I twisted hearing a commotion in my sleep, constant footsteps and people shouting to each other. Sitting up my eyes darted around trying to understand what the haste was about, and why everyone was practically scrambling over each other to get to somewhere. People even jumping over me. Pushing up on one foot, I peek from my position behind one of the drums, only to gasp in horror at the men that were busy shoving at the abandoned belongings; while the others checked the fireplace. A hand slipped over my mouth out of nowhere pulling me down forcefully and I kicked at the drum unwilling to be captured.
This would not be my day. Not after everything.“Quiet down, idiot!” Hissed Thomas. “It's just me. ” He covered us in some dark material, and we watched as one of the vitamin difficient men ambled over to where I’d previously created the racket, poking at everything. The men were dressed in the same black suit that the others at the estate had worn but they were just the meaner. The same rigid walks and eyes of hawks for anything out if place. I forced my heartbeat to quiet down as I held my breath, Thomas’ hand still covering my mouth. I djdnt understand what they were doing here too? I thought they only hunted defectors. But then thinking on our situation, we were the ones living in isolation and destruction. Crumbled buildings and smokey walls with grafetti, told the tales of the starving, ailing and forgotten. The scum beneath the shoes of their perfect society.We were the defectors now. Menand women who chose not to accept the terms given. The resistance that made them unable to sleep at night.And these heartless creatures prey.“They were here at some point,” One said.The other scanned the area again narrowing his eyes on where we were. “Yes,” He agreed in some weird ass accent. My blood ran cold feeling the heat of his gaze on us, unwavering. I'm sure it's the sound of my heart beat that keeps them rooted to the spot. I can't get my heart to slow, that even my head pulses in pain. “But not anymore.”“Let’s go,” Ordered another that was much taller than the rest of them, his iris the shade of blood. “Let’s not make them wait.”When they left, Thomas finally released me, throwing the sheet away. It was only then I dared to breathe, flopping backwards as my head spun from the terror of being caught. He helped me up walking back to where we were before the chaos, and everyone peeked out from their hiding places. This almost seemed routine for the refugees, they knew just when to emerge and when to flee. My eyes shifted back to my acquaintance that was tugging at my clothes, my hand coming down on his with a slap. Instantly he glanced at me fury burning in his eyes. “Why the hell did you do that!” He barked. “Why are you trying to get under my skirt!” I shrieked. “I don’t know you!”“Why the hell would I try to get under your skirt idiot?” Thomas held up some alcohol, swabs and bandages.Where in hell did he even find them? "I was trying to clean your bruises bone head.” I felt my face burn from embarrassment and immediately straightened, gnawing my lip. He, however, was enjoying the look on my face. I hated the cheshire grin Thomas carried when he knew he was in the right. He liked making a fool of me and calling me names. When he was through, Thomas lit the drum again, throwing everything he used into the fire before settling back next to me. “Why did you do that?” I asked confused with his actions. “Because if they saw all that blood, they’d know someone was injured and probably hadn’t gone far. We can’t risk that; we must protect the other members too.”I nodded. "They'll use the blood to track us. The sooner your wound heals, the better. It will only serve to slow you down. "“Has all the wealthy people agreed to this?” Surely they had to be someone who taught this was less than humane. We were being hunted like dogs. There were children. People were dying.Thomas handed over a small peg of bread as he began eating. “From what we know, yes. It’s a small price to pay compared to death I guess,” He replies. “Though, they did burn that one recently.” “The Chancey’s,” I griped. My father got what he deserved. I won't mourn for him. Still to think my father would be heartless with another soul when his reputation as all for him. “They agreed to such a thing?!”Thomas gazed at me curiously, his eyes traversing my expression slowly. “Why do you care?” Thomas mused; somewhat taken aback at the strong emotions I was now displaying.“Because I’m a Chancey,” I admitted softly. Not that it mattered much now. My bloodline was practically extinct.“No you’re not! ” He protested, expression twisted as his eyes diverted away from me. “The Chancey’s only have one daughter and…”“My sister,” I gripped his shirt, now remembering that I did indeed have a sibling. “My sister is alive?” I didn’t know why it mattered if Belle was alive or not. It shouldn’t have really mattered. No one cared about me. But just the thought of seeing a family member…“Calm down idiot,” Thomas instructed, pulling his shirt from my hand. “Like I said, the Chancey’s only have one daughter, and it was rumoured that she was somewhere with one of those monsters.”So then maybe she was still alive? I’d have to find her. To let her know, I was still alive, if that even mattered. “I am a Chancey though,” I maintained. “I’m the youngest child. I’m Yuuki Chancey”Thomas looked intently at me in disbelief, mumbling my name to himself before glancing back at me as if trying to confirm it for himself. “They don’t have another child,” He stated once more, shaking his head dismissing me. “They do,” I replied adamantly, holding onto his hand. “Maybe they didn’t want to, but they did. I was locked away for a very long time.”