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I pushed through the crowd, making my way back to the bonfire. The unknown girls’ words were still on my mind. ‘Masters new pet.’ I wasn’t his new pet.
When I cleared the crowd and entered the circle of logs placed around the bonfire, Evander’s and Mason’s eyes landed on my shirt.
“Oh. Looks like the baby had an accident.” Mason teased. I ignored him.
Evander asked, “What happened to you?”
I decided not to make things worse by ratting on Mia. Instead, I responded. “Nothing. I had an accident.”
Both of the guys burst out laughing.
I rolled my eyes and crossed my arms across my chest. “I’m ready to go Evander.”
“Well, I’m not.”
“Well, I’ve had all I can take for tonight. I’m ready to go.”
For a moment, I forgot where I was and who I was tal
Zaya's CompanionI was alone staring at myself in the mirror. ‘What just happened?’ I asked myself.I rushed out of his bathroom and out of his bedroom, catching only a glimpse of Evander laying across his bed. I ran to my room and closed the door behind me. My knees collapsed next to the bed. I sat on the floor leaning against it for support as I sat there on the floor.My skin was burning as my chest struggled to maintain a steady breathing pattern. I was scared of him and what he planned on doing to me. But yet my wolf thought otherwise.My wolf missed Godric truly but deep inside, somehow, she was attracted to Evander. He was tall and handsome. But I wasn’t going to give in to her temptation.I fell asleep lying on the floor.My body jerked awake as I felt the sun against my skin. It was morning again. My head was spinning from the little bit of alcohol I digested yesterday. “W
The Making of Audrey*Note: This chapter has explicit and sensitive content*Audrey was right. Why was I holding back?I asked my question again, but the way I should have said it the first time. “How long have you been rogue?”“Since I killed the Beta of my pack.”My eyes almost popped out of my sockets. Did she say she killed her Beta? Audrey, who was busy folding clothes, continued her story without missing a step.“My mother died when I was only ten years old and something in my father broke. The older I became, the more he would compliment me. Saying how much I look like her. Saying how beautiful I was. Once I turned thirteen, he started putting his hands where they didn’t belong.”I watched as she told her story and continued to fold her clothes and place them neatly in drawers.“First, his hugs became longer and tighter.
TrophyMy mind kept wondering how many other wolves in this community had stories like Audrey. Heroic stories. Tragic stories. How many wolves weighed the option of doing what's right against the pack rules and picked what's right?The pack rules and the undying loyalty of wolves were the one thing I would always have to get used to. It was so different from the way I was raised. Then I thought back to the words I said to Godric when he asked me if I promise to be loyal to him and the pack. Before the Moon Goddess, I promised.I spent the rest of the day with Audrey. Helping her organize her room. It was only after everything was completely unpacked that I caught a glimpse of a picture placed on her nightstand. Her arms were thrown around a little girl with the same face as her that I assumed was her sister. Huge smiles were engraved on their faces forever.As the day wound down and the night crept upon us, both of our
The Waterhole ***Day Twenty*** It’s been a few weeks since I first met Audrey. She took me everywhere she went and along the way, we got to know each other more. First thing every morning, she would make her way to Evander’s house. Then we would hang out until nightfall. Hanging out with her made being her a lot less painful. Almost like hanging out Anna made me more comfortable with the Blood Moon pack. And I appreciated this. I saw Evander less and less every day. But I didn’t mind that. He kept to himself, and I did the same. It was almost like we didn’t live together. Like we didn’t share the same kitchen and our bedrooms weren’t less than twenty feet away from each other. Only crossing paths when we’re outside in the common areas of the community. And even then, he barely glanced at me. It was almost like I wasn’t there at all. This treatment worried me the first few days of him ignoring me. I couldn
Let's Start OverWade shouted, “Commander! Mia! You guys are just in time for round two.”Remembering what happened after the last guy touched me, I wiggled free from Wade’s hold. “What’s wrong?” Wade asked.Mia grabbed Evanders hand and tugged him towards the water until they were floating next to us. And without any words, she jumped on his shoulders.“Alright, now it’s a game.” Wade playfully said. He seemed to be the only one who was unaware of the situation. And I was partly to blame.Wade tried to help me back upon his shoulders, but I panicked. I moved away from him.“Don’t be rude Zaya. Get up there.” Evander said to me with no emotion. I couldn’t help but fear what would happen next.I did what was asked of me and got back on Wades’ shoulder.Mason, Wade, and Evander moved in circles trying to give us girl
