I twisted hearing a commotion in my sleep, constant footsteps and people shouting to each other. Sitting up my eyes darted around trying to understand what the haste was about, and why everyone was practically scrambling over each other to get to somewhere. People even jumping over me. Pushing up on one foot, I peek from my position behind one of the drums, only to gasp in horror at the men that were busy shoving at the abandoned belongings; while the others checked the fireplace. A hand slipped over my mouth out of nowhere pulling me down forcefully and I kicked at the drum unwilling to be captured.
This would not be my day. Not after everything.“Quiet down, idiot!” Hissed Thomas. “It's just me. ” He covered us in some dark material, and we watched as one of the vitamin difficient men ambled over to where I’d previously created the racket, poking at everything. The men were dressed in the same black suit that the others at the estate had worn but they were just the meaner. The same rigid walks and eyes of hawks for anything out if place. I forced my heartbeat to quiet down as I held my breath, Thomas’ hand still covering my mouth. I djdnt understand what they were doing here too? I thought they only hunted defectors. But then thinking on our situation, we were the ones living in isolation and destruction. Crumbled buildings and smokey walls with grafetti, told the tales of the starving, ailing and forgotten. The scum beneath the shoes of their perfect society.We were the defectors now. Menand women who chose not to accept the terms given. The resistance that made them unable to sleep at night.And these heartless creatures prey.“They were here at some point,” One said.The other scanned the area again narrowing his eyes on where we were. “Yes,” He agreed in some weird ass accent. My blood ran cold feeling the heat of his gaze on us, unwavering. I'm sure it's the sound of my heart beat that keeps them rooted to the spot. I can't get my heart to slow, that even my head pulses in pain. “But not anymore.”“Let’s go,” Ordered another that was much taller than the rest of them, his iris the shade of blood. “Let’s not make them wait.”When they left, Thomas finally released me, throwing the sheet away. It was only then I dared to breathe, flopping backwards as my head spun from the terror of being caught. He helped me up walking back to where we were before the chaos, and everyone peeked out from their hiding places. This almost seemed routine for the refugees, they knew just when to emerge and when to flee. My eyes shifted back to my acquaintance that was tugging at my clothes, my hand coming down on his with a slap. Instantly he glanced at me fury burning in his eyes. “Why the hell did you do that!” He barked. “Why are you trying to get under my skirt!” I shrieked. “I don’t know you!”“Why the hell would I try to get under your skirt idiot?” Thomas held up some alcohol, swabs and bandages.Where in hell did he even find them? "I was trying to clean your bruises bone head.” I felt my face burn from embarrassment and immediately straightened, gnawing my lip. He, however, was enjoying the look on my face. I hated the cheshire grin Thomas carried when he knew he was in the right. He liked making a fool of me and calling me names. When he was through, Thomas lit the drum again, throwing everything he used into the fire before settling back next to me. “Why did you do that?” I asked confused with his actions. “Because if they saw all that blood, they’d know someone was injured and probably hadn’t gone far. We can’t risk that; we must protect the other members too.”I nodded. "They'll use the blood to track us. The sooner your wound heals, the better. It will only serve to slow you down. "“Has all the wealthy people agreed to this?” Surely they had to be someone who taught this was less than humane. We were being hunted like dogs. There were children. People were dying.Thomas handed over a small peg of bread as he began eating. “From what we know, yes. It’s a small price to pay compared to death I guess,” He replies. “Though, they did burn that one recently.” “The Chancey’s,” I griped. My father got what he deserved. I won't mourn for him. Still to think my father would be heartless with another soul when his reputation as all for him. “They agreed to such a thing?!”Thomas gazed at me curiously, his eyes traversing my expression slowly. “Why do you care?” Thomas mused; somewhat taken aback at the strong emotions I was now displaying.“Because I’m a Chancey,” I admitted softly. Not that it mattered much now. My bloodline was practically extinct.