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The Vampire's Flower
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(When I Saw You) and (Me)

Author: TheKarmaCat
last update Last Updated: 2023-02-24 01:14:39

These two songs are written for the middle of their book when Eleanor and Daniel are going to have a misunderstanding.

What misunderstanding?

Read the book to find out it all out!

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When I Saw You

Back at the same old time

Walking through the same lonely place

Wondering if I see you right here

Seeing you standing in the spotlight

Noticing your charming smile

I couldn't help but stare

Like a drug you coursed through my veins

As all of me disappeared

Wondering where it all went wrong from that night when we there

When we standing before your front gate

When your lips pressed against mine

When it was all so wrong but it still felt right

When I was drowning in your sea

And when I was finding it hard to breathe

Was I there?

Was I there?

Why were you all that I could think about?

Wondering where

Wondering where

All of me was gone

Was it me?

Was it you?

Never knew letting go could hurt so much

So I left a note at your doorstep

Hoping you'd read it now

Was it me?

It was me

I am sorry I messed up.

-Daniel.

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Me

Like every movie I saw with you that ended with a kiss,

I wondered which human psychology made us come to this?

Which did you have to push me so hard?

Were your intentions to make sure that I could never get up from the ground?

There's no point in asking you that now, is there?

Since it all ended with the last page of my dairy on the new year's day.

But why do I still remember your face

And you asking me to leave it all behind?

I want to forget it all.

And so I found a way to get it all out of my chest.

So if you ever read this and know it's about you,

Just know that I'm grateful for you,

For, because of you I can finally smile.

For, because of you I found someone better.

Someone who'd never leave me behind till the sun disappeared from the sky.

Does reading this make you wonder who that is?

It's me.

I found me after the you disappeared.

From that 'You and Me' that existed once.

And somehow after all the hurt caused by the wounds,

And all the crying beneath the stars,

And that room you and I used to be in

I walk out smiling,

Carrying each scar on my back with grace.

Leaving you to only ever have,

That past of me you have frozen behind the doors

Of the house you live in now,

Remembering my worth.

So, I finally walk out of opening the of the cave you shut me in for years,

Bidding a final goodbye.

As I hope that I find the happiness I deserve one day.

Cause when our everything was crushed over by reality,

I finally realized my soul and I were fated for eternity.

And after everything that's been said,

There's nothing left unsaid,

Except that I'll forever be grateful,

For you made me know, how worthy I am.

And, how much of a liar you ever were.

- Eleanor.

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