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Mia's POV"Ethan—" I start, but he's not deterred."It's a logical question. You were married, then you weren't, and now you're sitting on the floor together and Mama was crying and Dad was holding her. That seems like married people behavior. When Mr. Peterson next door got back together with his wife after they separated, they sat on their porch together a lot.""You're very observant," Kyle says carefully."I pay attention to patterns. So are you?"Kyle looks at me and I look at him. How do you explain to a five-year-old? "Because people need time to figure things out," I finally say."How much time?""I don't know.""A day? A week? A month? A year?""Maybe longer than that."Madison speaks up softly. "A year is forever.""It's not forever," Ethan corrects automatically. "It's three hundred and sixty-five days. Or three hundred and sixty-six in a leap year.""That's still a lot of days," Madison insists.Kyle's hand is still in Alexander's hair, moving in that automatic gesture. "
Mia's POV"Come here," Kyle says again, and this time his hands pull gently.I let him pull me forward. My knees slide across the cold tile, and then his arms are around me, wrapping and encircling and holding. One arm spreads wide between my shoulder blades while the other settles lower around my waist, his fingers pressing into the soft part above my hip. He pulls me against his chest and my face hits his shoulder, my nose pressed into fabric that smells like hospital laundry detergent—that industrial clean smell that never quite leaves.His chin comes down and rests on top of my head, and I can feel his heartbeat thudding too fast against my cheek through layers of cotton and skin. My hands hover uncertainly before they find his back, fists closing around fabric.We sink down together in a graceless collapse, my knees giving out, his knees giving out, until we're just sitting there, slumped and tangled together on the kitchen floor. The tile is so cold it radiates up through everyt
Mia's POVThe tears won't stop.They just keep coming. Try to blur everything. The kitchen tiles. The counter. Kyle's face.All of it runs together like watercolors left in the rain.My chest hurts. Maybe it broke a long time ago and I'm only now feeling it."You don't know what it feels like," I say again. Kyle takes a step toward me.I step back. My hip hits the counter. "Mia—""You weren't there for their first words. First steps. First anything. "My voice is getting louder. I can hear it. But I can't control it.Kyle is closer now. When did he get closer?He's maybe three feet away. His hands are at his sides. Not reaching. Not grabbing. Just there."You're right," he says quietly."What?""You're right. I missed everything."The tears are still coming. I can feel them on my jaw now. Dripping off my chin. So why? How did it end up like this?Kyle‘s hands find my face. Both of them. Cupping my cheeks. His palms warm against my skin. His thumbs moving. Trying to catch tears that
Kyle's POV"You look beautiful."The words slip past my lips before I can stop them.Because she does look beautiful—standing here in this particular quality of light that streams through the living room windows, wearing that simple blue dress that somehow makes her seem more radiant than any designer gown ever could. Her hair is pulled back loosely, wisps escaping to frame her face in that careless way that looks deliberate but isn't. Her skin is bare of makeup except for a thin sheen of perspiration from the dancing, and it makes her literally glow, catching the afternoon sun like she's made of something more precious than flesh and bone.Color floods her cheeks immediately. I watch, fascinated, as the blush spreads from the apples of her cheeks upward across her cheekbones, even reaching the delicate tips of her ears which turn a charming shade of pink that reminds me of roses just beginning to open."Don't," she says."Don't what?""Don't talk like that." Her eyes threaten to slid
Kyle's POVI move forward, giving her ample time to object, to say no, to turn away and retreat to the safety of distance. The weight of three pairs of eyes follows my every movement.The music continues to flow through the living room, the salsa rhythms that had been so vibrant and energetic just moments ago now mellowing into something slower, more intimate.I come to a stop directly in front of her.I extend my right hand toward her, palm facing upward in the universal gesture of invitation, my fingers curling slightly. My left hand moves behind my back, curling into a loose fist in the old-fashioned, formal style."Would you dance with me?"Her gaze drops to my outstretched hand, and she simply stares at it with an expression I can't quite decipher.The music swirls around us in waves of sound—the delicate tinkling of piano keys, the soft percussive rhythm of drums, a woman's voice rising and falling in Spanish lyrics."Mia?" .The two syllables emerge from somewhere deep inside m
KyleThey smell like everything innocent and good in the world.Alexander smells like apple juice—the kind that comes in those little boxes with the bendy straws. There's a faint stickiness to his neck where he didn't wipe his mouth properly. Graham crackers, too. I can smell the sweet, wheaty scent clinging to his shirt. And underneath it all, that particular smell of child-sweat that somehow manages to be sweet instead of sour. Like sun-warmed grass and playgrounds and pure, unfiltered energy."Hey, buddy," I manage to say.Alexander doesn't notice. His arms squeeze tighter around my neck."You're really here!""Alex, breathe," Mia says from across the room. "He needs to breathe too.""Oh." Alexander loosens his grip slightly. "Sorry, Daddy. Sometimes I forget about breathing. Mama says I talk so fast the words trip over themselves.""It's okay," I tell him,








