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Chapter 40: Many Emotions
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2022-01-30 06:01:24Luke's POV
I groan as I hear my alarm clock start to buzz on the beside table. As I turn pull my head from pillow, my hand slaps down on the clock and it stops. "Good morning, beautiful," I say as I turn around but come face-to-face with an empty bed that obviously hasn't been touched in weeks. I shake my head and rub my eyes. "Get over yourself, man," I tell myself and get out of bed.
As I enter the bathroom, I grab a towel and go over to the shower, turning the dials to hot and jump in. Hot showers are amazing, they release all the tension built up inside of you and let you just finally relax. They numb you.
Anyways, enough bullshit. I'd better get going.
I turn the dials off and hop out, grabbing a nearby towel and
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