nang maramdaman ang bahagyang pananakit ng kanyang katawan ngunit ganoon pa man ay hindi niya magawang mag reklamo.Ano nga ba naman ang i-re-reklamo niya pa? Ram did her good last night, hell, he wrecked her in the best possible way.She smiled faintly when she felt Ram's warmth on her skin, mahigpit itong nakayakap sa kanya mula sa likod. His arm draped possessively over her waist, habang ang kanyang isang binti nito ay naka-ipit sa pagitan ng kanya.“Good morning, wife."Ram’s raspy, just-woke-up voice sent a thrill straight to her core.“Morning husband."Mahina at paos ang tinig na ganting pag bati ni Lexie habang kinikiskis ang likod sa dibdib nito.Ram moved behind her, at dama niya ang pag-usli ng naninigas na pagkalalaki nito na tumatama sa kanyang puwitan dahilan upang agad na manlaki ang kanyang mga mata.“Oh my God, Ram… again?”Napatawa ang lalaki, at lalong idiniin
Ilang linggo na ang lumipas mula nang makalabas si Ram ng ospital, at kahit na hindi pa ito pinapayagang bumalik sa full work mode, ay balik na ulit sa dating ikot ng buhay nila ang lahat, well, almost.Lexie sighed as she looked around their cozy living room, ngayon ay mas maayos na ang bahay, mas tahimik, pero mas mainit rin ang mga gabi.Especially with Ram’s new hobby.“Ram, can you please stop staring at me like that?” Inis ngunit may halong kilig na sabi ni Lexie habang inaaba niya ang kanyang sarili sa pag-aayos ng mesa para sa dinner nila.Hindi naman kumibo si Ram, sa halip ay nanatili itong nakaupo sa isang stool habang naka sandal sa counter, shirtless, at may hawak na isang glass na may lamang whiskey. He was biting his lower lip habang sinusundan ng tingin ang bawat kilos niya.“Lexie… you have no idea how sexy you look while slicing that damn tomato.”“Ram…” Natatawang kunwaring saway ni Lexie dito. “Seryoso? Kamatis na ang turn on mo ngayon?”“Not the tomato, baby.
Book 2 BLURB"She was his fire. He was her ruin. But what happens when desire turns into obsession?"Lexie Stevens thought she finally had it all, Ram Jordan in her bed, their daughter in her arms, and peace after years of heartbreak. Pero ang tahimik na mundo nila ay nabasag when they took in Addy, a broken girl with dangerous eyes and a twisted need to belong.What started as compassion becomes chaos.Addy wants more than a family, she wants Ram.Now, every touch between Lexie and Ram burns with tension. Every kiss tastes like guilt.They still crave each other, wild, raw, and unrelenting—but the lines between love and destruction are fading fast.In a home filled with secrets, jealousy, and seduction, Lexie must fight not only for Ram… but for herself.Because when another woman wants your man, and he’s too broken to push her away, how far will you go to reclaim your place in his arms?A sinful, scorching tale of lust, betrayal, and the kind of love that ruins you beautifully.CHAR
Hindi malaman ni Lexie kung ilang beses na siyang nagpa ikot-ikot sa living room ng kanyang bahay, nawalan na rin siya ng bilang kung ilang tasa ng kape na ang naubos niya. It’s already been 3 days and Ram Jordan was still in the hospital, and the fact that he still hasn’t regain consciousness is making her anxious, worried. “Lexie, pinuwi ka nga rito para makapag pahinga ka, yet you are here pacing around like some kind of maniac. Will you please calm down?” Sermon sa kanya ng pinsang si Claire habang masama ang tingin sa kanya. “Oh Claire, how am I supposed to calm down, my husband was shot, two times at hanggang ngayon ay wala pa ring ulirat sa ospital, I am worried sick Claire… Ikaw? Ano ang ginagawa mo rito? Weren’t you supposed to be at Amanda’s funeral?” Tanong ni Lexie sa pinsan bago pa bagsak na naupo sa sofa matapos maka ramdam ng pagod, naupo naman sa tabi niya si Claire. “I was, Macy called me, she said she was at the hospital at nag babantay sa tatay niya, she
Hindi pumayag si Lexie na mag paiwan sa bahay nang mag desisyon si Ram na mag tungo agad sa malapit na police station, ganun rin naman si Addy at ang anak nilang si Macy ay nag pupumilit rin na sumama, mabuti na lamang ay napakiusapan ito ni Ram na mag paiwan na dahil masyadong delikado kung maging ang mga bata ay isasama pa nila. Kaya lamang ay mapilit ang anak ni Rafael, wala rin silang nagawa nang mag salita ito, lalo pa at alam rin naman ni Lexie na may point rin ang sinasabi nito. ‘I know what happened, I am the only witness here, kung may tao man po kayong kailangan ngayon, ako po iyon. And if you want to have my evil father punished, I want to be there to witness that, so please let me go with you.’ Those were the exact words she said, even Addy was sitting at the back seat of the car, Lexie could feel her anger, too much anger and she knew that is not safe, not for a child, like Adalia. Lexie slowly leaned forward to Ram who was driving quietly, funny how none of them dar
“How are you feeling?” Ram Jordan asked as he wrapped his arm around her waist, sandali pang napa buntong hininga ni Lexie saka ngumiti bago sumagot. “Tired, gusto kong mag pahinga sandali.” “Lex, I know you are tired, I made you feel tired, what I am asking is how are you? Are you in pain?” He whispered through her ear, Lexie smiled after she figured that Ram wasn’t asking her about how tired she was after the sex, he was asking her how she actually feels, and she would bet it was about her cousin Amanda. Muli pang nag pilit ng ngiti si Lexie bago umikot ng higa paharap sa asawa, mabilis niya ring iniyakap ang mga braso rito saka muling bumuntong hininga. “I would be lying if I will say I am fine, I feel sad Ram, devastated, mad.. Amanda and I never had the best relationship as cousins but we sure did shared the best memories together, hindi man kami kasing close tulad ni Claire, but I can say Amanda could still be one of the best family I have.” Pabulong na kwento ni Lexie,