I fell in love with him when he was Jack. Although, I honestly don't know if I ever really knew who “Jack” was. The doctors say his condition is rare. Therapy might help, but there's no guarantee he’d ever fully recover.
I only knew a few things to be absolutely true about him. He was the last living member of an old and incredibly wealthy family called "Weston," he lived alone in a humongous mansion hidden in the Canadian wilderness, he had an incredibly rare mental illness that made him believe he was a different person nearly every day, and I was hopelessly in love with him.
I met him by accident. I was twenty-six, broke, and on the verge of being homeless. I wasn't close with my family but did keep close ties with one friend from my hometown: Sara. She was one of the few people I felt comfortable enough to confide in.
When I explained my problems she offered a solution. Her great uncle was retiring from his job as a caretaker soon. A lot of people had applied, but few made it past the first three days of the week-long training, and none past the sixth. Apparently, he was getting desperate and asked his family to help with the search. Well, begged might have been a better word than asked.
I asked her what the job entailed. She said I would be required to live in a giant, luxurious mansion in the middle of 500 acres of Canadian wilderness. Completely rent-free. I would be paid eight hundred dollars daily for my services. Meals and other expenses related to my work would be complementary. My sole responsibility was to care for a mentally ill man. He wasn’t dangerous or abusive, but his changing moods and varying demands were something many people had trouble adapting to.
I’d always been an adaptable person. I asked her how to contact her uncle.
My initial interview took place over the phone. General questions about my health, experience, etc. I was honest about having absolutely no experience in this area, so it surprised me when he asked when I’d be willing to start.
By that next week, I was flown in a private jet to an out-of-the-way airport in a small Canadian city. Sara’s uncle picked me up and drove me to what would potentially be my new home. In a limousine of all things. As we drove, the buildings and houses of the town slowly began to thin out. Before I knew it, there was nothing but the forest surrounding us. The trees blurred together into a wall of green as we drove past them. I was beginning to wonder if they would ever end. Suddenly, I saw a dark silhouette rising above the treeline. The mansion.
All I could do was stare in awe of it. As we drew closer, he stopped the car and got out to open the front gate. Huge, stone walls surrounded the perimeter of the estate. The gate was a solid, but intricately decorated slab of iron. All this was impressive, but it paled in comparison to what was on the other side.
Acres of green grass spread in every direction. Shrubs, trees, and flower patches were dotted throughout. It was so large I couldn’t even see the other walls that were supposed to surround the place. A breathtaking view, but I barely noticed it compared to the mansion itself.
It was a beautiful, old mansion styled in the Victorian fashion, but was so well cared for you would have thought it was brand new. More beautiful stonework made up the outer walls. Large columns helped to support the sloping roof. I almost couldn’t believe the size of them. Gothic windows dotted the outside, though most were covered by heavy curtains. A pair of grand, wooden doors guarded the entrance of the home. It was like something out of a classic romance novel.
The interior was just as gorgeous, but I had little time to admire it. No sooner had we stepped inside than the caretaker turned to me. He looked serious.
"There are certain things you must know if you are going to care for Mr. Weston,” he started. “The first is that he has no family. He is the last of his bloodline and, therefore, you should immediately reject any ‘family’ that comes asking for financial help.
The next is that his mental illness is incredibly rare. He believes he is a different person each day. You are to play along with whatever fantasy his mind has created, and above all, keep him safe. That being said I, of course, will not ask you to put yourself in harm's way and there is an emergency phone if you require assistance from the police or the hospital. However, I wouldn't worry about it. In my twenty years of caring for Mr. Weston, I have only needed to do so twice.
Finally, you must realize you are a full-time caretaker. You have no holidays, no days off, no "free time" to travel around the cities. Except in the case of a ‘family emergency,’ Mr. Weston will be your first, last, and only priority.” He stared at me a moment upon saying this. After a few seconds, a smile crept across his face. “Now, on that note, he's also a very gentle and kind person. I think you will come to truly care for him after a short time if you see past his illness.
