Thick ebon blood boiled in the veins of the Troll Queen, black as congealed tar.
The Beast's curse was bearing fruit.Queen Jarngrimr of the Sorrows waited on the frosty tip of Utgardr's tallest mountain, her steed - a blue roan marked with a white death mask, the gallows itself incarnate - whinnying as the Troll Queen's awaited visitor hiked past the mountain laurel and fir, the girl's stang helping with her belabored, fitful steps."I am here, dearest Jarnja. I brought you Lady Freida's most sacred treasure, stolen from the sanctum of her hall Folkvangr in Valhalla for a terrible price. It is all for you, in return for protection for my three children. This cursed rose is my only possession after this godsdamned truce, sweet Jarnja of the Sorrows, daughter of Wotan the Raven and Sithgunt the Seeress, guardian of the Isa tribe of my land of the midnight sun. Please. I have nothing left to give but the petals of this godsvow."The princess, crowned and bejeweled – frost on her furs and gems - was eight months in, and in heaving gasps, the girl – barely a woman - collapsed. The discerning Troll Queen rushed to her side, helping the princess to stand by her stang with her powerful, furred arms."Aslaugh, you have done more than enough," Queen Jarngrimr soothed, taking her temperature with her paw. "A fever. Please, my sweetling, rest. I will give you a ride home on my starlight steed.""It is a pittance of a price to pay for your protection." The queen rubbed at her sweaty brow, her skin flushed bruise purple."Still, you have a babe to think of. You have done far too much. Do not overexert yourself. Be more careful, Asa. Charging me to meet on this mountain all alone, in the heart of Utgardr, when you are due to deliver a babe any day? Whatsoever were you thinking! You are as reckless as always, just like you were in our youth.""Reckless, maybe, but also brave. It took bravery to fly to Bifrost on my stang, and rob Freida of her sacred heart."Jarngrimr sighed, laughing slightly. "Bold as always, I suppose. But what else to make of Volva Heith's fosterling?""Heh. That is true, alright." Aslaugh looked into the distance, her green eyes apoplectic as she sighed with frightful dues. "Still, I have done far too little," Queen Aslaugh said, her ruby voice like bitter grapes. Her crown of citrine and pearls glimmered under the Northern Lights of Skadhi's Bow, frost in her red gold hair. "Lady Skadhi says that I am her greatest failing, hah! I thought that was when she laughed at Loki for tying his balls to a nanny goat to break her winter's curse over the barren snowy ground, or when Skadhi Ondurdis selected her husband Njordr by his feet alone, not knowing of his homely head or his seaside home reeking of gulls and seaweed, ending in a three night divorce..." Aslaugh squeezed shut her eyes, tears welling blue and clear in their ducts, and she inhaled deeply, resting in the crook of gentle Jarnja's shoulder."Gods are never straightforward. It does ill to think that the Divine are speaking the truth as plain as day," Jarnja soothed, sitting the princess down on a granite seat softly, the throne carved by dwarves in ages past. "Trust me, I have oft misguessed the intentions of my sire Wotan. The ways of the gods are Weird and play out like wyrd across sweet Skadhi's Bow.""I pray that you are right, and that I have not betrayed the gods of our folk by marrying a Latinate prince only to secure a fragile, tenuous peace… Lord Eleleth's magick is too much for us to conquer alone, but with your blessing, my daughters may stand a chance. Here, for you, my sweetest Jarnja."The princess, barely nineteen, rounded as the moon in the belly with the promised child, exchanged a blood red rose – the goddess Freida's heart of hearts - to the towering rood of a Troll Queen.The begresar was like an infernal stain on the night, tall as a horse, double jointed, a mix of lion, ram, and ox and bat. Still, she was a friendly sight for Arcadia's queen, who had little allies left. After all, they had been bosom companions in their youth, she princess of the Northern Holds, Jarngrimr princess of Utgardr before her mother Sithgunt retreated into her Seeress keep in the mountains, making Jarngrimr queen."Here, it is done. Now please, dear Jarnja, give me what I asked