“How did you escape then?” He questions and I can still hear the disbelief within his tone.“The door was unlocked when I woke up, then the fire started. Everyone was already dead,” I explained. “But if the wealthy were spared because they all agreed, why did they demolish the house?”Thomas scratched his head taking in the information, before sighing heavily. “They broke some agreement they had with them. Blood suckers don’t take lightly to betrayal and liars. You’re either with them or against them. And if you’re against them, you die. It’s that simple.”“But the house burnt a few days ago,”He shook his head. “The house has been burning for three days previously. They might’ve slaughtered them some time ago though. And once they find out you’re alive, you’ll die too.”Fear suddenly sized me. Died? I’d die even though I hadn’t a clue about what was going on? “But my sister…”“Don’t count on that,” Thomas discouraged, getting up and giving me a hand. “You’ve got to concentrate on surviving now, Yuuki. That’s our priority from now on, got that?”Thomas gave me a strict look that fanned my thoughts away. Where does he get off being the boss of me? “Come on, we’ve got to get you cleaned up.”∞It felt unbelievable good to have a shower. To feel the cold water running along my back, down my butt and even over my aching legs. I almost cried. I was robbed of so many things being locked in that hellhole. Thomas didn’t know, but I wasn’t able to make out every colour, most things seemed a blur, others were fragments or black and white. It’s said that after a while many things lost function of certain organs when they weren’t in use. Most fishes in the darkness couldn’t see, maybe I was slowly going blind, having seen nothing but complete darkness for longer than I cared to remember. As I gazed at myself in the shattered mirror, waiting on Thomas who likewise was taking a bath, I didn’t recognize the person staring back. I was pale, almost the colour of the men I’d seen much earlier, and I was meager too. The food they provided was only to keep me through a few hours. There was no nourishment, sometimes there wasn’t even taste, just bland. So much for family. My lips though were pink to my surprise, the only part of me that had a vibrant color.“Don’t worry about it Yuuki,” Babbled Thomas walking into the room. "You won’t be that small for very long.”He held a mischievous look in his eyes as he looked me over and immediately my cheeks inflamed. “You’re not getting me pregnant!” I yelled throwing the damp towel at him. He caught it mid-air staring at me confused. “Who said anything about getting you pregnant?" He sneered, faced cleanly shaved, displaying a sharp jawline and split chin. “I was talking about food. Please. You’re not my type, Chancey.”We walked back to where we stayed, Thomas's eyes peeled checking our surroundings for anything suspicious. This seemed to be their life. Now it was my life. I couldn’t help staring up at the building thinking of my sister, thinking of maybe escaping this hell hole, I was stuck in again. Thinking maybe Thomas would want to come with me. He didn’t seem ecstatic about being here either, hiding from those men every now and again and wondering where their next meal would come from. All my self-loathing had completely vanished into thin hair realizing what we were now faced with. I wasn’t forced to secure my life before, but now I had to, now I had to focus on healing quickly which actually took time, and staying out of harm’s way. I had to make things easier for Thomas since he took it upon himself to keep me safe and to feed me. It was supper time when we made it back to camp, an old lady passed us soup as we stepped in, and I glanced at Thomas wondering if it was okay. He nodded and I smiled thanking her. He carried them instead. My feet weren’t hurting like the day before but moving around was still difficult. I sighed heavily staring into my bowl. I wasn’t used to this, feeling helpless and relying on people. “You won’t be well for a while, so it's best if I went out alone,” My only friend suggested, turning to me.“Why?” I asked, taking in a mouthful. “Because, if we get caught that’s the end, and you need to get better. Then we’ll move.”