Amara's POV
It was already past midnight, but sleep wouldn’t come. I lay on my bed, staring at the ceiling, my thoughts tangled in a whirlwind of Ryder, Alex, and everything I was too afraid to confront. My wolf was restless, pacing in the back of my mind, her emotions oscillating between frustration and longing. And then, a knock. The sound jolted me, making me flinch. My heart skipped a beat as dread pooled in my stomach. Who could it be at this hour? I pulled the blanket tighter around me, hoping whoever it was would go away. The knock came again, more insistent this time. My body tensed, a shiver running down my spine. Ryder? Caden? Jaxon? No. I didn’t want to face either of them. Not now. Not when I felt so raw. I held my breath, waiting for the sound of retreating footsteps. But instead, the door creaked open. The scent hit me before I saw him—cedarwood and the faintest hint of rain. Jaxon. My wolf stirred instantly, her desperation surging to the surface. She begged me to let him in, to talk to him, to accept him. But I couldn’t. Not tonight. I turned my face toward the wall, closing my eyes and forcing my breathing to steady. I pretended to be asleep, hoping he’d leave. The soft rustle of his footsteps grew closer, and the mattress dipped slightly as he sat at the edge of the bed. His presence was overwhelming, his warmth seeping through the blanket that separated us. “Amara,” he whispered, his voice low and husky, filled with an emotion I couldn’t quite place. I stayed still, keeping my breathing slow and even, though my heart was racing wildly. “I know you’re awake,” he said gently, his fingers brushing against the edge of the blanket. “You’ve never been good at pretending, you know.” I stiffened, my body betraying me. He sighed, a soft, almost broken sound. “I don’t know what to say to make this better, to fix what’s broken between us. But I needed to see you. To be near you.” His words sent a pang through my chest. My wolf whimpered, her resolve to stay silent crumbling with every passing second. Jaxon’s hand rested lightly on the blanket over my leg, his touch hesitant, almost shy. “I’ve messed up, Amara,” he admitted, his voice thick with regret. “I didn’t fight for you when I should have. I didn’t stand by you when you needed me most. And I hate myself for it.” Tears pricked at the corners of my eyes, but I refused to let them fall. “I see you,” he continued, his voice breaking. “Even when you try to hide, even when you pretend you don’t need anyone. I see your strength, your pain… and all I want is to take it away. To be the one who makes you feel safe again.” I bit my lip, my resolve faltering. He shifted closer, his hand moving to rest lightly on my shoulder. “Amara,” he whispered, his voice raw, “please. Look at me.” I couldn’t ignore him anymore. Slowly, I turned to face him, my eyes meeting his in the dim light. The intensity in his gaze stole my breath away—there was so much emotion there, so much vulnerability. “Why are you here, Jaxon?” I asked, my voice barely above a whisper. “Because I can’t stay away,” he admitted, his hand moving to cup my cheek. His thumb brushed against my skin, and my wolf practically purred under his touch. “Because you’re all I think about. You’re all I’ve ever wanted.” My heart clenched, the sincerity in his voice threatening to undo me. “You hurt me,” I said, my voice trembling. “You weren’t there when I needed you. How can I trust you now?” “I’ll spend the rest of my life making it up to you,” he said without hesitation, leaning closer, his forehead resting against mine. “I’ll prove to you every single day that I’m worthy of you. Just… don’t shut me out, Amara. Please.” The tears I’d been holding back finally spilled over, and he caught them with his thumb, his touch gentle. “I’m scared,” I confessed, my voice breaking. “So am I,” he said, his lips brushing against my forehead. “But we don’t have to do this alone. Let me stand by you, Amara. Let me love you.” His words shattered the last of my defenses, and before I could stop myself, I leaned into him, burying my face in his chest. He wrapped his arms around me, holding me tightly as I cried, his hand stroking my hair, his touch soothing. In his embrace, I felt a flicker of something I hadn’t felt in a long time—hope. Jaxon held me close, his arms wrapped around me like a shield against the storm raging inside me. His warmth seeped into my skin, softening the ache in my chest with every gentle stroke of his hand through my hair. “It’s okay,” he whispered, his lips brushing the crown of my head. “Let it all out, Amara. I’m here. I’m not going anywhere.” His voice, low and soothing, was like a balm to my frayed nerves. I hadn’t realized how much I needed this—to let go, to fall apart in someone’s arms who wouldn’t let me shatter. When my sobs quieted, and the room settled into a fragile silence, he pulled back just enough to look at me. His fingers tilted my chin