Zyxhiaxy
I sighed in relief after fifty minutes of staring at my white ceiling. I can't count how many times I let out a deep breath because I couldn't get my mind off what happened last night at the party.Styx's face kept running and appearing in my mind. The way he uttered 'I miss you' was so realistic that I almost believed it. I grinned sarcastically and clenched my hand that was currently placed over my chest. I'm still wearing my pyjamas, and my hair is still a mess because I don't have the strength to get up today. I heard my phone ring several times until I got up and answered it."Good morning," was greeted cheerfully by the person on the other line, but I was in no mood to answer and remained silent."Tsk, tsk. Why are you frowning again, so early, ah?" I went inside the bathroom and faced the mirror. I frowned when I saw my appearance. Shit. I feel lifeless.Annoyed, I hung up on him and started to fix myself. I put toothpaste on my toothbrush and started brushing my teeth. I was watching myself in the mirror the whole time before putting myself in the shower while fully naked.I just put on a black sports bra and leggings before leaving the house for a run. It was still quite dark outside because it was only five in the morning, and I could see very few people inside the village doing their exercises. I started walking first while typing on my cell phone. Duex texted me, and he was just complaining about why I hung up the call earlier. I shook my head before replying.Me:There is nothing good in my morning if your voice is the first thing I hear.I laughed as my pace gradually accelerated but also slowed down when my phone rang. I looked at Duex's number for a moment before answering his call."Hey, you're so heartless. Why did you do that?" he said, referring to what I did to his call earlier. "Do you know that your crying face was the first thing that entered my mind earlier?" he opened up.I slowed down and touched the earbuds attached to my ears before answering."Why would I cry?" I could imagine his favourite frown when I asked that."Hmm, because of what happened last night," he said hesitantly. I tsked and looked around the place because I felt someone staring at me intently. I looked around to find out who it was but saw that other people were also busy running and doing their business. Maybe I'm just being paranoid."Duex, I promised I was okay; I am not affected anymore," I answered confidently.I heard him sigh before speaking. "Did you see his reaction? It looks like you won't have any trouble with your plan. It's obvious that the guy is still after you." He laughed.I sighed. "What do you mean?" I asked innocently, not buying his words."You know what I'm talking about," he replied. His tone was like, I was so stupid for asking that question."Honestly, I doubt that. We haven't seen each other for a few years, and I don't even know if his eyes are saying true or not when he opens his mouth. Right now it's hard to believe, but I'll make the assumption that he will fall for me again, harder and deeper, until he won't be able to get out and escape from me."We talked some more before I hung up. I turned around, ran a few times, and cleaned my body before going to the office. The next day, I will be moving my office to Styx's company because it is currently being fixed and prepared.Right now I'm working at Duex's company, where Daddy also has shares. That's where Duex taught me how to run the company so that the staff at Styx's company wouldn't question my ability when I take over his position and our plans, but the way they stare at me during our meetings, they are obviously judging my capabilities. They say I'm too young, and I'm a woman. Fuck their reasons; I can tell the company what gender I am. They are just making excuses; they could steal the position from me, but no way in hell will I let that happen.But their complaints are all useless because I already own the position of chairman, and no one can make me move down."Good afternoon, Mr. Drylto." I faked a smile before shaking hands with Mr. Drylto. I'm 5 minutes late to our meeting; it is not my fault because of traffic."I'm sorry for being late," I apologised, but he just smiled and motioned for me to sit down. He was still smiling as he watched my every move. I didn't feel comfortable, maybe because of the way he was staring, and my gosh, he's already 56. For Pete's sake, stop looking at me as if you're a predator ready to eat your prey!"It's okay; shall we order first?" I faked a smile while nodding. He called the waiter to tell him about the foods, and I secretly thanked him when he ordered them for me. I'm not familiar with Greek cuisine."I'm not going to beat around the bush anymore, Mr. Drylto; you're there at the meeting, right? Of course you're one of the major shareholders." I laughed awkwardly. "And I wouldn't be surprised if you're doubting my capabilities too in handling the company, so I'm here to get your trust," I boldly said, and I saw the corner of his lips rise."I like you for being straight-forward." He stared at me intently and seemed amazed.I cleared my throat because I don't like the way he stares. It's making me feel uncomfortable in my seat.His wrinkled hand moved. He approached