“But I want to help,” I protested. “No Yuuki!” Thomas boomed, his voice calling some attention to ourselves. No one has ever heard his voice that high; it even took me by surprise, and I was only there a few days. “No,” He continued lowering his voice. “You’ll stay here and get better and when someone signals that they're coming you go there and hide with the sheet got it?”I shook my head, and he gripped me tightly in the shoulders staring into my eyes. “This isn’t the time to be an idiot Yuuki, I promised I’d keep you alive. You’re important to me.”He barely knew me. I was important to no one. “But what if something happens to you,” I mumbled, my lips trembling at the thought of him being out there all alone. Of me being abandoned. He’d taken me everywhere with him since that night we met, now he wanted to leave me on my own. Thomas ruffled my hair embracing me like the big brother he acted like. “Don’t worry bone head. I’ll be safe. Don’t worry.”There was always a reason why I avoided visitors and left Hayden to deal with everything. This was the reason. Having to deal with a bunch of power grabbing old men who were desperate to taste my blood and by extension rule our world. It was the burden and annoyance of being born a Pure blood, one of the very few including my brother who were still in existence. We were also the highest-ranking members of all the families comprising that sec. I had a headache walking through the bland corridors. In truth they weren’t bland. They were decorated with antiques that would catch my eyes in hopes I’d be in a good mood. That’s what made it bland. The fact that they tried and failed to brighten my mood.I should’ve really passed the invitation on to him, but knowing Hayden, he’d be too busy playing with his toys to stand as a proxy. And it was days like this that I needed him to not be distracted right now. The large door leading to the council room swung back heavily clanking against the wa
It was already three months since I survive the onslaught of the burning estate, but our living conditions had yet to improve. My wound had healed leaving a scar, there was nothing we could do about that having to attend to it ourselves and if I complained, it would just make it seem as if I was being ungrateful when I honestly wasn’t, but no one liked to see ugly scars on their person. Then again, I hadn’t a clue what I looked like for most of my life, it really shouldn’t matter. And I guess having an unsightly scar was better than losing a leg. My eyes darted again to the left as I stood guarding as the lookout. Thomas and the others were inside the building gathering what they could. These days we can get closer to where the monsters were, or bloodsuckers as Thomas called them. Security has been tight around these parts. Well over the last few weeks, they had increased almost tenfold. We had to move about five times. Most times, we didn’t even bother to leave hiding, but then Tho
Everywhere that was cold was dark and everywhere that was dark was cold.I went back to square one. Back to complete and utter darkness and despair. I had no family, no friend, I had no one. Time again abandoned me as I sat in the darkness, it was so dark I could hold it. Unlike my previous cell where I knew exactly where the door was, everything here felt the same. A never-ending box going in circles. I scolded my self from ever crying. I had to give up this childish behaviour at some point. I can’t cry for everything, especially when I feel helpless. I had to be strong, I had to find a way to get out of the hell hole. Every time I thought things would get better, fate kicked me in the ass and proved me wrong. Belle was my last chance; my only hope and she was dead now. Someone killed her and it wouldn’t be too much of a surprise if the asshole I’d seen earlier did it. He was the incarnation of evil. My cheeks still hurt from where he gripped me. I made no attempt to talk after fe
My eyes took in the refurbished buildings that last time were left in utter dismay. The result of superstition that humans had decided to hold on to, when they found out about us the first time. Their government were hesitant about making it known to the world that we existed, wanting only to work with us in secret. But in truth they were intimidated as hell and I saw it. It manifested in the way they walked, held their glasses in their hands and even the way they talked. Not to mention the fact that their heart beats were all over the place. Humans claimed they accepted us, claimed we could live together without causing harm, yet at dawn there had been men at our homes with snipers, lasers positioned at their hearts taking their lives or ready to kill. What kind of man would I be delivering my own blood to the slaughter of men less than we were? It was ridiculous. I couldn’t allow that. I didn’t want to kill humans, we were taught to respect everything that existed in this world, b
“Look at yourself. Look at what you’ve become being on the street!” Yelled my father.I ignored him. He was the same as the rest. He only wanted to create a scene to make it appear as if he cared when he didn’t. None of them did. Ever since the blood suckers took over, all they did was suck up to them, smile and nod their heads whenever they said something. Nobody ever daring to oppose them. That’s what we've become now, just underdogs, servants for people who required our blood to live. And I hated them. I loathed the lot of them, and I hated their King. “You’ve defied me enough now Thomas, it's time you made yourself useful. ” My father barks atop his voice maybe in hopes to seemingly remaining stern. I can only roll my eyes at his pretense. “And do what? You want me to kneel before them and sing kumbha ya, like everything's okay!” I screamed I'm equal volume. “Everything is not okay, you’re in here with all your friends drinking expensive wine, laughing and having the best time.