for. This rose will cost me my life, one day. Freida and her Wild Hunt will come calling in seven upon seven years for the thief of Freida's sacred, amber weeping Wanderer's heart."The troll queen sighed and stooped down gently so that she was eye to eye with the princess Aslaugh. The troll queen's bezels of crimson eyes lit in pity, and she gently plucked the rose from the princess' hands and, in return, offered her a mead horn carved with a bindrune shaped like the Fenris Wolf, Loki Liesmith's and Augurboda's beast child of Ragnarok."Drink, and think of better days you will not live to see, but that your daughters will delight in," Jarnja said, voice slow and thick like poisoned milk, her black fur bristling, the troll queen's ram horns shining with helafire as a light snow began to fall.With a spiked claymore, Jarnja slit her throat clean through to the larynx and bled copiously down into the hoary mead horn. The bindrune on her drinking cup shaped like the Devouring Wolf lit with icy blue runefire, and as the troll queen's ichor poured out until her veins ran dry, the black soup gathered in princess Aslaugh's outstretched hands, pooling in the horn and dribbling onto Aslaugh's muscled, sword honed fingertips.With a determined frown, Aslaugh drank the ichor down, choking as the thick curse of the troll queen flowed from Aslaugh's throat and down into her ripe belly. Her daughter kicked in response to the blood deep in her womb as the dark magick took hold, and Aslaugh rubbed the unborn infant's thrashing feet fretfully."My three daughters that my beloved Volva Heith prophesied I will bear with Hakkon Erikson - they will live, and you will save them, when nothing is left in my enemy's stronghold for them to find succor in, and even the gods are all but gone from Arcadia?" Aslaugh choked, wiping away the black spittle of clotted blood that clung to her bottom lip and stained her white, blunt teeth. "And my family, the remnants of my Isa tribe, especially Volva Heith - they are safe in the heart of Utgardr, far away from the accursed Stronghold?"Aslaugh wiped her lips and struggled not to vomit as bile rose in her throat at all she had lost, and all she had become. Jarnja soothed her, the sacred rose of the Mother Goddess Freida tucked delicately behind the Troll Queen's ear, a ruddy gold."All is arranged according to plan... what are you naming my fairy goddaughter, Asa?" Jarnja cooed at the baby in her belly, lightly tracing Aslaugh's stomach as if drawing filigree in a Latinate monk's cherished illuminated manuscript."Turiel. After her grandmother. And the second shall be Yuriel, after my great aunt, and the third shall be Rosiel, for it rhymes with the other names and sounds like our covenant." Aslaugh looked fruitfully upon the Troll Queen's great bat wings. "What will you do with your rose, dearest Jarnja of the Sorrows?"Jarnja smiled slightly, helping a belabored Aslaugh to stand: "Start an enchanted garden fit for breaking my curse.""None of the Northern Cunningfolk thought that your sacrifice to create the Stronghold would result in... this," Aslaugh said sheepishly, taking her stang. "Undeath is such a strange thing to see in the light of the godsfearing day.""Well, it was explicitly a dark working in violation of the frith of the gods. It was worth it, though. All my sins against the gods will all be worth it, to see your bonnie babes born, my dear sweetling Aslaugh. You have sacrificed too, and by Thur's hammer, I pray to the old Jotnar gods of our huldrefolk, that our workings have not been in vain. Stay strong, Aslaugh. The last of my heart's blood will quicken you, change you - do not be surprised if you yourself become a Beast in the end."Aslaugh gave a sorrowful smile, then a bright, stomach ache of a laugh ripped open her crimson lips. "It is a risk I am fully willing to take.""Then by the Aesir and the Vanir and all Jotnar, our queenly wills be done!"Snow piled at their feet as they walked hand in hand down the gap toothed mountain. Ravens circled far above in the crepuscular aether, and the blue death roan of the Troll Queen Jarnja charged off upon the gallows into the blue dread gloaming, queens aback the steed.In the far flung firmament above, over Bifrost the Rainbow Bridge, the goddess Skadhi sat aback