upward, his touch feather-light, and his eyes searched mine with an intensity that made my heart stutter. “You’re so beautiful,” he said softly, his voice filled with wonder, as if he couldn’t believe I was real. “Even like this… especially like this.” I let out a weak laugh, brushing at the tears streaking my face. “Beautiful? I probably look like a mess.” His lips curved into the faintest smile, but his gaze never wavered. “You look like you,” he murmured. “And that’s enough to take my breath away.” My heart skipped a beat, and I glanced down, unable to hold his gaze. “Jaxon… I don’t know if I can trust this. Trust us.” He reached out, gently tucking a strand of hair behind my ear. “Then let me show you,” he said, his voice steady and sure. “Day by day, moment by moment. I’ll prove it to you, Amara. I’ll prove that I’ll never let you down again.” The sincerity in his tone, the depth of emotion in his eyes—it was overwhelming. “You make it sound so easy,” I whispered, my voice barely audible. “It’s not,” he admitted, his thumb brushing against my cheek. “But you’re worth everything, Amara. Every effort, every fight, every second of my life. You’re it for me.” I swallowed hard, my chest tightening with a mixture of fear and hope. “I’m scared,” I admitted again, my voice trembling. “Of losing myself in this. Of losing you.” “You won’t,” he said gently, his hands sliding down to hold mine. His touch was steady, grounding. “I’ll catch you every time you fall. I’ll fight for you, Amara—for us. Even if it takes the rest of my life.” Tears welled up again, but this time, they weren’t from pain. They were from the possibility that maybe, just maybe, I could believe him. “Jaxon…” I breathed, his name a whisper that hung in the space between us. He leaned closer, his lips brushing against my forehead. “I love you, Amara,” he said, his voice trembling with emotion. “Not just for who you are, but for everything you make me want to be. You’ve changed me in ways I can’t even explain.” My breath hitched, and before I could stop myself, I leaned into him, pressing my forehead against his. “You don’t know how much I’ve wanted to hear that,” I admitted, my voice breaking. “Then let me say it again,” he whispered, his lips moving to hover over mine. “I love you, Amara. I’ll say it a thousand times if that’s what it takes for you to believe me.” And then he kissed me. It wasn’t rushed or desperate—it was soft, slow, and achingly tender. His lips moved against mine with a care that made my chest ache. It wasn’t just a kiss—it was a promise, a vow wrapped in warmth and hope. When we finally pulled apart, his forehead rested against mine, and we stayed like that, sharing the same breath. “You feel like home,” I whispered, the words slipping out before I could stop them. Jaxon smiled, his fingers tracing gentle patterns on the back of my hand. “Then let me be your home,” he said, his voice barely audible. “Because you’ve always been mine.”Amara's POV The house was unusually quiet, the kind of silence that pressed against my ears and made me hyper-aware of every sound. The triplets were already gone to school, leaving me alone with my thoughts—thoughts that seemed to circle back to him. Caden. I didn’t know if I was avoiding him or if he was avoiding me. Weeks had passed since that night, and though I tried to push him out of my mind, he lingered, like a ghost haunting my every waking moment. With a sigh, I grabbed my coffee and started toward my room, hoping to drown myself in something—anything—to stop the endless loop of thoughts. But as I passed by Caden’s room, a sound stopped me in my tracks. It was faint, muffled, but unmistakable. A low groan, followed by a sharp intake of breath. My wolf stirred instantly, her concern flooding through me. He needs us, Amara. He needs our help. “No,” I whispered, trying to push her voice aside. “It’s not our business.” But she was relentless, her worry wrapping around m
Amara's POV As the first light of dawn crept into the room, Caden stirred, his fevered breaths softening into something steadier. I stayed by his side, watching the tension slowly ease from his face. He looked so peaceful, so vulnerable. It was a side of him I rarely saw, and it tugged at something deep inside me. I reached out, brushing a strand of hair from his forehead, my fingers lingering for a moment longer than they should have. My wolf purred softly in the back of my mind, her warmth washing over me. He needs us, Amara. Just like we need him.I pushed the thought aside, my heart too tangled with confusion to process it. Caden had always been a storm—a whirlwind of emotions he tried to keep hidden. But last night, his walls had cracked, letting me see the raw, unfiltered truth beneath. “Amara?” His voice was hoarse, barely above a whisper. I blinked, startled. His eyes were open now, slightly glazed but far more focused than they had been hours ago. “You’re awake,” I said
