And I truly believe that whatever the story is, there is nothing that they say that can explain or excuse their actions.
How could they fucking cheat on me?
“Finish the story, then. But here.”
They share another look, only inches away from me, before turning back around and facing me once more.
“We finally got in touch with some old friends from Italy. Well, more like old enemies. Their names are Louis and Levi. Twins, as well. They had worked for Demitri for a while, but had escaped his cartel after he slept with and killed their mother. They were devastated and had pleaded with us to join us. But we knew that would be fatal. Demitri would have retaliated. So we declined their request, but secretly, we helped them. We gave them what they needed to live life without feeling like they would be killed at any time.”
“What does this have to do with anything?” I question, crossing my arms against my chest.
“Sorry, I got sidetracked.” Antonio says, biting his lip before continuing. “Anyways, in return, they keep tabs on certain things for us, in order to warn us. One of the things they kept tabs on was Demitri. The twins had informed us that Demitri had a new wife, but no one had seen her. We had no idea that it would have been Sara.”
“None of us knew.’’ Nicholas says. “We thought that she was fucking dead. For the last two years, we’ve just been focusing on our businesses. We were planning on attacking Demitri, eventually. But no one had really seen him in the last year. His business continued to succeed, even without him being present. We all figured he had just been focused on his wife. So we waited.”
“But then we found you.”Antonio continues, reaching for my hand, but I snatch it away. He sucks in a deep breath before continuing. “We found you, and nothing else mattered. So we stopped our plans, we stopped checking in on the twins. Nothing else mattered to us but you. It wasn’t until Sara resurfaced that we began to focus on our duties. After all, we were supposed to turn the business over to our family soon, and sell our own business as well. We didn’t want to have unfinished business when we did turn over the reigns. On our way here, the twins contacted us. They told us that they had gotten a hold of a picture of Demitri and his wife, and that they were both here in New York.”
Antonio reaches into his pants pocket and pulls out a folded photo. He hands the folded picture to me, and i take it, careful to not touch his skin at all.
“This is the picture he sent us.” Nicholas says, pushing his hands into his pants pockets.
I unfold the photo and gasp at what i see.
“This is Sara.” I remark.
This is proof that she was with their enemy, Demitri.
But that does not explain why they would kiss her.
I look up, seeing a glimpse of hope spark their eyes.
“Our reaction exactly. It seems that she had been with Demitri this entire time. We had no idea why, or why she would come back now. So when we came, we readied ourselves. We knew we needed her to tell us about her relationship with Demitri. We needed an explanation. As soon as we came here, we confronted her with the picture.”
“And what did she say?” I question, glancing back down at the photo.
Sara looks happy, her arms wrapped around a tall man's neck. The man has his arms wrapped around her thin waist, a smile plastered across her face.
“She told us he forced her to be with him. He found her when she went into the witness protection program after faking her death. She was forced to marry him. Demitri never knew that we were only friends. He didn’t know that him marrying her wouldn’t make us jealous, since
we were never into her. Yes, it would have angered us. You know what we went through with her death.”
I nod at Antonios words.
“She never told him about our marriage being out of convenience, not love. She never told him that she wasn’t into us. Because she was. She told us that she had always had feelings for us. That, yes, she liked girls, but she liked us, too. She said she had always felt that way about us. And then she kissed Nick.”
I turn and face nick, whose eyes are watery.
So she kissed both of them?
“We let her. I let here. At first, it was shock, but then Antonio and i had an idea. She would never go there with us."
“She would kiss us, sure. But if she was lying about liking us, like we believe that she was, she would never go too far with us.”“So you guys went along with it? Another girl kisses you guys, and you guys think that this whole thing justifies cheating on me?” I shake my head at them.“Caroline. It wasn’t like that. We didn’t cheat on you.” Antonio pleads.“Are you serious? You guys kissed her! That’s fucking cheating.”“But we told you why. We told you the whole story. Please, forgive us!” Nicholas says, frantically wrapping his arms around me.I shake my head and push against his chest, wanting nothing more than for him to let me go. Wanting nothing more than to be away from them.“Let me go, Nicholas! I can’t forgive you guys. Not right now.” I sob, tears staining my cheeks.“I’m sorry, mi amore. I’m so fucking sorry. We thought only of getting the truth. We didn’t think this would count as cheating.”I shake my head, still pushing against Nicholas’ chest.“You didn’t think, that’
If I forgave them right now, I could heal, and we could all build our lives together. We could get Sara out of our lives for good, and never worry about her again. We could go through the next few months of my pregnancy together, happy. We could actually hold hands at the doctor appointments, and I could watch them put the nursery together for the twins. We could move into a new house, and forget all about this one. We could have the twins and then more and more and more kids, just like Nicholas and Antonio want. If I forgave them right now, we could live the life we had already started building.But could I really forgive them?After everything that they just did?Opening my eyes, I look at both of them. “I can't forgive you guys, not right now. You guys have officially broken my heart. You guys have broken me. I don't even know if I can ever really forgive you guys. Like truly forgive you guys. Maybe one day I will be able to actually find a way to not hate you guys for this. But r
