21

My hands are shaking, Akeldama is sitting in front of me, it's morning and I am curious at the letters, before we continue to our journey, but when I read the letters, it's from my father.

Saying that I should marry Kier, become a empress and continue the first plan, manipulate Kier and do his deeds.

My father never cherish me, I knew it at the beginning, but his cruelty, I can't take it anymore.

I am mad, I want to get mad and scream at the top of my lungs, took him down on hia knees and took the crown, but I am too weak.

I kno that I am not capable of doing something that I used to hate before, I am not cunning like him, and will never use people for my selfish ambitions.

Even I grew up alone, no one take care of me, I still managed to become a better person, but he's pushing me at the edge, I don't want to see myself to turn into something that I don't know.

Just because I want to win his favor.

I wanna be better for my own good, but every time that I am trying to, he's showing up and bringing the worse of it.

My hands are still shaking while reading the letters, my heart is clenching as well as my hands.

He is threatening me, if I won't do his commands, it's better that I should be dead or erase my existence, stop using my title as a princess and become someone that is no name.

As if I want to become his daughters, I don't even want to born, yet. I become product of his playtime.

It's not me who put this title in my name, it's him. So why he's pressuring me and threatening me like I am enjoying the title of the cursed princess.

I cried and hugged my knees now.

Akeldama is worried, from sitting at the bed, he gently touched my head and helping me to calm down.

God, I just want to be feel safe, and have a peaceful life. Maybe it's a wrong decision to bring those problematic messages that is inside the letter.

I want to feel home, to feel the welfare and peace of mind.

I am just really a tool to my father. What do I except, and it's funny that I am still expecting that he will see my worth. But I am wrong, I am always wrong.

"What's happening? Why you're crying hard?" I sensed the worry to his voice, he gently caress my back and I close my eyes for a while and took a deep breath.

I need to calm, I need to think and I definitely need to stol worrying on something that I know from thw beginning that I would never change.

"I just read the messages from my father." I looked at Akeldama, he looked worried while looking around the place.

"I don't know, but I want to feel peace and stop worrying about him." I bit my lip after saying that.

But I am free now, I am on my own and no one will know my identity once I pass the boundary of Gribe.

Akeldama is still worried and still looking around, as if there's something wrong at the tent, but when I touched his shoulder, he looked at me, and focuses on me now.

"I will never set my foot at Drivike, and if I did, I will definitely pull some revenge to my father, will dethrone him and erase all of the royal blood at the Drivike empire." I clenched my hands and Akeldama hold my hand, kissed it before kissing me.

I don't know why my hands has it's own life, wrapping my arms around his nape, while the kiss is getting deeper and sloppy.

Akeldama's hand touched my thighs, revealing my milky white complexion, his kisses went lower, down to my neck, leaving some soft kisses, before licking my jaw.

"A-akeldama." I removed my arms to his nape, when he distanced himself and slowly reveal my feminity.

I covered my mouth when he licked my folds and feeling the hot tongue of him.

I want to moan freely, but I can't. There's a lot of people outside the tent. My cheeks, it's burning, as well as my body now.

Akeldama's hand slowly caressing my thights and my butt now, making me arched and move my own hips as if it has it's own mind.

"S-stop." I shutter and biting my lips, I can see a large bulge between his legs now, but I accidentally make a soft moan when Akeldama insert his finger to my entrance.

I don't know what to do, moan in pleasure, move my hips on it's own or ask for more.

This is my first time, doing something pleasurable.

"Look at me, keep your eyes on me, while I am giving you the pleasure, Delaney." Akeldama's finger slowly pushed inside, while he's watching how my reaction changed, every time it's moving inside.

I can't keep my eyes on him, I might kiss him deeper until he undress himself in front of me.

"Akeldama," I moaned while looking at him. I saw how he breath deeply, while watching me, enjoying the pleasure that he is giving right now.

I bit my lip when his finger went deeper yet in slow motion, I am getting out of my mind now.

My breath went deeper when it's getting faster and deeper, my hands can't find the perfect spot where to hold.

Akeldama's other hand squeeze my boobs, and removing the cover and play with my nipples.

My legs are shaking now, this kind of feelings are so damn addictive, I want more.

"More, Akeldama." I said, as if I am out of my mind when I said those words.

His reaction changed, his cheeks turn flourish and I heard his zipper, he opened his pants, revealing how proudly he standing right now.

I gulp, can I take it, does that thing fit inside mine?