We begin your training tomorrow Ms. Walton. So feel free to explore and familiarize yourself with the mansion. If we are both lucky, it will be your new home very soon."
I took a moment to absorb the load of information he’d just given me. He waited expectantly. I perked up and nodded in understanding. He smiled and nodded in return before walking off somewhere into the mansion. I was completely alone. It felt somewhat intimidating being in that big house by myself. I wondered if I’d ever get used to it.
He told me to explore. So, I did. I must have seen dozens of rooms: bedrooms, ballrooms, libraries, galleries, and this was still only half the mansion. All to take care of some lonely, sick old man? I wondered about this "Mr. Weston." How bad was his condition? Why did he live alone? More than that, why was it nearly impossible to find a caretaker for him? Exactly what had I gotten myself into?
I was thinking over this when I wandered outside and into the garden. The sun was just starting to set and a field of roses became illuminated in its soft glow. Their scent filled the air. Any worries I had moments ago vanished from my mind completely. The scene was so perfect. I could hardly believe I was there.
"Beautiful," I said breathlessly.
"Funny, I was thinking the same.”
I jumped at the unexpected sound of another voice. A well-dressed man was sitting on a stone bench in the garden. He looked about my age. The words “tall, dark, and handsome” definitely came to mind while looking at him. Normally, I wouldn’t mind a guy like this appearing out of nowhere, but why was he here? The words of the caretaker flashed through my head.
"Sir, I'm sorry but this is private property. You can't be here,” I said, trying to sound professional.
The man looked shocked. After a moment, a smile spread across his face.
"If it's private, may I ask what you are doing here Miss... Miss..." He paused a moment, waiting for me to introduce myself.
"Walton. Anna Walton. I’m here training to be Mr. Weston's new caretaker. Now, could you please tell me what you are doing here Mister..."
He laughed. "Weston! Jack Weston. Wow! I had no idea that old fart would ever hire such a lovely young woman to care for me."
I couldn't hide the shock on my face. To be fair, no one had ever said that Mr. Weston was an old man, but I'd assumed he was. Living alone with no relatives and only an old caretaker just seemed to fit the image of an old man.
Mr. Weston was far from what I imagined. Age aside, I couldn’t get over how attractive he was. His light brown skin shone in the light of the sunset, wisps of his short black hair fell across his eyes. His voice was deep and soothing as he spoke to me.
He smiled at me. I suddenly realized I had been staring, mouth agape, for far too long. I turned away, blush rising to my cheeks.
"Let me guess, you assumed I was some dirty old man?” He asked. “Why does everyone assume that? Is it something about my name?"
"Honestly, Mr. Weston," I said, still refusing to look at him, "I think it's the position they're applying for. Caretakers aren't a common occurrence among young men."
His face went blank. He stared at me silently. Panic ran through me. Had I said too much? Had I offended him? I had nowhere to go if this job didn't work out. Was I going to be fired before I even started?
He stood up and walked toward me. I was hoping he'd be kind enough to let me off with a warning. I looked at the ground, thoroughly prepared to be chastised for my behavior. Instead, I felt his hand gently lift my chin until my eyes met his. I wanted to look away but feared offending him.
"Tell me, Ms. Walton, how will you care for me?"
The tone of his voice made a shiver run through my body. I suddenly lost all power to speak. Time seemed to freeze. The over-exaggerated sound of someone clearing their throat broke through the moment. We turned to see his caretaker standing there.
"I see you've met Ms. Walton, Sir.”
"Thomas, I wish you would’ve told me sooner that there would be a young lady staying with us,” Mr. Weston complained. "I would have made better accommodations."
I blushed. "That's really not necessary, Mr. Weston. I'm only here to work."
Perhaps it was my imagination, but I could have sworn he looked disappointed when I said this.
"Well, work or not, please choose any room in the house as your own,” he said, vaguely gesturing towards the large mansion. “They're all empty, or will be as soon as Thomas retires. It would make me happy if you started to think of Weston Manor as your home, Ms. Walton."