my hand that was resting on the table, and before I could push it, he suddenly caressed it and squeezed it. The hair on my body rose because of what he did. I swallowed several times in disgust when he lifted it to his mouth and kissed it.Fuck."Bullshit!" I was annoyed when I sat in my office chair while looking around the office with heavy breathing. I tried to calm myself because I could destroy all the things in my office, but that didn't work.I want to lose my anger.I'm disgusted.He's a jerk!"Ohh, someone's grumpy." I didn't notice Duex entering my office; he looked at me full of wonder while observing the scattered broken items in this room. I averted my eyes in annoyance as tears rolled down my cheeks because of anger."What happened?" He stood on the table while resting both hands on it."That old man... he fucking wants to marry me!" I exclaimed, and to my surprise, he laughed."Oh, I'm not surprised." I frowned at what he said."What do you mean?""Well, instincts," he said proudly, shrugging his shoulders.I rolled my eyes at him.At least now I know I'm calm."What are you going to do now? Will you accept his off—""Of course not!" I cut him off, and he laughed out loud at my reaction.Until today, I still had goosebumps every time I remembered the way he looked at me. Even the caress of his rough palm on my hand makes my hair stand up. Fucking disgusting."Okay. By the way, I have to go now; I just got here to see your condition, but you seem to be having fun breaking your expensive items here. See you later, babe." He kissed my cheek before leaving. I turned away when I realised the condition of my office right now."Sir, you can't—""Xia." I stood up when I heard that familiar voice. I saw him standing beside the door frame; he looked devastated."What are you doing here?" I asked before motioning for my secretary to leave the room. Styx was struggling to enter, so I frowned. When he was a few steps away from where I was standing, I could smell the mixture of alcohol and his perfume, and I didn't like that.He tried to reach for my hands, but I stepped back."What are you doing here?" His hair was a mess, and his clothes were tangled.His eyes gradually turned red as he tried to hold my hand, but I took it back again and again when he tried to reach for it repeatedly."Styx, what the hell?"Love, love, please take me back." I couldn't believe it while looking at him. My eyes widened as I heard his words.Tears flowed from his eyes, one after the other."I miss you," he said in a broken voice, causing me to freeze in place. He grabbed my hand and brought it to his face. I winced after feeling Styx's wet face."I miss you, love. I always do. Please take me back, Xhia. I promise I won't let you go again. I'll be a good partner."Why... why are you doing this?"Is this his karma after everything he did to me?His speech—I can't take it. It wasn't enough for me to stop taking revenge.I had tears pooling in my eyes as I watched him almost kneel down in front of me.I'm not satisfied yet. I want more. I want to see him unable to think clearly because his mind is clouded with thousands of thoughts. I want to see him wrecked, but I don't like this.I haven't even started yet; he's like this right away."Please... Xhia—" Duex entered the room furiously before his fist landed on Styx's face. I yelled after seeing Styx's nose bleed. I quickly blocked Duex's body just as he was about to hit him again."Duex, stop! Please, stop!" I shouted again and again, but they didn't budge. Styx also punched Duex in the face, even though I saw that he couldn't stand up straight because he was still drunk. I almost screamed before a guard came inside. I was holding both of Duex's arms while blocking my body between the two of them. Both of them are breathing heavily and don't want to lose. I glared at Styx, who was now being held by the guard."Xhia..." he whispered when I closed our gap and slapped him. The moment my hand landed on his face, it made a sound that resonated throughout the room. His face turned red, and the tears that he was trying to hold back escaped from his eyes."Don't show up in my face again."Zyxhiaxy "I suggest we expand the casino so we'd attract more tourists since our target is foreigners and businessmen. What do you think, Mr. Syruis?" His eyes widened, and he sat up after hearing what I said. Tsk, tsk. He obviously wasn't listening to the meeting because he had been staring at me while playing with his ballpoint pen for a while. He smiled hesitantly before looking around at the people sitting at the long table, who were now waiting for what he had to say. They were all focused on him, so I couldn't help but grin because of his state."I agree with, uh, Ms. Xedler. That's a very nice suggestion." I nodded before continuing. I need to earn their trust as soon as possible. They all still have doubts about my ability, but I won't let them think of me like that over time.I sat on the swivel chair while signing the papers handed to me by my secretary. I still hadn't eaten, so I could feel my stomach growling, but I didn't pay attention to it and continued, but Styx grabb