the Northern Lights, her frozen smile as thick as winter molasses. She knew something only a goddess could ken of aeons to come, and like a goddess, told no secrets to her followers.Lady Skadhi Ondurdis shot one of Jarngrimr's ravens down with the aurora borealis of her bow and felled it into the aether. She scooped it up with her white mittened hands. What Lady Skadhi, goddess of the hunt and winter snow, said to the dead bird's ear, only the Norns could know.The bird's soul flew away in the wake of the queens, now the Arctic goddess' messenger, following her cherished priestess Aslaugh – perhaps to watch over princess Aslaugh and the budding child, or perhaps for something more. Gods are never clear, after all.The queens went on, down the mountain and into the night, but only one would come out alive. The queens went into the wildlands, past lindworm and nixie and huldre, and only one would be saved.Sorrow, sorrow, sorrow is my tale, a curse most dark – to be brokenBy a flowering thorn.As I stand in the Beast's rose garden, years down the line, I remember my first love. The thorns are aflame, the sky is scorching, and my heart is torn in twain:Between the Troll Queen, and my first love, once mortal, now a handmaiden of the warrior goddess.This is how my tale begins:We were sixteen summers old, but time for me, and my soon to be Valkyrie, was never enough.We strayed to the banks of the Maroon Sea Bay by midnight, my best friend and true heart's companion, the stable lass Yolanda, glimmering under Mani's moonlight like a Valkyrie of Mother Freida the Wanderer's own dauntless making. She was chosen by the Goddess for glory, after all.My sweetheart, the Lady of Love and Luck's fierce devotee, was bold and free and wild as she rode aback her stallion like a sunburst striking the gods' rainbow bridge of Bifrost, high in the stars above.Yolanda's long, wild, velvet black hair was a curling bear's man
That was the night - the first rosy night that my Beast began to call on me, and never, ever, ever did my monstress queen cease drawing me down submerged in to her unholy, trollish web.Now, I am never alone.By the candlelight after Skadhi had carried me to my room, me unable to stand, I slit my wrists that gloaming, my prayers to dead mama, Queen Aslaugh, unanswered.I could not give up the ghost. No, I was the Troll Queen's draugr – an undead scion, cursed. Now, I was of the zombie armies that had eaten father's berserkers alive.A grave of a girl. Belonging to none other than Jarngrimr of the Sorrows from mother's ill-fated curse, last of the Cunningfolk witches.The Beast peered back at me in my looking glass, the Troll Queen's red dead eyes cold and lustful. She smirked, a yellow fang agleam as she watched me with wicked delight and decrepit fascination.I picked at the black, black clots of blood, ignorin
"Come back with my letter from Dominic! Don't you dare read it," Yuri squealed, chasing Rosy out of my room at high horsepower full throttle down the tower hall.The windows had opened of their own volition, and a ferocious winter gale picked up, blowing my door slammed shut behind my wee sisters.The mourning dove's holly berries began to bleed, and the well fed bird discarded the overripe succulents onto my floor.The mourning dove fled to the peal of an elfin horn:"What was that call, just now? And that insurmountable wind like lindworm breath?" I murmured to myself, shuddering as I looked out the window:In rode a terrible train of huldre, Jotun, alfar and dokkalfar, dwarves, nixie, mara and trolls of the Dark Court from the depths of the woods. The Cunningfolk's allies in the Northern Holds of Utgardr, and Arcadia's sworn enemies.What were they doing here? How in Helheim did they get past mama's Magick barrier
I was in a blue huntswoman's dress with red and white trim, the traditional Isa attire coupled with brown snowshoes, standing atop an icy fjord as winter snow piled high and impenetrable onto the mountain's blue gray peak.My patroness stood before me, ells tall like the wall around Asgard, as icy as the snow itself.The As goddess Skadhi, lady of the hunt, winter and skis, with her white wolves stood sentinel over me, and I knew it a familiar dream. Skadhi was the ancient patroness of my mama Aslaugh's Northern Cunningfolk tribe, the Isa. Known for her icy demeanor, wry humor, and frosty dominion, she was unparalleled among huntresses, and always made sure I knew it, too. She grew up saying she had hunted my soul from the Maroon Sea, and claimed me as her mead dark priestess, just as she had mama years before.Skahdi came to me in dreams often to teach me of my Magick, and as I stood in Northern Cunningfolk garb atop the glacial terrain, my breath s