Breaking BonesAfter our run together, our relationship changed. It was almost like he needed it more than I did. Afterward, we both got dressed and we proceeded to hang out.We talked over a few drinks while sitting outside under the bright moon.Evander asked the same questions that Audrey asked. He wanted to know about my history. I explained in detail who I was and where I came from.“So Godric gave me a tribute that didn’t belong to him.” He laughed at the idea while drinking his beer. I laughed at the irony. I was in fact his.I was done talking about me. And I didn’t want Evander to start asking me questions about my relationship with Godric. I turned the focus of our conversation to him.“Tell me about your upbringing? I know where you were from. But how did you become a commander of a great army.”“I come from a long line of commanders. My grandfather an
Thanks For Breakfast***Day Twenty-Five***Audrey’s revelation of how Evander became a rogue left me in a state of shock. His mate, who he loved more than anything, was killed in battle. Led to her death by a senseless command. And his grief led him to kill the third most important person in the pack. The Beta.I couldn’t believe my ears as the story unfolded into something dark. The torture he brought upon the Beta is why everyone around him feared him. Including me.But no matter how much I feared his angry side, I pitied him. The loss of a mate was a hard thing to deal with. On a rare occasion, the Moon Goddess would give the blessing of a second chance mate. It seems Evander didn’t get a second chance. He was stuck mate less forever.For two weeks, I held that information in. I never let him know that Audrey told me his story. And I never told him that I saw the picture. I decided I
The Invite***Day Forty***A heavy pounding woke me from my slumber. It took me a moment to realize the pounding was coming from the front door. Evander was already walking down the stairs by the time I opened the door.One of the soldiers was standing in the doorway trembling. “Sorry Commander for waking you so early but a letter just arrived from the Blood moon pack.”My ears perked up at the mention of the Blood Moon pack. I feared the worst. Was there something wrong with my parents?“What does it say?” I asked him without giving him a chance to read it.Evander opened the smooth white envelope. Inside was an invitation. My stomach almost dropped at the sight of the white card with fancy writing. A wedding invitation.“The Alpha King…..You are formally invited….Yada. Yada. Yada…. All Saints Ball.”“A ball?” My s
Zaya POV“I won't go!!!” I shouted as I packed my bags. It was six in the morning and we were supposed to be in the car within twenty minutes ago.I was stalling, trying to get my point across.“We don’t need to visit the Black Woods pack.” “Yes, we do, Zaya.”“No…we don’t!” My voice was raised and I had no doubt we were waking the neighbors with our disagreement.He sighed loudly. “We cannot skip the Black Woods. Especially for the reason of simply not liking them.” He retorted.“Simple?” I questioned and then whisper shouted. “You think my reason is simple? He made my friend a rogue for being a victim. For defending herself.”He sighed again as if I was frustrating him. “I never said your reason was simple. It's no reason to cancel a visit.”“It is in my eyes.” I said while slowing my packing. In a more quieted voice, I said, “That man hurt our Audrey. What makes you think she wants to go back.”I was sure if she didn’t know now, she was going to know as soon as we hit the road.“I
Godric POVWe reassembled and began making our way to the next destination as if nothing had happened. But in this car, time had stopped. I could feel the surge of emotions coming from Zaya. She sat close to me, but her arms were wrapped tightly around her body as she continued to look out the window.“Are you okay?” I asked her.I could feel her vulnerability and anger. The mate bond was tearing at my heart.“Talk to me Zaya.”She shook her head as the tears filled the corner of her eyes. “I shouldn’t be mad or sad. I could only imagine how the rogue pack felt about when they….when he….I know they hate me.”“They don’t hate you. They hate us.”She turned to me just as a tear tumbled down her cheek. “They hate me. He didn’t call you names. He didn’t speak your name as if it tasted bitter on his tongue. Not like when he said my name.”She faced the window again.I had no words for her so I wrapped my arm around her back and drew her closer to me. She was exposed in ways she hadn’t b
Godric POVMy brother mind linked me to stay inside our vehicle. He was taking charge and keeping to the protocol we had gone over multiple times. I didn’t mind. There were only ten wolves I could see, and they seemed to be in a weakened state.I lowered my window to hear the conversation between him and their supposed leader. The one who stood closer to Alex. The one who crossed his arms to seem at ease as the others stood rigid.“State your business!” Alex shouted from a distance. One of his main rules was for everyone to stay at least twenty feet from any rogue we would come in contact with.Their leader huffed. “This is a public road. You state your business here.” He retorted.The male was a scrawny guy who stood with so much confidence. The others around him laughed as if he had told the joke of the year. But I didn’t see anything funny. All I could see were ten wolves looking to die.Sensing trouble in the air, I placed my hand on the handle of the door to exit the car. Then a