“No you’re not! ” He protested, expression twisted as his eyes diverted away from me. “The Chancey’s only have one daughter and…”“My sister,” I gripped his shirt, now remembering that I did indeed have a sibling. “My sister is alive?” I didn’t know why it mattered if Belle was alive or not. It shouldn’t have really mattered. No one cared about me. But just the thought of seeing a family member…“Calm down idiot,” Thomas instructed, pulling his shirt from my hand. “Like I said, the Chancey’s only have one daughter, and it was rumoured that she was somewhere with one of those monsters.”So then maybe she was still alive? I’d have to find her. To let her know, I was still alive, if that even mattered. “I am a Chancey though,” I maintained. “I’m the youngest child. I’m Yuuki Chancey”Thomas looked intently at me in disbelief, mumbling my name to himself before glancing back at me as if trying to confirm it for himself. “They don’t have another child,” He stated once more, shaking his head dismissing me. “They do,” I replied adamantly, holding onto his hand. “Maybe they didn’t want to, but they did. I was locked away for a very long time.”“How did you escape then?” He questions and I can still hear the disbelief within his tone.“The door was unlocked when I woke up, then the fire started. Everyone was already dead,” I explained. “But if the wealthy were spared because they all agreed, why did they demolish the house?”Thomas scratched his head taking in the information, before sighing heavily. “They broke some agreement they had with them. Blood suckers don’t take lightly to betrayal and liars. You’re either with them or against them. And if you’re against them, you die. It’s that simple.”“But the house burnt a few days ago,”He shook his head. “The house has been burning for three days previously. They might’ve slaughtered them some time ago though. And once they find out you’re alive, you’ll die too.”Fear suddenly sized me. Died? I’d die even though I hadn’t a clue about what was going on? “But my sister…”“Don’t count on that,” Thomas discouraged, getting up and giving me a hand. “You’ve got to concentrate on surviving now, Yuuki. That’s our priority from now on, got that?”Thomas gave me a strict look that fanned my thoughts away. Where does he get off being the boss of me? “Come on, we’ve got to get you cleaned up.”∞It felt unbelievable good to have a shower. To feel the cold water running along my back, down my butt and even over my aching legs. I almost cried. I was robbed of so many things being locked in that hellhole. Thomas didn’t know, but I wasn’t able to make out every colour, most things seemed a blur, others were fragments or black and white. It’s said that after a while many things lost function of certain organs when they weren’t in use. Most fishes in the darkness couldn’t see, maybe I was slowly going blind, having seen nothing but complete darkness for longer than I cared to remember. As I gazed at myself in the shattered mirror, waiting on Thomas who likewise was taking a bath, I didn’t recognize the person staring back. I was pale, almost the colour of the men I’d seen much earlier, and I was meager too. The food they provided was only to keep me through a few hours. There was no nourishment, sometimes there wasn’t even taste, just bland. So much for family. My lips though were pink to my surprise, the only part of me that had a vibrant color.“Don’t worry about it Yuuki,” Babbled Thomas walking into the room. "You won’t be that small for very long.”He held a mischievous look in his eyes as he looked me over and immediately my cheeks inflamed. “You’re not getting me pregnant!” I yelled throwing the damp towel at him. He caught it mid-air staring at me confused. “Who said anything about getting you pregnant?" He sneered, faced cleanly shaved, displaying a sharp jawline and split chin. “I was talking about food. Please. You’re not my type, Chancey.”We walked back to where we stayed, Thomas's eyes peeled checking our surroundings for anything suspicious. This seemed to be their life. Now it was my life. I couldn’t help staring up at the building thinking of my sister, thinking of maybe escaping this hell hole, I was stuck in again. Thinking maybe Thomas would want to come with me. He didn’t seem ecstatic about being here either, hiding from those men every now and again and wondering where their next meal would come from. All my self-loathing had completely vanished into thin hair realizing what we were now faced with. I wasn’t forced to secure my life before, but now I had to, now I had to focus on healing quickly which actually took time, and staying out of harm’s way. I had to make things easier for Thomas since he took it upon himself to keep me safe and to feed me. It was supper time when we made it back to camp, an old lady passed us soup as we stepped in, and I glanced at Thomas wondering if it was okay. He nodded and I smiled thanking her. He carried them instead. My feet weren’t hurting like the day before but moving around was still difficult. I sighed heavily staring into my bowl. I wasn’t used to this, feeling helpless and relying on people. “You won’t be well for a while, so it's best if I went out alone,” My only friend suggested, turning to me.