I jolted awake. There was a heavy weight on my chest, and damp soily hands squeezing my throat. My larynx popped."Oh, so the ridiculously clothed blonde awakes. Praise the gods, it's about damn time. Really, you're wearing minx of all things? Have you forgotten your Cunningfolk roots, what my kind and your kind are? We wear reindeer and leather and bearskin. We are wolves among sheep. We are lions among lambs. We are lindworms among caterpillars. And yet here you are, the simpering teenage princess the Queen is so infatuated with. You sleep as hard as if someone hit you over that thick skull of yours with a horse! Wotan's old eight-legged Sleipnir, in fact. Either that, or Wotan hurled Gugnir into your head and knocked you out!"I struggled for breath.She continued, my strangling demon: "Dear scheming Jarngrimr hasn't stopped blathering on about you since you were conceived. Tithe to Utgardr, she says, your blood the bridge between Arcadia and the
Rosy clung close to my skirts as Fylja opened the long ebony doors to Jarngrimr's feast hall. Inside was a crystalline long hall lit by celestial blue Isa fire and otherworldly elfin plants that gave off strange, translucent glows. Nixies, fossegrim, wili, mara, dwarves, alfar, duergar, dokkalfar, and trolls danced among the huldrefolk and luxuriously dressed Northern Cunningfolk. A fossegrim fiddled on a golden violin, and there was a great frenzy of mead in horns as berserkers celebrated the capture of the princesses with their shieldmaidens in a tarantic reel, stomping the ground, feasting like the fire god Logi devouring an entire boar in Loki's eating contest.Jarngrimr of the Sorrows loomed over the long hall atop a lindworm bone throne, the great dragon skull carved at the snout to sit her beastly form. She smirked, her eyes collier fire, and watched me languorously, predatorily tracing the slight, delicate curves of my gown with her slit pupils like iron claws. Sh
Queen Jarngrimr outstretched her taloned hand in invitation, her red eyes settled to a lustful maroon, and she smiled lopsidedly, as if she were Scarlip's daughter. I drew back, drawing my ivory dagger.Jarngrimr flinched, sighed, then sloshed the mead in her cup."You are still afraid of me." She licked some mead off the rim. I fixated on her cat rough tongue, then blushed, flummoxed."I'm not afraid of anyone." I lit the blade with Kenaz, fire."That wasn't a question, snowflower," the Troll Queen drawled, then yipped with laughter. Her furred breasts heaved and her mane sparkled in the blue light of the glowing fungus and Isa fire. "I can smell fear. It pulsates through your veins. Child, I am not here to harm you. I am here to drive infidel Latinate gods from Arcadia and the Northern Holds alike. King Hakkon betrayed his folk by burning his soul as offerings to Eleleth's fires, and now he is tyrant over the priests and Cunningfolk and
"Your Magick is stronger than my frost duckling Aslaugh's own peerless powers..." Heith murmured, meeting Jarnja's eyes with a knowing look. She crossed herself with Othala. "It is true, what the Watermen say: Loki roams free, and Skadhi has seen fit to grant her disciple Gullinkambi, the Cockerel of Ragnarok. This can only mean pain lies ahead for Midgardr, Utgardr, and all the nine realms." Heith's antlered, beaded headdress swayed as if in sorrow, and Jarnja looked upon her in sympathy, squeezing the Isa chieftainess' hand delicately in her powerful bergresar paws."We are prepared this time, dearest Isa chieftainess. We have the covenant between Utgardr and Midgadr here - Aslaugh's promise, enfleshed in the body of my Bride," Jarnja burbled like a wolf, her sparkling red eyes drinking me down in pleasure.Jarnja pet Gullinkambi, and my fetch crowed in approval, my soul fond - more than fond - of the intimidating Bergresar Queen. "Gullinkambi could be seen a