Akeldama rub it at the entrance of my feminity, hitting my clit and making me more weaker and slowly feel the fire while he's doing it.

My breath is deep and slow, feeling electrified by the touch of the tip of his manhood.

"Akeldama!" I hissed when he tried to insert it, but it's not entering my feminity, I don't know why.

"It's so damn tight." He said and the tip slipped again, he also looked nervous right now.

"God, it's killing me," Akeldama stoped and just hug me now.

"Maybe this isn't the right time to do this." My jaw dropped, like he's leaving me at the cloud nine, didn't let me finish.

"H-how and what?" I said and he still hugging me now.

"It's my first time now, and I don't know what to do and I don't want to hurt you," he explained and help me to get dressed.

I'm still surprised that he stopped and his cheeks are red.

Why I feel embarrassed that he stopped right now.

I was left all alone now here at the tent, I want to refreshen up and take a bath. But I have don't idea where I can take a bath at the forest.

I walk around near the camping site, before we continue the journey, because of a lot of sweats that Akeldama caused lately.

I found a small lake and it looks clear in my naked eye, so I removed my eye silk and my shoes.

The wind here is cold, and I don't sense any people around, I will take a quick bath.

I removed my dress, leaving the thin clothing inside, I look around for the second time and take a dip at the lake.

It's cold and it's refreshing to take a dip here.

I was looking at the sky, it's clear and the breeze ia cold, I am mortified when I saw a man at the edge of lake.

My face went pale, but when I get familiar by the face, I automatically run to his direction.

It's Sir William!

"Sir William!" I said and he automatically hug me, locking me to his arms.

"Are you being held by the Mercenary King?" He asked and I shook my head instantly.

"No, he's actually helping me to escape the Gribe," I explained and he looked convinced on what I just said.

"What brings you here?" I asked and his face went red, look away and I remember that I just wear the think silk, nothing else.

He gave his coat, and I use that to cover my wet body.

"I came here, because of the emperor, he want you dead. Because you're not responding to his letters." I gulped and still looking at Sir William.

"I'm not here to kill you, but I am here to tell you that he's on his way to Gribe, and will assassinate you there, I'm here to warn you," he explained and I am still feel bad that my own father want me dead.

"I am warning you, don't ever set your foot at Drivike if you don't have any guards around." I nod slowly and he took a deep breath before he start talking again.

"Also, I will help you with all of my might. Just let me know what you need, because it's not really safe, but since you said that the mercenary king is like a reliable person, then I will trust you. He's the killer of the emeperor, that's why I think he abducted you."

"He actually helped me, because if the emeperor is still alive, I might be dead right now." He looked surprised on what I said and I smile politely.

"That's why I trust him, more than the nobility of Gribe, you can't blame me." I hold tight at the coat, and Akeldama appear behind my back, looking at Sir William and smirk.

"You like my Delaney." He said out of nowhere, and my cheeks went red.

"N-no, you're mistaken it. He's here to report what is happening at the Drivike and what I should avoid." I hold Akeldama's arm, he's holding a sword now, but Sir William is blushing too.

"Really, but I told you, you cannot trust anyone from your nation." He look at Sir William and I hold the hand where he's holding the sword.

"How I can betray princess Delaney if she's the one who saved me, after her family tried to ki me after my mission?" I saw how Akeldama calms down when he heard that and patted my head.

"You're really a good hearted one." Akeldama said and patted my head for the second time.

"The boundaries of Drivike is safe, but you have to be more careful, now that Delaney is missing at Gribe, for sure her father is also looking for Delaney," Sir William warned us and Akeldama nod.

"Now, I will go back to the Drivike, if ever you need to send a message to me, use this." He handed the bird and put some spell before giving it to Akeldama.

"I will cooperate with you, and will do my best to help Delaney when she needed it, can you tell me where you are planning to go at this journey?" He asked and looked at Akeldama.

"The beach, between the boudaries of Drivike, Gribe and Ifitz." Sir William nod and smile at me.

"You can send a message to me anytime, and please be careful. I am not done at giving back your kindness to me," Sir William kneel in front of me, kissed the back of my hand and smile.

"If you ever want to go back to Drivike, please do a strong plan that even the emperor can't stop you, and a fair warning. Drivike is falling, that's why the are targeting the Gribe."

I looked at the sky for the second time, my father is getting older. My brother is greedy and my sister doesn't even know how to become a good leader too.

All of them are fucked up.