Zyxhiaxy "The next time you do that, you are no longer my friend, okay?" I yelled at Duex while putting my diamond earrings on my ear. Annoyed, I glanced at him, who was now watching me laugh while resting his two arms on the sofa.He got into my house while I was still sleeping because he had his own key to the house. He was able to enter my house. He hangs out here a lot, so I let him have the key, but not to wake me up so early and during my deep slumber!I fell asleep late last night because I still can't get over how Styx stared at me last night. He looked at me like he was really in love with me. It's funny because while he's happily trying to take my heart, I'm secretly laughing at his stupidity.I was just starting my agenda, but everything was going smoothly according to our plans. We didn't have a hard time because Styx himself came to me willingly and was willing to kneel in front of me to forgive him and do anything just to get me back.I expected it to happen, but not th
Zyxhiaxy That feeling that you thought you were already okay, but it was only temporary. That's when you realise that things won't stay like that forever. Even if you feel happiness and are free, it will also come to a point where you will return to everything when all you have to feel is sadness and emptiness. Even pleasure is short-lived."You said that she's in Florida." I gritted my teeth while my fists were clenched. I shed a few tears that pooled in my eyes before I looked at him."You said she's not currently staying here?" I asked, full of reproach. He shifted his weight uncomfortably and looked straight at me."I thought she was in Florida, too, Zy." I laughed sarcastically while trying to hide the pain that I felt inside me. I looked around the four corners of my office as if I could find the answer to the hundreds of questions running through my mind.When did she get home?And why the hell did she come back?I don't know why, but recalling what happened in the department
Zyxhiaxy I spent the whole day finishing the paperwork to check the location in Zambales. It was really an exhausting day because something came up and created a huge problem in our company.The team was now doing their task to address it, but I couldn't think properly because I knew some of them would blame me. Is it my fault that the investors from France backed out? What can I do? We need them to continue our projects; we can sue them for not following the contracts, and the legal team is now working on it."Can you go there alone? Won't you get lost?" Duex asked, leaning on my car with his arms crossed.It's a BMW, and I got it from him; it was his gift."There is waze." I combed my hair using my fingers out of frustration. It's really stressful!He arched a brow, and I examined his body. He was only wearing a plain white shirt paired with khaki shorts. It suits him—well, everything."Okay, just call me when you need help, okay?" I nodded before sliding myself inside my car. I wa
Zyxhiaxy I decided to take a shower to calm myself; the face of Styx was lingering in my mind, and I couldn't help but groan when the heat started to eat my entire being.I almost rolled my eyes while water started to come into contact with my bare skin. I almost had sex with Styx! And I fucking responded to his kiss, and the worst is that I begged him to touch me.After cleaning myself, I brush my teeth and do my skincare routine. Until I put the mask on my face, I could still feel the heat on my face from our scene earlier. It's a good thing that his secretary called, so what should not have happened was prevented.I lay down on the big bed to rest, but I was still surprised by the events earlier. I felt my lips still on Styx's. My face turned red again. I fucking hate myself because I let him see me in that state. I should be happy because I knew I was already in the middle of my plans, but I couldn't help feeling nervous while recalling how I reacted to his stares. His dark eyes
Zyxhiaxy "Are you sure you're okay staying there?" Duex asked on the other line. I fixed my messy hair because of the strong wind, and even though he couldn't see, I still managed to nod."I think I need a break first, and besides, Styx wasn't that threat to us; he was even willing to give me all his shares last night." I laughed.I heard his sigh on the other line. "Do you think he's still clueless about our plans?" My forehead creased before I walked to my couch and played with the remote control.I thought. "Yes...?" I'm not sure."I mean yes! I was doing great, so I was so sure he still has no clue about our real agenda. He may not be dumb but a little stupid." I laughed as I remembered what Styx and I talked about last night. I don't know if he is really serious about transferring shares to me or if he is just joking. When he does that, his downfall will be facilitated. I don't have to work hard to steal everything he has from him because he gives it to me himself, but that wasn