I laughed again atop the bed hearing the girls talk about what they’d seen earlier. After being taken from the room leaving harry, they brought me to floor were all the other humans were allowed to reside. The men were separated from the women and each room had three beds. It didn’t bother me that I now had roommates, it was better company than what I was accustomed to and the girls were welcoming, having high spirits and constant chatter. It pulled my mind away from the gloomy thoughts I had thinking of this place. Of me ever thinking that I'll never see my best friend again. Maria worked in the kitchen, she was proud of her post, being a pastry chef, while Jane worked as one of the maids. I had no occupation in the house. At least not yet. Every day when they left, I was stuck alone until they either returned at the end of their shift, or when we all had lunch. The only other company I had was the occasional run in with Harry and he was always flustered. I will admit that being her
I lost interest in the conversation ten minutes in. I nonetheless couldn’t fathom why I was still doing this. Still sitting in on ridiculous meetings about economy and structure, when all I kept hearing every time I turned up was the same thing. Money. More and more money, that’s all they wanted. The ludacris vain little things that humans deemed important. Vital perhaps. Something that faded in and out of existence with every new advancement and I say the word advancement with a grain of salt. Maybe it's their short life spans that make them feel the urge to do things rather quickly. I'll never understand. My eyes slid close tuning them out as I laid in the chair. This was the other agitating issue. All I did was sleep, but I was yet to actually get rest. I really should pass this one to Hayden as well. My head throbbed endlessly, while I cringed in the chair. This damn pain felt like it was about to tear my head apart. I leaned back resting my head against the chair, before my body
It was three weeks since I left the detention center, two weeks since I attempted and failed at finding Yuuki on my own. Every vampire estate that I had infiltrated didn’t have her and I was running out of patience and hope. The last thing I wanted was to think that maybe like Victor had said, that they had sent her overseas. I wouldn’t be able to save her then and if the bloodsuckers were anything like the parasites we had in this country, she wouldn’t last a day. I couldn't, I couldnt think of her like that. Yuuki was alive. She was waiting for me to find her. I promised I would find her. And I will. I will die trying. I hurried into the meeting that was being kept inside the crowded foyer, spotting a familiar face and his eyes went immediately wide seeing me. The crowd bustles around us, humans shifting around in fear and anxiety as we wait to hear our fates. “Thomas,” He said in a hushed tone revealing his surprise. “Dammit, you got caught too?”I nodded. “Yeah. "Though it
Every day is the same. Outside is covered in white, and a chilling wind tumbles through the window before storming into the room. It's daytime out apart from the blue skies, or what should have been blue skies that are hidden behind ashen clouds, there's nothing else that speaks to the day. The moment is wintry and foreboding, truly daunting to any type of fun you'd think of having. Then again, my type of fun is being resigned to a wall-by-wall cage. My life doesn't seem to get better than this. I'm always trapped, despite where ever I go. I know I'm not to think this way, I'm here because Thomas is attempting to keep me safe. But am I really? Once Aiden comes back and finds me gone, what then? He'll tear the world apart. Or maybe that's just wishful thinking. I don't even know what my thoughts are anymore. One minute I'm sure that being away from him is the best thing, the next, I'm terrified of him never finding me. I should hate him. A murderer and monster. A cruel bastard tha
I'm silent, too repulsed to open my mouth as vomit lingers just outside my throat. I was not sure what to expect from this meeting, but I sure as well was not expecting the attendees to be drinking vampire blood. Especially not my father! What the hell was happening here? And why were they comrades with a damn vampire? The same creatures that we were already desperate to get away from! Was this some reverse psychology bullshit? How funding different were we from the bloodsuckers if we were drinking blood too? Another wave of repulsive hits as I realized something. There were no human donors around, but that didn't mean that they didn't have them locked away somewhere from prying eyes. My stomach churns once more just thinking of it. Was this really human blood? "It's quite refreshing, you know," The Vampire says breaking through my mind haze. "Just look around. Aren't they enjoying it?" I continue to stare. I might have looked apprehensive but I was scared and mortified as
"What! You're still here?" My father barked coming up the staircase. I haven't seen this man in a few days, but the rumors spreading among the auxiliary workers certainly weren't false. He's angry and miserable. His chaotic madness spreading like poisonous miasma. My father was scary when he wanted to be, or when the pressures of our Government got to levels he could no longer contain. But this, the monster of what he was, now standing before me was horrifyingly barbaric. I didn't recognize him at all. His eyes were red, blood vessels coursing thickly through his hands, while the vein at his neck throbbed dramatically. For a fraction of a second, I'm happy my mother and little brother were dead. They would be heart broken seeing him like this. My hands slide into my pockets effortlessly as I pause watching him. "Yes sadly, " I answer. "But see, since my visit had nothing to do with you I didn't think it mattered. I have a life too you know. "My father teeth clenches in annoyance