I merely nodded and walked back into the house. As soon as I was out of sight I thought I heard muffled arguing. I was curious if I was the cause, but I wasn’t going to ask. I knew better than to rock the boat before I even had the job.
As he suggested, I looked around the house for “my room.” It was a difficult decision. The rooms were all so grand and gorgeous, I could hardly decide between them. However, on the third floor, at the very end of the hall, I entered a room that was beyond breathtaking.
The floors were black marble, polished until they shone. The walls were high and covered in a dark red wallpaper in a Victorian pattern. A large, stone fireplace was nestled between two giant bookcases taking up the entire west wall. The east wall was sixty percent occupied by a large window nook and the rest by a large set of double doors. But the most noticeable feature was the huge canopy bed in the center of the back wall.
The frame was made of some kind of dark wood. An intricate design was carved into the posts and headboard. The curtains surrounding it were heavy, black velvet. Red, silk sheets and a down comforter covered the bed. In the fading light, a large, iron chandelier made itself known from the middle of the room. It was perfect.
I sat on the bed, barely believing I could really be in a place like this. I felt the softness of the comforter beneath my hands. I suddenly became aware of how sleepy this whole day had made me. Seeing as my training started tomorrow, I didn't think old Thomas would mind if I took a short nap. I would move my things later. With that decided, I laid across the bed and quickly fell asleep.
I don't know how much time had passed by the time I woke up, but I could tell it was already dark. I heard a gentle crackling and the scent of smoke was faintly noticeable. Thomas must have lit a fire for me. How kind of him.As I turned, I felt something tugging gently on my hair. Did it get caught on a part of the bed? I reached up to untangle it, but instead of hard wood, my fingers touched soft skin. That woke me up. I gasped and sat up, looking around in a blind panic."Sorry, did I wake you?" Mr. Weston's voice spoke from the dark.I rubbed my eyes, hoping they would adjust to the darkness. Mr. Weston? It couldn’t be. I must’ve been dreaming. But I wasn’t. Slowly, his silhouette became clear.
I wasn’t sure exactly what was happening in my dream, but it felt nice. I was in this warm, hazy place. I couldn't really focus on my surroundings though. All I could focus on was the burning heat between my legs and the pleasure it sent through my body. I heard my name being murmured by a raspy voice.Anna.The hazy dream world started to vanish around me. As I opened my eyes, I was met with darkness. Slowly, I remembered where I was. I was back in the canopy bed in Mr. Weston's room. However, the pleasure between my legs was still there and getting stronger. I felt something hard pressing against my thigh."Anna,” the voice murmured again.This time, I recognized it. It was Mr. Weston. The shock woke me completely. Blush filled my cheeks as I reali
A gentle shaking woke me from my sleep. I opened my eyes to see Thomas standing over me. He looked concerned. Memories of last night came rushing to me. I tried to leap up, but he pressed me to the bed by my shoulders. A wave of fear filled me.He must have seen the fear in my eyes because he raised one hand and put a finger to his lips, a signal for me to be silent. He pointed over my shoulder. It was at that moment I realized Mr. Weston was sleeping with his arm still around me.Thomas leaned in close to me and whispered, "Try not to wake Mr. Weston unnecessarily when you get up. Consider this the beginning of your training. Come downstairs when you are dressed and ready. You have much to learn today."With that Thomas released my shoulders and quietly left. In the silence, I became all too clearly reminded of wha
Mr. Weston stared at Thomas and me for a moment. His face gave nothing away. Who was he today? Did he remember us? Did he remember me? Did he remember what happened last night? A smile slowly filled his face."Good morning, Thomas. Ms. Walton. I’m happy to see you’re still here. Thomas, what have I missed so far?”“Nothing, Sir. You haven’t left us yet, actually,” Thomas replied."Really? That’s great!” Mr. Weston turned to look at me. “Well, that being the case, we should probably have breakfast sooner rather than later. I know how hard Thomas works the trainees and you’ll need your energy, Ms. Walton. Let’s eat.”