Zyxhiaxy It took us half an hour to travel across the other island, the sun was not that hot so I enjoyed the breeze and the view. Styx often asked me if I was okay but I just always nodded as a reply.I don't feel like talking and talking to him. I just want to finish this trip and attend the ground-breaking ceremony and go home. I don't want to see him now. I feel like everything has come back to me and I can't wait to see him all right despite the suffering I'm secretly carrying."Are you sure you're okay?" he asked while we were walking on the beach sand. I see the site from where we are standing. There were a lot of people there and almost everything was ready, even the small stage that was prepared for them to perform there. I bit the inside of my cheeks and Styx caressed my arm. When I got off, I immediately let go of his hand, even though he kept his promise that he would not let go of my hand while we were on the boat, I feel like it was a sin to let him cling to me."Do you
Zyxhiaxy I remained blank, looking outside, as I thought about my next steps. My heart is still beating fast and hasn't calmed down.How did he know about my plans? I don't even know him. His stares that made me uncomfortable and uneasy during our conversation creep me out.I clenched my jaw as tears started to pool in my eyes. I tried my best to calm myself, but it didn't work. No matter what I do, I still can't calm myself down. I don't know what to feel. Mixed up, I want to be scared, angry, and irritated. That man knows everything about my plan.[Flashback] "So... are we just doing a staring contest here, Ms. Xedler?" I clenched my fist before letting out a heavy sigh.I remained emotionless. "What are you doing here?" He chuckled before putting my gun down beside the table."This is my office. What am I supposed to do here?""Get out!" I gritted my teeth. "Or I'll fire you?"I stepped back when he stood up. His eyes were looking at me intently, as if he were seeking something i
"Ma'am, do you have an appointment?" Duex's secretary greeted me. I couldn't miss the way she glanced at me.I raised my brow. It was clear she was new here, as most employees already knew me—not just because I'm the daughter of the former owner, but because I'm the major shareholder of this company. She wasn't hiding, but she also wasn't overly familiar. Only employees and company partners were privy to such details. I handed over leadership to Duex because I needed to focus on my plans with Styx back then, but now, if it's true that Duex was the cause of my and my son's suffering, I won't hesitate to reclaim what's mine and make him pay for all the harm he's caused."You won't like it if I introduce myself," I replied coldly, giving her a stern look. She smiled nervously but persisted."Ma'am, an appointment is required—""Let her in." I was surprised when someone spoke behind me. His familiar scent immediately enveloped me. I kept my eyes on his secretary, trying to maintain my com
I woke up with swollen eyes and a pounding headache. I couldn't remember what happened last night. It was exhausting trying to piece it all together to understand what he said. I just wanted to bury myself in bed and let everything happen, but I couldn't allow that. I have a child who needs me. Plus, Styx's statement that I'm pregnant added to my determination to confirm it before taking any risky steps.I got up from bed and lifted the blanket off my son. He was sleeping soundly, cuddled with a pillow. I kissed his forehead and caressed his cheek before heading to the bathroom to freshen up.After bathing, I dressed in a two-piece suit and applied light makeup. I made sure the blush on my face was subtle before briefly styling my hair and slipping on two-inch heels. Since Zenith was still asleep, I waited for him to wake up before leaving. I planned to take him along since there would be no one to watch over him."Mommy? Where are you going?" He rubbed his eyes and looked at me with
"When we return to Manila, will anything change?" Styx's question caught me off guard.Will it? I mean, I've grown accustomed to his presence, and I know my son is the same way. It won't be easy for me to readjust, but whatever happens, happens. It's frustrating how quickly tears welled up as I struggled to fit Zenith's things into a bag. Our journey back to Manila starts now. I don't know what life awaits us there, but I want to face it head-on. Staying here and hiding won't solve anything.Things are okay between Styx and me now, and I know he has no intention of hurting me or our son."Maybe," I simply replied and continued packing.I felt his presence beside me, so I stopped and looked at him blankly. His eyes were full of emotion, almost pleading. I tried to avoid it, but he gently held my cheeks and turned my face towards him.A tear fell from my eye. I quickly wiped it away and looked away from him."Do you still love me?" he asked, his voice breaking. I bit my lower lip and av
I began to walk in the field of green and fresh grass as I stared at my son. He giggled and wrinkled his nose while holding a bouquet of flowers, with his father beside him, staring at me intensely and not averting his gaze.My cheeks flushed. I didn't say anything and continued walking until I stopped in front of them. I turned my gaze away, feeling nervous because of his presence. The beautiful view of the blue sky perfectly complemented the greenery around us.Styx was wearing his usual office attire, which made him even more intimidating and attractive. I gulped, clearing the lump in my throat, and held my breath when he touched my delicate hand."Beautiful," he murmured, bringing my hand to his lips and kissing it lovingly."Thanks," I replied, even though I felt the whole damn zoo inside my abdomen."Mommy, you're pretty." My attention was drawn to my son when he spoke. I smiled at him, tears welling up in my eyes."Thank you, mi amor."Styx pulled me down to a spread-out fabric