POV ZayaVisiting so many packs in such a short time had my mind overflowing. It was stuffed with the knowledge of the different cultures. And the many faces that came with that knowledge clouded my memories.I met five Alpha’s and four Luna’s. Alpha Christian was unmated, which is why he greeted us alone. I asked why he never took a chosen mate and he said he didn’t believe in anything the Moon Goddess did not gift him. I wasn’t sure how he remained Alpha without a Luna by his side.Many wolves believed that an Alpha needed a mate for the pack to survive. Strength through Unity is what they often require of an Alpha. Knowing that had me looking at Godric and wondering what would have happened if he had never come to get me. If he had never fought to be with me.Would I have heard of him taking a chosen mate? Maybe a political match? Maybe even making Sophia his Luna despite her attitude. She loved him and would have done anything to be his Luna. Not to mention her strength that was a
POV ZayaThe Tour to visit every pack under Godric’s reign began a few weeks after my third trimester. Evidence of my rounding belly was now noticeable beneath my clothing.We packed up a few SUVs and headed out first thing after breakfast. I would miss all of the smiling faces that lined up along the main roads leading to our borders to bid us farewell.Alex and Audrey traveled in the SUV behind us. The other vehicles carried nothing but guards and a few Elders. It was strange traveling like the president. Safely pawned from one set of guards to the next every few hours.When I saw the soldiers loaded into their respective cars, I kept wondering how all this would look to a human. Ten cars full of fighters traveling through major cities across North America. And then I realized, it wouldn’t look like anything at all.We drove around all the major metropolitan areas on the map to get to our first stop. I guess Alex wasn’t going to risk us drawing too much attention.On the way, we sto
Godric POVZaya was worried. And she had every right to be. If Mia’s attitude was any indication, Mason had a pack of wolves that hated the current Luna Queen.Who knows what will happen once the rogues find out that she is living happily and carrying the future King?“You know she could be carrying a girl.” Alex teased.“I know.”“I’m just saying, you keep referencing the baby as the future King. Like you are trying to will it so. That’s no how genetics works, brother.”“No, but I could hope.”He chuckled missing the dread behind my words. It’s not that I hoped the baby was a boy, it’s that I hoped he would actually be the next Alpha King. I hoped Zaya wouldn’t have to endure the pain that will follow we cannot make him so.“I think we should double the security team traveling with us. Just to be safe.”“You really are paranode.”“I’m Beta. I’m supposed to think of the things you do not.”I couldn’t argue with him there. It was what he trained for. To think of all the things that I n
Zaya POVAs soon as Godric entered our room, I started questioning him. My nerves had been bad since the moment he left the pack lands to meet with Mason and Mia.This would be his first time seeing Mason since the death of Evander and I was worried the meeting wouldn’t go well.What of it was a trap? What if they retaliated?Audrey kept me company the entire time, but still I remained anxious.“How was it?” I asked as soon as the bedroom door closed.He smiled slightly while approaching me. The smell of him quickly calmed my soul. He leaned down to kiss my cheek before answering.“It was okay.”“Just okay? What did you guys talk about? Were they hostile? Are there any signs of vengeance?I could tell from the look in his eyes, something happened.“Yes, it was okay. We talked about his new recruits. And the only thing hostile was Mia’s attitude.”I smirked. “Ah, yes. The infamous Mia.”I mentioned Mia while I was telling him about my life as the tribute. I told him that out of all the
Godric POVTensions ran high as the Elders debated Mason’s intentions. They held a meeting less than an hour after our return.Elder Grey yelled across the room. “We cannot assume they will start another war!”Elder Elias responded, “We cannot assume they will do nothing to avenge Evander.”One by one, they all started to shout over each other.“We’re talking about rogues here. They aren’t trained enough to lead a large-scale attack.”“You don’t need training to shift or carry a weapon.” Another said.Others agreed with him.“And you don’t need a sign from the Moon Goddess to know Alpha Mason is planning something.”Alex’s ears perked up at that comment.Elder John spoke up, “How are you going to defend the pack and we have yet to find out how Evander crossed our borders unprotected.”More whispers and more voices echoed in the room.The Elders were angry and impatient, but so was I. This unruly conduct wasn’t helping matters. Remembering my fathers words to keep the Elders in order,
POV Godric1 Month LaterIt took too long to get a response from Mason. He accepted the letters from the messengers that I sent to his territory, though he wouldn’t let them go past the border.I don’t blame him for being cautious, but I don’t appreciate my people not being able to gather any details.And I also don’t appreciate Mason’s lack of response. The first two letters, my people returned empty handed.The third letter, my people returned with a promise that he would call soon to talk.The elders were getting antsy and so was I. I expected a phone call within the week, but nothing.Then I realized, he was definitely stalling. He didn’t have a number to call. Every time we met with Evander, it was face to face. And agreeing to meet for the truce was done by letter.So I sent one last letter requesting him to meet on neutral ground today.We had much to discuss. The recent foot traffic from rogues was growing by the week and none of the surrounding Alpha’s were happy.Though none