A short time later, the door to the kitchen swung open. The chef appeared with a large serving cart carrying more silver trays. He spent several minutes laying the spread of food and drinks in front of us before excusing himself back to the kitchen.Mr. Weston was right. I did need my energy today and right now, I was beyond starving. I hadn't eaten anything since my lunch on the plane the day before. I was absolutely famished and the food looked far too tempting.But, again, the fear of “etiquette” came to mind. Were there rules for this kind of thing? Should I wait until Mr. Weston started eating? Was there an “appropriate amount” of food to take? Was there a system for the silverware? The questions were swimming around in my head, but my body betrayed me. A loud growl echoed from my stomach. Mr. Weston looked at me with a mixture of s
I followed him into the garden. The place we first met. The scene was just as beautiful as the day before, but I could hardly focus on it now. He sat on the same stone bench as before. He looked my way and motioned for me to sit with him. We stayed silent for a while, watching as the morning sun rose higher into the sky.As much as I wanted to know the truth, I didn’t want to push my luck. At least, not any more than I already had. I sat silently, hoping he would work up the nerve to answer my question. Not that I would be surprised if he didn’t. After all, I knew just as well as he did how embarrassing this whole situation was. I was about to give up and tell him to forget about it when I heard him sigh.He closed his eyes and pinched the bridge of his nose. "Anna, what I'm about to say will probably be the single most humiliating speec
I couldn’t even begin to explain the pleasure that coursed through my body at that moment. I’d barely touched myself, but the feeling was already intense. I grabbed a pillow and bit it, trying to stifle the involuntary moan that exited my lips.Pain followed pleasure. My lower lips were still sore from Mr. Weston's touch, but with that pain came the sweet memories of what he had done to me. It only increased my desire. I ached. I ached so badly for his touch. To feel the sweet mixture of shame and pleasure as he touched me however he pleased and called out my name in ecstasy. Anna. Anna. I felt as if those words would echo in my head forever.The ache of emptiness was becoming too much. I remembered the way his hand had slipped below my panties. Though he touched
It was the longest lunch of my life. Despite the food being delicious, I can't say I had much of an appetite. It had been less than twenty-four hours since I arrived at Weston Manor and so far I’d already:1) Allowed my boss to unintentionally get me off while he sleptAnd2) Walked in on him masturbating in the bathroom.If there was a way to have a worse first day at work, I'd like to know it. Mr. Weston and I actively avoided eye contact with each other. Thomas, blissfully unaware of what was happening, was our safety net. Lunch had actually finished a couple of hours ago, but we’d been doing everything in our power to draw out our conversation with him, hoping to delay being alone together for as long as possible
Silence filled the air again. We sat there for a while watching the flames crackle in the fireplace. I wasn’t sure how long we stayed like that. However, I did start to notice as his hand loosened and slowly began to slip from my side. As I glanced over, I noticed his glass beginning to tip dangerously in his hand. I gasped, catching it right before it fell."Jack!" I cried, checking to make sure it didn't spill.He jumped as if I'd startled him. I glanced over, he looked confused. Had he fallen asleep? I snickered and set his glass on the table."I think it might be time for bed,” I suggested"No, no. I was just resting my eyes," he grumbled sleepily."Well, then let's rest them in bed," I insisted, standing. I t
I think I finally understood how Arthur felt when I forced him to eat. I shoved down bite after bite, wondering how many I'd have to eat to safely be considered “done.” After a minute, I set my fork down, watching Jack out of the corner of my eye to see how he’d react. When I didn’t see any noticeable changes I finally pushed my plate away."What do you think? Should we head to bed now?" I asked, wiping my mouth."Absolutely not!" He cried indignantly. “I only have a few precious hours left with you and you already know the chances of me waking up as myself again are slim. The last thing I'm going to do is waste one second we have together sleeping."He reached over and grabbed my hand, bringing it to his lips. He pressed my palm to his cheek. His eyes held a tinge of sadness as he look