“I don't know what our future holds, and I can't promise you guys anything other than letting you guys be there for the twins. But I need my space, too. I don't want you guys showing up to my place in the middle of the night. I dont want you guys trying to get in my pants. And, while i dont want you guys to, I wont control who you guys sleep with, even if it is Sara. I just don't want to know anything about it, if it happens. I'll give you guys updates about the twins, and about any doctor appointments. That's all I can do right now, okay?” The twins both nod, both looking mournful.“We will give you the space you seek, Caroline. But we will never, ever stop trying to earn your trust again. Okay? Because we love you. And we want our family to be together again.” Nicholas says, smiling meekly while crossing his arms across his chest.“And about Sara? We will never sleep with her. We will never even fucking touch her again. She's going to leave, we promise you that. There is no one els
Amanda is a fucking saint.My personal knight in shining armor.She arrived at my doorstep less than seven hours later, which is insane since the flight here from Seattle alone is around five hours.And she stopped at a convenience store first on her way here from the airport.When I let her into my home, she immediately wrapped her arms around me while I sobbed loudly.“Oh, sweetheart. Now i really am going to have to fucking kill those stupid assholes.”She ushers me into the house and closes the door behind us. “Okay, so I brought three different kinds of ice cream, as well as some brownies, chocolates, drinks, and some frozen pizzas.”Her words make me sob harder.“Oh, honey.'' She rubs my arm gently in an effort to calm my crying. “Okay, so you should sit on the couch and get started on this ice cream while I start the pizzas. I know you haven't eaten, and you may not want to, but those babies in there need some kind of food. So ice cream and pizza it is.”I cry even harder.“I s
Watching caroline leave has to be the worst fucking thing i have ever fucking seen.She cant leave right now, thats all i kept fucking thinking as i watched her get in the car.As she drove away from us, I could no longer control my emotions.I fall to my knees in the driveway, tears streaming freely as sobs wreck my body.“We fucked up, nick. She will never forgive us now. What are we going to do?” I cry out.Nick sniffles next to me before pulling out his phone. “We can start by getting Sara out of our house.”He dials a number before pressing the phone to his ear.“Jameson, I need yo
We let her kiss us.We let her touch us.No, we don't like it.We got no fucking satisfaction from her.We were disgusted.But we let her do it anyway.We broke our vows to our wife.We broke her heart.Maybe she will never truly forgive us.When Lucien screamed his words, I thought something had happened to caroline.After all, why would he be here when he was supposed to be with our wife?But as soon as we saw Caroline there, staring at us with so
I sit on the couch, the tub of ice cream tucked in my lap, already a quarter of the way gone.Amanda sits on the other end of the couch.She looks worried.Very, very worried.I can see why.When I called her, I was hysterical. As she went to the airport, she stayed on the phone with me. She talked to me, gave me words of encouragement, words of reassurance.She stayed on the phone with me through the security line, all the way until she had to board the plane.“So, what the hell happened?” she asks, opening a tub of ice cream for herself.“I don't even know where to start
“I cant believe that he would cover for you.” Amanda says, taking a bite of her own ice cream.“I know. I was surprised, too. But I guess he knew who I really was. He had dug into my past after seeing some irregularities in my background check. Of course, only very few people would have been able to find those irregularities. He took the fall because he felt that I needed that job. He took the fall, and he was fired. His father fired him, and his entire future at TechBuddy was taken from him.” I take another bite of my ice cream. I let it melt in my mouth before swallowing and then resuming. “Jacob never really held that against me. I promised him that if he needed my help one day, I would help him, no questions asked. When he finally took me up on the offer, it had been over two years. He came knocking on my door, the twins in tow. He needed me to look over his security system for the twins company. He needed me to fix his mistake. So I did. I did it because I owed him. And that da
Sitting up between them, I reach over to cup Nicholas cheek as well. “I cannot wait to see you guys holding our babies. I cannot wait to see you guys loving on them the way you guys love on me. It’s going to fucking fill my heart and make me love the both of you so much more. And when I get pregnant again afterwards, and you guys get so excited all over again? Fuck yeah, I can’t wait to see that.”Antonio reaches up to place his hand over mine on his cheek, interlacing our fingers tightly. “You’re going to be an amazing mother, Caroline. Like our mother was. Like your mother was. Even better, probably.”Nicholas chuckles, his face widening in a huge grin. “I can’t wait to meet them. They’re going to be so fucking smart, just like their momma. Hopefully not as bratty, though.”