“Why?” I asked, taking in a mouthful. “Because, if we get caught that’s the end, and you need to get better. Then we’ll move.”“But I want to help,” I protested. “No Yuuki!” Thomas boomed, his voice calling some attention to ourselves. No one has ever heard his voice that high; it even took me by surprise, and I was only there a few days. “No,” He continued lowering his voice. “You’ll stay here and get better and when someone signals that they're coming you go there and hide with the sheet got it?”I shook my head, and he gripped me tightly in the shoulders staring into my eyes. “This isn’t the time to be an idiot Yuuki, I promised I’d keep you alive. You’re important to me.”He barely knew me. I was important to no one. “But what if something happens to you,” I mumbled, my lips trembling at the thought of him being out there all alone. Of me being abandoned. He’d taken me everywhere with him since that night we met, now he wanted to leave me on my own. Thomas ruffled my hair embracing me like the big brother he acted like. “Don’t worry bone head. I’ll be safe. Don’t worry.”There was always a reason why I avoided visitors and left Hayden to deal with everything. This was the reason. Having to deal with a bunch of power grabbing old men who were desperate to taste my blood and by extension rule our world. It was the burden and annoyance of being born a Pure blood, one of the very few including my brother who were still in existence. We were also the highest-ranking members of all the families comprising that sec. I had a headache walking through the bland corridors. In truth they weren’t bland. They were decorated with antiques that would catch my eyes in hopes I’d be in a good mood. That’s what made it bland. The fact that they tried and failed to brighten my mood.I should’ve really passed the invitation on to him, but knowing Hayden, he’d be too busy playing with his toys to stand as a proxy. And it was days like this that I needed him to not be distracted right now. The large door leading to the council room swung back heavily clanking against the wa
It was already three months since I survive the onslaught of the burning estate, but our living conditions had yet to improve. My wound had healed leaving a scar, there was nothing we could do about that having to attend to it ourselves and if I complained, it would just make it seem as if I was being ungrateful when I honestly wasn’t, but no one liked to see ugly scars on their person. Then again, I hadn’t a clue what I looked like for most of my life, it really shouldn’t matter. And I guess having an unsightly scar was better than losing a leg. My eyes darted again to the left as I stood guarding as the lookout. Thomas and the others were inside the building gathering what they could. These days we can get closer to where the monsters were, or bloodsuckers as Thomas called them. Security has been tight around these parts. Well over the last few weeks, they had increased almost tenfold. We had to move about five times. Most times, we didn’t even bother to leave hiding, but then Tho
Everywhere that was cold was dark and everywhere that was dark was cold.I went back to square one. Back to complete and utter darkness and despair. I had no family, no friend, I had no one. Time again abandoned me as I sat in the darkness, it was so dark I could hold it. Unlike my previous cell where I knew exactly where the door was, everything here felt the same. A never-ending box going in circles. I scolded my self from ever crying. I had to give up this childish behaviour at some point. I can’t cry for everything, especially when I feel helpless. I had to be strong, I had to find a way to get out of the hell hole. Every time I thought things would get better, fate kicked me in the ass and proved me wrong. Belle was my last chance; my only hope and she was dead now. Someone killed her and it wouldn’t be too much of a surprise if the asshole I’d seen earlier did it. He was the incarnation of evil. My cheeks still hurt from where he gripped me. I made no attempt to talk after fe