Amara's POV “Ryder…” I whispered, but the word felt heavy and useless. Ryder’s eyes flicked to me, the betrayal in them cutting deeper than any blade could. “So, this is it,” he said, his voice low, trembling with restrained emotion. “This is what’s been happening behind my back?” I opened my mouth to speak, but no words came out. What could I say? How could I explain something I didn’t fully understand myself? “You said you needed space,” Ryder continued, his voice rising with every word. “You said you were trying to figure things out! And now I find you… here, with him?” His gaze darted to Caden, his expression darkening. Caden stood, his posture rigid, shielding me instinctively. “Ryder, this isn’t what you think—” “Don’t you dare!” Ryder snapped, stepping into the room. His voice cracked slightly, his mask of anger slipping just enough to reveal the pain beneath. “Don’t stand there and act like you didn’t know what you were doing.” “Ryder, stop,” I said, finally finding my
Jaxon’s POV The weight in the house was unbearable. Ever since Ryder stormed off, the tension between all of us had been thick enough to choke on. I hated it. I hated feeling like we were slowly unraveling, like everything that held us together was being tested because of her. Not that it was her fault. How could it be? None of us had chosen this bond. And yet, here we were, caught in the madness of it all. I grabbed a couple of beers from the fridge and headed to Ryder’s room. His door was still closed, but the faint sound of his restless pacing reached me before I knocked. “Ryder,” I called out, rapping my knuckles against the door. No answer. “Come on, man. Open up. It’s just me.” After a long pause, the door creaked open. Ryder stood there, his face drawn, his eyes red-rimmed like he’d been fighting off tears. It was rare to see him like this—he was usually the strongest of us, the one who kept us grounded. I held up the beers. “Truce?” He hesitated before stepping aside,
Caden’s POV The laughter faded as the weight of our situation settled back in, quieter this time but still undeniable. The bond wasn’t just a hurdle—it was a storm, tearing through everything we’d built as brothers. But sitting here, with Ryder and Jaxon, I felt something I hadn’t in weeks: hope. Still, I couldn’t ignore the guilt gnawing at me. Ryder might have accepted my apology, but the damage I’d caused wouldn’t disappear overnight. I leaned forward, resting my elbows on my knees, and stared at the beer in my hands. “We need to talk about Amara,” I said, breaking the silence. Ryder tensed, his jaw tightening again, but he nodded. “Go on.” “I don’t know how to explain it,” I admitted, my voice quiet. “When I’m around her, it’s like… nothing else matters. She’s the only thing my wolf wants, and it drives me crazy. But at the same time, I hate what it’s doing to us. I hate that my feelings for her are hurting you two.” Jaxon nodded, his expression serious. “It’s the same
Ryder’s POV The smell of coffee and sizzling bacon filled the kitchen, the morning sun streaming through the windows as I sat at the table, watching my brothers and Amara move around. It was oddly peaceful, the first time in weeks that things didn’t feel like they were about to shatter. Jaxon was his usual self, cracking jokes as he piled food onto his plate. “Don’t blame me if there’s no bacon left. You snooze, you lose,” he said with a smirk, earning an eye roll from Caden. “Maybe leave some for the rest of us, oh mighty hog,” Caden retorted, shoving Jaxon lightly as he reached for the coffee pot. Amara laughed softly, the sound like a balm to my frayed nerves. Her smile was small but genuine, and it made something in my chest tighten. She was trying. We all were. We ate together in relative quiet after that, the occasional clatter of silverware breaking the silence. It wasn’t perfect, but it was a start. Once breakfast was over, Jaxon and Caden grabbed their things and
Amara's POV The ride to school was oddly quiet. After the moment Ryder and I shared this morning, everything felt... different. The air between us had shifted, like the weight we’d been carrying for weeks had finally been lifted, if only a little. But the tension was still there, lingering in the background, like a storm on the horizon waiting to make its move. Ryder drove in silence, his hands gripping the steering wheel tighter than usual. I could tell he was still processing everything. I was too. The bond, our feelings, the mess we’d all gotten tangled in—it was overwhelming. But for now, in this moment, I didn’t want to think about it. I wanted to enjoy the simple things, like the way the sunlight filtered through the trees, the gentle hum of the engine, and the feeling of Ryder being close. I glanced over at him, his jaw tense, eyes focused on the road. He looked so serious, so distant, like he was somewhere else entirely. "Ryder," I said softly, breaking the silence. He t
