Chapter#17: Stop resting your mind, heart and body...
[3rd Person's P.O.V.]
꧁❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄
Chapter#18: That Clyde Guy[Jacob’s Point of View]꧁❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎
Chapter#19: You found it weird, don't you?[3rd Person's P.O.V.]꧁❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎
Chapter#20: Break free?[Jacob Seo’s P.O.V.]꧁❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎꧂I can't contain my laughter as I do my prank on Clyde. I've been hungry since earlier and I noticed how much corn dog he had already taken. Of course for my part, that’s enviable. He doesn't know how to give a little, huh?I looked at Clyde as I kissed and ate the corndog inside his mouth. It's delicious to share the corndog, especially if it's eaten in Clyde's mouth. I couldn’t stop myself from kissing him once more even though there was no more corndog in his mouth. There is no such person who can resist doing that right? It can't be resist
Chapter#21: Is he Possessed?[3rd Person's P.O.V.]꧁❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎꧂"Student, I'll leave this store to you first. I know you won't be able to make a fool of yourself at work, even if you're short of money. Also based on the resume you gave, you know how to do such things and I think you really know how to do it—you know how to maneuver a laundry machine and the vending machine outside," said a man in his early 30's to Jacob.The man was wearing shorts and a simple sweatshirt with a bag slung over his shoulder. Noone would think that the man owned that little laundromat business.
Chapter#22: You're getting weirder...[Jacob Seo's P.O.V.]꧁❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎꧂It was late at night when I arrived at the apartment where Noona and I were staying. I don’t know what time it is now but I only know one thing; I'm sure, Noona will be upset to me because at this time it has taken me long enough to stay outside again. We talked before that it won't take me late at night outside but here I am now like a thief slowly opening the door. Of course I have a key, but I'm afraid Noona might catch me just before I get inside my room.I slowly turned the doorknob and opened it but to my surprise something suddenly fell be
Chapter#23: Diaries are important [Jacob Seo's P.O.V.] ꧁❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎꧂ A few minutes later Clyde fell asleep on my lap. I think I need to start writing in the Diary again that Mommy gave me. Honestly, I never wrote in it since my senior high school started. I'm too preoccupied with things and I don't have time to prioritize my emotions and mental health too much—like something that Mommy wants me to focus on. I slowly supported Clyde's head and then I left him sleeping on the sofa. I kissed him on the forehead before adjusting his position as he lay on the sofa. I felt sorry for my b
CHAPTER#24: Love Has No Gender, Homophobes![Jacob Seo's P.O.V.]꧁❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎꧂I felt Clyde remove his grip on my thigh and grasp my hand tightly."Pardon?" I said to Mar Eun, who spoke earlier. His hair is dark blue and you think his jaw has literally outgrown a face. He's white but he doesn't really look human-like.He just mocked me even though I asked him to repeat the stupidity he had. I grinned back at him and raised an eyebrow.I gave her a blank stare from head to toe until I stopped looking at her crotch area. I suddenly smiled and then tilted my head to keep looking at him—again—fr
CHAPTER#25: That single touch[Jacob Seo's P.O.V.]꧁❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎꧂"Haah! Hah! I'm so tired babe. You're so annoying, you're tickling me," I commented as my back fell on the bed. I intentionally pulled him too, so he wouldn't be able to tickle again. We are both just lying in bed now and while panting.He looks crazy, he knows that I'm a ticklish person him and then he still doesn't stop tickling me. I got tired of running away from him inside this room."You're tired right away?" he asked smiling and once again looked at my face with those seductive eyes.Wait?—That looks made an impactful force. Gosh!I gave him a look; with my manly eyes before I stammered,
Chapter#36: His Only Home[Clyde's P.O.V]꧁❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎꧂I couldn’t help but caress Jacob’s cheek, who to this hour was still sound asleep on my lap. I feel so sorry for the situation of the person I love… Why does he still have to go through this? Why of all people, he who is uncomparable wise and brave as others to experience this? Jacob never deserves any of this.I sighed as I took my phone out of my pants pocket."I don’t want to look like a villain in your life, My precious Jacob… but I think this will help you," I said with a clenched fist as I gently kissed his forehead.Little by little, tears welled up in my eyes as I dialed the number on Jacob’s Psychiatrist’s calling card."Doctor…"I said softly to her after she answered the call."Jacob is currently sleeping at my house. Can I be with him for at least one day before you take him? I can't bear to see Jacob so sad. It kills me…" I said w