My eyes took in the refurbished buildings that last time were left in utter dismay. The result of superstition that humans had decided to hold on to, when they found out about us the first time. Their government were hesitant about making it known to the world that we existed, wanting only to work with us in secret. But in truth they were intimidated as hell and I saw it. It manifested in the way they walked, held their glasses in their hands and even the way they talked. Not to mention the fact that their heart beats were all over the place. Humans claimed they accepted us, claimed we could live together without causing harm, yet at dawn there had been men at our homes with snipers, lasers positioned at their hearts taking their lives or ready to kill. What kind of man would I be delivering my own blood to the slaughter of men less than we were? It was ridiculous. I couldn’t allow that. I didn’t want to kill humans, we were taught to respect everything that existed in this world, b
“Look at yourself. Look at what you’ve become being on the street!” Yelled my father.I ignored him. He was the same as the rest. He only wanted to create a scene to make it appear as if he cared when he didn’t. None of them did. Ever since the blood suckers took over, all they did was suck up to them, smile and nod their heads whenever they said something. Nobody ever daring to oppose them. That’s what we've become now, just underdogs, servants for people who required our blood to live. And I hated them. I loathed the lot of them, and I hated their King. “You’ve defied me enough now Thomas, it's time you made yourself useful. ” My father barks atop his voice maybe in hopes to seemingly remaining stern. I can only roll my eyes at his pretense. “And do what? You want me to kneel before them and sing kumbha ya, like everything's okay!” I screamed I'm equal volume. “Everything is not okay, you’re in here with all your friends drinking expensive wine, laughing and having the best time.
I laughed again atop the bed hearing the girls talk about what they’d seen earlier. After being taken from the room leaving harry, they brought me to floor were all the other humans were allowed to reside. The men were separated from the women and each room had three beds. It didn’t bother me that I now had roommates, it was better company than what I was accustomed to and the girls were welcoming, having high spirits and constant chatter. It pulled my mind away from the gloomy thoughts I had thinking of this place. Of me ever thinking that I'll never see my best friend again. Maria worked in the kitchen, she was proud of her post, being a pastry chef, while Jane worked as one of the maids. I had no occupation in the house. At least not yet. Every day when they left, I was stuck alone until they either returned at the end of their shift, or when we all had lunch. The only other company I had was the occasional run in with Harry and he was always flustered. I will admit that being her
I lost interest in the conversation ten minutes in. I nonetheless couldn’t fathom why I was still doing this. Still sitting in on ridiculous meetings about economy and structure, when all I kept hearing every time I turned up was the same thing. Money. More and more money, that’s all they wanted. The ludacris vain little things that humans deemed important. Vital perhaps. Something that faded in and out of existence with every new advancement and I say the word advancement with a grain of salt. Maybe it's their short life spans that make them feel the urge to do things rather quickly. I'll never understand. My eyes slid close tuning them out as I laid in the chair. This was the other agitating issue. All I did was sleep, but I was yet to actually get rest. I really should pass this one to Hayden as well. My head throbbed endlessly, while I cringed in the chair. This damn pain felt like it was about to tear my head apart. I leaned back resting my head against the chair, before my body
It was three weeks since I left the detention center, two weeks since I attempted and failed at finding Yuuki on my own. Every vampire estate that I had infiltrated didn’t have her and I was running out of patience and hope. The last thing I wanted was to think that maybe like Victor had said, that they had sent her overseas. I wouldn’t be able to save her then and if the bloodsuckers were anything like the parasites we had in this country, she wouldn’t last a day. I couldn't, I couldnt think of her like that. Yuuki was alive. She was waiting for me to find her. I promised I would find her. And I will. I will die trying. I hurried into the meeting that was being kept inside the crowded foyer, spotting a familiar face and his eyes went immediately wide seeing me. The crowd bustles around us, humans shifting around in fear and anxiety as we wait to hear our fates. “Thomas,” He said in a hushed tone revealing his surprise. “Dammit, you got caught too?”I nodded. “Yeah. "Though it