Amara’s POVThe rest of the school day felt like it was dragging on forever. Every class, every conversation, every glance from someone—it all felt like it was happening in slow motion, as if the universe was stretching time just to make me more anxious. The tension between me and the triplets seemed to hang in the air, thick and palpable, no matter how hard I tried to ignore it. By the time the final bell rang, I was practically running to the exit, eager to escape the overwhelming feeling of being trapped between them. I knew they were waiting for me—at least I hoped they were. It had taken everything in me to suggest we talk, but I couldn’t avoid it any longer. We needed to figure this out. As I approached the parking lot, I saw them leaning against Ryder’s truck, their expressions a mix of frustration, guilt, and something else I couldn’t quite put my finger on. Ryder was first to straighten when he saw me, his eyes softening immediately. But even with that softness, I could see
Amara’s POVThe morning passed in quiet simplicity. Caden stayed close, his hand occasionally brushing mine as if he needed to reassure himself I was still there. We didn’t talk much about the dream or the bond, but his presence was enough to keep my anxieties at bay. As we headed down to breakfast, the house was unusually quiet. Ryder and Jaxon had already left, and for once, I didn’t feel the weight of tension between any of us. Caden and I shared breakfast in companionable silence, a rhythm falling between us as we moved around the kitchen. It felt normal—domestic even—and I found myself savoring the quiet moments, the sound of plates clinking and coffee pouring. After breakfast, Caden leaned against the counter, watching me with a soft intensity that made my stomach flip. “What’s your plan for the day?” I shrugged, wiping my hands on a dish towel. “Probably head to the library. Maybe go for a run later. Why?” A mischievous grin tugged at his lips. “Just making sure you’re not
Amara's POV That night, sleep came to me reluctantly, like a shadow lingering at the edges of my mind. The warmth of my blankets wrapped around me, but my restless thoughts refused to settle. When my eyes finally drifted shut, I was pulled into a world that felt as real as the one I had left behind. I stood in a forest bathed in silvery moonlight, the trees whispering secrets in a language I couldn’t understand. The air felt heavy, alive, and I knew this wasn’t an ordinary dream. My wolf stirred within me, her presence more vivid than ever. "Amara," she whispered, her voice soft yet commanding. "Pay attention. They need us. This bond… it’s more than fate. It’s destiny."Suddenly, the scene shifted, and I saw them Caden, Jaxon, and Ryder—standing apart from each other in the same forest, their expressions tense. They weren’t looking at me; they weren’t even looking at each other. They were surrounded by shadows, a dark mist swirling around them like chains. Ryder’s jaw was clenched
Caden’s POV The room was quiet, bathed in the faint glow of moonlight streaming through the curtains. Amara lay beside me, her head resting on my chest, her fingers drawing soft patterns on my arm. Her touch was calming, but I could feel the tension radiating from her. Something was on her mind, and it was weighing her down. I tilted my head to look at her, brushing a strand of hair away from her face. “What is it, Amara?” I asked softly, my voice barely above a whisper. She hesitated, her fingers pausing their movements before she sighed deeply. “It’s nothing,” she said, but her voice betrayed her. “It’s not nothing,” I said gently, my thumb tracing circles on her shoulder. “Talk to me. Please.” She looked up at me, her eyes filled with a sadness that made my chest ache. For a moment, I thought she might pull away, but then she took a deep breath and began to speak. “My life… before you, before Ryder, Jaxon, and this bond… it wasn’t easy,” she started, her voice trembling. “It
Amara's POV As I sipped my coffee on the porch later that evening, I couldn’t shake the feeling that something was shifting between us all. The bond, the tension, the unspoken emotions—it was all coming to a head.I glanced up as Jaxon stepped out, his easy smile making my heart flutter. He sat down beside me, his presence warm and grounding.“You okay?” he asked, nudging me gently.“I’m fine,” I said, my voice soft. “Just… thinking.”“About?”“Everything,” I admitted. “The bond. You, Ryder, Caden. How complicated everything’s become.”Jaxon nodded, his gaze thoughtful. “Yeah, it’s a lot. But we’ll figure it out. Together.”His words, simple yet sincere, brought a sense of calm that I hadn’t felt in days. And as the sun dipped below the horizon, I allowed myself to believe him. To trust that, somehow, we’d find our way through this. Together.---The evening sun was setting, casting a warm orange glow across the room as I sat by the window, lost in thought. Jaxon and Ryder had gone o
