"And what about you guys? Did you already figure out a name?", asked Jane teasingly.Sebestian and Jason remained quiet at that. Jason had had a lot of suggestions, he had given Ammy an entire list of names, really. Just because he had never been able to have a proper family didn't mean he never thought or wished or fantasized. Now he had the perfect omega, and they would make the most perfect babies and Sebestian couldn't wait. He didn't care what names Ammy would pick – and Sebestian was completely lost and overwhelmed with that decision in general."Belinda, if it's a girl, and Balthazar, if it's a boy", replied Ammy with the smallest smile."Belinda James? Belinda Jason. Belinda Will. I don't know", mused Seth, frowning."Belinda Jason", corrected Ammy, earning a surprised look from Jason. "What? James... is a name Jones stole. I have no real ties to. And honestly, Sebestian and I talked about this. Will's... Allen and you are continuing the Will name. We want a blank slate, a fre
/2 Months Later\Jason was pacing nervously. He had been pacing for the past hour now. At first, Sebestian still had cared to try and sooth his alpha, but by now he was growing more frantic himself. The only things grounding Sebestian were Mandy perched on his lap and Jane holding his hand."Jason", tried Allen gently, reaching out for the Jason. "Sit down, please. Ammy will be alright.""Of course, will my sweetheart be alright. And so will the little cupcake brewing inside of her, but please let me pace in peace until I get to hold my precious little princess of a daughter."Allen looked only mildly amused, though she let the alpha continue pacing until they were allowed inside. They had started out inside – at least Jason and Sebestian had – but those two really couldn't behave themselves while Ammy was in pain, so the doctors had been forced to remove the alpha and the beta from the room. Everyone present was relieved when they were allowed back inside by a smiling nurse. Smiling
Ammy doesn't remember the last time she visited the Will's manor. She knows it was with Sebestian and she's sure Jia and Allen were there as well, but she'd spent most of his time in the vineyard just waiting for time to pass. Willing herself to be brave enough to breach the distance between her body and Sebestian's."You didn't have to do that, you know," Sebestian says. His skin is still damp from the shower, and he runs a towel through his hair slowly. "I can take care of it."As long as Ammy has known Sebestian, he has taken hormone suppressors. Once a year, every spring, his placebo pills come in and he squirrels himself away somewhere remote to go through his rut, alone. Ammy doesn't know what compelled her to come with Sebestian this year or why he agreed, but things are different now. Something has changed between them in the last few years."Maybe I just wanted to get drunk on really good wine," Ammy says. She tries to ignore the black towel hung low on Alpha's sharp hips and
Ammy doesn't know how exactly she ended up shirtless inside their guest room while Jason trails kiss down her neck, but she doesn't think she's complaining. Jason' hair is stiff with styling product but he smells so sweet, and he scrapes his teeth ever so gently with every kiss and it has Ammy trembling in his hands.It's been months since anyone has touched Ammy like this besides Jason. She didn't remember how good it felt to be manhandled a little by her partner and Ammy arches into Jason' every touch."Sebestian," Ammy says. She doesn't know if it's a reminder or a call for help, but Jason just chuckles into his skin."Is welcome to join whenever he's ready," Jason murmurs.Ammy looks over to Jason helplessly and she is rewarded with a hard throb of her things. Sebestian is sitting rigid in an attempt not to squirm, her lower lip bit between her teeth and her pupils blown. Her hair is mussy from being at Jason mercy, cheeks flushed and shirt unbuttoned.It was Sebestian's idea, Amm
(Some flashback about Ammy and Mandy relationship)With Mandy, Ammy shares an Omega bond.An Omega's BondsIt was love at first sight.Ammy had never experienced such a thing before. Half the time she couldn't even really tell what love was. It was a conflicting and confusing emotion that was nothing but trouble, in the end. To love is to destroy and to be loved is to be destroyed. Love meant pain.But when she saw her sitting there, opposite her in the diner, drinking a chocolate milkshake and staring at her with large, curious eyes, Ammy realized what love at first sight was. She instantly fell in love with Mandy when he saw the frightened little girl sitting there, small and subtly threatened. Every instinct in Ammy told her to protect. It was an omega thing.Yes, Ammy was an omega. She knew that and, on most days, she absolutely hated it. Being an omega made her weak and useless – that was what her father had taught her. He had gotten better at accepting himself thanks to Sebestia
"Sit down, sweetheart", suggested Jason as he got a flask with something. Nodding slowly, Ammy emptied the flask and made a face at the bitter taste. Jason all the while sat down behind her and checked her for injuries. Ammy relaxed as the soreness and pain drained from her body. She startled a little when deft fingers went through her mating mark, but instantly relaxed when she recognized Sebestian's deft fingers. Her mates was grooming her. Sighing contently, Ammy closed her eyes and allowed Sebestian and Jason to take care of her.God, she loved them so much. Sebestian was the reason Ammy was so confused about love. She had always loved Sebestian, but she hadn't known she was in love. She assumed it was the love others told her it had to be. But that wasn't right, she had never felt about Sebestian the same way she felt about Sam and Allen.She knew he couldn't have them; she knew they had each other and were happy and didn't need or want her, she knew she could be glad for what s
"How about dinner?", suggested Sebestian softly. "I'm sure you guys most be hungry."Mandy turned to Ammy, looking at her until the Alpha nodded and got up. "You know, Mandy, if you're hungry, you just have to tell us. Any of us, okay? It's okay. You get food whenever you're hungry. You... You don't have to ask permission, kiddo."Mandy nodded but Sebestian had a feeling it would take some longer until she would come to them on her own account. It had taken Ammy weeks to do so too. She had gone days without food if she wasn't told that she could have it. Something the Will's had only realized after Jia and John had left for a weekend. Sebestian and Allen knew how to raid the fridge, but Ammy had just... not eaten. Because she hadn't known if she was allowed to. Sebestian made a mental note to offer Mandy food at random points in time, just like she had done with Ammy all those years ago. She also made a mental note to talk to his alpha about all of this once they went to bed tonight.
"A necklace", hummed Mandy, picking everything with black dots."...Those are Sebestian's", noted Adom raising one eyebrow."Yes. Mommy likes him. He always worries when Sebestian's not with her", replied to Mandy, voice soft as she went to pick pearls for the necklace; dark-reds and light reds. "And mommy made me a necklace with his things, so he'd always be with me when he's not really here. So, I want to make mommy a necklace, so he doesn't have to miss Seb.""That's really sweet of you", smiled Adom and got the leather-bands to help make the necklace."Mhmh", grunted Mandy, not looking very happy."...You don't like Sebestian much, do you?", asked Adom carefully.Mandy shook her head. "Seb is nice. I like Seb. But Seb always steals mommy.""He what?", asked Adom stunned."Whenever Seb isn't home, mommy spends all his time with me. But as soon as Seb is home, mommy wants to spend time with him", pouted Mandy.That made Adom laughs softly. Well, there was the big mystery behind Sebe