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Alistair's Memory
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2024-10-29 19:42:56The sky showed that it was already about the time of dawn, meanwhile Alistair still couldn't sleep a wink. His heart was in turmoil.
He couldn't erase the foreign feeling that he felt when she hugged him. Her platinum blonde hair simmered under the moon, and her milky skin that was soft and delicate. Her beautiful eyes that glistened with tears provoked something inside of him that he didn't know he was capable of feeling.
He hated to see her tears. Anyone or anything that made her sad and cry, he wanted to get rid of it. Everything that hurt her, he wanted to stop all of it, whatever it is.
'But what if I can't stop it and you get hurt anyway? Then what am I gonna be to you?'
This kind of emotion, he al
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