Yuuki rushes out quickly as soon as she realised she could leave and I’m left with my brother and May. She’s lost in thought until she realises, we’re the only one’s left, or it could have been the intimidating aura that my dear little brother was giving off. “I….I….should go.” May stammers, attempting to leave when my brother grabs her hand.“Hey May,” He says chirply. “Why the rush, come on, it’s been awhile since you’ve chatted with your cousins, right?”“Now..now is….now is not a great time for jokes, Hayden. Besides, we have work to do.”“Come on, don't be like that. Brother is here.”Her face flushes as she glances at me. “Really, I have to help my mom prepare for this ball. Lot’s of invitations to send out.” She says eagerly.“Make sure Amy gets one too, alright.”May stiffens at my brother’s words, her head turning stiffly to regard him.“Amy?”“Yeah. I haven’t seen her around lately. Though I’m pretty sure it could be me since all vampires came back right?”“Right. She just
AIDENMy brother thankfully makes it in time before Yuuki manages to fly away, though if I’m being honest, I would have liked a few moments to compose myself before having to brief everyone about my findings. Water beneath the bridge I suppose. Aunt Aria and Luke take the seats across from my desk, while my brother stands to the side, yawning. May enters soon after, her expression bothered as she shrinks into her seat across from Yuuki. I sigh, not much I can do right now, I’ll have to leave my intrusive thoughts for later. “I figured out the code.” I announce, Luke's peaceful composure breaking into astonishment.“What?!” They ask in unison.“As I said.”“So what is it then?” Hayden enquiries lifting his eyes from examining his nails. A habit he tends to do a lot.“I’m not sure exactly. It wasn’t as clear cut as I expected it to be,” I confess.My brother’s expression morphed into annoyance and he yelled pointing his finger at me.“Then why the hell would you lead with that then, y
Hayden leaves me, going to stand against the floor to ceiling, his glass of blood to his lips as he gazes on the outside, his mind lost in the wind. Now that I’m in their niche or nest, I find a different side to them. Not necessarily May, for some reason she’s always so angry. I don’t get why she doesn’t just admit to Aiden her feelings and move on. As for Amy, it’s clear she has reached her limit with them. Everyone here has something important to them all of which, in one way or the other I find myself longing for. Ties, bonds, friendship and family. I wish I had all or even some of it. You might argue that I have Aiden- I don’t. I have a semblance of what would be a family. What they hope might be the future, but that might not be what I want. And my Grandfather- he’s just another puzzle piece that doesn’t make sense. Where was he when father locked me away or Micah for that matter. Could I even trust them?“It’s eerie that it seems nothing has changed all these centuries that w
When I awake the sky is inked in obsidian blue, only the twinkling of the stars, the only illumination of the night. The house is quiet, I would have liked to believe it would have been even a bit more lively to crypt of silence that has always accompanied our previous home. Aiden is still asleep, I realise sitting up, his eyebrows furrowed as if dreaming up a nightmare, I want to reach out and soothe him, but I fight against the better inclinations, and give into the excuse of food when my stomach rumbles horribly.Right, I haven’t had anything to eat since lunch this afternoon.I slip through the door, leaving it slightly ajar so as not to wake him before silently rushing down the winding corridor, hoping I at least won’t run into any enemies before finding the kitchen. I spy maids dusting and cleaning, carrying out their duties while I scurry around like a cockroach unwilling to be found. There’s a light on I find when I venture down the hall, the door slightly ajar. My hands ball