Despite his insistence that we should get out of the bath, Jack still clung to me like a lovestruck schoolboy. His hands always seemed to be on me in one way or another. Drying me with a towel, playing with my hair, holding my hand. A series of small, sweet gestures that never failed to make my heart flutter. Sadly, I wasn’t able to enjoy the feeling for long. A horrifying revelation suddenly came to me. I gasped and immediately grabbed my clothes off the floor, scrambling to get dressed. He watched me, confused. "Is something wrong?" "I forgot to meet the cleaners," I said, exasperated. "I’m already super late. I have to go. I'll meet you downstairs for dinner." I rushed out
Tell him what I did with Victor? I could feel myself blushing just thinking about it. Don’t get me wrong, I could understand why Jack wanted to know, but that still didn’t make me any more comfortable with the idea. I shook my head, setting my wine glass on the edge of the bath.He sighed softly. “I understand. As I said, I certainly won’t force you to tell me anything.”I could feel my body starting to relax as he said this. At least, until his teeth grazed against my neck. I shivered a bit at the feeling. He pressed a couple more soft kisses to it.“However,” he teased, “I don’t necessarily
My heart was still racing, as he closed the door behind us. However, I didn’t have much time to dwell on this. He didn’t waste another second before he pulled me close and pressed his lips to mine.Kissing Jack always made me feel dizzy. Like my body was losing all its strength. I had to lean against him to support myself. As he pulled away he kept my body close so I wouldn't collapse. His fingers played with my hair."You know what sounds good after walking around in that hot sun all afternoon? A nice, relaxing bath,” he commented.My mind was still hazy from his kiss. I barely even registered what he was saying. It was like my brain auto-piloted right back into my caretaker role."Should I draw one for you, Sir?" I asked.
I saw a couple of the housekeepers scurrying around as we came back. They didn’t even seem to notice us as we walked past them. I guess I could understand why they acted that way though. After all, they were here to clean, not look after us. That was my job.The cleaners might not have been the best companions, but something about just knowing they were around made the house feel a little more lively. I wondered how lonely it would feel tomorrow. Just the two of us.Although considering his earlier request, I might not mind having some privacy tomorrow. I blushed a bit as I remembered the husky tone of his voice.As if he could read my mind, he suddenly leaned in and kissed me. I pulled away nervously. My face felt hot."Mr. Weston, the cleaners!" I reminded
As always, the garden looked beautiful. It was just too bad that I couldn't enjoy it. I hated my mind. The moment we stepped outside the dream I had last night popped back into my head.I didn't want to feel anxious in the garden. I loved the garden. It was the place where Victor and I had walked before, where Arthur and I took photos, where Jack and I first met.Yet as I looked around, all I could remember were the hundreds and hundreds of agonized faces that had surrounded me. All of them crying out, begging me to choose them. I almost shuddered just thinking of it. Would I ever feel comfortable here again?"Are you alright, Anna?" Jack asked suddenly.I sighed. I felt like I was getting that question a lot lately. How did I somehow manage to make
I felt the warmth of his body as it pressed against mine. His fingers kept inching closer and closer towards my aching clit. My mind was a mess. Fulfill his request? For my body?My stomach was a flutter of nerves at the idea, but I wasn’t sure why. After all, hadn’t we done this all before? I'd already seen his body, and we’d definitely done more than just some light petting by now. So why did I feel so nervous about doing it again?It was stupid to ask that question. I already knew the answer. It was because this would be my first real time doing something like this with Jack.Different men in the same body. I understood that now better than ever. Jack wasn’t Victor, and Victor wasn’t Jack. The way they spoke to me, the way they teased me, the way they touched my body. The
I said before that I liked how kind and gentle Jack was, but there was another thing I really liked about him. His patience. I was taking a long time to answer, I knew I was, but he never once tried to rush me. He just stood there, patiently waiting for me to respond.I swallowed a few times, trying to clear the lump from my throat. I took a shaky breath and finally forced the words out of my mouth."Not yet.”"Alright, good. And do you feel the same way about the others?" He asked. I nodded. "Then that's all there is to it.Anna, I said I wasn’t going to make you choose between us and I meant it. Your relationships are your relationships. It wouldn’t be f