Chapter#35.2: Homeless[Jacob’s P.O.V]꧁❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎꧂I immediately pushed the doorbell but a few seconds later, no one came out of their residence. Even their house helper on weekends didn't come out either."Clyde! Clyde!" I slammed their gate while shouting."Clyde, Please talk to me! You're not like them, who would left me on the air, aren't you? Clyde! Please!" I cried as the rattle at the gate got louder."Clyde! You can't do this to me because we hadn't talk about something like ignoring me or even you whenever one of us is feeling blue. You said when we would have a fight like this we can't spend a day not talking about it right? We value our communication and trust right? Then why are you staying silent for the past few days? You keep on ignoring me. It's been almost 1 and a half day! Your unfair babe!" I cried as I tried to step on the gate. I didn’t care if my feet hurt with the force of
Chapter#35: Homeless[Jacob’s P.O.V] ꧁❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎꧂ Unfilial..? Was Daddy serious about what he said? Does he know what kind of weight he will give to his son when he does that? Being an unfilial son in Korea is the worst accusation that can be given to someone's child. Plus, I'm not doing anything bad to him. I was obeying him all my life and with that one mistake that "I" did—that I don't remember that I did—then suddenly Dad will say that he will file an Unfilial lawsuit against me? As if I was a really bad child to him. I turned back to our gate after I finally left our residence. I felt bad as I dragged the suitcases while heavily abrading the shoes that I was wearing on the road I was on. My feet were almost like steel in weight, so I just let the soles of the shoes I was wearing wear slowly. When I got out of the streets, I could feel the diverse stares of the people around me. Some ey
Chapter#34.2: Great Tension[Jacob’s P.O.V] ꧁❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎꧂ ——————————NEXT DAY AT SEO's RESIDENCE—————————— I was glued to my seat when I saw so many people at the door and some of them had already entered our living room. "How you can you bear all what you did to that kid! You are worse than a beast! You have no conscience!" cried, an old woman as she looked at me with disgust. "You must be burned in hell. Even with a kid that has a disability; you still manage to harm! You made a fool of yourself!" furiously said; a man carrying a walking stick. "You are so bad! Hope you rot in jail! You're an animal!" said, a maiden and started throwing stones at me. It hit my head, so I immediately block my head from getting hit again. I hear whispers and gossip everywhere. there are so many of them, my ears are ringing. "You have a place in Hell!" "Do you have a place in Hell?" “I hope you're the only
Chapter#34: Great Tension[Jacob Seo's P.O.V.]꧁❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎꧂I also became deaf for almost a few minutes because of the force of Daddy's slap on me."I never raised someone to be like this. For all those years, I tried not to ask; why my only son became someone like you. I did my best to follow your mom's words before she died! I... poured everything to cover up all your flaws! Isn't that enough?! I did my best not to blame anything you did because you were just a child back then! But now ... but now, I don't know what I can do to you," Daddy said in a full voice.His eyes tell me that he despises me for being his son.He never looked at me again and boarded the helicopter. The two bodyguards held out their hands to escort us into the helicopter as well.At present, there are no taxis or buses. It’s just the rejected choice; so even though I knew what would happen next would be tense once we were
Chapter#33: Will make you pay for this![HaeSoo Seo's P.O.V.]꧁❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎꧂It is good for me to think when it's time to block my phone screen and our places.“Ahjussi, please drive faster,” I said nervously.I do not know what I can do with my brother when I see him later. Please, GOD, HELP US. He can not do that.
Chapter#32: Dumbfounded[Jacob Seo's P.O.V.]꧁❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎꧂I was startled to wake up in a familiar place. This is the laundromat where I woke up last time.“Why am I here again. Where is Clyde? Am I in Incheon again? Shit! What date is it?” confused I said to myself as I dug in my pocket to see if I had any money or a phone with me.“What is this shit all about! How can I go home if I don't have anything with me?” I'm confused because I know that maybe when I come home Clyde will be mad at me again.
Chapter#31: Do I know you?[Irene Moon's P.O.V.]꧁❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎
Chapter#30: Do I have amnesia? [Jacob's P.O.V.] ꧁❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎❄︎