He pulls my dress off over my head and then pushes me back onto the bed so that I'm laying on my back.“You look so fucking beautiful, baby. Your belly is growing with out babies, and fuck me if that’s not the sexiest fucking thing in the world to me right now. I don’t know how you expect us to keep our hands off of you, especially when you’re so fucking horny for us. I hope you know that you’ll be pregnant again as soon as your doctor clears us to touch you after giving birth.”I clench my thighs together in anticipation, feeling the familiar curls of need coil throughout me at Nick's words.He notices the action, of course, and smirks down at me in satisfaction and desire.“You like the sound of that, don&rsqu
“You didn't need to earn our forgiveness, Caroline Rossi. We needed time to forgive you, yes. But you had it pretty damn fast after we learned the truth about you. As much as we hate lying, we weren't always very truthful to you as well." Antonio says, his face coming to press a kiss to my forehead.“I know that now. But at the time, I was definitely beating myself up. Like, hardcore. I didn't think that I could ever face you guys again, not without having you guys say something that would quite literally break my heart. you know what i'm saying? Anyways, finding out about the pregnancy, and then that you guys were looking for me, i knew that i had to come see you guys. Even if it was just to tell you guys that i was pregnant. I just knew that i needed to tell you guys. And im happy i did. If I hadn't come back, I don't know what would have happened. I was so… down without you guys
After our meal, the twins each wrap an arm around me and lead me to the car, Cordessa a few steps in front of us. Nick opens the backdoor for her, letting her in before closing the door and turning to face me.“Are you okay, baby?” he asks me, pulling me to his chest.“Yeah, im… I'm even better than okay. I'm so happy that she called me. I'm so happy she found me. I'll tell you guys the whole story when we're alone.” pausing, I glance between both men. “You guys are okay with her coming with us, right?” I ask quietly.Tony wraps his arms around me from behind me, sandwiching me between the both of them.“Baby, that girl in there is your sister. She's your family. If you want her to come live with us, that's okay. If you wa
As we slide into our booth at the diner, with Nick and I on one side and Caroline and her sister on the other, I can't help but look at our wife.She hasn't looked this happy since… well since the last ultrasound of the twins.Our twins.God, I will never get over the fact that she's carrying our babies.I don't even know what I would have done if she hadn't come back to us.Everyday I see her, everytime i think about all of the times we have pushed her away, and almost lost her. I can't help wondering how different everything could have been.I'm sitting across the table from Caroline, so I lean forward to grip her hand in mine, stealing her attention. “I love
I glance at carolines sister, Cordessa, holding my breath as I contemplate what her answer could be.What if she says we don't deserve her? What if she says that she doesnt think we should be with caroline? Will our sweet wife choose her sister over us and leave?Cordessa glances between Tony and I before turning to Caroline and tilting her head towards us. “¿te tratan bien?” she asks in spanish, making me want to growl in frustration.Tony and I really need to learn spanish.Caroline laughs before leaning forward to stroke both mine and Tony's cheeks, a smile on her face as she looks us both over. ‘Yeah, they treat me well. They make me happy, like really happy. We have our moments, of course, just like any other couple. But the love we sh
They don't want me to leave for another three days, just so they can have me pumped up with drugs and speak to all of their expensive, annoying psychologists. They said they would only lift the hold and discharge me if a family member comes to get me. They don't want to be responsible for me if I end up trying to end my own life.”“You're coming home with me, rory. Don't worry, okay?”She goes to respond when the door opens with an audible click and the guard steps back inside. “Your visitation time has ended.”I dont move, instead I tilt my head at the guard. “Please have the doctor come and have them bring her discharge paperwork.”The guard shakes their head and instead simply walks back out, this time not even bothering to lock the door. “Should we run?” Cordessa asks, staring between me and the door.Laughing, I squeeze her hand with my own. “No, rory. No more running. From either of us.”She smiles up at me, her eyes still leaking fat tears.The process of getting Cordessa dis
“While you were busy looking for me, I was busy trying to forget about you.”Cordessas face falls, clearly not liking my words. Again, she tries to hide her face from me, so I turn it back to face me.“If i had looked for you, if i had kept an eye on you, then i wouldn't have been able to leave you alone. I would have reached out, and you deserved better than someone who could never be in your life again. You deserved better than what I could have given you then.”“And now?” she asks, her voice that of a child, full of both fear and hope.Stroking her hair from her face, I stare down at her with a smile. “Now, I'm going to take you home with me. If that's what you want.” She smiles widely, her smile so beautiful it throws me off. While I've always taken after my mom, she's always been more similar to my dad. Her smile is no different. It had always been our dads smile. “Yeah, I think I would like that. I hate being here.”I look around the room, realizing that the rest of the room i
As the guard walks to the door after searching me, I can't help but take a few calming breaths to try and ease my nerves.Im about to see her, my sister, after how fucking long? How in the world am I supposed to even feel right now?“You will only have about fifteen minutes with her until you will have to leave.” the guard says while unlocking and opening the door. I slide into the room, sucking in a breath when I see the figure curled up in bed.She's facing the window, her body wrapped around itself in the fetal position. Her sobs are filled with emotion, yet slightly muffled by her face being pressed into the thin pillow under her head.“Cordessa?” I whisper out, jumping slightly when the door closes and locks behind me.shit , i hadn't expected the door to be locked behind me.Fuck.Cordessa doesn't respond, likely not hearing my silent whisper over the sound of her own sobs.I take a tentative step towards the bed, towards her, feeling my heart break as I watch her break.“Rory