Everyone is still shocked over the idea of all the vampires ever leaving. Apparently, their plan was only to be here for a while and not exactly settle. But wherever they were, their subjects would most likely follow. I stand on the threshold of the door looking out, most of the humans gathered in the yard. Harry’s funeral will be held later today, the thought is rather ominous hanging over the house. That was the last memory they would ever have of Aiden. Maria is distraught over the fact over me leaving with them, I haven’t the heart to tell them it was for the best or the fact that I was one of them now- or will be soon. At this point, I think it was best to rid them of some of the guilt that would hang on their shoulders. They were already aware Aiden wouldn’t have left me behind so easily.The train ride to the house is long and dreary. There’s fog everywhere, completely obscuring our vision and I grow impatient and nauseous the more we move. Hayden is fast asleep beside me in
Why would I ever think that Belle would ever do that? Belle had everything she needed, even if life’s circumstances might have shifted a little. Aiden seemed to have leaned into every whim that she had tossed his way, notwithstanding Hayden’s grave distaste for her presence but why? I couldn’t think of anything that could lead her down that road.“The dagger that I gave to you, was hers. It's an artifact. A tool made to take a vampire's life indefinitely given that we are immortal creatures.”“She wanted to kill you, why would Belle?”“Not Belle. Your father. Belle took her life to save mine.”“But you could have saved her.”“She was already gone when I got here.” He turns his back to me. “If Belle had confided in me about what her parents required of her, I could have saved her.”“But you made all the humans think you killed her, Aiden why?”“Because it was easier for them to see me as a monster. Who would believe Belle would take her life instead of mine?” He takes my hand in his on
I can’t.I can’t hurt him. The blade of the dagger sits against his chest but I can’t find the strength to embed it into his chest. I want to and God knows I’m trying but I just can’t. My hands won’t move further. I toss it away, screaming as I curl in on to myself questioning my sanity. Screaming for the life of me because I didn’t know what was real anymore. Aiden comes over to hold me and I let him, because what was the sense of fighting anymore? I can’t kill him and yet my heart feels as if it won’t ever heal. “What am I truly? Tell me.”“You’re one of us. Always have been.” He answers.Aiden picks me up effortlessly, placing me against the bed and I stare out into the abyss more or less still rooted into reality. It’s cold outside, the crispy wind billowing into the curtains that flap about endlessly without an anchor. My tears still fall, pouring like untamed waters that knew no ending and I shiver at the thought of never having a sane thought ever again.“Yuuki-”Aiden gra
There was no way.There just could be no way I was his mate.It's too ridiculous.It's a farce. Aiden's mind games.Just another one of his mind games.But then again there was no humor in his eyes.There is really never if any humor in his eyes. But....Why am I even trying to rationalize this?If I was his mate what was Belle?I couldn't, I couldn't betray my sister's memory like that.They were enagaged to be married. He claimed to have loved her. Hated my very presence because it reminded me of her. Blinded me, threatened to kill me and then suddenly I was his beloved? I would never betray my sister.Or Thomas for that matter. He was the only man I loved. Would ever love.My mind moves back to my sister like a scratched recorder.He....he was the one who murderer Belle, he killed her....why?I hurried across the staircase, with no real destination confused and forlorn and on edge. As I hurried down the steps, I remember missing one before my vision went blank.You're my mateI
I made it back to the study, faintly keeping in mind that Yuuki was avoiding me. It didn't matter, I'd deal with her a little later. Luke sits in a corner staring out the windows, a frown etched into his face. He doesn't move to acknowledge my presence when I enter, so I take the liberty of going to see him instead."You look perplexed""That's a small word in comparison to how I feel about what you have divulged""Is it really such a nuisance to you?"His head swivels to the side, to regard me thoroughly."Forgive me if I'm not enamored with what you've said, but have you taken into account the prospects of what this could mean for us?""There's nothing we can do about that"He sighs, scratching his head."You say she's sleeping. How do you even know this?"My gaze stills on the way of a daisy momentarily, thinking back at what happened between Yuuki and me just days ago. I had my suspicions, rooting primarily on that diary I found and then the fact that I couldn't be mated to a human