Amara’s POV The next morning, I found myself riding to school with Jaxon. It wasn’t planned; it just sort of happened. Ryder had left early for something, and Caden was nowhere to be found, leaving Jaxon waiting in the driveway, casually leaning against his car. “Guess it’s just us today,” he had said with that signature grin of his. And I didn’t argue. The ride was surprisingly sweet. Jaxon, who was usually full of teasing remarks, seemed different today—more thoughtful, more present. We talked about everything and nothing, laughing at stupid jokes and sharing little moments of calm. “You know,” he said as we pulled into the school parking lot, “I don’t think I’ve had a ride this peaceful in months. Usually, Ryder’s barking orders, or Caden’s too lost in his brooding silence to say anything.” I smirked, glancing at him. “So I’m the reason for the peace?” “Absolutely,” he said, turning to me with a wink. “You’re like my secret weapon. Calm the chaos, keep the wolves at bay—liter
Amara’s POVThe rest of the school day felt like it was dragging on forever. Every class, every conversation, every glance from someone—it all felt like it was happening in slow motion, as if the universe was stretching time just to make me more anxious. The tension between me and the triplets seemed to hang in the air, thick and palpable, no matter how hard I tried to ignore it. By the time the final bell rang, I was practically running to the exit, eager to escape the overwhelming feeling of being trapped between them. I knew they were waiting for me—at least I hoped they were. It had taken everything in me to suggest we talk, but I couldn’t avoid it any longer. We needed to figure this out. As I approached the parking lot, I saw them leaning against Ryder’s truck, their expressions a mix of frustration, guilt, and something else I couldn’t quite put my finger on. Ryder was first to straighten when he saw me, his eyes softening immediately. But even with that softness, I could see
Amara's POV The ride to school was oddly quiet. After the moment Ryder and I shared this morning, everything felt... different. The air between us had shifted, like the weight we’d been carrying for weeks had finally been lifted, if only a little. But the tension was still there, lingering in the background, like a storm on the horizon waiting to make its move. Ryder drove in silence, his hands gripping the steering wheel tighter than usual. I could tell he was still processing everything. I was too. The bond, our feelings, the mess we’d all gotten tangled in—it was overwhelming. But for now, in this moment, I didn’t want to think about it. I wanted to enjoy the simple things, like the way the sunlight filtered through the trees, the gentle hum of the engine, and the feeling of Ryder being close. I glanced over at him, his jaw tense, eyes focused on the road. He looked so serious, so distant, like he was somewhere else entirely. "Ryder," I said softly, breaking the silence. He t
Ryder’s POV The smell of coffee and sizzling bacon filled the kitchen, the morning sun streaming through the windows as I sat at the table, watching my brothers and Amara move around. It was oddly peaceful, the first time in weeks that things didn’t feel like they were about to shatter. Jaxon was his usual self, cracking jokes as he piled food onto his plate. “Don’t blame me if there’s no bacon left. You snooze, you lose,” he said with a smirk, earning an eye roll from Caden. “Maybe leave some for the rest of us, oh mighty hog,” Caden retorted, shoving Jaxon lightly as he reached for the coffee pot. Amara laughed softly, the sound like a balm to my frayed nerves. Her smile was small but genuine, and it made something in my chest tighten. She was trying. We all were. We ate together in relative quiet after that, the occasional clatter of silverware breaking the silence. It wasn’t perfect, but it was a start. Once breakfast was over, Jaxon and Caden grabbed their things and
Caden’s POV The laughter faded as the weight of our situation settled back in, quieter this time but still undeniable. The bond wasn’t just a hurdle—it was a storm, tearing through everything we’d built as brothers. But sitting here, with Ryder and Jaxon, I felt something I hadn’t in weeks: hope. Still, I couldn’t ignore the guilt gnawing at me. Ryder might have accepted my apology, but the damage I’d caused wouldn’t disappear overnight. I leaned forward, resting my elbows on my knees, and stared at the beer in my hands. “We need to talk about Amara,” I said, breaking the silence. Ryder tensed, his jaw tightening again, but he nodded. “Go on.” “I don’t know how to explain it,” I admitted, my voice quiet. “When I’m around her, it’s like… nothing else matters. She’s the only thing my wolf wants, and it drives me crazy. But at the same time, I hate what it’s doing to us. I hate that my feelings for her are hurting you two.” Jaxon nodded, his expression serious. “It’s the same