“Baby! What happened? Are you alright?” Kaliyah immediately buried herself in Ruan’s arms, panting heavily as fear struck her in her sleep. again. She saw another prediction. And it was something that terrified her. “Baby…” Finally, Ruan caught her attention after she calmed her down. Caressing her back helped a lot in making her feel more at ease. Lifting her eyes on him, she spoke. “Ruan. I think, we needed to come back.” The dread in her eyes and the fear in her voice… How can Ruan miss that? Nodding at her, he pulled her in his embrace and felt her shaking. “Alright. We will set out when the sun comes up-” “No!” Kaliyah pulled away from him, her eyes were widening. This was the very first time Ruan saw her this serious ever since they got in her. “We should return immediately.” Surprised, Ruan looked through the window and discovered how dark it still was. “Now?” “Now.” Looking into those frightened lilac eyes, Ruan
“I never thought that our Luna would be so fierce and strong.” “Yeah. That’s what I thought too. I never expected that she would be capable enough to protect the capital. She’s actually far from the weak and delicate she-wolf we thought her of…” “That wasn’t our fault, wasn’t it? Our alpha always kept pampering her before… Yet, she actually managed to keep the people calm and even caught spies lurking everywhere!” “That’s 20 in total, Herwin! She caught 20 spies in one go! Aside from the first Luna of our kingdom, who was as powerful and as wise as her?” “Thinking about it, I thought she’ll be depressed after the alpha left. Looks like we were worried for nothing. Look at her so unfazed everyday…” Kaliyah strode through the garden. Her gown had swept across the blanket of snow, making every step heavier than before. “Is there still no news from the border?” “Still none, my Luna.” Her personal guard, Kevin, shook his head and looked at her anxio
Kaliyah had tried her best to calm down and not worry as per the doctor’s advice. For a week straight, she had never left her room and she didn’t ask for any news regarding the war anymore. A month has passed since then. and still, only vague letters from Samantha came. Nothing came from Ruan unlike the first weeks he went to war. Does he still even remember her? Yet, she knew in herself, that she really cannot truly let go of it. Not when she was still unsure of Ruan’s safety. “You have been locking yourself in your room, my Luna. Would you like to go out?” She turned to Kevin who had been silently staying with her, tending to all her needs. She barely even noticed him all through these days as if, he purposely did it to not disturb her rest. Yet now, he wants her to go out? Drawing the curtain, Kaliyah saw the clear sky. Although it wasn’t so clear that it was blue, the gray clouds were gone already. “It has been days since it last snowed. Ke
After crying so much, Kaliyah fell asleep on the chair near the window. And just like before, Kevin had no choice but to carry her himself to the bed. She never wanted anyone aside from him to see her weak and crying like this. And she started being like this after their alpha left. Yet, even when he returned, she was still as sad like before. No. She’s even sadder than when he was still at the war. “Luna. Let me carry you to the bed. Or else, you’ll have a sore neck tomorrow,” he said that to ask her consent although he was aware she’s long deep asleep from weariness. He was about to pull her in his arms already when a steel hand grip on his shoulder, pushing him down. “Who the-” Kevin’s lips fell apart as his eyes quivered in surprise and fear. “Alpha…” “Let me take care of her for now. You can leave.” With a suppressing cold and heavy aura, Ruan took Kaliyah in his arms and laid her in their bed. Immediately, his senses were overwhelme
“Kevin. Have you seen her?” “Her? Who?” Kaliyah smiled, pausing to glance at Kevin who was walking behind her. “You know who I was pertaining about.” “Hmm…” He nodded unwillingly. “How is she? Is she as beautiful as they say?” This time, it was Kevin who stopped walking and looked at her face longer than he usually does. It would have made her uncomfortable that a man was scrutinizing her face so intently. “Not as beautiful as you, my Luna.” That was his answer which only made Kaliyah smile in bitterness. “then, she’s really a beautiful woman. No wonder Ruan took her with him.” “Luna! That isn’t tr-” “You don’t need to say anything, Kevin. I know. We’re already near the hall. Hurry up.” “Luna…” As Kevin watched her back ahead of him, he couldn’t help but remember the gossip he heard this morning. If that is true, then, he would rather betray his own kingdom just to protect her.*** “Lady Kaliyah enters the hall!” As
‘My baby…’ Kaliyah woke up with a faint pain in her stomach. Without even realizing it, her hand was clutching on her tummy. It’s as if, she was protecting it. “What happened?” she thought to herself as she looked around. It was dark but not dark enough that she could not see the silhouette of things around her. She was in her room. But what caught her attention was the shadow of a man sitting with his head down beside her bed. He was holding her hand and she could feel his hot breath in it. Why was her hand wet by the way? Is he… “Are you exchanging me for your kingdom’s peace?” she uttered those words in a calm tone. Yet, anyone could sense the condemnation and blame in her voice. Ruan lifted his face to look at her. the moment their eyes met, Kaliyah felt her heart racing. She didn’t know what to feel. She hated him for his betrayal. She felt sad for what they ended up to. yet, she misses him so much that it drives her into madness. “If I don
It broke her heart. Because again, she was leaving the place she once called home. Heart-broken. Abandoned. Just like the last time, she was leaving the man she loved. Yet, this time it was different. She was stronger. Braver. She wasn’t the same Kaliyah who ran away because of her weakness. Now. She had changed. Still, that didn’t stop her heart from being shattered in pieces as she looked at Ruan. Unlike the night before, his dark eyes held no emotion as he looked at her from the terrace. Beside him was Elena. That woman. She snaked her arms on his waist, sticking her body to him. she’s even brushing her proud breast on his arms that it was so hard for Kaliyah to look at. And why isn’t he even pushing her away? Gritting her teeth, Kaliyah turn her back and mounted on her horse. “My Luna. Let me help you.” Surprised, Kaliyah glanced at her side where Kevin appeared. “Kevin? What are you doing here?” “I am your guard, my Luna
She wants to reach him. To touch his face… To caress his skin… To wrap her arms around him and refuse to let go… To just stare in those alluring deep set of raven eyes… Forever… But some things are not just meant to stay forever. Just like her and Ruan’s love… “You’re awake?” Without even realizing it, Kaliyah had been staring at the ceiling for quite some time. She didn’t even realize that she had woken up. But that voice… Slowly. she diverted her eyes to the person sitting beside her bed. Her heart raced. Not because of love or excitement of seeing him again. But the fact that his presence indicated that she really had lost Ruan. “Fenris…” Fenris smirked and his always icy cold blue eyes curled with amusement. “You never changed, Acalia. In the entire kingdom, no one dared to address me other than ‘Alpha’ or ‘Your Majesty’.” “You are wrong. I changed a lot, Fenris. Besides, there’s also one person who called you someth