I spent the latter part of the morning, perusing the small diary I found encased in the Chaney family book.I've been doing my best to find out more about my mate. Anything that will connected the missing data to explain her existence- or lack of. The book contains an annoying vast majority of dates, questions and history alluding to what the owner has done and have been, but very little about Yuuki herself. It seemed geared towards aquainting the child with the previous owner than to state the relationship between them. Other than the first mention of Yuuki's name and her words alluding to be the mother, there were very other few instances, which were very far between of the child ever again. I couldn't compare the Chancey book with the diary either, having found it completely worthless to seek information there. Other than the lingering question of why both women birth dates were similar, there was nothing else to connect them. That is until the book fell from my hand momentarily o
Lady Amy meets me at the door, her eyes doing her usual stomach churning sweep of me, before licking her lips. Vampire or human, there were always girls that I knew for a fact I'd never be interested in. I just didn't know humans and vampires would ever be this close alike. "What do you want? I'm leaving like you asked. "She smiled running a finger against my jaw, my feet taking a step back from her reach. "Oh come on are we playing this right now?" She purrs and I roll my eyes. "I don't know when you'll be back......if you'll be back. " I stiffen immediately as her words sink in. Truth lining every fibre of it. But I had to come back, for Yuuki's sake. I had to keep her safe. "What the hell do you want?" I snap. "You're wasting my time. " "Fine, " Amy snorts, taking a step beside me, placing her palms on either side of my head. "What do you think you're doing?" I twist myself, attempting to get further away from her, my distrust of her intentions evident. Amy tosses me a
I held Yuuki in my hand, stroking her hair while she wrapped her hand around my neck. My cheeks hurt from all our laughing, thinking back on all our times we spent together. Next I indulged her curiosity about things her mind found awe of like contraceptives for instance. Her family robbed her, they robbed Yuuki of enjoying life, of feeding her curiosity that would have blossomed into something beautiful. They robbed her of who she would have been. My mind fluttered to her question, only days ago. Eric Chancey was a good friend of my father's, they were both servants of our government and he was a very influential man. His life was kept crisp and tight, no one knew what went on behind his gates. Belle was truly the only heir anyone knew to the now forgotten estate. She was forced into the social ranks like I was, only I escaped for school and because I didn't care about openly rebelling and not meeting my father's expectations. But she however, knew she had to play her role well. In
I hated that Victoria wasn't where I left her. That her room was empty. That the only thing behind was the subtle rose fragrance that always surround her, since the last few months. I wasn't even sure who to be angry at. Her for not heeding my order, or my stupid brother for not caring either way whether she was here or not. The door to her room slammed loudly as I walked out frustrated. Keeping her safe was much more difficult than I thought it would be. Growling I stalked down the stairs my hands gripping the railings a little too roughly, a section coming off in my hand before tossing it through the window. The bottom floor that was only seconds ago filled with vampires is now completely empty except for one person. Hayden. He gives me a pouting smile not knowing how much I really wanted to snap his neck at the moment. Instead my hands slip into my pockets as I made my way into my study. I needed a distraction. "Were you going through my books?" I asked looking around and finall
"How old are you Aiden?" The bright light of the sun pours through the open glass windows as the wind bounces through the curtains. A tall figure stands at the edge of the bed, his shirt white and hangs over the edges of his dark pants. Aiden hair is long, the edges touching his shoulder at the back, but shorter at the front. "I don't think this is a game you want to play. " "Oh come on, how old could you possibly be? A few years older? That's not at all scary" the voice laughs and it seems somewhat familar, like mine. Aiden steps away from the edge of the bed making his way back to where she say pulling at the sleeves of his shirt. "Belle. " "I want to know, " she says moving across the bed to cup his face in her hands. Aiden's gaze remain docile for awhile before they shift and he swallows leaning into her hands. "You don't have to hide from me Aiden" she says again, her thumb rubbing across his cheek. "I'm not going to run and hide. I'll always be here. " "I'm over six
After taking my bath and returning to the serenity of the room all I can think about is Thomas, our kiss and what it meant. What it could mean. I know he said it was a mistake, but it didn't feel like it, or maybe I didn't want it to feel like it. Did I? I gripped my hair thinking about everything. Why was life and emotions so complicated? Why couldn't everything be simple black and white? What did I really want? Aiden comes to mind and I mentally scream at myself. Why am I thinking about him? We're so far apart yet he still has this hold on me. Aiden isn't safe, I remind myself. Thomas is. I've know him for almost a year now, he's given everything to get me safe and keep me away from my kidnappers. Yes that's what Aiden is, my kidnapper. I lay on my side forcing myself to think of Thomas before sighing. I screwed up, I'm so stupid! How could I ever tell him he never cared. I'm so stupid! I'm Blind too. How could I not have noticed anything about him? Was it because we always calle