"Mommy! Please let's ride there! Daddy, please!" I chuckled as I glanced at our child, who was being incredibly persistent. I couldn't blame him; it was our first time back at the theme park, and he was beyond excited, unable to sit still."Sure, but let's walk around first. Is there anything you want to buy?" Styx asked Zenith, holding our child's left hand. I held onto Zenith's right hand tightly, afraid he might get lost in the crowd."I want cotton candy!" Styx bought Zenith cotton candy and insisted I take some too, even though I initially refused because I didn't eat it. He widened his eyes in persuasion."Which rides do you want to go on?" he asked our child. Zenith finished the cotton candy and grinned widely."I want to ride the carousel horse," he said excitedly. Styx glanced at me, so I raised an eyebrow at him. Crossing my arms, I stared at him blankly."Go with your son," I murmured. He furrowed his brows and looked at our son."Why me?""Why not you?" I retorted.He frown
It's been a week since Styx started staying here. I don't know how long he plans to stay, but I have no intention of asking. Our plan to go to the mall yesterday didn't push through because I wasn't feeling well. I spent the whole day locked in my room while Styx sold snacks and balot at night. He also took care of our son."Do you feel okay?" Styx asked and placed a plate full of food on the table. I just nodded and clung tightly to the blanket covering my body. I didn't have a fever, cold, or cough, I just really wasn't feeling well and often felt dizzy. He wanted to take me to the hospital, but it wasn't necessary because it was a minor issue for me."Eat a lot, you need to be healthy for our son." He sat beside me and handed me the food. I didn't say anything because I really didn't have an appetite today. I suddenly felt this way."Where's my son?" He fed me a spoonful of rice and food. I was hesitant at first, but I just shrugged it off.He wiped the sauce from the side of my lip
I quickly pushed him away and turned around to hide my blushing face. I wanted so badly to scream, but I couldn't let him see me in this state. Even though I felt weak, I tried to continue washing the dishes, but I froze in place when a strong arm wrapped around my small waist and hugged me.I did not move as I remained frozen. His chest touched my back and sent shivers down my spine. He rested his chin on my shoulder and kissed me there. I tried to pull away, but it wasn't enough because of my weakness. His manly scent enveloped me, and his warm hands placed on my body were enough to reach my heart."S-Styx, what are you doing?" I told him and slightly moved."Can we stay like this for a while? I missed you," he sounded tired.I tried to push him again, but he only tightened his embrace. Slowly, I weakened and allowed him to hug me. After a few minutes, he moved on his own. He kissed my neck again and let out a deep sigh."I wish we could stay like this forever, Xhia," he whispered."
"Mommy, where's Daddy?" I paused folding clothes when Zenith spoke. He was sitting at the edge of the bed, playing with his feet raised on the bed."I don't know, child." He pouted and frowned. I really didn’t know. After Styx brought us home when Zenith was discharged from the hospital, he said he would leave for a while. It didn’t matter to me. I didn’t care if he never came back."I want to see Daddy," he whispered like he didn’t want me to hear it. I sighed and rolled the clothes. I sat beside him and stroked his chubby cheeks. His gentle eyes looked at me, filled with sadness as if he missed his father's presence."Are you angry with Mommy, child?" I asked softly. I looked at him nervously when he didn’t answer, but I was immediately relieved when he smiled at me.He shook his head. "No, Mommy."I breathed a sigh of relief. "Why? Aren't you angry with Mommy because I didn't tell you immediately that he’s your Daddy?" I asked further.He smiled and pinched my cheeks. "Mommy, I know
"Dear, you should eat first. I've noticed you look so weak since last night. You might get sick," Inang noted while arranging the fruits on a table beside Zenith's bed.Styx had moved Zenith to a private room. At first, I didn't agree, but he pleaded with me, saying it was for Zenith.I didn't know why he was acting this way towards me now. Our eyes often met, but he quickly looked away as if my gaze was burning him.He left a while ago and hasn't returned yet. Zenith is asleep and resting after taking his medicine."I'm okay, Inang. You can go home now and rest. I'll take care of the hospital bills. Len-Len talked to Aling Isang and she agreed to lend me money to help with the bill."She frowned, clearly displeased with what I said."Isn't that man the one who moved your child to a private room?"I nodded and bit the inside of my cheek. "I can pay the bill even without him. We don't need him." Inang sighed and placed her hand on mine.She opened her mouth as if to say something, but